Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Author: Xianqing Yaxu

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Maybe, I shouldn't come to this world, but this world allows me to survive. What is the purpose of life? Where is my future? Why do I still exist? If life really has reincarnation, I hope I am just a A dragonfly, or a flower, let me open my eyes and look at this beautiful and colorful world. I know that such a life is short, but is this world really beautiful? I don’t know? Maybe I’m too Greedy, maybe even dragonflies and flowers are not worthy, I dare not ask extravagantly, I only hope that after tomorrow, God can look back and see me, so that I can also see the dawn rise. …………… Ryeowook

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Search keywords: Protagonists: Ryeowook, Kyuhyun┃Supporting roles: Yesung, Sungmin, Siwon, Leeteuk┃Others: Hyun Wookmoon, BL, Tanbi

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Foreword -

Maybe, I shouldn't have come to this world,

But this world keeps my little me alive,

What is the purpose of life? Where is my future? Why do I exist?

If life really has reincarnation, I hope I'm just a dragonfly or a flower,

Let me open my eyes and see this beautiful and colorful world,

I know this life is short,

And is this world really beautiful? I don't know?

Maybe I'm too greedy, maybe I'm not even worthy of dragonflies and flowers,

I dare not expect extravagantly, I only hope that after tomorrow,

God can look back and see me so I can see the dawn rise too. …………… Ryeowook

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The 1st wild species

The advancement of science and technology makes people feel very close to each other. In fact, it is all electronic products. The distance between people is forced to be shortened by these products, but this distance is ethereal and empty.

This year is already 2020. Kyuhyun was at home staring at a robot servant in a daze. After a while, he habitually contacted Uncle Li and asked him to help bring the robot servant to the original factory for maintenance. Uncle Li came to Kyuhyun's residence, look at the products of this new technology, and answer Kyuhyun: "Robots can never compare to real people."

This sentence made Kyuhyun feel tangled in his heart, like a ball of iron wire tied around his heart, no matter how he untie it, the process of moving the wire will squeeze the blood out of the heart, apart from heartache, or heartache, Uncle Li saw that Kyuhyun had nothing to do. Respond, and take the robot away.

At that time, Uncle Li of the Cao family is now a grandfather. He has left the Cao family long ago, but he can’t forget the story that happened in the Cao family. On this day, the 6 or 7-year-old grandson came back, looking at the young grandson at this age, looking at it seriously. In the 2018 Disney animation "Youth Star Competition", although the grandson is watching the new technology fiber-optic TV, regardless of whether the grandson understands it or not, he is willing to listen to himself, and begins to tell the story of the year with his grandson-

In the 1990s, it was already an era of prosperous science and technology. In this environment, the gap between rich and poor was also increasing. A story happened in the Cao family. One day Mrs. Cao and Mrs. Yan took a 7-year-old The boy came to the backyard and told the family, "This kid's name is Kim Ryeowook, you can call him Ryeowook or Xiaoxu."

Kyuhyun looked at this chubby little boy and asked curiously: "Who is he"?

Mrs. Cao looked at Rye Wook with a hatred expression on her face and said without emotion, "Your father is a bastard outside."After she finished speaking, she immediately turned around and left. Mrs. Yan also looked as if she saw something dirty, and left after saying "huh".Kyuhyun doesn't know what "wild species" is, but seeing the displeased attitudes of his mother and Mrs. Yan, this little fat man named Ryeowook must be a bad guy, so Kyuhyun approached Ryeowook and said:

"What are you doing at my house"?

"I...I...I don't know, Uncle Cao brought me here."

"Then don't come near me, Hyung-sik, let's go."

"Brother Xiaoxian, wait for me."Hyung Sik also followed Kyuhyun out of the backyard, turned around and made a funny face at Ryeowook, and followed Kyuhyun and other playmates to play with Disney "Toy Story" toys. I didn't dare to cry on my knees, and nestled against the wall of the backyard, softly calling "Mom".

During the summer vacation, Rye Wook always followed Sister Zheng Xun. Whatever Sister Zheng did, Rye Wook followed. Zheng Xun worked with his mother in Cao’s house since he was a child, and Cao’s family was not stingy about providing for Zheng. I hope that Zheng Kui can study at a higher level so that he can work in Cao's family. It's a pity that Zheng Kui is not suitable for studying, and she is a girl who is not ambitious. There are not many, and the Cao family likes the gratitude of Zhien Tubao. Zheng Yu is always busy in the backyard, and occasionally helps the construction site to supervise the paperwork that Uncle Li brought back from the construction site. Typing on the computer, these small and busy tasks can relieve Uncle Li a lot of work pressure, and Ryeowook is busy listening to them, and he has learned these tasks unconsciously. Said, other children may still be playing in the mud, Ryeowook is already very good at these.One day Zheng Yu told Ryeowook:

"You are about to enter the first grade of elementary school. I didn't expect you to know so many characters. You are really amazing."

"This is what sister Zheng Yu taught well."

"Look at you, your mouth is so sweet, you can't disobey the teacher just because you know how to do it after school"!

"Ok, I know".

At home, Kyuhyun would hardly play with Ryeowook, because he has too many playmates and he is not inferior to Ryeowook, and his cousin Hyung-sik often follows up and out, almost forgetting the character Ryeowook, although In the current high-tech era, the gap between the rich and the poor is even greater than that at the end of the 20th century. This is also clearly felt in the Cao family, because if you use status in terms of status, usually the owner must eat first before it is the turn of the servants, and the servants People are also divided into housekeepers and ordinary servants, so Ryeowook follows Zheng Yu to work and rest, and will not have any intersection with Kyuhyun and Hyung-sik, until the primary school finally starts, Zheng Yu takes the uniform of the first grade and wears it to Ryeowook:

"Xiaoxu, look, this is your uniform, it's new! You don't need to pick other people's clothes to wear, take good care of your uniform"!

"Thank you sister, okay, I will keep it clean and not get dirty casually."

On the first day of school, Uncle Li was going to send Ryeowook to school, but Mrs. Yan said to Uncle Li:

"Cao Shao is also the first day of school today. I heard that they are in the same class, so I sent them together. You can also let Xiao Xu be Cao Shao's little follower and help carry the schoolbag."

"Okay, got it."

Uncle Li looked at Ryeowook, touched Ryeowook's head, and knew that Yan's wife didn't like Ryeowook, and would sometimes pinch him secretly, and sometimes make trouble for him, so Ryeowook was often submissive and afraid.Afraid that adults will get angry, he always speaks in a low voice like a bee. This kind of personality is sometimes annoying, because he is not generous enough, and he always asks repeated questions. Sometimes he looks pitiful and cute, and he looks shy. People love it, there are only 8-9 people working in the Cao family, but they are divided into two factions in the backyard of the Cao family. One group likes Ryeowook and will always protect him, but for the sake of livelihood, there are only 2 servants who protect Ryeowook. -3 people, one group is pretty girl, who will find opportunities to make things difficult for Ryeo Wook, there are many servants, and they often speak ill of Ryeo Wook and make sarcastic remarks.

When Ryeowook got into the limousine of the Cao family, Kyuhyun in the car looked at Ryeowook and said with a look of disdain:

"It's you, bastard."

Although children at this age don't know what "wild species" means, but the tone sounds like a feeling of being looked down upon, Kyuhyun said to Ryeowook with contemptuous eyes: "Don't get too close to me, you may have infection.

Ryeowook was very sad when he heard that, and did not respond to Kyuhyun until after school, keeping a distance from Kyuhyun and entering the classroom to report.

On the first day of the freshmen, many parents accompanied them, but the Cao family was busy with their careers, so they only contacted the principal of the school to help them pay attention. Therefore, before Kyuhyun came to class, the homeroom teacher, Mr. Wu, was already waiting for him.Although it was also mentioned that there was another freshman in the Cao family who was Kim Rye-wook, but he was not from the Cao family and was just accompanying the class, so Mr. Wu didn't pay special attention.And Kyuhyun's mentality would rather carry the schoolbag by himself than let Ryeowook help him, because he is worried that the schoolbag will be infected with bacteria.

After class, all the students will play together. Teacher Wu found that except for Kim Ryeowook, the other children are not in the seat. Out of curiosity, Mr. Wu walked into Ryeowook and asked:

"Why don't you go out and play?"

"I don't want to play, I'm fine here."

Ryeowook lowered his head and used a pencil to draw scribbles on the white paper with no subject matter. The teacher thought Ryeowook was very good, so he didn't ask any more questions, and returned to the podium to start class when he heard the class bell ringing.

During lunch time once a week, Kyuhyun’s bento must be specially made, because there is a cook at home who will take care of it, so Ryeowook cooks and eats with his classmates, and he is not taken care of by the Cao family; At Yan Sao, Ryeowook was not bad at preparing bento, but Yan Sao said:

"How can we let that wild species eat the same food as Young Master Cao? The school meals are also very good, just eat the school meals."

When Uncle Li heard it, he thought it was too exaggerated. How could the Cao family be so fussy?

When school was over, Ryeowook was afraid that he would not be able to go home, so he followed Kyuhyun closely, and finally saw Uncle Li’s car. After Kyuhyun got in the car, Ryeowook returned to Cao’s house in the same place as in the morning. He was also the first student in class. God, Kyuhyun can't finish talking about the new things in school, but he doesn't know anything about Ryeowook, which makes Yan Sao's faction feel