[Comprehensive] Big brother's little lion

I'm just an ordinary high school girl.

Ordinary girl.

It's just that the fights are more powerful.

I don't have any talent for studying, I just read and review books obediently and neatly, with no skills at all, and my mind is quite dull. When I look in the mirror, I always feel that the people inside are dull and annoying.

Because of my natural withdrawn personality, many people hate me, and I have no friends, so I have been living alone like this.

Go to school alone.

Eat bento alone.

Going home from school alone.

Go out alone on weekends.

Watching movies, eating hot pot, and playing in amusement parks are all done by one person.

Such me.

I thought I would live a miserable life like this.

However, one day I had an idea and changed the shape, a very exaggerated shape, and then the door of my world seemed to be reopened, and behind the door was a brand new world.

I have become more extroverted, more mobile, able to follow my own mind to do things, and will not be subject to the so-called "role setting". (Japanese students are particularly concerned about "personality" and have stubborn stereotypes about various characters. For example, the person wearing glasses must be a boring nerd.)

Gradually, I made friends, a few friends with strange clothes and inexplicable personalities, but we can fight side by side, which makes me very happy.

Among them, a friend who dyed bronzing curly hair caught my special attention.

Because his image looks like a golden retriever, and his expressions and movements often converge to that of a groundhog, we will call him Mr. Groundhog.

He always deserves to be beaten, has a bad mouth, says some annoying things, and his behavior is not very correct. He always does some actions that harm others and benefit himself. Although the bottom line is still there, sometimes as a friend I really can’t Resist not to hit him.

And when I beat him, I was very happy.

They say I have a tendency to vibrate, I don't know if it's true, but I'm always happy when I see groundhogs running around, and when I hit someone, I do feel excited, the whole person's state Everything becomes different—the blood flows to the brain, the body is hot, the blood seems to be boiling, the five senses are particularly sharp, the sounds and movements of all things will slow down and become very easy to catch, this feeling is like becoming Birds flying in the sky are no longer bound by gravity, which is very pleasant.

Let’s not mention the experience of fighting. After all, I don’t really like fighting that much. Fighting is just a means, a means to conquer others.

Mr. Groundhog is a very interesting person, far more interesting than my dull brain can imagine, and has brought infinite joy to my otherwise boring life.

He always likes to do some weird movements, and the meaning of his words is unclear, and sometimes he even dances impromptuly, that kind of creative dance that makes people feel powerful but funny.

So in fact, I am very happy to see him, but I can't show it, or even pay too much attention to him, because I am still a student, the most important task should be to study, and I have my life plan, there is no love affair.

Although I plan to join the gangsters in the future, I must be a cultured gangster and use my knowledge to crush other stupid gangsters. This is my battle plan.

Later, I had a new friend. This person was a cowboy, but I didn't care about his identity, because my father was the manager of the public relations department, so I was used to all kinds of people in special industries.

Everyone is working hard to live, some people can only make money by selling their bodies, because their talent is beauty and demagoguery, what is there to criticize?It is not so much worthy of disgust as worthy of pity.

Mr. Niulang and I are brothers in need, and we both worry about the poverty of our family. This makes us have a common language and gradually understand each other.

He quickly became a presence above all others and held an important place in my heart.

Of course, Mr. Groundhog still has a certain place in my heart, because he can provoke my happy nerve.

Recently, the city I live in is not very peaceful. Terrible things always happen, and more and more people die. I don’t know if this will lead to the end of the world.I heard a Christian say that God destroys the world every millennium, and now we are getting closer and closer to the new millennium - 2000 AD.

I am often afraid of various things, although many people are afraid of me because I am good at fighting and have personality problems, but so what?In the face of supernatural events or catastrophes, I am just an ordinary person.

I don't know what my future holds, what the end of my life will be like.

These confusions formed the main theme of my adolescent thoughts.

Perhaps, this is what people often say "whose youth is not confused"?

Adults are always amused by the troubles of teenagers and girls, and they show bewildered smiles, the kind of smiles that people who feel that the world is calm and peaceful, maybe in their eyes, these troubles are beautiful and refreshing It's lovely, but they don't know how uneasy we are going through.

I really hope that there is a savior who can take me away from this confused cloud.

I also sincerely hope that everyone can die and leave this world with a satisfied smile.

I hope everyone has a happy ending, especially Dad, Mom, Mr. Groundhog, Mr. Cowherd and myself.

____________ Serizawa Kaoru

The author has something to say:

Hello everyone, I am Kaoru.

Recently, my world has suddenly become horrified. I am so scared. Is there anyone here to save me?