my brother and his boyfriend

.The most annoying thing is that reading is better. "

"Don't play with him, or you will be said to have led him badly."

"Call him 'Hua Hua' from now on."

"Flowers"

"Ha ha"

……

"What's wrong with Huahua? It sounds good, much better than cats and dogs. You have to focus on your studies. Don't run around the world like those boys. Those little boys will be too bad for you. Study hard and go to school in the future." It's a good university." My mother put vegetables in my bowl while talking.

"Yes, Yaqing must keep studying hard." Dad echoed from the side.

I nodded and stuffed rice into my mouth.

I still really want to play with them, to climb trees, dig out bird eggs, go diving, catch fish, go crazy around the world, maybe when I get older, maybe someone will take me to play.

I have always maintained the image of the obedient brand until I went to college, but I still had no friends.

"Yaqing, what are you thinking?" Oh, and there is this guy - Zheng Xiumian, a kid from a rich family, my college roommate, who took the initiative to talk to me very enthusiastically from the first day, and then dragged me into his circle .Barely friends.Modern Jia Baoyu, the seed of passion, said it was to relieve the worries of thousands of girls in the world, and to give girls a warm and beautiful paradise. The name was to pull me to partner with me and give me the right to be the deputy store manager. Flower soliciting and dry coolie.I, Ye Yaqing, was smart all my life, but I was defeated by him and suffered a lot.Could it be that I have been alone for too long, so I don't care if I suffer?

"I didn't think about anything." It was rare that there were not many people in the store, and I was able to relax in a daze, but I remembered something from my childhood, it was because I was getting old.

"I said that if you want to find a girlfriend, you won't be in a daze all day long. You are in your early twenties now, and the eldest is not young. These days, if you are good-looking, there is no shortage of girlfriends. Girls are chasing after you. As long as you It's rare to be so outstanding, not to mention from the street, just from your support club or customers in the store, and they all cry to be your girlfriend, but you are still a virgin. To be honest, you don't have any secrets, do you?" Zheng Xiumian's face was full of gossip.

I sighed unconsciously. For girls, I was scared.Women chasing men these days, I guess he has never experienced it. When a girl blocks the toilet, he will suddenly rush in when he pees. A bold girl will confess to you. He will be watched in class and watched after class. Always be careful that people will not be caught at the turning Pull it over and force a kiss, then run away after kissing, you don't even see who that face is, and the school will spread the word about who kissed you.Of course, these things all happened when I was in elementary school and junior high school. At that time, boys developed slower than girls, and they were smaller, so they were easily pushed around.High school is better, but when other classes are in physical education class, girls will come and watch from the window, and the boys in the class will boo and say, "Yaqing, your wife is here to see you." Those girls are so ashamed that their faces are thickly painted Hong, no matter how embarrassing she is, she won't leave, she's still looking forward to it.In the end, it was my homeroom teacher who went to complain to the physical education teacher, and the physical education teacher issued a strict rule that no one could approach the teaching building within two meters, so that fewer people came to see me in class.I thought that university life would be peaceful, but I didn't expect the support club to appear.

"No way, Yaqing, you really have something to hide." Hearing my sigh, Xiu Mian's eyes widened in surprise, and soon he became shameless again, "Why don't you follow me, I don't despise you."

I know this kid is not joking, he eats all men and women, takes advantage of his father's money, and lives a decadent and extravagant life.I turned my head and took a closer look at his face. He was handsome with sword eyebrows and phoenix eyes, but it's a pity that he wasn't my type.

"No!" I took a sip of my wine and continued looking at the glass in front of me.

I have to say that Zheng Xiumian is really good at doing business, and he has a good eye for employing people.At least it's squeezing me to death, and I don't know if it's because he can't get my revenge.Not only did I go to the hotel to help, which made me, a deputy store manager, work harder than ordinary employees, but also asked me to design women's clothing drawings for him.He sells the design drawings, [-]% to [-]%, he [-]% and [-]% to me, no matter what he thinks, he still makes money.He also has a troupe of pseudo-girls, who can make money by taking photos every day. The funny thing is that he dragged me to be a model and gave me multiple sources of income.Fortunately, women's clothing is also my personal hobby. Whether it's photos or design drawings, I can sell them and increase my popularity. After graduation, I can have multiple career directions.Thanks to him, I don't need to take money from my family now, and he has equipped me with a car and a house.

After returning from the store yesterday, I couldn’t fall asleep. As soon as it was daylight, I got up and sat by the window sill, looking at the world outside the window, my mind was in chaos.

I have been listening to the words of teachers and parents, growing up according to their ideas, and my true self has been suppressed to the deepest part of my heart.I was afraid of being ignored, afraid that no one would listen to me, and the images of those friends who pushed me away and ran away were always in my mind.When I found that listening to adults can make them touch my head and praise me, I decided to listen to adults; when I found that getting good grades in exams can make my classmates focus on me , I decided to keep being good... Even so, no one approached me, people would just say: "Ye Yaqing, um, he's a good boy, very good."

Gradually, I forgot how to be happy. Everything seems to have a pattern. I have to be polite when meeting people, and I have to smile. I even fiddled with the curvature of the smile in front of the mirror.How to deal with people and how to respond to what other people say, I also found a lot of books to read, all this is to make others pay attention to me.My excellence is not born, it is the result of my hard work.

After being a good boy for so many years, I am a little tired. I want to find my lost self, but I don't know where to find it.When I passed by a women's clothing store in high school, I walked in by a ghost. The moment I put on the long skirt, I felt a little peaceful inside.After returning home, I drew some girls' dresses by myself, and I felt a little satisfied when I saw the things I drew.Doing these things secretly, it seems that the pressure of life has found a breakthrough. I dare not tell others, but I was discovered by Xiu Mian, and there are people like him who live as they please, life has so many adventures.Although it is said that I came to this university according to my mother's wishes, but because of this, I have been freed and can do what I want, which is really good.

I was a little happier when I thought of this.When I came back to my senses, it was already 6:[-], the garbage truck downstairs had already arrived, and there were more people walking around in the community.At this time, I noticed a person with a different style of painting from others. He was strong, very strong, bigger and taller than the people around him, a head taller, and his skin color was several degrees darker than the people around him. .Could it be a foreigner?I think so.The muscles of that body are really good, the muscle lines like a wrestler, with the coordinated movement, the sweat from running is like a layer of oil on the body in the morning light, and the upturned butt, oh my god , can a boy have such a round butt?Wearing loose sweatpants can't cover up that curve.

I suddenly felt very thirsty, and I was reluctant to leave the window.My eyes followed that figure until I could no longer see it, so I left the window to wash.

Seeing the figure running in the morning, my heart beats differently than usual. Is this a heartbeat?This urgency is stronger than the feeling of looking forward to playing with a partner when I was a child. I really want to talk to that person, I really want to hug him. His broad embrace must be very warm!

When I was a child, those memories of getting along with girls made me feel that girls were a little scary.If I want to find a girlfriend, I will definitely look for a girl who is quiet, gentle, and doesn't talk much. It would be even better if she is easily shy and blushing.I have always thought this way, and then changed my mind.

My high school years were really the most important time, when a lot of big things changed.When I was still in the third year of high school, I accidentally saw two men hugging each other on my sister Jingwen's computer.For so many years, I haven't met a girl who is attracted to me, and when I meet a guy, it's not that I can't try to be together.Ah, it's better not to think too much, it's absurd to make such a decision at a glance.

I don’t know why, but I still stand by the window early in the morning every day, and when I regain my senses, I would still spit at myself: “You are stupid, you stay here and watch, you become a husband-wife stone, and people don’t know you.”

Wait, he seems to be coming to my building.I hurried to the door, opened it, and stood at the elevator entrance.He was the only one who came here just now, so this elevator must belong to him. If you see where the elevator stops, you will know which floor he lives on.

God, I never believe in anything, but this time I believe that there is a god in the sky, and he must fulfill my wish. He is the only one in the elevator, and no one else wants to take the elevator.

I stared at the monitor without blinking, the first floor, the second floor, the third floor...

Suddenly, I was short of breath.

"Ding!" The elevator stopped on my floor.

My eyes widened.

Oops, he's about to see me, I haven't changed my clothes, I haven't brushed my teeth and washed my face, so I can't let him see.

In a panic, I dodged and hid on the fire escape.

There are two residents on the first floor of my building. Maybe he lives across from me. I couldn't help laughing, so lucky.I peeked into the corridor secretly, and it was really him. He entered the house opposite me.Back in my house, I made a fist and jumped, it was good