Looking back and waiting for the dawn

So I spent the longest time with Leeteuk. Mother Park hoped that these three children would be adopted by good families, but Leeteuk changed 3 families back and forth. The older he gets, Leeteuk doesn’t want to be adopted by others , I just want to stay with Mother Park until Mother Park passes away.

Leeteuk also told Qiangren that he had found Heechul, and told what happened to Heechul in China and when he came back. Qiangren was surprised and said: "The last time we discussed how to rescue Ryeowook, we met After meeting, I didn't expect it to be Heechul from the fourth dimension. At that time, Mr. Han next to him proposed a rescue plan, and he didn't introduce himself. It turned out that the Blue Coral Hotel was actually opened by Heechul. I still go there sometimes to patronize, I didn't expect that we would miss so many years."

Hearing that Qiangren has met Heechul, besides being happy, he also asked questioningly: "Did you never think of coming back to us?"?

Qiangren also said helplessly: "After I was adopted, my adoptive parents only regarded me as their spare tire. I was instilled in me from a young age to support them and repay them when I grow up. It’s something that can’t be avoided every day, so I ran away from home a long time ago. Later, I met the big brother of the gangster. He called me Qiangren and adopted me as a foster son. He raised me and provided for me to study. My foster father’s daughter treated me like My dear brother, so I used to help my adoptive father go to jail in order to repay them. He was sick at the time, and I was afraid that he would not be able to survive in prison. After death, he also transferred part of his property and power to me, so how could I go to you like this?"

After listening to Kangin’s story, Liteuk also felt that life has changed too much. At least now he is healthy and safe. Then he also asked Qiangren about Jue Kyuhyun. The story is briefly explained, and Leeteuk is also told that Kyuhyun is currently working beside him. Let Leeteuk know Kyuhyun's character and personality in detail. After listening to it, Leeteuk feels that living in this world is really a life. If because of the change of the environment, a person's ambition and philosophy can still stand firm, and he didn't sell his soul and do something against his conscience because of the downfall of his family, then Kyuhyun should be the person who can be entrusted with such a The plan made the "maybe" in Lite's heart have sustenance.

Kyuhyun hadn’t contacted Jiongsik for a few days, and Jiongsik couldn’t find Kyuhyun. It wasn’t until Ryeowook called Jiongsik that Jiongsik rushed to the hospital. Kyuhyun was already awake in the hospital, but he was still wearing medical masks all over his body. The corrective clothes looked like a mummy. Seeing that Kyuhyun was fine, Hyung Sik asked Kyuhyun why he became like this. Kyuhyun responded with a look of embarrassment and avoided the seriousness.Of course Jiongsik also visited Ryeowook, seeing Ryeowook who was in good health, but feeling worse than Kyuhyun, and couldn’t tell the whole story from Ryeowook’s mouth, and was kicked out by the nurse to tell the patient to rest; originally wanted to wait Hyun Wook asked better, and when he was leaving, he happened to meet Kang In who came to visit Kyu Hyun, and he knew the reason from Kang In, it turned out that Kyu Hyun had left the computer company long ago, but he had been lying to himself and his mother, and for Ryeowook, even I don't want my life.

Kyuhyun, whose condition has improved, is able to move around, but still needs someone to help and take care of him. Jiongzhi hoped that Kyuhyun would go home. Kyuhyun didn't want to cause trouble for his aunt, so he insisted on tactfully refusing and replied, "Brother Kangin will help me arrange it."

During this period, Ryeowook would visit Kyuhyun’s ward, but every time he saw him, he would hesitate to speak. When there was no dialogue, Ryeowook would help Kyuhyun squeeze his muscles, move his joints, and help Kyuhyun peel fruit, although The two of them didn't talk, but it was Kyuhyun's happiest time, but he didn't express this joy. The nurse was most puzzled, thinking that these two could stay together for 1~2 hours, but they didn't even say a word , is really strange.

Ryeowook's condition is also getting better and better. Apart from returning to school and temporarily stopping part-time work, he is either in Kyuhyun's ward or by Leeteuk's side, so Ryeowook is discharged from the hospital and can save some room fees by sleeping directly in Leeteuk's ward When Zhong Yun occasionally came to visit Te Xu, he also knew that Kyuhyun was still recuperating in the hospital. This time Zhong Yun took advantage of Ryeowook's absence and asked Kyuhyun directly:

"You risked your life for Ryeowook"?

"I promised my dad that I would take care of him."

"If your life is gone, how will you take care of it?"

"I will find someone I trust to take care of me."

Zhong Yun, who studies law, is not an idiot. It is meaningless to be entangled in such questions and answers. In order to avoid embarrassment, he told Kyuhyun that Ah Kai was sanctioned by the law. Manufacturing drugs and guns and kidnapping and extorting people are capital crimes. Boss Wen and others are also accomplices and left It doesn't matter, Kyuhyun also let go of the stone when he heard this result, at least Ryeowook will be safe in the future, but Zhong Yun really wants to ask whether Kyuhyun is serious about Ryeowook, but what position should he use to judge ask?

寄托

The 50th round of sustenance

Kyuhyun who can move has always wanted to see Leeteuk in Ryeowook’s heart, because Ryeowook would have given up his life for Leeteuk, but what about himself? Because of the explosion, everyone who knows Kyuhyun knows that it is because of Ryeowook , I also know that all of this was done for Cao Dong's last words, this is Kyuhyun's external statement, and the only one who knows the reason should be that only Hyung-sik knows that it is because of love.That afternoon, Kyuhyun knew that Ryeowook was not in the hospital, so he came to Leeteuk’s ward alone, and saw Leeteuk with fair skin and a handsome face sitting on the hospital bed reading a book. After seeing Kyuhyun, Leeteuk put the book in his hand put it down, and asked with a slight smile:

"You feel better"?

"Kyuhyun was stunned for a moment and said, "Well! You know me"?

"Hehe...Of course I know, because Xiaomeng mentioned you to me before."

Kyuhyun was both happy and a little bit worried. He was happy because Ryeowook would actually talk about himself with Leeteuk, and he was worried...would it be a bad word of complaint or dissatisfaction? Seeing Kyuhyun’s expression was wrong, Leeteuk continued:

"The grievances and grievances of your previous generation are over, don't make him a burden for you, please forgive Ryeowook who almost became a perjury sinner."

Hearing this, Kyuhyun realized that the military adviser back then was really Liteuk, and he didn't know how to answer the conversation, so he had to reply: "Yeah! I know".

"You love Ryeowook very much, don't you?"

After Kyuhyun heard it, he felt that only Hyung-sik should know, how could it be...??Leeteuk lowered his head and smiled and continued:

"The reason you saved Ryeowook was because of your father's last words, but you can't lie to me, I'm not alive, so you don't have to lie to me."

"What? Why don't you live long?" Kyuhyun frowned and asked.

"Have you ever heard a song called How to Die Stupid"?

"No".

Looking at the speechless Kyuhyun, Leeteuk smiled faintly and continued:

"This song is like my heartfelt voice. Sometimes, it is hard to tell the truth, because the reality that is spoken may not be beautiful. Even if it is not perfect, I still hope to regard these as beautiful experiences."

When Kyuhyun heard this, of course he knew that Leeteuk meant that he was not telling the truth. Leeteuk continued:

"Since I got sick, I have a lot of views on death, especially when I met Xiaomeng. I always thought that I would leave this world before him. I didn't expect that this happened to him suddenly. I am really afraid of the people around me. It will disappear suddenly like this, especially Xiaomeng, so I hope everyone around me can be happy and live happily."Leeteuk shed tears as he spoke.

After lowering his head, Leeteuk wiped away his tears, raised his head again and said to Kyuhyun with a smile:

"I knew a long time ago that I have a rare disease, and I live without a purpose, so while working and repaying my mother Park's medical expenses, it is my purpose of life until I can't do it. If Xiaomeng doesn't Appeared, I should have died a long time ago, since Xiaomeng appeared in my life, I realized that life should be happy, it is really happy, not to deceive others or myself with such slogans, I know that Xiaomeng used to be like me, The pain of being adopted and sent back, so we cherish being together as a family, for me, every day is precious."

When Kyuhyun heard it, he thought of those children in Cambodia, and felt inexplicably sad. It turned out that Ryeowook came to Cao’s house in the same way, but he didn’t treat him well and bullied him. Finally, he could start to be happy and give him happiness. Some people tell themselves that they will live soon, and only they know the sourness in their hearts.Leeteuk looked at the solemn Kyuhyun and continued:

"When I knew my days were numbered, for Xiaomeng's sake, I decided to gamble with Death. I bet with Death every day. As long as I live one day, I win Death once, and I earn money to spend time with Xiaomeng time, I feel very happy like this, my days are numbered, originally I wanted to go to your ward to tell you my last words, now that you are here, I have a few points that I hope you can remember, if you can I will thank you very much."

Kyuhyun paused for a moment before nodding, Leeteuk looked at Kyuhyun seriously and continued:

1. He is afraid of the dark, because he was kidnapped when he was young and in high school, the shadow has always existed, and this time may be added, so two lights must be kept at home at night.

2. He has asthma, if he doesn't want to move down the mountain, please turn on the air conditioner in the room, keep the room at a constant temperature and not too cold.

3. If the food he cooks doesn't suit your stomach, you still have to say it's delicious, because he requires perfection and will keep cooking it repeatedly until you are satisfied.

4. If he reads broken words, you have to answer seriously, and he will definitely stop, otherwise he will continue to read anxiously.

5. If he keeps playing the piano, he may be in a bad mood, no matter how bad it sounds, please don’t stop him, wait until he’s done venting.