Looking back and waiting for the dawn

It was out of control, and as a result, I began to feel physically and mentally exhausted.

The pure and turbid thoughts are the problems that Kyuhyun is facing during this time. Kyuhyun is getting thinner and thinner, and he has no intention of going to class. In the past few days, he saw the relevant news about Ryeowook, which made Kyuhyun I can’t believe it. Could it be that Ryeowook is walking with Kim Jong-woon and Lee Sung-min, the seniors from junior high school? Now Kyuhyun is helpless besides confusion. He has no close friends around him for many years. What the hell have he been doing all these years? Please see Chapter 31 for the state of mind)

One day in the second semester of senior year, Kyuhyun left the fighting club, and met Akai at the gate of the club. Originally, Akai wanted to avoid Kyuhyun, but it was too late, and Kyuhyun recognized him instead:

"It's you".

Akai touched his nose, chuckled and said:

"That's right! Young Master Cao, it's been a long time and I'm actually meeting you here."While talking, Akai touched the cheek that was beaten by Kyuhyun back then.

After brushing past Akai, Kyuhyun turned and left with a disdainful expression, this attitude made Akai feel dissatisfied, remembering that Ryeowook regretted not being a witness at that time, how could he just let Kyuhyun go like this, so he called out kyuhyun says:

"Young Master Cao, do you know why Xiao Xu became the other party's witness at that time?"

Kyuhyun stopped and didn't look back or ask, of course he wanted to hear Akai's answer, so Akai smiled and said:

"Because Xiaoxu wanted revenge. It was your mother, Mrs. Cao, who killed Xiaoxu's mother. If it wasn't for your mother, Xiaoxu's mother would not have fallen down the stairs and died."

"You're talking nonsense, I don't believe it."Kyuhyun turned around and glared at Akai and fought back loudly in an angry tone.

"You can ask your father! Why should I lie, your Cao family always relies on their own power, and sooner or later there will be retribution."Akai laughed and walked into the fight club.

Kyuhyun originally wanted Akai to stop and ask again, but Akai could give him any correct information, so Kyuhyun immediately went home and wanted to ask his mother about it, Kyuhyun looked at his mother who was about to go out and asked:

"Mom, you want to go out"?

"Yeah! Playing small flower cards with old friends, what's the matter"!

"I want to know one thing, can you tell me the truth"?

"The truth? Is it so serious? What's the matter?" Mrs. Cao had a relaxed attitude.

"Did you kill Ryeowook's mother?" Kyuhyun looked at him seriously.

灰心

When Kyuhyun returned home, he looked at his mother seriously and asked, "Did you kill Ryeowook's mother back then?"

"Who did you hear that from?" Mrs. Cao asked in surprise as she dropped the purse from her hand.

"You're so excited that it's real"

"Could it be that the ghost of that crazy woman was entrusted to you in a dream, and she will die in peace?" Mrs. Cao asked with a frightened look.

"Mom, why are you doing this?"

"That crazy woman really entrusted you with a dream, she... she won't come to harm you, or come to harm us."

"Mom...you should be sober, she didn't entrust me with dreams, what are you afraid of?"

"Then...that must be what your father said, or is it Xiao Li who is Mrs. Yan...."Mrs. Cao started talking nonsense, looking frightened and frightened.

"Mom... calm down, they didn't tell me, don't guess, I just want to know if it's true"

"No, no..., I was not careful, I didn't mean to."Mrs. Cao left in a hurry with a flustered and frightened expression.

When Kyuhyun heard his mother say "I was not careful, I didn't mean it", he didn't want to confirm it anymore, and saw his mother's expression and reaction just now, one can imagine that these years, he must have lived in an atmosphere of fear , I no longer need to be aggressive to my mother to tell the truth. It turns out that my mother used to use her arrogance to resist the fear in her heart. After a long time, her spirit has been oppressed. Now even if she knows the answer, Ryeowook’s mother will not come back. , and my heart is even more grief-stricken, I have already admitted that I love Ryeowook in my heart, but I didn't expect that I only expected to see Ryeowook, but a hostile identity appeared in front of my eyes, but why did Ryeowook suddenly withdraw as an inappropriate witness? Kyuhyun sank into his annoying mind again.

The skinny Kyuhyun looks even more handsome and cold, making it difficult to get close to him. The apology and distress for Ryeowook in his heart are beyond words. Kyuhyun looked lifeless and forced to ask Kyuhyun what happened to Kyuhyun before Kyuhyun told everything. Changmin, a law student, told Kyuhyun:

"After such a long time, Ryeowook probably won't sue you, and you don't need to pursue the matter of your mother. According to my judgment, there are too many things that can happen, and all the possibilities are that Ryeowook must have a military advisor around him. He stopped, otherwise, it would be impossible to withdraw immediately on the same day."

"Yeah! I think so too. I really want to find him and ask him face to face, but I don't know where he is." Kyuhyun looked downcast.

"After finding him?" Changmin asked with a smile.

"I want to make it up to him."

"How can I compensate him?"

"Hehe...! I don't know".Kyuhyun sneered.

Kyuhyun went on to talk about how he and Ryeowook got along with each other from childhood to adulthood and all the things in the past, which made Changmin suddenly realize:

"It turns out that he is the one you told me "you miss him very much"."

"Yes! So you still remember."

"Of course I remember! I've known you for so long, and I've never heard you say which one attracted you. I didn't expect it to be your playmate when you were young, or the playmate who was bullied by you."

"Don't hurt me anymore, tell me about you! Did you participate in the event?"

"No, my seniors approached me at the beginning, but I didn't have the time and enthusiasm, so I didn't participate."

"That's right! Actually, the last night I stayed in the detention center, I also thought of you."

"You..., you won't also...".Changmin misunderstood that Kyuhyun was interested in him, he swallowed his saliva with wide eyes and asked.

"You think too much, if I want to bend you, see you directly on the bed."

"Then why do you want me?"

"Because of your crow's mouth, when you said "If one day you need someone to defend, remember to find you", it really touched my brow, it's so dangerous, I don't need to find you yet, the future lawyer Shen Da."

"Yes! I don't need to do it now, but you must find me in the future."Changmin laughed heartily.

"After.. you are really enough".

The rare Changmin's appearance made the nervous Kyuhyun relax a bit, but these two family friends would never have imagined that Changmin joked back then that he would help Kyuhyun as a defense lawyer, but they didn't expect it to come true many years later.

On the eve of graduation, Kyuhyun went to school and saw a club that was distributing DM promotions for overseas volunteers during the summer vacation. Originally, Kyuhyun rubbed the promotional DMs and then discarded them. Kyuhyun teased himself about the work content and time, could it be that he was influenced by Ryeowook’s participation in the Communist Party, something wrong with him suddenly wanted to participate in this summer overseas love volunteer, the location is the third world country in Asia~Cambodia ~, this place is an environment of poverty and lack of information environment. Many orphans are abandoned here. Through related groups of the World Love Organization, they have launched fundraising and recruited volunteers from all walks of life. After thinking about it for a few days, Kyuhyun decided to put it away. For myself, after graduating this time, I participated in overseas volunteer work and became a child care volunteer in Cambodia. Kyuhyun absolutely cannot believe that in the next 2~3 months, his outlook on life will be greatly changed.

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Ryeowook followed Leeteuk back to the nursery when he was a child. This place is sparsely populated, but the air is good and the scenery is picturesque, which is very suitable for recuperation. Leeteuk also reduced his workload and told Ryeowook: "As long as the money is enough, life is happy. Happiness is more important.” Having said that, Ryeowook also hides from Leeteuk, wanting to find another job, save more money, and buy some high-quality medicinal materials for Leeteuk to replenish his body. From Ryeowook’s perception, he is unwilling Li Te, who had the surgery, can eat some good medicinal materials to improve his physique, increase the body's resistance and increase immunity, which is also one of the methods, but the schoolwork pressure is heavy, and the part-time job in the restaurant cannot be interrupted. , asked Zhong Yun and Sung Min to introduce other ways to work, but they were all rejected, because they were afraid that Ryeowook would wear out his body.

Texu’s relocated luggage has been unpacked and sorted in the “Lan Yunjian” halfway up the mountain. This is the name Ryeowook chose because this is also a “new home”. What Ryeowook desires most is a home, with feelings, mutual support and care Therefore, when Lan Yunjian finished tidying up, Ryeowook specially invited Yunho, Zhong Yun, Sungmin, and Si En, who usually take good care of themselves, to celebrate at home, and the invitation card also said that although Lan Yunjian is a bird A place where no eggs are laid, dogs don't shit, and turtles don't come ashore, but it is the most beautiful nest in the world.

After the relocation celebration was over, Ryeowook sorted out the small purse given by Zheng Yu’s sister when he was a child. The business card in it is still there. This is not the second

When he left Cao’s house for the first time, the business card given by Brother Che, Rye Wook had a sudden whim, and decided to go back to see if Brother Xiao Hai was still there, and ask Brother Che for a favor, maybe Brother Che would definitely agree.

Due to the geographical relationship, the advantage of living on this mountainside is that, on the other side of the mountain, you can take the bus in the direction of the Blue Coral Hotel, which can reduce the time to transfer to the city, so Ryeowook came here again after many years , the mood is very complicated, I don’t know whether to call first to ask, or go directly to the hotel to find someone, Ryeowook is in the mood to meet at least once, or go directly to the Blue Coral Hotel, when wandering around the door, just happened to see When Donghae and Eunhyuk drove back, Donghae immediately rolled down the window and yelled "Xiaomeng", Ryeowook's heart was filled with excitement and tears at the same time, he hugged Donghae happily, and also told him that there was something wrong.