half dream half awake half summer lishang

Meng was sitting in the living room watching the TV, Chen Fan jumped up in front of Xia Meng, Xia Meng waved his hand to let him get out of the way, Chen Fan not only didn't get out of the way but moved closer, Xia Meng hugged Xia Meng with one arm Meng's neck pulled him under his armpits, Chen Fan didn't show weakness, he held Xia Meng's head with his backhand, and the two wrestled together.

The two were arguing, when there was a click, the door suddenly opened, the two stopped and looked towards the door, it was Chu Linwan!

Chu Linwan looked at it, and said provocatively, "Hey, when did our little Xiaxia be so aggressive, let me try it too"

Before Chen Fan opened his mouth, Xia Meng stroked her left earlobe with her left hand, tilted her head slightly to the right, and said charmingly, "Xiao Wan, if you taste me, you will no longer be a virgin." , you left Chen Fan here but asked me to try it for you, I really can't think of it."

"No, no, it's not like this, Pan, I, I'm just talking casually, I saw you so..., I..."

"Okay, Lin Wan, don't talk about it, Xia has already taken care of you very much. If it were me, I would give you a slap. Don't think too much, I don't love you, I just feel that there are women like you. cast aside."

Chu Linwan panicked, and she said intermittently, "Xia, Xia Meng, don't forget, today is the last day, tomorrow, you, you should..." In the end, Chu Linwan still put her and Xia Meng's Swallowing the contract back into her stomach, she looked at Xia Meng with whirling eyes.

"Xiao Wan, I don't want to say the same thing a third time, go slowly, don't send it off," Xia Meng withdrew her sharp gaze, lowered her eyes and said calmly.

In fact, Xia Meng wasn't out of fear or cowardice, but he knew that in today's society, his relationship with Chen Fan could only fade away quietly, and no one would give them a reasonable way to admit it.He knows that Chen Fan loves him, and admits that he loves Chen Fan, but it knows better that he can't destroy Chen Fan, he wants to help him, even if it means sacrificing himself.

Chen Fan suddenly knew something now, he looked at Xia Meng, some words seemed to be about to burst out of his mouth, but Xia Meng's sudden kiss buried them deeply, Chen Fan paid attention to himself: Xia Meng, must be Will go through all the troubles with me.

Close your eyes, embrace deeply, and be intoxicated.Chen Fan didn't know that all of this was Xia Meng's gift to him, and it was the last farewell.

Juvenile afterimage

When he woke up the next day, Chen Fan still walked to the dining room, looked at the prepared breakfast, but felt flustered for some reason, he called Xia Meng's name, but still no one responded, Chen Fan went to the study room and was shocked by the scene in front of him. Terrified, all the books that Xia Meng had always loved were gone, Chen Fan staggered back to the bedroom, opened the closet, he completely understood, it turned out that all the tenderness that Xia Meng gave him before was for the purpose of saying goodbye .

Chen Fan stood quietly, unable to breathe, unable to think, he tried hard to think about all kinds of things that happened recently, trying to find a connection, but in the end he found that even if he understood something, he was powerless to undo it.

As for Xia Meng, he had already packed his bags and moved into the house that Father Chen had prepared for him. There were his favorite floor-to-ceiling windows, the spacious study he dreamed of, and the hard-to-find cozy lounge. Only the person he cared about the most was missing.

After Xia Meng tidied up, he walked to the bar, filled the glass with red wine, and gently lifted it up. He watched the transparent crimson reflect his stern face, and couldn't find any vitality anymore.But helpless, he always wants to continue living, for Chen Fan, he has no choice.Xia Meng walked out of the room and walked to her work place. Since it was the first day of reporting, the company did not require any specific time. Xia Meng walked all the way, as if to relax her mood.

As soon as they entered the company, everyone seemed to understand something. Looking at the drooping Xia Meng, everyone didn't blame or question, but just let Xia Meng walk to her place quietly. Xia Meng heard them sigh, but was powerless to comfort her. .

"Xia Meng, you finally came to work. I have been waiting for you for a long time. I am your partner. Although you can be the editor-in-chief just after you come in, after all, there are many things in the company that you don't understand. You can ask me anytime. I, Xia Meng, you should look at me."

"Hello, thanks"

"Xia Meng, are you so easily defeated? As far as I know, you are the omniscient and omnipotent Xia Meng." The strange person whispered next to Xia Meng's ear again, "You have treated Gu for so many years. Zuohe Qiyou has always been ignorant, in fact, he has accumulated a lot of information in his hands, you have been close to Chen Fan so that you did not find out what happened back then, why, now you are going to be like your parents back then!"!

Xia Meng turned her head, opened her eyes wide, lifted her chin slightly, brushed her left earlobe with her left hand, rubbed it back and forth, tilted her head slightly to the left, and looked at this person quietly, without making a sound to refute, just Politely said: "Your surname"?

"I'm Ouyang Gong, I was specially sent by the leader to partner with you, please advise me."

Xia Meng smiled, was not polite, and did not return the gift, "Go to work, I heard that you will be less troubled when you work."Ouyang Gong smiled like a child, and sat down after answering. He didn't have a job, but put his arm on the table, looking at Xia Meng's side face in a nympho.

Xia Meng turned on the computer, looked at the wallpaper he had designed earlier, but shook his head helplessly, Ouyang Gong stretched out his head to look, it was an artistic photo taken by Xia Meng and Chen Fan, Ouyang Gong hurriedly put his hand in front of the computer While scribbling, Xia Meng pulled his hand away and turned on the PS in the computer. It was still the same photo, but it abruptly dropped Chen Fan, leaving only the vaguely visible silhouettes of two people, and Xia Meng, Putting the edited photo back to its original place, Xia Meng's disturbed figure swayed on the computer screen.

Not only Xia Meng was alone, Chen Fan didn't know how long it had been since he hadn't moved. Chen Bowei and Lin Mengyu watched helplessly, feeling sorry for their son, and Chu Linwan leaned against the door helplessly. She suddenly understood that Xia Meng was lost. The old Chen Fan seemed to be incomplete anymore, but she did not allow herself to let Chen Fan go, even if she was injured, the injury was bestowed by Chu Linwan.

long lasting

Maybe Chu Linwan fell in love with Chen Fan to the point of madness. She wanted to possess it selfishly. After Xia Meng moved away, Chu Linwan moved to the Chen family to live under the same roof as Chen Fan, but how could Chen Fan tolerate it? She, who originally belonged to Xia Meng, Chen Fan did not give up at all.Although Chu Linwan felt far-fetched, but thinking that things might gradually get better, she kept on holding on.

As for Xia Meng, since it was an internship period after moving away, the school almost reduced all the courses of senior year, Xia Meng stayed in her room all the time, or went to work, there was almost no chance to meet Chen Fan, but If Chen Fan knew that Xia Meng was here, he wouldn't just give up so easily.

Chen Fan said that he couldn't get the news about Xia Meng, but everyone deliberately concealed it, and the person who finally stopped the news was not Chu Linwan, but Ouyang Gong.

Ouyang Gong who followed Xia Meng was the son of a senior executive of Qiyou Company. When he was young, he often heard about the two companies. When he grew up, he often followed Xia Meng's dynamics. He was a year older than Xia Meng. This year, they should be regarded as seniors, but the two of them work together, that is, colleagues.

At first, Xia Meng didn't pay much attention to this Ouyang Gong, but later, Xia Meng discovered that this person knew almost all the capital flows of the two companies, and he would inadvertently talk with Xia Meng about the plan to acquire the two companies, and even made detailed plans. Xia Meng had to be on guard against the scheme, not for herself, but for Chen Fan.

Ouyang Gong also seemed to have noticed Xia Meng's absent-mindedness, but he didn't mind, he still got up early every day and waited for him downstairs in Xia Meng's building. Having prepared everything he needed, Xia Meng just shook his head.

"Senior, you don't have to be so nice to me, you know, what I can give Chen Fan, including feelings, I can't give to anyone else."

Ouyang Gong smiled helplessly: "Xia, don't force yourself so much, I take good care of you and don't expect you to give me anything, I know, Chen Fan is too heavy for you, he has been in your heart for too long But for his future success, why don't you choose to leave?"

Ouyang Gong tried to look at Xia Meng, and then said: "You too, you have been in my heart for too long, I don't want to embarrass you, that's why I didn't bother you before, since I am in your heart without pain or itching , then you can accept my care for you, it can be regarded as giving me a reason to stay with you."

Ouyang Gong looked at Xia Meng affectionately, Xia Meng just returned a look: "Senior, it's up to you."He looked somewhat lonely, but Ouyang Gong still smiled like a child.

Maybe people are like this, they can't pretend to be mature in front of the one they like.

This kind of life lasted for a while, it can be said that it lasted until graduation, Chen Fan's mood gradually improved, because he didn't want to let Xia Meng down, in fact, Chen Fan also knew that it was very difficult to voluntarily give up on someone he liked for so long Suffering, too, requires courage.

On the day when the graduation photo was taken, Chu Linwan walked into the classroom holding Chen Fan's arm, and Chen Fan did not refuse, because his parents ordered him, no matter how strong he was, he couldn't resist.

Xia Meng and Ouyang Gong walked into the classroom side by side. They looked surprisingly alike, with their hands in their belts, and the straight ironed suits were extraordinarily slim, which set off their tall and handsome figures. Not long after entering the door, Xia Meng took a step forward, every step revealed a noble temperament, walked to her seat, settled down at the table, turned around and gave Ouyang Gong a faint smile.

Ouyang Gong also understood something, and gave Xia Meng a reply.