An songs

For the rest of June, An Ge devoted himself to math problems, frantically doing, doing, and doing.

Yan Yan was quite obedient, and never went to school to look for him again. In the morning, when he was delivering omelets at school, he was always very excited to see An Ge.An Ge glared at him, and he really didn't call his name, which made An Ge very satisfied.It's good to be obedient, don't worry about miscellaneous things, so that he can review.

But every night after school, he was disobedient.

An Ge also expected it, always procrastinating at first, staying in the classroom to do the questions, but the idiot was always waiting for him at the school gate.No matter how you say it, you must send him home.It was useless for An Ge to scold or beat him, so he had to let him go.

In the days that followed, it became a habit. After school, An Ge worked on problems until dark.He also just finished his business at the school gate, packed up the cart, and waited for him to come out.If you want to eat egg pancakes, you can make them for An Ge, if you don't want to eat them, you can drive him home by bike.

Back in this life, An Ge's deepest memory about the early summer at the age of 16 is the slightly hot wind mixed with the scent of egg pancakes.

Since Yan Yan satisfied him, he was busy reviewing his homework, and devoted all his attention to the math problems, and he didn't give Yan Yan any face for a while.On the way back from school, he could still have a nice chat and ask Yan Yan about his life in these years.You know, I feel sorry for this idiot.The idiot in this life, his mother passed away when he was 13 years old, he was still in junior high school, his grades were not bad, he went to ordinary high school, lucky enough to be admitted to a key middle school, and he will have no problem going to university in the future.

But just like An Ge in her previous life, her mother has passed away, and the family has no source of income and is not rich at all. How can she continue to study?

Yan Yan pedaled the car, turned his back to An Ge, and said very plainly: "At that time, my grandfather downstairs was selling egg pancakes at a small stall at the gate of the community. Seeing me like this, he taught me how to make this. road."

"Have you been selling omelets for six years?"

He shook his head honestly: "First I studied for half a year, and then I started my own business, but the police stopped me after I started selling for less than half a year."

"Why?" An Ge asked, but actually thought of the reason.

Sure enough, he said: "Although I am tall and look like an adult, I have always been a minor, and the police in the district will not let me sell it."

"What about you?"

"I work as a helper in the restaurant at the gate of the community."

An Ge bowed his head and remained silent. He had done this kind of thing before and knew how difficult it was. He was often scalded by hot soup when serving the dishes, and even scolded by the guests. He worked greedily from morning to night.Forget it, he has always been born like this anyway, without any noble background.But Yan Yan...he is Miao Baiyan, the second young master of the Miao family, and he has never touched a drop of spring water.Why is this life so miserable? The complete bottom of society cannot receive a good education.

This heartache cannot be stopped, and An Ge also despises himself a little.

Yan Yan continued: "When I was 16 years old, I started my own business, and the police stopped chasing me. I've been at the gate of the No. [-] Middle School, and my business is okay."

"Business is okay? Business is okay and you have saved 3 yuan in three years?" An Ge was tired of feeling sorry for him, and said this very bluntly.Rather than attacking him, it is better to say attacking yourself.

Yan Yan paused, and said carefully: "I didn't spend money randomly..."

"Hmph..." An Ge sneered, "I didn't spend money recklessly, and the business was good. If I ate and drank alone, I wouldn't be able to save only 3 yuan!"

"I--"

"Okay, okay, don't tell me! I don't want to know!" Just before the entrance of the alley, An Ge jumped out of the car ahead of time, didn't let him go uphill, and ran with his back on him.

A week passed, and two weeks passed. No matter how reluctant, An Ge gradually got used to meeting him every day.Beating and scolding, bullying and bullying, eating egg pancakes, doing quizzes, every day passed quickly.

There are two more days until the official final exam. Because it is a joint exam, even the invigilator is a combination of several schools to draw lots.The school attaches great importance to it. Mother rested this day, An Ge packed her schoolbag, said goodbye and went to school.As soon as he reached the entrance of the alley, his footsteps stopped.

Ye Peiyu was sitting on the bicycle with his feet on the ground. When he heard footsteps behind him, he turned around and smiled at him: "Good morning..."

He put on a smiling face, and An Ge didn't want to have anything to do with him, so he couldn't be cold-faced, let alone make him suspicious.An Ge also had the same smile as before: "Morning, why are you here?"

"The exam is the day after tomorrow. I haven't seen you much in the past half a month. Come and see you." Ye Peiyu got out of the car, An Ge stepped forward, and the two walked down the slope together. Do math problems, don't care about other things at all."

Ye Peiyu couldn't help laughing: "I heard that your math teacher was in the office yesterday, and he admires you."

The math teacher is a very interesting old man, An Ge couldn't help laughing when he thought of him.When he smiled, Ye Peiyu smiled even more happily.In any case, Ye Peiyu is a very worthwhile person, so he came to wait at the door, An Ge didn't refuse any more, got on the back seat of his bicycle, and went to school together.

Before he died and came back, he was still a student, and he would meet Ye Peiyu almost every day, during physical education class, or during recess.He often goes to Ye Peiyu's house on weekends, and Ye Peiyu occasionally comes to his house. His mother knows that the two of them have a good relationship.This month, except for that time at McDonald's, the two of them haven't met again. Ye Peiyu must feel that something is wrong. After all, his mother asked him why out of curiosity.

On the way to school, Ye Peiyu asked him what his plans were for the summer vacation.

An Ge plans to "meet" that designer during the summer vacation, and then think of other ways to make money.But how can you say such things to Ye Peiyu?He knew that Ye Peiyu would definitely want to take the opportunity to invite him to hang out again, but he didn't want to agree, it was not the past.Ye Peiyu had already said: "I will be in my third year of high school next semester. School will start on August [-]st, and you will have summer vacation on July [-]th. We will only have [-] days off on July [-]th."

An Ge can only say: "Thank you for your hard work..."

"Where are you going for fifteen days? Where do you want to go?" Ye Peiyu directly agreed that they would hang out together and asked him the question.

"I can't go..."

Ye Peiyu's back stiffened, and she asked, "Why?"

An Ge couldn't give a reason. In the days before he committed suicide in his previous life, he had sent an email to the email address that Ye Peiyu left him many years ago.Without any reason, he just wanted to post it. During those days, Mingyan's condition was not good, and he couldn't find anyone to talk to.After thinking about death, he frequently thought of his childhood, the pure white life before he met Miao Baiyan, and Ye Peiyu who took care of him like that.

Of course he doesn't like Ye Peiyu, but he misses it very much, misses Ye Peiyu, misses the silly but simple past.

That email was also stupid. He asked Ye Peiyu if he died, would anyone remember him.

Ye Peiyu didn't reply. After all, in her previous life, that email address was also left nearly ten years ago.

Until the day of his death, when the computer was turned on on the desk, next to the page where he searched for the highest suicide success rate, a new notification popped up, and a new email had come in.Waking up from a hangover, he opened it in a daze. It was Ye Peiyu's email. Ye Peiyu asked him to send him his address. Ye Peiyu said that he would fly back to China immediately. Ye Peiyu said: An Ge, you can't do stupid things!Ye Peiyu said: An Ge, I will always remember you!I have remembered for so many years, you wait for me!

He read it several times, and suddenly felt relieved.He didn't die at that time to take revenge on Miao Baiyan, his heart was already dead, he knew that even if he died completely, Miao Baiyan would not care about it, this revenge would not be established.Instead, it was his friends from many years ago who still remembered him, which made him finally relieved.

Anyway, after he died, there will still be people who will remember that he once existed in this world.

Without further hesitation, he turned off the mail, got up to fill the bathtub with water, lay down in it, and cut himself deeply on the wrist.

Ye Peiyu had treated him sincerely.Apart from her mother and Mingyan, it is an extremely precious sincerity.

So he didn't want to hurt Ye Peiyu.

After a moment of silence, Ye Peiyu rode his bicycle to the school gate, An Ge jumped off the bicycle, still not knowing what to say.Accepting is hurting, rejection is also hurting.Ye Peiyu was still waiting for his answer, Ye Peiyu asked again: "An Ge, are you avoiding me this month?"

"No..." An Ge immediately denied.

"What's the reason? Aren't we good friends? What's the matter, can't you tell me? You and I were not like this before. We talked about everything. If you have troubles, you tell me."

"No..." An Ge rarely knew what to say.

Ye Peiyu sighed, and at the school gate, he said again: "An Ge, we are good friends, you have to remember this."

An Ge nodded vigorously.

"When you want to talk, you must tell me. Come on for the exam the day after tomorrow, don't be too stressed."

He stopped asking, An Ge said gratefully: "I will!" No matter how deep Ye Peiyu was, she was just a high school student at this time, and her thoughts were actually quite simple.After An Ge finished speaking, he smiled and said, "Don't worry! I will take the exam well! Thank you!"

If possible, he certainly hoped that the two could remain good friends.

Seeing him laughing like this, Ye Peiyu relaxed and laughed with him.

An Ge packed her schoolbag and was about to go in first. The carport of their school was outside the school, and Ye Peiyu pushed the car to park.As soon as Ye Peiyu left, he stepped in, but felt something was wrong.He thought for a while, and suddenly remembered something.

He hurriedly looked to the left, and sure enough, beside the omelette stall, the silly dog ​​was staring at him with aggrieved and pitiful faces.

An Ge was at a loss for words for a moment.

He felt that he had done nothing wrong, why did Yan Yan have that expression!He didn't beat him or scold him, so why look at him like this!It was as if An Ge had done something wrong to him behind his back!An Ge's face turned cold, and she continued to walk inside.Halfway there, "An Ge An Ge!" Xu Qianqian called his name and caught up.

"An Ge, you know that little brother!"

"do not know……"

"Liar, as soon as you and Ye Peiyu appeared, he didn't even make pancakes, just stared at you!" Xu Qianqian is a cute little chubby girl who really likes to eat and buys egg pancakes almost every day.She came early this morning, and went to line up to buy egg pancakes, and just happened to watch them all.

"I really don't know!"

Xu Qianqian was stunned, and exclaimed: "Wow, An Ge, you have such a cruel time!"

An Ge choked, forgetting to pretend to be cute.He lowered his eyebrows and looked back at Xu Qianqian, pretending to be cute and natural: "I really don't know you. You asked me several times, but you didn't believe me. I'm a little anxious."

"I really don't know you? Then forget it..."

"What is it?"

"A lot of girls like him. There was a girl in the next class who confessed to him yesterday. I want to know his name. If you don't know it, it's fine."

An Ge stopped in her tracks, staring at Xu Qianqian in disbelief, "Is it true?! He only sells egg pancakes!"

Someone confess to him? !

Xu Qianqian raised her eyebrows and said disappointedly: "An Ge! I didn't expect you to be this kind of person! What's wrong with the omelette maker? That little brother is so kind and has such a good personality, and he often gives us free eggs! My ability to make money and eat, why should I be looked down upon! I am so disappointed!"

An Ge explained: "No, I'm not..."

Xu Qianqian ran away angrily.

An Ge stopped where she was and sulked. It's only early in the morning, what kind of shit is going on? !