Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Mrs. Cao couldn't think about it on the top of a certain building and was about to jump off the building. The police persuaded her softly and finally took the opportunity to take Mrs. Cao away and took her back to the hospital for treatment with a sedative.

Mrs. Cao said loudly that she was abandoned by Gao Jintai, and wanted to commit suicide by jumping off the building in heartbreak. After being discovered by the guard, she immediately notified the police to stop it. Kyuhyun, who rushed to the hospital, could hardly get the truth from her mother, because her mental state had collapsed. However, the most ironic thing in Kyuhyun’s heart is that his mother always said “Ryeowook’s mother is a crazy woman” back then. Now? His own mother is also crazy. Is it true that “it’s Cao’s” as Akai said? retribution".

The ruthlessness in the shopping malls started from Mr. Cao’s previous generation. That’s right, shopping malls are like battlefields. In the fight on the battlefield, no one will sympathize with you and let go of the blade. The losers can only find new ways for themselves to continue. Survive, but what about people who can’t survive? Maybe that’s the case. Cao Quanyue took over the position of Cao Dong, and he can only continue the tasks of the previous generation. Even if he can’t convince himself, this path should continue, and Kyuhyun will continue to take over? The current situation is no longer the same, and the future road is not what Mr. Cao envisioned back then. Kyuhyun can only go his own way again.

For Kyuhyun, the expression of emotion is always an afterthought, because he lives in a family without love, Kyuhyun is just a product of a commercial marriage, and it is also a bargaining chip for his mother to keep fighting with his lover Ko Jintae, so Kyuhyun With a proud and stubborn personality, it is impossible to contact old friends such as Changmin and Eunhyuk, because I don’t want to listen to a bunch of comforting nonsense, and I don’t want to listen to Hyungsik’s suggestion to live in my aunt’s house, and it is impossible to go back to Gao Dong, but life still has to be done. Well, what now?

Kyuhyun left the city where he grew up, and drove to a strange yet familiar place by himself, because it was relatively close to Jiongzhi’s house, and wanted to start over in this city, thinking that he should be able to start from the grassroots, Therefore, like ordinary college students, he put his resume in the job bank to find a job, and successfully entered a computer IT department. Of course, Kyuhyun's handsome appearance is welcomed by female colleagues in the company, but his indifferent personality is not much popular. For a period of time, when some colleagues found out that Kyuhyun was the boss of the Cao company, more and more people knew about it through word of mouth, which inevitably resulted in cynicism among a few colleagues. gossip.

At present, Kyuhyun is taking chances, because he lived in a difficult place in Cambodia, and now even if there is no one to take care of him, he can live a decent life, and he doesn’t care too much about his income. Since Master Cao’s funeral, her sister Cao Yala’s marriage has also been red lighted. After Cao Quanyue’s death, Yala also divorced her brother-in-law. Sadly, Yala is also a victim of a commercial marriage, without the protection of the Cao family. How can I get a good face from my in-laws? When Kyuhyun saw his brother-in-law wearing glasses and being gentle and submissive to his sister, was it a scam in the end? Kyuhyun didn't want to ask this question.

After the divorce, Yala took her son Qingting to meet with Kyuhyun. Qingting's nickname was Little Dragonfly, which reminded Kyuhyun of Lele in Cambodia. Yala didn't have any complaints about her in-law's family, otherwise she was her husband. Speak up and tell Kyuhyun that all these things happened as "unavoidable", I don't want Kyuhyun to blame brother-in-law, when brother-in-law has taken care of his in-laws, he will definitely come back to pick him up and Little Dragonfly.Of course, Kyuhyun doesn't want to say too many negative things, to pour cold water on his sister, as long as the brother-in-law still arranges for the mother and son to have a place to live, there will be no hatred for the brother-in-law. It's just that "I have to"? Yes! Currently I am Don't you also live under "last resort"?

One day, Yala was picking up the little dragonfly from the kindergarten, and was accidentally hit by a car. Although the perpetrator was also caught, he was unable to afford the full medical expenses. In this regard, Kyuhyun also felt the powerlessness of the grassroots society. What can I ask for compensation from the other party? No matter how much I pay, I can’t afford to compensate my sister’s original healthy body. During this period of time, Kyuhyun had to arrange for Xiaolongfly to stay at his aunt’s house temporarily. Increase and stabilize the income, and then pick up the little dragonfly.

This time Kyuhyun came to the hospital to visit his sister, and when he received the medical bill from the hospital, he sighed deeply, because the medical expenses were really staggering, and it was still not enough to pay after deducting the insurance money, so Kyuhyun had to pay for the medical expenses of his sister Yara He made a decision to use his spare time to go to the previous fighting club. The brother Qiang Ren he met there before invited him to join their debt collection company. At that time, he refused.

Before getting the repayment money from the debtor, Kyuhyun came to the personnel department and asked the accountant about the salary advance:

"Kyuhyun, do you want to advance your salary again this month?"

"That's right! I'll sell it to the company!"

"Is your sister okay?"

"It's still not the same. Recently, the doctor has tried new drugs, hoping to improve. These drugs are not cheap."

"You bring a child by your side and take care of your sister, which girl would still be with you after knowing about it"?

"It doesn't matter, I never think about it."

"Your brother-in-law...should I say that the man is still ignoring your sister's affairs"?

"It's been so long, I don't have the time to deal with those problems. The other party won't like my sister because of their power."

"Doesn't your brother-in-law know?"

"So what can I do if I know? An incompetent son of the rich and powerful."When Kyuhyun uttered this sentence, he was actually talking about his past self. Who can know the bitterness in his heart? Maybe only he knows.

Ever since Kyuhyun joined Qiangren's debt collection company, it is regarded as a normal construction company on the surface. It is said that it is a debt collection company, and it can be regarded as a legal operation. The risk of paying is that Kyuhyun will sometimes go to work with a bad face, and Kyuhyun’s excuses are either falling, bumping, or being careless @*^.... Although colleagues are not surprised, they are not surprised by this. Kyuhyun felt fear in his heart.

Kyuhyun often has injuries on his body and face due to debt collection work. It is nothing more than a dispute with the other party, and he will fight each other more or less. In the end, Kyuhyun left the computer company to focus on the debt collection company, and because this industry is another dark side of society, people feel deeply that money is really the dirtiest thing in the world, but no one No dislike of "it", or money.Because of this industry, Kyuhyun has seen betrayal, betrayal, deceit, and even life-threatening... What can I change? I used to think that I am very great and can do things, but now I even die for money. Entering this abyss, Kyuhyun told himself that the world is really messed up, he can't see "truth and value", and he himself is mixed into this false world, it seems that only by deceiving others and himself can he continue to live.

Every month, Kyuhyun goes to see his mother in a psychiatric nursing home. He just goes there to see his mother for peace of mind, because her mother has not improved at all, and her mother is no longer a normal person. She is what doctors call a mental patient. The question Kyuhyun raised before , Mom will always answer irrelevant questions, Kyuhyun does not seek the truth now, because even if he knows what can be redeemed?

There was an unforeseen event, Kyuhyun came home and found a fire truck in the alley in front of his house, I don’t know which house caught fire? Kyuhyun was stopped by firefighters at first, and after explaining it, he walked closer and saw clearly that the building where he lived was on fire At the beginning, this apartment was a safe haven for brother-in-law, Anton, sister and little dragonfly. I didn't expect that the fire downstairs would also be affected. The things in the house seemed to be almost burned. After the police searched the scene, Kyuhyun entered the black ash. I searched for things that could be salvaged in the house, but the most important things were gone. Fortunately, there were still some small dragonfly things, which seemed to be stained by dust, and they could still be worn after washing! On the desk In the corner, I also saw the brochure sent by Lele from Cambodia. At this moment, Kyuhyun's eyes were red, and he left this once small safe haven with red eyes, holding the things and brochures that can be used, not knowing where the next port will be.

Kyuhyun, who first stayed at the hotel, discussed with Qiangren the next day, and mentioned that Qiangren had asked Kyuhyun to be responsible for all the debts of the new district. At the fighting club, Qiangren felt that Kyuhyun, who was vigorous and decisive, had a leadership style, and hoped that Kyuhyun could Kyuhyun declined the job, and now he had no choice but to agree, but Kyuhyun still didn't mention the fact that his home had been burned down, and Kyuhyun didn't even know that he would embark on another road of no return .

Meet

When Kyuhyun first took over the debts of this new district, none of the team members obeyed. If it wasn’t for a ruthless debt collection, Kyuhyun would have almost broken 3 fingers when negotiating with the other party. His courage and ruthlessness at that time had to be admired by his subordinates In addition, Kyuhyun has been fooling around in the dojo since he was a child, and he is very skilled, because he has no desire for medals, otherwise he would also be the national team of Taekwondo, so Kyuhyun quickly subdued these subordinates.

Leaving the hotel, Kyuhyun temporarily lived in a small suite. Seeing this suite, Kyuhyun also thought of Ryeowook in the backyard of the Cao family. Thinking of this, Kyuhyun didn’t dare to think about it anymore, and felt that he was worse than Ryeowook , even so, Kyuhyun is still unwilling to contact Changmin and Eunhyuk, who would want acquaintances to see his downcast side.On this day, Kyuhyun picked up the booklet that Lele had given him, and opened the handwriting written at that time, and couldn't help crying.

Cambodian diary:

*I can't believe it myself