torture to the end

Shen Chen brought Han Jingyu home, it was already early morning, the sky was dim, and the two walked from night to dawn, the fog was getting thicker and thicker, and when they entered the alley, the street lights on the side of the street flickered twice and then went out.

Shen Chen stood at the door and opened it, and Han Jingyu stood behind him, silent and at a loss.

Shen Chen opened the door, looked back at Han Jingyu, Han Jingyu held his hand tightly, and followed him in.

Shen's mother had already fallen asleep, and when the two of them came in, they only heard the soft meowing of a cat outside the old house. It should be a kitten, and the meowing was very weak.

After Han Jingyu walked for so long, his body was still cold. Shen Chen stood in the entrance, changed his shoes, and then squatted down to change Han Jingyu's shoes. Han Jingyu wanted to shrink back somewhat unnaturally, and Shen Chen grabbed his ankle. , took off his shoes, put them on the shoe rack, and then put the cotton slippers in his hand on Han Jingyu's feet.

Han Jingyu looked down at Shen Chen changing his shoes, a little happy and a little sad.

Shen Chen changed the shoes on his feet before standing up, his eyes were full of warmth, "It's great." Under Han Jingyu's dazed gaze, Shen Chen suddenly smiled, "To be able to get along with you as before, to be able to treat you bring back."

When Han Jingyu heard Shen Chen's words, his eyes became hot for a while.He has always acted recklessly according to his own will, but never considered anything for the people around him.

"I..." Han Jingyu opened his mouth only to realize that his voice was hoarse.

But Shen Chen didn't listen to him anymore, he took his hand and walked upstairs. There was a door on the second floor that was closed tightly. It was Shen's mother's room. s room.

This room is very familiar to Han Jingyu. He can't count how many times he was brought in by Shen Chen holding hands like this, and then comforted by Wen Sheng. With this person's comfort, it seems that there is nothing to be wronged.

Shen Chen helped him to sit on the bed, but Shen Chen himself was standing. From this angle, Han Jingyu had to look up to see Shen Chen's face clearly.

Han Jingyu lowered his head, Shen Chen squatted down, and the two maintained a posture where they could see all the expressions of each other.

Han Jingyu has lost his sharp claws, and he no longer has the slightest threat in front of Shen Chen.

"Now let's have a good talk." When Shen Chen entered the door, he locked the door behind him casually. He always kept all his secrets, so that no one could pry into them.

Han Jingyu's expression was sullen, he seemed to be weak, his lips were tightly pursed, only his eyes were still stubbornly black.

Shen Chen wrapped Han Jingyu's hand with both hands, Han Jingyu's palm was wrapped in his palm, and slowly relaxed, and gradually even his ten fingers were interlocked together.

"Now tell me, why did you leave two years ago?" The last thing Shen Chen expected was that Han Jingyu would leave suddenly, and it would still be two years after he left.

Two years is not long, but how many two years are there in a person's life?

Han Jingyu didn't want to say anything, but now he was facing Shen Chen. Under the gaze of those eyes, he couldn't help but pour out from his lips and teeth, "I don't want to stay here anymore. .”

"Is it because of you and me?" Shen Chen asked.

Han Jingyu immediately shook his head, "No."

"En." Shen Chen felt that Han Jingyu's hand was holding him tighter, and in order to reassure him, he held Han Jingyu's hand even harder, "Jingyu."

Han Jingyu just looked at him with those eyes, and the time went back to ten years ago in an instant. He was still that weak child, and he managed to survive with only one person's comfort.

What Shen Chen likes most is probably the him at that time. It would be such a wonderful thing to be relied on wholeheartedly by someone.

"It's my fault, I'm sorry." Shen Chen looked at Han Jingyu, and Han Jingyu's heart, which he thought had been frozen into ice, trembled, "Jing Yu." Shen Chen's voice was slow and steady. In his healing tone, it seemed as if he could hear every word he poured out from his heart, "Two years ago, it was my cowardice that forced you away..."

"No!" Han Jingyu grabbed his hand tightly.

Shen Chen looked at him, "Listen to me."

Han Jingyu's hand relaxed again.

"Do you remember Xu Yao?" Shen Chen asked.

Han Jingyu was puzzled for a moment at first, and then he recognized a vague woman's face from the memory covered with a thick layer of dust, "Yes." He didn't know why Shen Chen suddenly mentioned this woman.

"Jing Yu, let me ask you, if I were with her, who would you hate?" Shen Chen asked as if joking, but his expression was clearly not like this.

Han Jingyu almost didn't think about it, "She." As soon as he answered, he saw Shen Chen's face, and then his eyes suddenly darkened, "You and her—"

As soon as Shen Chen's words came out of his mouth, Han Jingyu's coldness permeated his whole body, "She gave me medicine once."

Han Jingyu was about to stand up just now, but Shen Chen held his hand tightly, comforting him, and restraining him.

After a long time, Han Jingyu asked, "Did you sleep with her?" He was very angry, and that anger was directed at Xu Yao.

"Hmm." Shen Chen obviously shouldn't have said this, but he wanted to tell it urgently, to see Han Jingyu's reaction, Han Jingyu's reaction made his heart burn .

"That—" Han Jingyu didn't say the last two words.

"She threatened me with this matter many times later. When you were here, she asked me for money. After you left, she wanted to marry me." Shen Chen's voice was soft, "Don't be angry, listen I'm done."

Han Jingyu's lips were pursed tightly, and the violence in his eyes was surging.

"I was threatened by her and gave her a lot of money. In the past two years, I have been thinking why I was threatened by her. Now I understand." Shen Chen seemed to enjoy Han Jingyu's kindness for him. As if angry, "Because of you, I'm afraid she will tell you. If it was before, I wouldn't be afraid, but after I came back from abroad, I was afraid."

Han Jingyu's voice was still hoarse, "Are you afraid of me?"

"Yes." Shen Chen said, "I'm afraid you hate me."

Han Jingyu became quiet again.

"I never thought that one day I would be afraid of falling out with you." Shen Chen really tried to show him his heart, even though the secrets hidden in this heart are all filthy, "I I still remember the way you followed me and helped me carry my schoolbag when I was young. You were so distressing at that time. In a blink of an eye, you grew up, and I grew up too. You had thorns all over your body. If you want to get close to you, you have to stab me all over." Shen Chen stretched out his hand and touched Han Jingyu's cheek, "I didn't expect that I would be so cowardly in front of you, you will laugh now when you think about it Mine." Shen Chen's fingertips touched Han Jingyu's eyes, Han Jingyu was stabbed, and his eyes were narrowed, his eyelashes were still wet, and Shen Chen's fingertips trembled with the wetness.

"I may not love you, but I can't find another person who makes me want to protect so much."

Han Jingyu seemed to only cry.

Shen Chen helplessly wiped away his tears, "Don't cry, Jing Yu, listen to me."

"……you say."

"I did something wrong, are you willing to forgive me?" Shen Chen asked.

Han Jingyu's smile is not good-looking at all, he looks weird when he smiles, as if he himself has forgotten how to smile, "I never blamed you."

"It's okay, you still need me." Shen Chen covered Han Jingyu's eyes with his outstretched palm, "I'm really afraid that you will find someone to replace me, and then I won't be able to meet another person. There is someone who needs me, Han Jingyu. I am very selfish, and I don't want anyone else to protect you."

Han Jingyu has never said anything that moved people, and he can't say those words that can coax people. What he said was what he wanted to say, "I don't want others."

"Just me?"

Han Jingyu nodded, "Yes."

Shen Chen bent his lips and smiled, his smile was so beautiful, "You only need me, and I only need you, so, should we try to be together?"

"No need to try." Han Jingyu said, "As long as I'm with you, I can do anything."

Before Shen Chen could move, Han Jingyu had already moved up.

They kissed in the dark. At that time, both of them tried their best to see each other's face clearly. Now, Han Jingyu kissed Shen Chen's lips. Tears flowed down from his cheeks, and then melted between their lips and teeth.

At first, the two simply met each other's lips and teeth. Slowly, the place of kissing was no longer limited to each other's lips and tongue. Han Jingyu's breathing gradually became heavy, and a sickly blush appeared on his pale face, and his eyes were crying because of It turned red in the past, but now it was full of aggression disturbed by the steaming passion + desire. He pulled Shen Chen up from the ground, and then pressed him on the bed, pressing his chest against Shen Chen's chest.

The lumps of flesh in their chests were throbbing.

Shen Chen raised his head and let Han Jingyu's movements go. Han Jingyu's lips were hot, almost burning his skin. The kiss spread from the corner of Shen Chen's mouth to his neck, and then spread from his neck to his chest. His clothes were torn apart, and Shen Chen also Without any resistance, he just exposed himself completely.Han Jingyu's movements became more and more intense. He was like a child who got his favorite toy, eager to devour him.Shen Chen's hand was holding the back of his head, and the soft hair was entangled with his five fingers.

"Um--"

Han Jingyu's heart was about to explode because of that sound, but he still had to take into account Shen Chen's expression even though it was already at this time.Shen Chen didn't resist at all, he even enjoyed Han Jingyu's kiss a little bit.Han Jingyu felt more at ease, he kissed Shen Chen's arm and untied his belt, the belt was ripped off, and he threw it on the ground, Han Jingyu's cold five fingers pressed on Shen Chen's waist, at this moment Shen Chen just Looking over lazily.It was the first time for Shen Chen to show such a posture in front of Han Jingyu, with the corners of his eyes flushed and his breath slightly.

Both of them are no longer young children, and it is clear what will happen next.

"Shen Chen." Han Jingyu called out.

Shen Chen's voice became more intoxicated, and there was a soft wave that seemed to be rippling, "Huh?"

Han Jingyu looked at it from top to bottom, and at this moment, he felt unreal.In his most beautiful dream, there has never been such a sweet moment, so sweet that he wants to cry.

"Will you regret it?" Han Jingyu asked.

Shen Chen was startled, he didn't seem to expect Han Jingyu to ask such a question, he said, "You will be happy, and I won't regret it."

He was still smiling when he said it, and Han Jingyu only felt that that smile was a sweetness that he had never tasted before.

The clothes on the bed were kicked off, and the two of them were entangled naked. They were both extremely beautiful young people. In the room where the morning light fell, even the whispers that leaked from their lips and teeth seemed intoxicating.

Shen Chen is like a tree, and Han Jingyu is like a vine, entangled and kissed like this.

Shen Chen's body was turned around, his skin was fair, but there were bruises on it, Han Jingyu traced it inch by inch with his fingertips, and then kissed inch by inch, muttering in his mouth, "sorry."

Those three words were said too much, which made Shen Chen laugh lightly.

Shen Chen was lying on the pillow, and when he heard Han Jingyu's apology again and again, he smiled sullenly.It wasn't until Han Jingyu's tears fell on his wound that he knew what Han Jingyu's three words represented.

A boy with such a bad temper as Han Jingyu will also regret what he has done.

He hit Shen Chen, and he regretted it.

Shen Chen sighed, turned around, stretched out his arms to wrap around Han Jingyu's neck, "Why are you crying again?"

Han Jingyu himself couldn't tell.

Shen Chen is always so generous to him. The two of them were naked, but Shen Chen spread his legs this time. He had never accepted a man's body before, but he was willing to put down his figure to accept Han Jingyu, just because of that man It's Han Jingyu.

Shen Chen's skin is far less pale than Han Jingyu's, but every inch of his skin is warm and moist, and his tentacles seem to be shining with a layer of luster. Han Jingyu sat on the bed with his legs pressed down, seeing Shen Chen like this, unexpectedly Kissed him as if possessed, but Shen Chen still opened himself up completely.

Han Jingyu is back.Well, this person is now in his arms, on his body.

The ankles were grabbed by both hands, and then separated. Shen Chen felt that the two bodies were closer than ever. At this moment, Shen Chen closed his eyes and turned his head sideways.

He can accept Han Jingyu's body, but he can't overcome his own psychology.

Han Jingyu's collarbone is all red, and he is obviously emotional now, even his breathing is heavy. At this time, the man should not be able to stop, but he looked up at Shen Chen, and with just one look, he called him Backed off again.Shen Chen closed his eyes and waited for a while, but felt a pair of arms embracing him. When he opened his eyes, he saw Han Jingyu leaning against his chest. That breath sprayed on Shen Chen's chest, making Shen Chen helpless to be teased.

"how?"

Han Jingyu hugged him tightly, his soft hair spread around Shen Chen's neck, "I'm so tired, I want to sleep."

Shen Chen clearly felt that the place close to him was growing, and Han Jingyu was enduring it. This kind of patience made him feel distressed and happy.

It's not like Shen Chen didn't feel it, the two of them were already emotionally moved, but now they leaned together, forcing themselves to calm down and not do anything that would hurt each other.

Shen Chen pulled off the quilt and put it on the two of them. Han Jingyu lay on his chest, as if a tired bird had found a place to perch. Shen Chen pulled out his arm and hugged Han Jingyu's waist, "Sleep Come on, I'll hold you."

"Wake up, we still have a lot to do."

If Han Jingyu had opened his eyes at this moment, he would definitely have seen Shen Chen's expression completely different from his usual.The expression is still gentle and tender, but those eyes are so deep that you can't see the bottom...

Han Jingyu, who was lying on Shen Chen's chest, seemed to have fallen asleep. Shen Chen held Han Jingyu's waist tightly with his arms, kissed Han Jingyu's hair, and closed his eyes.