Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Ryeowook was sitting on the sofa, and Kyuhyun went to the kitchen to handle simple cooking. Since Leeteuk left, Ryeowook couldn’t eat because of a mental breakdown. He wanted to feed Ryeowook, but Kyuhyun who picked up the bowl felt that he had been like this before. I did it, when is that right, it was when Ryeowook was kidnapped by Akai before, Ryeowook was sleeping in his own room, at that time Ryeowook was shaking and couldn’t hold a spoon, it was him who insisted on feeding Ryeowook, and it was the first time at that time The first time I saw Ryeowook lying on his body, confused by the untouchable switch in the bathroom, and worried that Ryeowook would faint and rush into the bathroom, the memory is still fresh until now, but Ryeowook’s perception of himself Like a petrel, it cannot see itself in the vast sky.

A few days passed, Ryeowook still ate very little, sometimes he would suddenly talk about things from his childhood, chaotic memories would also appear in middle school and high school, but there were some words that Kyuhyun couldn’t understand at all, there was no logic at all, less Ryeowook, who is talking, is talking 2~3 times as much as usual these days. What is even more exaggerated is that when Ryeowook woke up one day and saw that the wall clock on the wall was 2012, Ryeowook actually pulled Kyuhyun and said:

"Have we traveled through time and space to the future? Isn't it 1996?"

Kyuhyun didn't know how to answer the sudden question, so he had to say to Ryeowook:

"That's right, Doraemon brought us through any door."After Ryeowook finished listening, he smiled innocently and lay back on the bed to sleep again.

Kyuhyun sat by the bed and looked at Ryeowook's sleeping face, his handsome face was much younger than his actual age, as if he was a boy who just turned 20 years old, but he seemed to be much older due to the change of environment, Kyuhyun's expression was bitter, Because of the previous bombing incident, it was reported to the news media. Gao Jintai also knew about it. The media did not release Ryeowook’s information, so Gao Jintai may not know it. Jiongzhi also contacted Kyuhyun many times, conveying that Gao Jintae hopes that Kyuhyun can return to the Ko family. The reason One is that Gao Jintai's daughter has a serious princess disease, and the family business cannot be inherited by such a profligate character, and the objects close to her daughter are not pure. Although Gao Jintai did not contact Kyuhyun, he conveyed it through Jiongzhi For this reason, Jiongzhi asked Kyuhyun on the phone, knowing that Kyuhyun did not want to go back to the Gao family, and also revealed his thoughts, should he use this opportunity to get back the lost part of the Cao family? lingering among these questions.

Decide

Hyung-sik's proposal was to take back what was lost by the Cao family. This plan really ignited Kyuhyun's ambition, but now Ryeowook is very insecure. These days, he is always close to Kyuhyun like a puppy. Worried about being discarded, Zhong Yun beside him was also at a loss, so he could only tell Sungmin and Jin Sien about Ryeowook's situation. Self-protection and isolation from the outside world may also be hallucinations greater than reality, and another possibility is "disguise", but these are judgments, not answers, so for a test, Sungmin and Sien drove a car one afternoon and told Ryeowook to go Amusement park, I want to know Ryeowook’s feeling of dependence after leaving Kyuhyun, when Ryeowook heard that the amusement park also happily got into the car and went with Sungmin and Sien, as if he forgot that he was still sticking to Kyuhyun just now.

There are only Zhong Yun and Kyuhyun left in the room, and there is no other topic between them, but because of Zhong Yun's unintentional words, Kyuhyun awakened. Zhong Yun looked at the scenery outside the house and said with a calm expression:

"Actually, I have some doubts about Brother Te's entrusting Ryeowook to you. With your current job, is it too "dangerous" for Ryeowook to be with you?"

"Dangerous?", yes! It's dangerous, because these two words remind Kyuhyun of what Kibeom said in college, "People who have been bullied by him all use Ryeowook as a punching bag", including Akai this time. Using Ryeowook as a hostage to lure him to appear, is being with him so dangerous? Kyuhyun didn't respond positively, and replied in a deep voice:

"If Ryeowook follows you, will he be safe? Maybe it's not personal safety, but your family can accept it"?

What Kyuhyun said is the key point. Zhong Yun knew that his family could not accept Tong Ai. Because of the explosion, Zhong Yun wanted to protect Ryeowook from the news, and in exchange for conditions, he also hinted at his father along the topic of Tong Ai. As a result, The family members are completely against it, and Zhong Yun's love for Ryeowook can only be treated as someone else's story and slowly disappear in the family. For Kyuhyun's questioning, how good is he? Not giving up is also Zhong Yun's legal spirit, so the story Zhong Yun went on to say:

"I love Ryeowook, I will let my family know that time is not a problem, I will overcome."

"Overcome your family so that Ryeowook will not be hurt? Your family is all high-ranking officials, it seems difficult."

"A lot of things have not been done yet, but because of too many negative factors, I deny him first and don't implement it. This is not my approach."This is Zhong Yun's view of law.

"It's easier said than done, words kill unless you give up your family."

"Abandoning my family is as killing as speech. I would rather let my family accept it. There must be a way."

Hearing Zhong Yun’s insistence, what can I give to Ryeowook? Knowing that being with him will be dangerous, will the next Akai appear? Jiongzhi said that he can use this opportunity to get back the lost Cao family, if After entering Gao's company, he must not be able to be with Ryeowook, can he let it go? Kyuhyun looked at Zhong Yun with a dignified attitude and said:

"You want me to enter the Gao family to get back the data that your father was framed, I will consider it, but it's not for you, it's because of Ryeowook."

Because of this sentence, the following Zhong Yun didn’t know how to respond. He knew that Kyuhyun was desperate to save Ryeowook before, but he didn’t ask face to face in the hospital: "Do you love Ryeowook?" Now, it seems that the answer has been given, why bother? Ask again?

The three of them at the amusement park at the other end took advantage of the good weather and did not miss any of the rides. Ryeowook acted like a primary school student, frantically pulling Sungmin and Sien to play the game he wanted to play. Sungmin sometimes I will talk about some memories of the time we got along, and the purpose is to know whether Ryeowook is really mentally abnormal. After a long time, I didn’t see the expected answer, but because of a small action, Ryeowook’s smile stopped. It turned out that it was Sien in the amusement park I saw a little boy who was looking for his mother. The little boy and his mother got lost and kept crying on the spot. When Sien went to comfort him, Sungmin saw that Ryeowook's eyes were red and shed tears lonely. Sungmin knew Ryeowook. Xu is not only 1~2 days, just try this opportunity, and immediately express the doubts in your heart in an affirmative way:

"Ryeowook, you can only escape temporarily, you cannot escape forever."

After listening to this sentence, Ryeowook burst into tears again, and he didn't cry out under the emotional suppression. He just looked at the little boy in front of him and said:

"I never expected to have a good future since I was a child. I don't know why I exist. I should be redundant, so my mother doesn't want me. I'm just a trouble. Brother Min, you may not know that I almost died. Every time I see the wound in my stomach I think, why am I still alive? There are so many voices in my ears telling me that I am not worthy of love, so I dare not love, maybe when love comes, I I can only give up and love. Brother Te and Kyuhyun are living examples. I don’t dare to think about it anymore, because I do it seriously, and there will always be bad results. Look, isn’t it good for me now? Isn't it less difficult?"

When Sungmin heard Ryeowook's negative thoughts, he immediately comforted him:

"I know Brother Te loved you before he was alive, Kyuhyun saved you because of love, so don't be so pessimistic."Sungmin was worried about Ryeowook's mood, so he whispered carefully.

"Kyuhyun"? Ryeowook paused and continued with a sigh:

"He has a wife and children, how could he love me? He is just fulfilling his father's last words."

Sungmin is not familiar with Kyuhyun, so he doesn’t know Kyuhyun’s current marital status. Hearing Ryeowook’s words clearly, he didn’t want to study the authenticity of these words. Now he knew that Ryeowook’s spirit was fine, so he set off fireworks in his heart Celebrated; Sien watched the little boy find his mother, and walked back to Sungmin with peace of mind. Sungmin gave him a tacit understanding, knowing that he guessed that Ryeowook was "disguising" at the time, and Sien used the posture of a senior Tell Ryeowook:

"Life will always face some choices. It is you who decide the future, not the future. Don't worry if you are at a loss or helpless, at least you have us by your side."

This sentence sounds no longer lonely, Ryeowook stopped crying, looked up at the blue sky and took a deep breath, smiled and laughed at himself:

"I'm really a joke right now. With your friendship with Brother Zhong Yun, he will know sooner or later that I'm pretending to be crazy these days. Kyuhyun doesn't know, can you help me hide it?"

"How long do you want to hide it?"

"I don't know, until he gets bored of me, because I never know whether he loves me or not, maybe he doesn't! Because he has a lovely son, Little Dragonfly, and a beautiful wife."

On the way back to Lanyunjian, Ryeowook put away his disguise and thought silently in the car, what is the purpose of pretending to be stupid? I just want to covet a little Kyuhyun's care and care, and I never knew how to get along with Kyuhyun I have been taking care of Kyuhyun for a few days before, but suddenly I don’t have to go anymore, I don’t know why? I want to ask the reason but I am afraid that he will get angry. Now I am like this, and Kyuhyun’s attitude is different from before. If I can continue to get along like this , isn’t it beautiful? Ryeowook laughed at himself that he wasn’t incompetent, at least he could pretend to be an idiot, it’s not difficult to lower his IQ, I hope Kyuhyun won’t find out, otherwise, he would be too stupid and embarrassing.

Arriving at Lanyunjian, Sien led Ryeowook into the house, Sungmin was waiting outside, Zhong Yun had already left the room, Sien said to Kyuhyun:

"Xiaomeng, I'll bring it back! We