[Comprehensive] Big brother's little lion

He was placed on the altar.

The round vermilion altar is painted with navy blue ripples.

This place is the center of the temple, the surrounding light is dim, and there are no statues of gods—or in other words, it is the only statue of gods.But she is not a dead thing, she is alive, a "living god".

She only had her upper body, and her lower body was glued together with wooden boards measuring one meter in length and width and could not be separated.It was supposed to be a disfigured and ugly image, but because of its smooth skin, smooth lines and delicate face, it presents an unprecedented beauty like "Venus with Broken Arms", like the supreme art, like the body of a god.

There is also a vermilion cylinder nearly two meters between the board and the ground, which allows Zhuo's sight to look down on all living beings.Her hair is longer than her body, hangs on the board, then flows down like a waterfall of ink, and finally meanders to the ground.

The altar was surrounded by [-] monks, wearing black cassocks, sitting cross-legged, with their heads down and eyes closed, chattering endlessly.This is their morning lesson.

Hao is the "god" they serve, but she doesn't feel that she has the dignity that a god should have.

She looked sad and her eyes were sad.

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"what!"

Kaoru had a nightmare, and sat up screaming like a spring, and then barely broke free from the dream.Her cry was not sharp, but she was out of breath after she finished, and her body was soaked, as if she had been soaked in a pond.

Kaoru has not completely stripped from the dream, and the lead-filled heaviness and sadness she felt from the dream still lingers in her heart, making Kaoru want to cry but no tears—so suppressed that she can't even shed tears.

Have you ever had such a dream?

There is another self in the dream, but living a life completely different from reality.Everything in the dream is so real, it will cause your emotions, as if you have really experienced it.

——It’s almost the same as your previous life.

In Kaoru's dream, she turned into a mermaid.

The fate is extremely tragic, the whole tail was cut off, and the mermaid was forced to accept the visit of others, living forever.

She thought she would dream of a boy with straight blonde hair, but she never expected to have such a bizarre dream.

This is not the first time she has had this dream, every time she wakes up in depression and panic.

It was the panic of having infinite time, but being stuck in time and unable to move.

Desperate, suffocating, endless, long, boring islands of time.

Kaoru, who has experienced it, can't help feeling that death is better than that.

Xun's mother, Ah Zi hurried in when she heard the movement, "Xun! Are you okay?"

Kaoru shook his head weakly, "It's okay, it's just... I had a bad dream."

Ah Zi hugged Xun distressedly, "Poor child, don't think too much, that incident is not your fault." The incident she mentioned refers to the fact that Xun's classmates in the next class pursued her and could not commit suicide. Because of that incident, Kaoru hadn't gone to school for three whole weeks.

The situation happened so suddenly that Kaoru and Miyashi didn't react at first, and they froze there.Until Mitsuhashi let out a groundhog-like scream of terror, Kaoru was still dumbfounded, and her calm face made people think that she was unmoved and unmoved.In fact, she was just dumbfounded.

After returning home, Xun couldn't eat anything, and couldn't fall asleep. When he closed his eyes, he saw the appearance of the teenager confessing with blood and tears, so mesmerized.

After thinking for a long time, Kaoru finally figured out who that boy was. It turned out to be the monitor of the class next door. I met him in the corridor before, but unfortunately I was not impressed. Remember the shape of a normal person again.

Later, Kaoru heard from Riko that his name was Sato Shio.

A boy whose name he didn't even know died for her.

does it worth?

Too many people are not worth it.

She felt deeply worthless for that boy.

Kaoru is not a child with a particularly low sense of self-worth, but she thinks she is not good enough to be so persistent.Perhaps in the young man's mind, Kaoru is a goddess, that's why he made such a crazy act, just like a faithful believer died in martyrdom.

Kaoru feels sorry for her usual indifferent attitude. If she pays more attention to the people and things around her, maybe it will lead to such a tragedy, although she is almost sure that she will not fall in love with Sato Shio even if she gets along with her for a long time. But at least you can care, comfort, and enlighten him a little, so that he doesn't have to walk into the abyss of death.

Time can dilute everything. The initial sadness and guilt in Xun's heart have faded a little bit. With the help of family and friends, he gradually re-established a healthy psychological mechanism, and he should be able to go to school in a short time.

Of course, Kaoru was still a little worried about the gossip at school, so she mentioned it to her family during dinner time: "They might say things in a bad way, call me a murderer, and then..." With her current skills, no one can bully her, But isolating this kind of thing doesn't need strength at all, just sudden silence and intentional or unintentional ignorance are enough.

Xun's mother felt sorry for her daughter, and directly suggested: "Then transfer to another school! Chiba has been acting weird recently, so we might as well just move."

Xun's father said indifferently: "Are you going to run away?"

It's not that Duo Moxiong is ruthless, but that he feels that some things cannot be overcome the more he escapes, especially the psychological ones.The credo of the hot-blooded men in their area is that if they encounter the south wall, they will slam into it, make a hole, and even the wall collapses, and people will naturally pass by.

Kaoru was silent, went back to the room, sat on the bed, seemed in a daze and thought.After an unknown amount of time, Kaoru moved.

Afterwards, Kaoru washed up and reviewed the recent class notes by the desk lamp, convinced that he had caught up with the progress, and only then did he gain confidence.

She now has a total of two notes, one is Riko's, and the other is actually Mitsuhashi's.Of course, the gap between these two notes cannot but be said to be great.Riko's is concise and clear, with neat handwriting, and it looks clean and neat; Miyashi's is gaudy, with a girly heart and painted waves and illustrations on it with colored pens—cats, cats, dogs, bamboo rats, and lions full of soul-painting style and stickman.

Of course, Mihashi didn’t know how to take notes, and he must have copied the girls in his class. Coupled with his unique drawing skills, he thought he was perfect and his images were vivid. In fact, it was often difficult for Kaoru to connect his words with the illustrations.

Kaoru glanced at the pile of brightly colored illustrations, quite dumbfounded.

The only thing that Mihashi draws more similarly is Rumiko Takahashi's new work "Ranma 1/2", the male and female protagonists Saotome Ranma and Tendao Akane, Q version, barely alive, but Saotome Ranma's hair was forced by him It was painted golden, and Tian Daoqian's hair was whitened with correction fluid, which looked like Mihashi and Kaoru from another world.

Kaoru hugged these notes tightly, Mihashi, Riko, Ito, Sagawa, and classmates A, B, C, and Ding appeared in front of her eyes... and Mr. Mukugi, she felt deeply reluctant, "Let's not transfer schools."

She doesn't believe that some people will betray her because of silly rumors. Although she has experienced a lot of bullying, she still decides to believe it again.

The author has something to say:

Ran X Horse was painted in 1987, I don't know if Mihashi and the others were before or after puberty.

Ka Lai is also the actor of Zaotome Ran Xma.

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New Chapter Tips——

曛 is not Kaoru's previous life, "曛" means evening and the afterglow of the setting sun.

The basic original plot, just talking about a few Japanese mythological characters.

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Chapter 52 is the manuscript, I accidentally sent it, sad face.