Mr. Left

It can kill him twice, but there is no second time, he is already dead.

During this period of time, he really brought the man in front of him back to live, and called him Little Carrot.

He inexplicably hated himself, hated the flirtatiousness that played with others back then, and hated the reluctance he felt when he saw Li Shihuan being so desperate and affectionate.He just wanted this person to go, and he didn't have to have any other emotions.He was just a man bought with money, nothing more.

Li Shihuan looked at him, did not speak, opened the suitcase, put the paper-cut chain and rope in it, and then exchanged the clothes that Juanjuan bought for him, looked at Xu Che who was sitting on the floor, and said slowly: "Mr. Xu, since you're fine, I'm leaving. All the clothes you bought for me are in the closet, and I've packed the ones I've worn. You can throw them away at any time. The money you paid at the beginning, I have returned all of your cards, thank you for the five months of care. Goodbye."

He threw the phone card into the trash can, and walked out of this place step by step, towards the invisible darkness.

Chapter 18

He didn't remember how long he had been sitting on the floor, he only heard Li Shihuan packing up, saying goodbye, and closing the door, and he couldn't feel the passing of time.There were too many messy pictures in his mind, which made him a little overwhelmed. After finally recovering, he felt that the whole person was lazy.He felt extremely tired, as if he had a nightmare, and his memory was too clear, reminding him that it was not a dream.He didn't forget Luo Jinchuan's mother's heartbroken cry, and he also remembered his despair and regret when he wanted to cry but had no tears.

The silence in the darkness seemed very long, and he didn't want to be alone anymore.I didn't want to drive, so I took a taxi directly to my father's villa.After Luo Jinchuan passed away, he almost never went back. He always felt that there was something to escape from, and now he wanted to know what he was running away from.Why in the picture of memory, the father who has always been stern and cold is apologizing to him.During the whole incident, did he do anything?

Xu Minsheng seemed surprised by his arrival, and hurriedly greeted him to have dinner together, waved his hand and said, "Your Auntie Tao just made pigeon soup today, I'll talk about it later, I haven't seen you for a long time."

"Why can't I remember what you did about Luo Jinchuan?" Xu Che asked straight to the point, too lazy to be polite.

"Isn't it enough for me to apologize to you? I am your father anyway. No father would want his son to get involved with a man?" Xu Minsheng looked at this son who was taller than himself, and he no longer had the majesty of the past.

"So what did you do? Did you send someone to push him into the river? Is that so?"

"Xiao Che, don't talk about your father like that, why would he do that? Isn't that intentional killing?" His stepmother Aunt Tao finally couldn't bear it anymore and spoke.

"Shut up!" The father and son shouted in unison.

Aunt Tao put down her chopsticks, slammed the door, and ran back to her bedroom upstairs without making a sound.Anyway, this father and son will always treat her as outsiders, and she is used to it.

"Tell me, what exactly did you do?" Xu Che's eyes turned red, and he stared at his father.He hated him and this woman since he was a child. He always believed that without that woman, his mother would not die.

"Back when you told me that you wanted to live with Luo Jinchuan, didn't I tell you that if you could persist for three years, I would agree? At that time, I was curious, how could my son, who is always so flirtatious outside, be able to do so? You have a lot of patience, and you can be devoted to a man. You also have real skills, and you have survived for two years without wavering. At that time, Shuangshuang brought her classmates to play at home. When you look at Qu Jincheng's eyes, I knew there was something going on. .”

"So you bribed Qu Jincheng to get close to me on purpose?"

"Yes, I want to know how infatuated and dedicated my son is, so I asked him to approach you to try, and you didn't hold back. I know you just want to play, but you really can't try things like feelings. You can't go to the test. It's not that you can't stand the test, but my son. Neither of us father and son are infatuated people, so when we meet an infatuated person, we can only live up to it. Because infatuation can only be exchanged with sincerity, and we only have a playful heart. Destined not to be worthy of those passionate feelings."

"You still secretly told Luo Jinchuan about me and Qu Jincheng fooling around? You want him to give up on me, so that I have to let go of this relationship if I don't want to let go. But you didn't expect him to be so stubborn that he would jump into the river and commit suicide .”

"Yes. I didn't expect that he was the same person as your mother. He couldn't take back his dedication, so he chose a dead end."

"Hahaha..." Xu Che laughed out loud. He was actually the same person as the father he had hated since he was a child. Blood relationship is really hateful. Why can't he be consistent like his mother?

"Don't laugh like that, Xiao Che, don't laugh anymore."

"What? Are you afraid that I will go crazy?" Xu Che looked at him coldly.

"After Luo Jinchuan left, you were hit by something thrown by his mother. It was only a concussion, but you woke up and didn't remember that he was dead. I thought you were consciously forgetting, but the doctor said that if this memory comes back, Either you get a certain amount of psychological stimulation, or you go to the other extreme."

"Depression? Mental illness? Hahaha... Don't worry, your son has nothing wrong with him except that he likes to hang out with men. For you, sleeping with men is probably the biggest mental illness in the world. I said right?"

Xu Che had the last laugh, hated and furious, and looked at Xu Minsheng with tears in his eyes.He only hated himself for having such a temper, why he became playful towards Qu Jincheng, knowing that there were some mistakes that he couldn't make, but the price was too high for him to bear.

He just felt very tired. When he went back, he went to Milan. He didn't know how Li Shihuan was doing inside. Did he start picking up new guests right away, or did he still miss his Mr. Zuo?

Jiang Liang was standing at the door talking to someone, so he didn't notice Xu Che in the car.Seeing him, Xu Che understood. He thought that Brother Yan was Li Shihuan's Mr. Zuo, and he would pick him up and leave Milan soon. The two of them will sleep together.

He thought of the clear confession that Li Shihuan had made in his dream when he was rescued by kneeling on the glass and calling Mr. Zuo one after another.Although he didn't find out why Li Shihuan went to Milan, his love for Mr. Zuo was genuine, and now that the lovers finally get married, he has done a good deed.

During the five months of raising him, he enjoyed Li Shihuan's meticulous care every day, and he was already used to this person's existence, and even secretly thought of taking him out of Milan.Later, when she found out that Li Shihuan had her own, she also let go of this idea, and only hoped that a happy and sweet life would be in hand, so that she could survive the cold winter without Luo Jinchuan.

It's not that he doesn't like Li Shihuan, it's just that he can't accept that he fell in love with other people so easily. When he couldn't remember Luo Jinchuan's death, his inner resistance must be because of this guilt.Fortunately, he didn't have to feel guilty for too long. It's good to remember now.He had already killed one Luo Jinchuan, and he had killed another Li Shihuan if he didn't keep it together. It would be good to push him away early while he has someone he likes.

Xu Che thought so, and when he returned home, it was dark, the money on the sofa was still there, the clothes in the closet were neatly hung up, and the big bag of clothes he had worn was put away.

What he didn't understand was why Li Shihuan didn't want to accept that money?What does it mean?

Every day that followed, he was in a daze, returning home from work, ordering takeaways when he was hungry, drinking a lot of wine every night, and always waking up with a severe headache the next morning.The person who would bring sober tea was no longer there, the room was in a mess, and even the hourly workers hated the living room where he vomited in a mess.Now think about it, how did that person manage to be suppressed by himself as another person all night, and still tidy up both him and the house?

Is that considered professional conduct?But did professional ethics prevent him from taking money from clients?

A week passed, he only felt a very special emptiness, he wanted to go somewhere to have fun, but it seemed that there was a cage everywhere, mocking his flirtatious and hopeless.

For some reason, he suddenly wanted to go to Milan, to see if Li Shihuan was still there, or if he had already been picked up by his Mr. Zuo.

Xiao Bin was talking to someone, when he saw a bearded man walking to the bar, smelling of alcohol, he asked, "Take a blue glass."

Isn't this the singing Mr. Zuo?Xiao Bin was secretly surprised, and quickly brought the wine he ordered.

"Happy song in your store, has anyone ordered it tonight? If not, ask him to come out to accompany me."

"Sir, what are you talking about? Huange has been away from Milan for five months, and..."

"Wait! What are you talking about, he left here for five months? Even so, he should come back now, didn't I already let him go? Could it be that he went directly to Mr. Zuo?"

"Are you joking! He terminated the contract with Mi Lan and left. Aren't you his boyfriend? Did you quarrel with him?"

"What did you say? When did he terminate the contract with Mi Lan?" Xu Che's eyes turned red immediately, and he grabbed Xiao Bin.

"Five months ago, he kneeled on the glass as a condition for leaving Milan. At that time, he said that he was going to find his Mr. Zuo, and later he told me that he was with you. I thought you were talking about friends..."

"Wait, do you know a man named Brother Yan?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard someone approaching from behind. Before he could turn around, he was punched to the ground.Seeing that it was Jiang Liang, he scuffled with him without saying a word.

"You scum, what did you do to Xiao Huan?