Looking back and waiting for the dawn

, sleep...", if you don't press stop, this sentence will keep repeating, sometimes Kyuhyun will not press stop, and will be intoxicated by this sentence, because back then Ryeowook took care of himself, just said these words, eating Going to bed, going to bed, taking a shower... Kyuhyun felt that he was really crazy, and decided what to do next.

Sometimes different bouquets or potted plants appear in front of the tomb in Lanyunjian’s back garden. Ryeowook is reluctant to come back here because there are too many memories here, except Leeteuk who passed away, and Kyuhyun who has been with him for a while, Every time I come back here, I can't do anything, I can only stare at the quiet valley in the front yard in a daze. Someone came to see you, Ryeowook didn’t study who came, of course he wouldn’t know, except Heechul and Kangin would definitely come every year on the anniversary of their death, the others were almost flowers and potted plants sent by Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun who just left Confessing in front of Leeteuk’s grave, looking at the photo in front of the tombstone and saying:

"I'm sorry, I didn't fulfill the last words you entrusted to me. I never believe in ghosts and gods, but I believe that you can turn into a god to bless Ryeowook in the sky and keep him safe and well."

After finishing speaking, Kyuhyun is used to looking at the furniture in the window, and at the quiet valley where the cool breeze is blowing, and then calmly leaves the blue cloud, but this time Hyun Wook passed by again.

Kyuhyun, who returned to the company, began to inquire about Zhong Yun's law firm, and Changmin who entered the office asked with a solemn expression:

"What's wrong with you? You have a bitter face, who owes you money"?

"Don't bother me, I want to check the information."Kyuhyun searched the web while talking.

"What data to check?"

"Law firm, I don't know if he will use his own name or use other characters to name the company"?

"Law firm? Wouldn't it be faster to ask me"?

Hearing this sentence, Kyuhyun didn't think about it, so he asked:

"Do you know Jin Zhongyun?"

"Ah! Of course I know him! He is my senior, but I haven't contacted him for many years."

Kyuhyun said with an excited expression:

"Your senior? Do you know how to contact him?"

"I don't have contact information anymore, I can post it in our alumni club, someone must know."

"Oh my God! It's so nice of you to know each other."

"It's okay! When he asked me to join the Communist Party, I didn't have any interest in it. They are political fanatics. I just live my life freely."

"You should have told me that your senior is Jin Zhongyun."

"I didn't know you knew him too? Why are you looking for him?"

"Ask him to return my love."

"You and him..., that's impossible!" Changmin said in surprise with his eyes wide open knowing Kyuhyun's sexuality.

"You think too much. I told you before that the person I love asked him to take him to the United States. Now I don't know where he is. I want to ask him for someone."

"The one who looks like Beige"?

Seeing that Kyuhyun did not deny but admitted, Changmin joked at 01:30:

"I can't believe that you are so dedicated, a bunch of beauties are not tempted in front of you, and they are only for the Yi people."

"Stop talking nonsense, hurry up and find someone for me."

The information about the power of the community is very fast. The next day, Kyuhyun went directly to Zhong Yun's law firm. When he saw Zhong Yun, he felt that he had become very haggard. Kyuhyun has felt that he is getting old very quickly. Unexpectedly Zhong Yun was not much better, Zhong Yun was surprised when he saw that the visiting guest was Kyuhyun, and asked straightforwardly as before:

"You come to Xingshi to inquire about the crime, right?"

"What do you say?"

"I admit that I didn't do it. I can't make my mother sad and sick, so I have to compromise."

"Where is Ryeowook?"

"I thought he would go back to the mountain, but he didn't, he probably didn't want to see me again."

"Ryeowook's spirit has recovered"?

"At the time, I thought Ryeowook was sick just like you, and then Sungmin told me that Ryeowook was just pretending to be sick to escape the status quo."

"What? Pretending"?

"He recovered after you left and he didn't want you to know".

Wrong love

Hearing Zhong Yun say "Ryeowook was in normal spirit back then", Kyuhyun couldn't forget the night before the farewell, he and Ryeowook shared a bath and kiss in the bathroom. At that time, he thought that Ryeowook might forget it when he woke up. It is certain that Ryeowook has not forgotten, Zhong Yun continued:

"It was very painful for me to be separated from Ryeowook. I thought we had escaped far away, but I didn't expect my choice to come back, because I couldn't give up on my mother."

"So you handed Ryeowook to Choi Siwon again?"

"Who told you that? Did you see it?"

"It doesn't matter who said it, I just want to know how he is doing now"?

"I want to know too, but I don't have the courage. I can only bury myself in my work and forget about him and myself. I finally know that you were like this back then. I'm afraid that my father will be bad for Ryeowook. I'm really afraid up."Zhong Yun smiled wryly.

When Zhong Yun talked about this paragraph, he also recalled the reasons why Leeteuk prevented him from being with Ryeowook back then. He never expected to realize it one by one. How strong, I didn't expect Ryeowook to be threatened by someone sent by his father, or to receive some sarcastic phone calls or videos... The reason is to force Ryeowook to leave, and in the end Councilor Kim did achieve his goal.

After listening to what happened to Zhong Yun, Kyuhyun once again realized the so-called "last resort", yes! Too many people live in this theory of last resort, what about me back then? I thought that I would live better if I let go, but some How many people are unwilling to let go, and even clenched their hands more tightly? Wrong, wrong, Kyuhyun realized that he was wrong, raised his head, his eyes twinkled, suddenly realized and said to Zhong Yun:

"I want to get him back, thank you for letting go, I hope you wish me success, and I hope you can find your new happiness."

Zhong Yun heard Kyuhyun's words, and the screen appeared that after Kyuhyun left Lan Yunjian, he kissed Ryeowook in front of the garden and said softly: "Stay with me, you will find happiness." However, the following In the picture, Ryeowook received a call from his father to abuse him, and a call from his mother to sarcasm. No matter where he went, some strangers who had nothing to do with him accused Ryeowook face to face and said some sarcastic remarks. In the long run, Ryeowook suffered too much. Verbal and mental pressure, and I just want to hide Ryeowook from others to find out, but hiding is not the solution to the problem, until Ryeowook said:

"Let me go! I want to be free." It turns out that the word happiness will not be achieved just by saying it. The price to achieve it is too high, so high that it makes people breathless. Now Kyuhyun wants to chase him back , is there a chance? Sungmin once said to himself: "If it weren't for the selfishness of you people, Ryeowook might have made friends, married wives, and had children under normal circumstances...but you all tied him up, It seems that a flying pigeon has been injured, and its wings have been bandaged for a long time, making it lose its confidence in flying."

Yes! Are all people selfish? Rather than being selfish, they should be self-sufficient! This is Zhong Yun’s answer to himself. Thinking back to the years in the streets of the United States, he was frantically looking for Ryeowook. If he hadn’t met Choi Siwon , Ryeowook may have been pushed to the end, how selfish he is, Ryeowook didn't say to himself only once: "Let me go! I want to be free", but I just don't want to let go. In the classic quotes of love, As long as you see the one you love by your side, no matter how hard life is, isn’t everything worth it? It turned out that this sentence could not be implemented in myself, and in the end, in order to prevent Ryeowook from suffering, I had to agree to break up.

Kyuhyun came to Choi’s company through Eunhyuk’s information, Siwon was a little surprised when he saw that the visitor was Kyuhyun, because the last time the two saw each other was when Ryeowook committed suicide due to the Yoo Shan-woo incident and was lying in the hospital. Looking back, after more than ten years, the two have become mature and wise. They are completely different from the youthful ones back then. They almost did not recognize each other. Siwon curiously asked Kyuhyun why he came here? Kyuhyun asked directly:

"I want to take Ryeowook back, where is Ryeowook?"

The source is unknown:

"Ryeowook is not with me, and it is impossible to be with me."

"What? Eunhyuk told me that he was next to you at the party last time"?

"Oh! The time he said was the only time. He didn't show up because of me. He visited the venue with his professor. We just met."

"But I asked Kim Jong-un, and he told me that he gave Ryeowook to you."

"Hey! This happened many years ago, and it was still in the United States. You must not know what happened to him in the United States."

When Kyuhyun heard this sentence, his heart was about to go numb suddenly. What happened to his beloved Ryeowook? He was eager to ask Siwon to say it. After Siwon sighed, he began to state:

"Did you know that Zhong Yun made a lot of trouble with his family because of Ryeowook, and almost broke with his parents?"

Of course, Kyuhyun also knew about this paragraph, so he willingly went back to the Gao family to help Zhong Yun get the data he wanted, and indeed achieved his goal, Kyuhyun nodded and said:

"I know, but I don't know what happened after they went to the United States. Aren't they doing well?"

"Wrong, it's not good at all. I saw Ryeowook about to be hit by a car on the street. I thought I was wrong. How could Ryeowook come to the United States? I rushed forward to save him, and I knew he didn't want to He was alive, he became so thin at that time, he looked even petite, I felt so distressed, and later I found out that Jin Zhongyun who chased after him was a senior from his middle school, and he brought Ryeowook to the United States for asylum. It's just going to hell."

"Why? How could this be?"

"I don't worry, follow Zhong Yun