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In mid-July, when the weather was the hottest, Wen Hao boarded a plane to London.He chose to sit with Liu Yang on the plane.

More than a month has passed since that incident, and after listening to Liu Yang's words, he re-established contact with the other party, but not only did he not untie his knot in his heart, but left heavier traces again.

He blamed Liu Yang a little bit, and felt that he shouldn't have listened to Liu Yang's words in the first place, but as a senior and doctor whom he respected, Liu Yang couldn't say anything to blame the other party, but it was okay to complain appropriately.

"What?" Liu Yang changed seats between Wen Hao and Ye Shuwen, turned to look at him, and asked in a good-tempered manner.

Wen Hao's ears were still affected by the air pressure, and there was a slight tinnitus, and the speed of his head seemed to slow down. He looked at Liu Yang in a daze for a while, and then said: "I have something to say."

Liu Yang smiled slightly and nodded his head to signal him to continue.

Wen Hao organized his language and told the situation of meeting Gong Cheng for the last time.During those long words, where Wen Hao couldn't see, the smile on the corner of Liu Yang's mouth became stiff.

Strictly speaking, this kind of dispute was going to happen that day, and he also had a hand in it.

The connection between people is very mysterious. He just pushed it lightly at the beginning, but he didn't expect things to go to that extent in the end.

At first, he asked Ye Shuwen to give Wen Hao a clearer refusal, not to deepen Wen Hao's dependence on him, which is not conducive to reshaping Wen Hao's personality.However, Ye Shuwen seemed ashamed to reveal the fact that he liked men, instead he used the reason of going back to the United States, intending to completely cut off Wen Hao's thoughts.

Wen Hao was sad and sad. A parting hug was seen by Gong Cheng, so an annual bloodbath was staged. After a man beat another man, he said I love you to that man.

Not to mention why he knew such details, the main reason was that Ye Shuwen watched the whole process from the sidelines, and his uncontrollable temperament made him repeat the scene to himself earlier.

Now that the parties have changed to reproduce the scene, the feeling is of course very subtle, and there is still a little bit of guilt.

After Wen Hao said the last word, he looked at Liu Yang silently, hoping that the other party could give him a good explanation.

Liu Yang thought for a while and asked him, "What do you think makes you uneasy?"

Wen Hao shook his head, wanting to say that if I knew, I wouldn't ask you.

Liu Yang shook his head and smiled: "Think about it for yourself. Only you know what you think in your heart. My words will have some hints, which are inappropriate. Why don't you talk about your thoughts casually, what drives you Do you have to come and talk to me?"

Wen Hao thought for a while, then lowered his crow-feather eyelashes: "I think language is really scary. I was hurt like this before, and now I'm hurting others like this."

"This shows that you have grown up and learned to fight back. This is not a problem, but I'm surprised. Didn't you quarrel when you were with him? Or did you just use your fists to talk all the time?"

"Of course I quarreled." Wen Hao raised his eyes, "It's just that it's never been so sharp, as if he wanted to kill him with words."

"Who will think so much when they are arguing, and when they get emotional, they will always say something that breaks the bottom line, everyone is the same."

Wen Hao was not satisfied with this explanation, but he didn't know where to start.

Liu Yang patted his arm and comforted him: "If you are really guilty, you should be able to meet him in the Olympic Village. You might as well see how he is doing now, whether he was deeply hurt because of your words, or even Failed."

"how come?"

"Yeah, how come?"

Wen Hao was stunned, watching Liu Yang wink at himself, and then he smiled.

yes!How could Gong Cheng become decadent because of his words, even if he said that he loved himself at that time, he would not be depressed because of it.

I... I care so much, it's so hard to be happy, it's just because I hurt a person who said I love me...

Why is that person Gong Cheng?

The sentence that I once wanted so much is now placed in front of me, but I have given up on it.The helplessness of passing by has fermented in time, which made him feel extremely regretful.

Yes, he was just regretting the phrase "I love you", which came too late, too late.

Liu Yang wasn't sure what Wen Hao thought of, but he felt that the matter had come to this point, or he was wrong from the beginning.

Facing it can solve many problems.But some things are indeed impossible to face, and it may only be more chaotic to deal with them head-on.Wen Hao and Gong Cheng seem to have such a problem.One is too aggressive, and the other is habitually hidden too deeply. The unequal relationship distorts everything, making it impossible for others to use common sense to deduce the final result.

But there is one thing that looks good to him.Facing Gong Cheng's repeated persecution, Wen Hao gave a beautiful counterattack this time.Although this also caused Wen Hao to feel guilty, but the guilt of being on the side of the winner is basically pity for the weak.Wen Hao is just not used to the sudden change of his position.

Liu Yang didn't want to remind him, because he personally didn't approve of using mutual harm as a means of retaliation.Every psychological counselor has its own characteristics, and Liu Yang, like his teacher, hopes to solve problems in a more gentle way.

Thinking of this, Liu Yang suddenly asked: "What are your plans after the Olympics? Continue to swim? What are your plans after retirement?"

Wen Hao still couldn't recover, he looked at Liu Yang with dull eyes, part of his heart was still stuck in that hot afternoon, the man standing under the scorching sun tremblingly said, I love you.

The heart is still immersed in sadness, but so what?

Liu Yang then asked: "Have you ever considered going abroad for further study? You are a graduate of Peking University and have excellent sports performance. It should not be difficult to find a foreign university for further study."

Wen Hao came back to his senses, surprised: "Going abroad?"

Liu Yang nodded: "Yes, you have a lot of room for development if you want to stay abroad or return to China after studying abroad. Or do you already have arrangements?"

Wen Hao shook his head: "No. Originally, a friend wanted to introduce me to the road administration as a civil servant, but unfortunately, due to various reasons, I am still hesitant." Thinking of this, Wen Hao's eyes suddenly lit up, "Can I avoid this if I go abroad?" Have you started Gong Cheng? Can you have your own life completely?"

Liu Yang didn't expect Wen Hao to say it so directly. Although he himself meant to guide, it's still a bit embarrassing to be told his intention face to face!

Wen Hao seemed to have been opened a new window, his whole body brightened up, he raised a lot of questions about going abroad, Liu Yang could see that he was very interested.

If face-to-face conversation can't solve the problem, then it's better to do the opposite, separate the two people, and let them develop independently until they are more mature. When they face each other again, there may be different results.

Liu Yang answered Wen Hao's questions patiently. Ye Shuwen should have been eavesdropping on the two of them, so he suddenly poked his head out from the back seat and interjected: "With your current grades, you can swim for another two years. , It’s a pity to give up now, not only for you personally, but also for the country, you should think carefully before making a decision.”

Wen Hao was calmed down by this passage.Yes, it's about whether you will stay or stay in the future, you must think carefully before making a decision.

The plane arrived in London in the morning of the next day. At this time, it was only dinner time in China. The Chinese team members who had slept on the plane were all in good spirits.

They were pushing luggage and wearing the red and yellow uniforms of the Chinese team. When they came out of the passage, there were many blond children in their teens along the road holding flowers to welcome them, smiling like angels.

Behind the children stood people in uniform. Wen Hao couldn't tell whether these people were the security guards of the airport or the police. They turned into a human wall, separating the children from them in two spaces.

There are many media reporters outside, and there are even many foreigners with black hair and black eyes.And a lot of onlookers.

As a four-year sports event, the Olympic Games has attracted much attention.

Wen Hao always felt it was a pity that he did not participate in the Beijing Olympics, but he returned to the Olympic arena four years later. Even if he could not win a medal this time, he was worth the trip.

The media chased them until they boarded the bus, and CCTV reporters were allowed to accompany the bus for interviews. The big cameraman, carrying expensive and heavy equipment, stood firmly on the bumpy sidewalk in the middle like Mount Tai, chasing the reporter's interview target with the camera.

Starting from Fang Jingjing of the diving team, all the way to Amusement sitting in the front seat of Wenhao, they are all the favorites to win the championship this time, and the reporters basically circle around these people.

You Le is very good at talking, and he talked with the reporter for a long time. When the reporter took back the microphone, Wen Hao even found that she secretly hammered her sore lower back from bending for too long.

After the reporter got up, he handed the microphone to Wen Hao: "Wen Hao, I finally interviewed you."

Wen Hao couldn't hide his surprise, he had never been valued so much before.

"Your results have been excellent since the Japanese short race last year. I watched the World Championships. At that time, I thought you would be selected for the Olympic Games. What about you? Can you tell me what you think now?"

Wen Hao was a little nervous, his ears turned red, and he said seriously: "Of course I'm happy, I'm looking forward to it, I've been fantasizing about myself winning the championship."

"No problem, you will definitely get good grades."

"Thank you."

"Your age is not too young among all the contestants. Do you feel the pressure?"

"Yes...I have to work harder before being slapped to death by Houlang."

"What is your event this time?"

"400m freestyle."

"Just this one?"

"Ah."

The reporter wanted to ask something else, but couldn't find a topic, so he took back the microphone with a smile and walked back.

You Le poked his head out from the front seat, winked and smiled: "Brother, Sister Ye Hong really likes you, she has asked me about you twice, are you interested in having a sister-brother relationship?"

Reporter Ye Hong didn't go far, she turned around and gave you a little fun.You Le covered his head and stuck out his tongue, Wen Hao smiled awkwardly.

Ye Hong explained: "The brat talks nonsense, don't believe him, I'm just curious about your performance this year, which is very different from the previous two years, and I'm curious about what changed you. If you want, I can make an appointment interview?"

"Hush!" You Le pouted and booed.

Ye Hong blushed from being coaxed, and took the microphone to knock You Le's head again, You Le covered his head and yelled, Wen Hao watched the play with a smile.