water blossoms

Spoiler: Big brother is reborn

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"An outstanding member of the Communist Party of China, a long-tested and loyal fighter, an outstanding leader of the party and the country, former Comrade Gong Xun of a certain position, died of illness in Beijing at 2062:6 on June 38, 21. 45 years old."

Gong Xun floated on his corpse, seeing the tears on the faces of his younger brother and his lover, as well as the tears of more guards, nannies and work partners around him who had followed him for many years, there was only an inexplicable sourness in his heart .

One has to die. He has been lingering on the sickbed for five years, and finally waited for this day. For him, and for those who take care of him, this may not be a relief.

It's a pity that the only ones who sent me away in the end were the immediate relatives of my younger brother's family, and my closest relatives were all gone.His wife died of illness at the age of 42, and his son was overwhelmed and ran away from home. There has been no news of him. No matter how high his position was, or even once stood on the highest position, what he left behind was only the words "lonely family".

Really envious.

Gong Xun watched his younger brother's lover help his younger brother out of the ward, and felt envious and relieved by the tenderness in their eyes.

During his reign, he advocated the legality of gay marriage in China. This is one of his political achievements. The starting point is for the bitter love of his younger brother. However, there is a little appeal in his heart that urges him to do this.

The result is good. Democracy, freedom, and openness have greatly improved the satisfaction of the citizens. Although that person can no longer be seen, he did a right thing.

It's all right now, I'm a few years old, it's time to go, and it's not my turn to worry about the remaining things that worry about the country and the people.

Gong Xun didn't have any big regrets in his heart. The fact that his son left had gradually faded under the scouring of the years. When he saw the light in front of him, he knew that it was almost time for him to leave.

He closed his eyes and relaxed himself, feeling the warmth of the beam of light shining on his body, and a suction sucking him in.He didn't resist, and he didn't even want to think about whether he would have another life. His life was considered complete, and that was fine.

The suction disappeared quickly, and the eye mask could still see traces of light. He waited for a long time without any movement, and then he opened his eyes.

The first thing that catches the eye is the white ceiling, and then the windows, which are wide open, the sun's rays slant in and fall on his face, the wind blows the curtains, and the warm air blows over his face and neck.

The touch is very real, like when he is still alive.

He supported the bed, sat up, and looked around calmly.

This is neither heaven nor hell, if he remembers correctly, this is the dormitory of the University of Political Science and Law he studied in.

"Creak." The door was pushed open at this moment.

Gong Xun turned his head and looked over.

A man came in through the door.

Neat and clean light-colored clothes, long bangs past the eyebrows, seemed to deliberately breathe lightly when entering the room, but after confirming that he had gotten up, a smile appeared on the man's face, his eyes curved like crescent moons Son, pursed his lips, and said, "Are you awake? I made breakfast, and today I have your favorite siu mai. I bought eight, is that enough?"

"Shaoyang..."

Gong Xun heard the sound of his own heart beating, the blood was flowing in the blood vessels, "gurgling" in and out of the heart, the sound was deafening, he even had the illusion of lack of oxygen.

The man who had been blurred in his mind with only a circle of outline suddenly appeared in front of him so clearly, smiled at him, and walked in front of him.

"What's the matter?" Shaoyang put the lunch box on the table and looked over with a smile, "Aren't you awake yet? There is no class in the morning, so you don't have to wake up so early."

Then, his eyes fell on Gong Xun's white and almost transparent face, and he suddenly realized: "I forgot, I should close the curtains. Yesterday, the sun was about to shine on your face. Go for a run in the morning." I kept thinking about it, but I forgot it when I saw the siu mai. Forget it, since you got up, go brush your teeth and wash your face, the breakfast is still fresh and delicious."

"?" After Shao Yang finished speaking, seeing Gong Xun still sitting on the bed, he smiled helplessly, reached out and grabbed Gong Xun's wrist, pulled him up, and pushed him into the bathroom.He squeezed the toothpaste on Gong Xun's toothbrush and stretched it towards Gong Xun, "Ah~"

Gong Xun has come to his senses at this time, looking at Shaoyang with complicated eyes.

Is this a dream?

The toothbrush filled with toothpaste was squeezed into his mouth, and the man brushed his teeth with a serious expression, the love and admiration in his eyes almost overflowed.

Gong Xun thought of the diary, and suddenly felt a pain in his chest.

Shao Yang took another glass of warm water and brought it to Gong Xun's mouth. Gong Xun lowered his eyes and took a sip from the water glass.

Shao Yang's expression was regretful.But looking at Gong Xun's bulging cheeks when he rinsed his mouth, the smile returned to his face. He raised his hand and rubbed Gong Xun's hair, turned around and took the towel, wetted it, wrung it dry, and sent it over.

Gong Xun finished everything silently, until he drank the first mouthful of rice porridge, the warmth in his stomach felt real.

Is really alive, not a dream.

So, Shaoyang is real too?

He looked up at Shaoyang, hesitant to speak.

"What's wrong?" Shao Yang, who was always paying attention to Gong Xun, asked immediately.

Gong Xun shook his head.

At this moment, he suddenly knew why he came back.

Shaoyang likes himself, and he doesn't know when it started, so he takes care of himself in every possible way.I enjoyed Shaoyang's care, and felt the other party's thoughts, but I didn't have the thought of responding.

Since I was sensible, I knew that the path I was going to take had already been determined, and I was not allowed to go out of line in the slightest on this path, no matter how good Shaoyang treats me, that layer of window paper cannot be pierced.

A perfect and sound family is the primary factor in the promotion assessment.

I still remember that when I was in my senior year, facing the increasingly aggressive and impetuous Shaoyang, I once said coldly: "I want to get to that position, so that I can do more things and be able to do more." I can apply what I have learned. I need a wife from a family of the same weight. Only in this way can I be sent. I think Xu Jia from the Xu family is very good. Do you know her? She enrolled last year and is a sophomore in the law department. I'm supposed to have dinner with her this weekend."

Shaoyang looked at him with a faint smile on his mouth, but tears were streaming down an invisible corner.

Xu Jia is not bad. During their 16 years of marriage, the two of them treated each other like guests, and they didn't even blush once.

On the night of the showdown between him and Shaoyang, he was sleeping peacefully on the bed. Suddenly, in the middle of the night, his chest hurt like fire, and he was almost dying of pain. He lifted the quilt to cover his head, growled silently, and let the tears flow Full of pillowcases.

The next day he woke up and saw Shaoyang's swollen eyes.

Shao Yang looked into his eyes, and surprise flashed in his eyes.

However, after three days of silence, he still went to the appointment on the weekend.

After that, he and Xu Jia quickly established a romantic relationship, and they are dating on the premise of getting married.

Gong Xun came back to his senses and saw his wife passing by him on the university campus, a strand of beautiful hair brushing his arm, and a faint fragrance of hair lingering in his nose.

"Gong Xun?" Shao Yang, who was walking side by side with him, called his name.

Gong Xun turned his head, nodded to Shao Yang, and left with him.

He hasn't figured out how to go about this life yet.

Whether to continue the old way, or to find another way.

Grandpa is old, and will retire in ten years. Father's ability is limited. It's okay to be a feudal official, but he is not capable enough to join the cabinet.Grandpa used the remaining influence to mobilize all the resources of the Gong family, but failed to keep his father in that position. However, after only three years in the cabinet, he was pushed out of power, and the Gong family became a joke in the circle.

Not boasting, he knows that he is very suitable for the political arena, he has a strong view of the overall situation, and he is able to see the truth under the sophistry of the situation.So if I do it all over again, I might be able to step into that position earlier and do more and more meaningful things.

However, thinking this way, there is no motivation at all.

In the past, he has done well enough, worked hard, couldn't sleep at night, and has achieved the ultimate that he can do. Even if he does it again, will there be any major changes?

Moreover, the strife and temptations from all over the world are like the scythe of death, cruelly cutting off his energy, no matter how good the food is, his hair is getting grayer day by day.

Such a day, if I do it again, I naturally don't want to live it.

Gong Xun was surprised by the thoughts in his heart, turned his head to look at Shaoyang, and suddenly had a kind of awareness.

God sent himself back to this point in time, whether it was later or earlier, whether there was any other meaning.

Gong Xun observed Shaoyang calmly, watching him cook for himself every day, help him tidy his mattress and clothes, laugh because of his smile, angry because of his anger, and walk around him all the time like a loyal dog The figure began to silently weigh whether it would be worth it if he changed his choice.

In his senior year, Gong Junyou was transferred back from the power plant and was promoted to be the deputy governor. He had about half a month's rest before taking office.His stepmother Wen Yazhi and his younger brother Gong Cheng, who was 11 years younger, went home together.

Gong Cheng, who had already started to grow taller, was very thin, and his skinny appearance did not have the demeanor of a world champion a few years later.And with a cynical appearance, he is in the typical second stage of middle school.

Gong Xun calculated with his fingers, Wen Hao should have come to Beijing by this time, Gong Cheng was dumped by Wen Hao again, he deserved to look abandoned, but it was also this blow that made him see his own path clearly, Only then will there be glory in the future.

Gong Xun looked at Kong, and suggested calmly: "I know a fencing coach, do you want to learn? If you are talented, you can directly enter the national team."

Gong Cheng's eyes lit up, like stars shining.Silly brother, you don't realize how much you like Wen Hao at this moment, do you?There is no cure for severe patients with secondary diseases.

Gong Xun will not change Gong Cheng's path. He cherishes Gong Cheng's glory and envies his love. He hopes that his younger brother can still be happy in this life.But what should be experienced, the younger brother must experience it again, so that he can grow into the man who stands upright.

Only this time, I will no longer be the villain.

Three days before my father left, what was supposed to come still came.

The father said: "Do you remember your Uncle Xu? We had dinner together last week. He wanted to introduce his daughter to you. I heard that his daughter and you go to the same school."

Gong Xun's fist clenched violently, and then slowly released it. At that moment, he seemed to have experienced a century.Then he shook his head and said, "No, I'm not dating anymore."

"Oh?" Father didn't press anymore.

Gong Xun realized that the conversation that changed his life this time was just a casual remark by his father, and it turned out to be far less important than he imagined.

However, the self in the previous life was bound by Shaoyang's increasingly tight love network, so Anxiety arranged another path for herself.

"Gong Xun, you are about to graduate, what do you think? Which department do you plan to go to? Or I can arrange for you to work as a secretary next to Mayor Wang, and get two years of qualifications first, how about it."

"No, father, I have an idea." Gong Xun ventured to express his immature thoughts.

Father was surprised: "Oh, what do you think?"

"I will stay in Beijing after graduation. Please also introduce me to work with Minister Li Mingyi."

"Him!?" Father was really stunned this time, he was speechless for a while, and then frowned after a while and said, "Why do you have such an idea?"

"Father, our Gong family has been wandering in the political circle. However, in peacetime, generations may prosper, but flowers do not last a hundred days. Who can guarantee that the situation will remain the same in ten or twenty years? Power comes from the barrel of a gun. Our Gong family, It's too weak. However, the situation in the army is uncertain now, and we, the Gong family, are not allowed to take another share of the pie. But Minister Li's place is different. As a special department, the strength held in that position is not weak, and it can even compete with the army at critical moments. And most importantly, Minister Li is on our side."

Father's fingers tapped on his legs regularly, and he pondered for a long time: "Is the Ministry of State Security... I will think about this matter carefully."

"Yes, the Ministry of National Security." Gong Xun nodded. For future plans, he planned to go to Ouchi again tomorrow. I believe that grandpa's vision is farther than his father's.

A week after graduating from university, Gong Xun went to Shaoyang's home.

Shaoyang's family background is average, and a child who passed the exam in a small city, even if he graduated from a first-class university, should he live in a rented house, or live in a rented house.

Gong Xun sat on the only sofa in the small room, looked at Shaoyang who was sitting on the opposite side with a small stool, his gaze was burning like a torch: "Why did you reject the tutor's proposal, you could have studied abroad at public expense."

Shao Yang pursed his lips and said nothing, looking at Gong Xun with startling admiration.

Gong Cheng was silent for a while, then sighed.

This is his last chance for Shaoyang.He didn't know whether he should expect Shaoyang to go abroad or hope that he would stay. Since his rebirth, he has been in a state of choice all the time, and Shaoyang is his most important and final choice.

It is precisely because of the importance that he cannot control Shaoyang's life without knowing it. He is willing to give him a chance to choose, even if he may regret it, he will not interfere with Shaoyang's life.

Shao Yang said that he wanted to be a professor and to have a stable and decent job.But just today, when he knew that Shaoyang rejected this choice, he had no time to think about it, and he was already standing at the door of Shaoyang's house.

His heart was pounding, eager to do something, to vent out the surging mood that was almost like a storm.

"I..." Shao Yang swallowed, and looked at Gong Xun nervously, "I want to stay, with you, just together, with you..."

Gong Xun narrowed his eyes slightly, and he looked deeply at Shaoyang: "Come here."

"Oh..." Shao Yang got up and walked in front of Gong Xun.

Gong Xun patted the seat beside him: "Sit down."

Shao Yang glanced at the open space that could only accommodate half of his buttocks, and sat on it without hesitation, leaning against Gong Xun's body tightly, the heat was transmitted even through his pants, Shao Yang's ears were slightly red, He secretly glanced at Gong Xun.

Gong Xun raised his hand to support Shaoyang's shoulder, and in the next second, he turned over neatly and sat on Shaoyang's lap.He held Shaoyang's face, looked down at him, and said condescendingly: "This is our choice, we cannot regret it."

"what……"

The rest of the voice disappeared, and Gong Xun kissed Shaoyang.

He likes Shaoyang, even loves him, but unfortunately all kinds of things in the world bind him like a puppet, living numbly.

This time, he intends to live a more capricious and selfish life.

NSA.

That strange place may be my last safe haven between family and love.

Gong Xun kissed Shao Yang deeply, stuck his tongue into the other's mouth, and frantically snatched the other's breath.

The kiss after a century is so soul-stirring.

Love, like it's about to explode.

"I'm going to work in a special department. Maybe you won't be able to tell others what you're doing in this life. You won't be as decent as a university professor and be envied by others. You may not even be able to marry a wife. So, would you like to go with me?" Gong In between kisses, Xun finally confirmed nervously.

Shaoyang hugged him like he was holding the most precious treasure, and nodded excitedly: "Yes, I am willing to go with you wherever I go, even if I go to hell."

"Okay." Gong Xun smiled, lowered his head and kissed the long-awaited lips again.

A non-responsible non-responsibility.

Gong Xun is capable and has a background. In just ten years, he became the deputy director of the Ministry of Security.As his deputy, Shao Yang also became a director-level cadre.

This is a special department. They don't need to investigate families, and they don't care whether you like women or men. As long as they have the ability, they can stand in the highest position.

The relationship between Gong Xun and Shao Yang has almost become an open secret.

When it comes to what the National Security Bureau does, everyone clearly knows that it is an intelligence department with countless spies lurking in various places, and it is the only department outside the military and police system that allows sufficient armed forces.

Especially when it comes to the National Security Bureau, we must mention the agents.An ace agent of the National Security Bureau has been throwing a temper these days. It is said that he was dumped by his lover, and he wants to quit.

This kind of thing is absolutely not allowed!

The value of a trump card agent is created by devoting a lot of resources from the entire National Security Bureau, which is related to the efforts of all members of the National Security Bureau for several years or even decades.

After Gong Xun got the news, he immediately called the person in charge of the agent to meet.

Cheng Bing looks like an honest middle-aged man, a small leader of a logistics company, but in fact he is in charge of contacting and collecting clues for nine secret agents.He looks ordinary, but he has only the most valuable agent of the National Security Bureau so far-nicknamed Zhang Sishao, a Central and South Asian arms predator, in fact, the ace agent of the National Security Bureau of China.

Yes, it was the Fourth Young Master Zhang who had the problem.

Cheng Bing sat across the conference table, smoking a cigarette, and said bitterly, "You know, with such an identity, it's impossible to make him clean, and I never count on such things as integrity. But who knew that he was interested in an officer of the special forces during this mission, you said that such a flamboyant person would have such serious psychological problems because of a relationship."

"What did the psychiatrist say?" Gong Xun asked while looking at the report on Zhang Sishao in his hand.

"The pressure is too great, and he thinks it should be vented properly."

"How to vent?"

"This... I heard that crying is the best way." Cheng Bing who said this seemed a little hesitant.

Gong Xun thought for a while, nodded, he knew what to do.

He contacted the military, forged a video of the death of the special officer, and then arranged a scene, waiting for Zhang Sishao.

He didn't show up that day, but just watched the whole process in front of the screen.He watched the ace agent, who could call terrorists brothers and sisters and chat happily with big drug lords, when he saw his lover died in battle, his expression was broken and the moment he collapsed.

His heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help looking at Shaoyang.

His personality may be a little naturally cold, because it helps him to think and judge calmly.Only this love with Shaoyang is really hot, so real, like a black and white photo turned into color, it almost became the whole of his life.

When Zhang Sishao collapsed on the screen, Gong Cheng couldn't help reflecting on his own cruelty.

If... If it was Shaoyang who died on the screen... No, just thinking about Shaoyang's death in the previous life, my heart is so painful that it is about to burst.

This kind of life and death, how could I think of such a cruel way.

I made a mistake, and this time, I made a mistake again.

"Shaoyang, call Cheng Bing over here."

"Yes." Shaoyang's complexion was also not good, and he didn't know what he thought of. Gong Xun knew that it must have something to do with him.

He must make amends.

It's just an officer of the special forces. Although the military will definitely protect him closely, as a brother department, it may not be difficult to arrange people out.

You can make up for the mistakes you made by yourself. The legendary ace agent cannot be destroyed in your own hands.

After Cheng Bing left, Gong Xun saw Shao Yang looking at him with a smile and deep love in his eyes.

When there was no one around, Shaoyang said, "I realize that you are becoming more and more human."

"I used to be impersonal?" Gong Xun raised his eyebrows.

"I don't know, although you can also laugh, but I always feel that you are like a machine, always so accurate and rational, I am even a little scared."

Shaoyang walked in front of him, knelt down on one knee, and kissed his fingers: "But it won't happen now, I saw the love in your heart, although it was hidden deep, but it was very strong. You must love me very much, deeply love me."

Gong Xun didn't speak, his face was red as if it was burning.

Shao Yang propped up his body and kissed Gong Xun's lips: "I love you too, and I will never change until death."

Gong Xun smiled lightly, he was grateful for his choice in this life.

Love is the most precious thing in the world.