Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Now I want to find Mr. Jin’s previous relevant information and find another person”?

Uncle Yin: "I don't know, if you shoot wildly, you will have a chance if you ask."

Uncle Li: "Even if Ryeowook is really not Mrs. Cao's child, he can't treat him like this. What a poor child."

Uncle Yin: "I still remember that Mr. Cao and Mr. Jin were together back then. If Mr. Cao hadn't stopped them, maybe they would have been very happy."

Uncle Li: "That's right! It's not like now, we are strangers to Mrs. Cao, and meeting is a quarrel."

Uncle Yoon: "The poor are also children, I hope Kyuhyun will not be affected by such a family."

Uncle Li: "He and Ryeowook don't seem to have a good relationship, and he talks fiercely to Ryeowook."

Uncle Yin: "Mrs. Cao spoiled her, and the child is kind in nature."

Uncle Lee: "Yeah! This time Ryeowook is gone, Kyuhyun seems to be very worried, and he is in a hurry to tell Cao Dong."

Uncle Yin: "If you let Kyuhyun know that Cao Dong had a close relationship with Mr. Kim back then, it was not a normal relationship, how would the child feel?"

Uncle Li: "It's better not to let them know."

Uncle Yin: "Yes! Especially Mrs. Cao, let alone say."

Uncle Li: "It's just that I wronged Rye Wook and made Mrs. Cao misunderstand that he is Cao Dong's illegitimate son."

Now Kyuhyun is staying in his own room, lying on the bed thinking about the old things that Uncle Yin told Uncle Li just now. Endless secrets.

Kyuhyun has heard gossip from his family that "Ryeowook is Cao Dong's illegitimate son" since he was a child. This kind of words often appeared in his mother's mouth, always saying that Ryeowook is a bacterium, a wild species, although his father is He tried his best to refute, but he didn't believe his father's words in his heart, thinking that it was just an irresponsible man causing trouble outside, so he had to responsibly take his "seed" back home, and it turned out that Ryeowook was really not his father's child. If Dad's lover is Xu's mother, then forget it. What happened between the two of them before they got married was all reasonable behavior. I didn't expect that Dad and Ryeowook's father used to get together. It's not an ordinary relationship, so what is it? A relationship? This sentence has been echoing in Kyuhyun's mind and cannot be dispelled.

Danger

Kyuhyun does not admit that Ryeowook is a half-brother, but in terms of mentality, after that night he raped Ryeowook, he was always heartbroken by this incident, and he blamed himself for not being a human being. The half-brother would never dare to touch Ryeowook again, if it wasn’t for the last time he beat up Akai, in order to comfort Ryeowook, he hugged his trembling body tightly because of fear, Kyuhyun planned in his heart not to get too close to Ryeowook .

Then the two lived in the student dormitory again, Kyuhyun was afraid that seeing Ryeowook's body would react, so he strictly demanded that he had to take a bath first, and wait for himself to finish all the work before going to bed before changing to Ryeowook. Freshen up, all this is because I am afraid that I will be impulsive, and I am afraid that I will not be able to restrain my desire. In fact, this is Kyuhyun's self-deception, because no matter who washes first and who washes last, the sound of water in the bathroom will only make Kyuhyun feel uncomfortable. burning desire.

Because the sound of bathing makes Kyuhyun think of Ryeowook's naked body and helpless and helpless melancholy face, it will only make Kyuhyun associate with the girl in the first place, Kyuhyun can only hide Then DIY to vent on your own, after all, this is the process of a boy’s growth. Doesn’t Ryeowook have this need? That submissive look doesn’t seem to know what “coolness” is, is he a man?

Now that I know that Ryeowook is really not my father’s child, the guilt of brotherly incest in my heart seems to be relieved. I only hope that I can find Ryeowook now. The world is so big, where can Ryeowook go? Don’t I hate him very much? Why can’t I let him go? Kyuhyun's heart is on fire at this moment, so he can only wait patiently with composure?

Ryeowook took the bus for no purpose and came to a strange place. Perhaps for adults, this distance is not too far, but for Ryeowook who hardly travels far, the bus took more than [-] stops. It should be a little distance from Cao’s house, so I got out of the car and paid attention on the road, looking for notices of unpaid work, hoping to find a place to stay. I owed a helper, and I didn’t succeed even after coming down. The other party either saw that Ryeowook was too young, or thought that he was too delicate to endure hardship. Ryeowook who was rejected could only continue to look for him slowly.

In the evening, Ryeowook leaned against the waiting chair next to the bus stop with his luggage tired, looked at the people coming and going, and noticed a pair of mother and child. The mother was preaching to a child who was about his age, but the child looked uneasy Ryeowook's nose suddenly turned sour as he looked impatiently disgusted by his mother's nagging, wishing to have a "family" who could treat him like this; then he saw a father and son, the father showed his son a picture from his mobile phone, the son smiled happily, He hooked his father's shoulders and said, "Dad, you are very good." In this situation, Ryeowook watched the interaction of many people, his mind was empty, he couldn't tell the bitterness and loss in his heart, and his eyelids became heavier and heavier. Fell asleep on the chair, there are not many people coming and going, how many people see Ryeowook's youthful appearance, don't worry about how dangerous the world is, and are not afraid of encountering bad people, so they just sleep on the chair without any scruples .

Ryeowook was so tired that he fell asleep on the chair. If no one noticed, Ryeowook was just an ordinary waiter. If he really paid attention, the waiter looked handsome and unforgettable. At this moment, a car drove by. , after driving over the head, he backed up slowly, and then an extraordinary-looking man came out of the car and shook Ryeowook's shoulder. After being awakened, Ryeowook asked with an inexplicable expression:

"Yes, what's the matter?"

"Are you looking for a job?"

"You? How do you know?"

"Because it's written on your face, if you want to work, follow me."The questioner said with a smile.

When Ryeowook saw this clean, handsome boy, he thought it would be a good job, so he picked up his luggage and followed him like this.Ryeowook got into the car without saying a word, but was asked:

"You don't know me, aren't you afraid that I will sell you?"

After a pause for a few seconds, Ryeowook responded in a low voice:

"I don't know if I'm afraid or not"?

"I don't know whether I'm afraid or not? That makes me so afraid that I shouldn't take you away."The man answered with a smile, but saw Ryeowook didn't respond, so he asked again: "What's your name?"

Ryeowook paused again, feeling that he should forget his original self, so he replied:

"Name? I don't have a name, call it whatever you want."

"Hahaha... I've been looking for people for so many years, and I've misjudged people, even a person without a name."

Seeing that Ryeowook still didn't answer, the man continued:

"My name is Kim Heechul, just call me Brother Che, then I will call you Xiaomeng from now on."

Ryeowook still had no expression or reaction, and nodded after 3 seconds.I didn’t want to tell my real name just now, I thought of a place where no one knows me, from now on, let “Kim Ryeowook” disappear in this world!

After a while, Xi Chul's car drove to the "Blue Coral Hotel". After the car was parked, he helped Rye Wook pick up his luggage and asked Rye Wook to go with him. Although Rye Wook had never been in a hotel, he knew that the hotel was a sensual The place, is Brother Che the owner of this store? Heechul looked at Ryeowook with a rotten smile and asked:

"Do you regret walking with me? If you regret, I won't stop you if your luggage is here."

Ryeowook lowered his head, raised his head again after a few seconds, looked at Heechul seriously and said:

"I won't regret it."

Then Xi Chul took Ryeowook to the staff dormitory, opened the dormitory, and saw a single bed for 2 people, the room was simple and elegant, after a while a beautiful boy came, his name was Li Donghai, that boy was lively ran over to greet Heechul:

"Brother Che, long time no see."

"Xiaohai, his name is Xiaomeng. He will be your roommate from now on. You can take him to work."

"No problem, Brother Che."

Brother Che laughed again after finishing speaking, looked at Ryeowook and said:

"Although you are very valuable, I will not sell you, so do it well!"

Lively Donghae asked Ryeowook:

"Your name is Xiaomeng? You are so cute! We will be roommates from now on, don't worry, brother Che is very nice, he picked you up too, right?"

At this moment, Ryeowook's heart twitched, "I picked it up?" Hehe...yes! Hearing this sentence, Ryeowook felt that he was like a wild dog, picked up by someone on the side of the road, and he didn't know where his future was. ?Rye Wook didn’t answer, just raised the corners of his mouth as usual; Donghae came over and patted Rye Wook on the back, and whispered to Rye Wook, “Don’t be afraid, our job is just to be a waiter, to help the old man in the mall pour wine, isn’t it? Accompanying wine, so don't worry."

Ryeowook still didn't speak, just nodded to Xiao Hai.

Kyuhyun without Ryeowook by his side looks very listless, in fact Ryeowook is not always following behind, at least he still sees it often, and can still feel the smell of Ryeowook, maybe it’s nothing if he doesn’t see it now It’s a big deal, I’m just bored and uncomfortable, but who should I tell? Kyuhyun still doesn’t know what to do, the school still has to go, I haven’t entered the school for 2 days, and I don’t want to live in the dormitory, now I let Uncle Li drive me every day, the journey is a little farther , but I would rather be like this than live in a dormitory without temperature. Does the dormitory have temperature? It seems that the temperature is not too high, because Ryeowook is so cold, and usually there is no extra language or dialogue, and my attitude when talking to him is not good. Poor, who would want to talk to such a "grumpy" person? So just stop talking.

When it’s a holiday, it’s time to get along with my mother. Mrs. Cao knew that Rye Wook was very happy to leave the Cao’s house, and she said that the little wild species is a good friend, so tell Sister-in-law Yan