torture to the end

There was a wound on Han Jingyu's face, the wound was very shallow, and there was a scarlet thread on his fair face.

When Shen Chen wiped it with his hands, some warm blood stained his fingertips, a little bright red, not even a bloody smell, but Shen Chen stared at his fingers like a demon. long time.

Han Jingyu didn't notice any difference in Shen Chen's expression. He walked beside Shen Chen with his eyes downcast as if he was thinking about it, but he didn't see Shen Chen's expression clearly at the moment.

The Tianlai car stopped at the door, and it was driven by Lailin. Shen Chen held the key in his hand and led Han Jingyu into the lost car. Both of them were silent. When they reached the door, Shen Chen called out. Han Jingyu said.

Han Jingyu looked a little sullen, looking out of the car window, all the hostility in his body just now had dissipated, and he even looked a bit melancholy.

Shen Chen supported the steering wheel with one hand, and looked at Han Jingyu with his head tilted, "What are you thinking?"

Han Jingyu turned his head when he heard Shen Chen's question, his expression was a little dazed.

Shen Chen's gaze unconsciously glanced at the scar on Han Jingyu's cheek again, leaning closer as if he wanted to kiss him, but he only asked when he got closer, "Jingyu?"

Han Jingyu looked at Shen Chen, as if suddenly recovered from some kind of hysteria, "Shen Chen!"

"Ok?"

Han Jingyu only yelled this, and didn't speak anymore. Shen Chen raised his pale eyebrows slightly, "What's the matter?"

Han Jingyu suddenly reached out to hug Shen Chen. Although Shen Chen didn't know why, he still raised his hand and hugged Han Jingyu back, and asked Han Jingyu, "Are you unhappy because I stopped you just now?"

How could Han Jingyu be angry with Shen Chen? He was just...just afraid.He was afraid of Wu Zhaoling, he was afraid of Qiao Yue, he was afraid of everything he had ever been.He never knew what to be afraid of before, but now with Shen Chen beside him, he is very afraid.Xu Yao is afraid of him, why is she afraid of him?What Han Jingyu remembered seemed to be sharp white blades.When he was alone, he always greeted him head-on, what about now?Han Jingyu hugged Shen Chen tightly, as if he could only get comfort from this person's hug.

Shen Chen really still treated Han Jingyu like a child, patted him on the back lightly, and said some comforting words, but Han Jingyu couldn't listen to a word at the moment, he closed his eyes and curled up in Shen Chen's arms, desperately trying to calm down. The bloody scene that rushed to my heart in an instant.He wanted to be with Shen Chen forever, but he forgot the right and wrong that he had caused in the past. As long as he was in Wuhan now, Wu Zhaoling would definitely not let him go, not to mention Wu Zhaoling, he had offended Qiao Yue and the others all the way in the past Who would let him go?When alone, Han Jingyu was never afraid, but now, with Shen Chen's voice lingering in his ears, Han Jingyu trembled in fear.

Shen Chen was almost out of breath by Han Jingyu's arm.

It was not until a long time later that Han Jingyu let go of Shen Chen's hand, Shen Chen looked at his red eyes, rubbed the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, and sighed softly, "Why are you crying again? "

Han Jingyu twitched the corners of his lips, but did not refute.In Shen Chen's eyes, he will probably always be that poor bastard who can only bluff, but that's fine, it's fine...

Shen Chen parked the car and led Han Jingyu out of the car. On the way home, the two saw a woman in black and white work clothes who came out of the alley in a hurry, holding the phone in one hand and frowning. A little impatiently complaining at the other party, she was too focused to see Shen Chen and Han Jingyu who came in from the alley.

Shen Chen and Han Jingyu saw her, this woman is no stranger to them, Han's mother's goddaughter, but most of the girls who have left the society lack their aura, and there is thick makeup on their faces, Han Jingyu almost didn't recognize her at first glance, but after the woman left, Han Jingyu turned his head to take a look.

As if he was afraid that he would be sad, Shen Chen quietly hooked Han Jingyu's little finger with his fingers, and pressed his palms together.

Han Jingyu turned his head and bumped into Shen Chen's eyes that seemed to be pierced at a glance, and bent his lips into a smile.

"It's not worth it." Shen Chen said.

What's not worth it?It's not worth it to feel sad for that woman.

Han Jingyu naturally knew what Shen Chen wanted to express, and he also shook Shen Chen's hand in a very attached gesture.What is he sad about?What is there to be sad about?No matter how sad it is, it has been healed by time, he is just a little melancholy at this moment, maybe, without him, this woman can accompany Han Mu well... at least, can she do better than him?

Fearing that Han Jingyu would be sad, Shen Chen dragged Han Jingyu into the house.

Han Jingyu was led in by Shen Chen. For some reason, he turned his head and glanced at the house a few steps away. The house seemed to be immersed in an old silent film, so mottled and blurred that he could no longer see what it looked like in his memory. .Perhaps in his memory, this black and white scene is permanently frozen.

When he was with Shen Chen, Han Jingyu didn't even need to cook. Shen Chen already knew how to cook before he went abroad. Boys know how to cook, it’s not something too glorious, so they rarely let Shen Chen into the kitchen, now there are only two of them in the room, Shen Chen let Han Jingyu sit on the sofa, turned on the TV for Han Jingyu to watch, and he was in the kitchen busy here.

This is like a home, right?Han Jingyu thought.However, he is no longer used to being taken care of by others. Even if the person who takes care of him is Shen Chen, he still feels that when he is alone, his heart is very empty, and his eyes always drift away from the TV to the next door. In the kitchen with a glass door, there was a shadow of Shen Chen busy.

Han Jingyu didn't know what was on the TV. He was sitting on the sofa with his legs together and his hands on his lap. His upright appearance made people want to laugh.

Shen Chen was in the kitchen. The fish he took out from the refrigerator had long been dead. All the internal organs had been cut off, leaving only pale flesh and blood. Shen Chen held the hard frozen fish with both hands and put it under the tap. The water slipped through the fingers, slowly thawing the hard-frozen fish.The skin of the fish whose scales had been scraped off slowly became soft, and when pinched by someone's palm, it sank in. The belly of the fish was already empty, only the whitish flesh and hard fishbone. Shen Chen was also in a trance, and he didn't I know what I'm thinking, maybe I'm thinking about Han Jingyu sitting outside watching TV, maybe I'm thinking about nothing.

The dead fish was thawed by the warm water, slowly accumulating a trace of vitality as if the immortal grass had met the water, Shen Chen's wandering mind was slowly attracted by the smooth touch like the skin, his eyes became focused, Looking at the fish held in both hands, the white eyeballs in the fish's eye sockets almost popped out, like a hideous appearance of a person who is dying.

The blood that had solidified under the fish skin was also washed out by the warm water, tender red, the color of flower petals.

The blush on Shen Chen's hand has long since disappeared, but he clearly smelled the sweet smell of blood.Yes, sweet.

There is a faint sweet fragrance... Shen Chen lowered his head and sniffed, the sweet fragrance was too faint, which made him a little disappointed.

The fish caught between his fingers has been completely thawed, the fish skin is slippery, and there are rows of fishbone inside, just like the hard bones under the human skin. Shen Chen pressed his hands tentatively, and the fragile thorns broke, very slightly. With a clicking sound, Shen Chen shuddered all over, and then he pressed hard again.

click.

Like crushing a human bone, the fish skin without the support of the fishbone sank inward, and the rose-red blood flowed out again, as if it had been squeezed from the last vitality. Shen Chen lowered his head and looked at the staring bird. The squinting dead fish seemed to be staring at him, and Shen Chen crushed another row of fishbone. Hearing the clicking sound like breaking a bone, he bent his lips and smiled... Such a weird scene, such a weird scene. man.

Shen Chen cooked the meal, and the two of them sat at the same dining table and went upstairs after finishing their meal.

Han Jingyu was very eager to get close to Shen Chen, and Shen Chen also let him approach. From hugging and kissing to rolling and panting, the two of them had reached the last step, but Han Jingyu would always turn over and bury himself in Shen Chen's arms, panting, For Shen Chen, it is perfectly normal for him to like Han Jingyu and indulge him in everything. He also has desires, but those desires are not unstoppable. Charcoal Fire, closed his eyes and hugged the suppressed panting Han Jingyu in his arms, with his lips against Han Jingyu's forehead, "Why don't you continue?"

Han Jingyu leaned against his chest, their limbs were still entangled, and both bodies were hot.

The hot sweat on Han Jingyu's forehead was still wet, and his snow-white skin was covered with a thin layer of red. He even breathed hot, "This is enough."

Enough is enough, he is already satisfied, Shen Chen will be very painful if he continues, so he will stop as soon as possible.

"As long as you can feel happy, you can do whatever you want." Shen Chen's words seemed to be tempting, but he really just felt that Han Jingyu's patient appearance was too hard.

Han Jingyu pressed on Shen Chen, as if guarding his own treasure. He didn't want others to touch him, and he didn't dare to touch it. He murmured, as if he was saying to himself, "That's enough, that's enough, that's enough." .”

Shen Cong hummed, and glanced at the tightly drawn curtains, "I'm going to work tomorrow."

Han Jingyu raised his head, his collarbone was very beautiful, especially now that he was dyed crimson because of emotion.

"After this period of time, I will go out and buy a house, and then move out, and we will live together." Shen Chen said, "You will stay in my room these few days, huh?"

Han Jingyu stretched out his hand to touch Shen Chen's face, Shen Chen felt itchy, smiled and turned his head, "Why?"

Han Jingyu's fingers entangled them reluctantly. At this moment, even his fingers were hot, touching Shen Chen's lips, as if they wanted to burn him.

Han Jingyu's gaze was very strange. The finger that was pressing on Shen Chen's lips neither retracted nor touched lightly, but just stayed there. Shen Chen didn't know why, so he licked it lightly with the tip of his tongue, and Han Jingyu shivered like an electric shock. Withdrawing his hand, Shen Chen only had time to laugh, and Han Jingyu rushed forward, holding his head with both hands, his lips were like a beast biting the flesh, entangled and gnawed.

Even at this moment, the two of them didn't make it to the last step. Han Jingyu was reluctant, but Shen Chen didn't care.

Even if Shen Chen is ready to stay with Han Jingyu for the rest of his life, he doesn't care about such a thing. If Han Jingyu likes it, he is willing to dedicate his body, just because Han Jingyu likes it.What does Shen Chen like?Even Shen Chen himself couldn't tell.

Shen's mother was not at home, and Shen Chen went to work again. Han Jingyu sat on the sofa like a bird trapped in an empty cage, and tuned the program on TV from beginning to end, and then repeated it several times. In the afternoon, Shen Chen came back, the two of them finished their meal, hugged and kissed and went to bed together.Han Jingyu didn't think there was anything hard to bear, as if in his eyes, every minute and every second he spent waiting for Shen Chen could be measured by happiness.

He put away the thorns all over his body, and he also put away the edges and corners all over his body.

If he could live his whole life like this, Han Jingyu would agree without hesitation, and even thought that this was his only luck after all his misfortunes, until Han Jingyu stood on the balcony on the second floor and saw Wu Zhaoling, Wu Zhaoling already knew Han Jingyu's residence, he He led a few people into Han Jingyu's house together, only separated by a few walls, Han Jingyu took a few steps back, closed the glass door and quickly retreated into the house.

Wu Zhaoling still found him, which was expected sooner or later.

Han Jingyu was pacing around the room, he was very flustered, Wu Zhaoling came at around three o'clock in the afternoon, when Shen Chen came back around nine o'clock in the evening, he still saw Han Jingyu walking around the room, Shen Chen didn't know that Han Jingyu What are you worried about? Seeing his complexion, he changed his shoes and hugged him from behind, "Are you bored at home?"

Han Jingyu was startled by a pair of arms stretched out from behind, he was so engrossed in thinking that he didn't see Shen Chen who came back, until he heard Shen Chen's voice, he seemed to let his heart go back.

Shen Chen turned his head to look at his face, "Jing Yu, what are you thinking?"

Han Jingyu opened his mouth, but finally said nothing.

His love for Shen Chen is unquestionable, and it was this love that made him sink himself into the dirt, and he even began to deny his absurd self during those two years, just because he didn't want Shen Chen to know.He always feels that Shen Chen loves himself because he pities himself, but the love born of pity is enough to comfort him. He is unwilling to take off his mask and let Shen Chen truly see how full of himself he is now. Dirty looking.

Han Jingyu is no longer that ignorant young man, but Shen Chen is still the same as before.

The two kissed frantically in the room. Han Jingyu urgently pried open Shen Chen's teeth, and stuck the tip of his tongue into Shen Chen's mouth. His appearance made Shen Chen respond. In the end, Shen Chen fell asleep, and Han Jingyu stretched out his hand Cover Shen Chen with the quilt, then turn over silently.

He has to deal with some things, only when all these things are over, can he be with Shen Chen quietly, right?

At this moment, Han Jingyu was holding such naive hopes.