white moth burning fire

A lot of salty water droplets fell down, hot as candle tears.He sighed, untied the dagger he often wore around his waist, and handed it to Gan Luo.

"Did you do it, or do you want me to do it myself?"

Gan Luo almost jumped up in fright: "What do you mean?"

Tang Juelin took Gan Luo's hand, moved the dagger, cut open his own neck slightly, and asked in a very normal tone: "Is it enough to just eat some blood?"

Gan Luo was completely taken aback, he couldn't utter a word except shaking his head, but the stirring feeling in his stomach gradually intensified, and the sharp pain like piercing his throat didn't show any tendency to attenuate on its own, and he felt tired even from crying .With a dizzy head, he was about to lose the consciousness of resistance in front of the lover who generously invited him.

"Don't waste it." Tang Juelin forcefully bent Gan Luo's head and pressed it on his own wound, "If it's really not enough, you can bite more, and if you can't bite, use a dagger to cut it. If... If you don't like it Neck, do you like my heart? You can take out the heart if you cut it open here, it all belongs to you, but if it is the heart, I can’t say that you can eat as much as you want.”

Gan Luo choked, unable to resist the temptation in the end, biting the wound on his lips, sucking Tang Juelin's blood.The blood moistened his pale lips, and moistened his dry pain together. After swallowing it with tears, there was an undue astringency in the sweetness.From the beginning to the end, Tang Juelin maintained a steady smile, a happy and warm smile like an ethereal flower.Just by looking at his expression, people probably think that he is just letting the person he likes taste the delicacies cooked by himself, right?

However, Tang Juelin really thought so.

He didn't realize that such a move was hurting himself. He cut a considerable wound with the calmness and precision of handling the ingredients. He was as calm as he didn't feel the pain at all. Behind the smile, there was only some anxiety about whether it would work.

At the moment when he escaped from the prison and flapped his wings to become a bird in the past, Tang Juelin would never have imagined that after being displaced, he could still find such a beautiful harbor. .

After a few rotations, the boy forgot his resistance to inhuman behavior, and was drawn by the smell of the invisible light, completely sinking down.Tang Juelin listened contentedly to the sound of Gan Luo sucking blood, and lovingly rubbed his chin against him. When he closed his eyes, he would see a fragrant field full of red flowers, and when he opened his eyes, there were dots of "white snow" circling among the branches and leaves. , but the "white snow" that swirled and fell towards him touched his cheek, and flew away with fluttering wings, revealing the prototype of a light-colored white moth.

Tang Juelin knew in his heart that all the dreamlike and illusory scenes were all hallucinations.The poisonous insects Gan Luo summoned released the toxins into the air, which spread with the wind, and he would inevitably inhale some.Dancing in front of the sky, more and more poisonous moths gathered, they were also the messengers who were inspired by the breath of death and were about to kick off the prelude to the carnival feast.

The poisonous insects who come to the feast will flood the stockade like a flood, find every place where people gather, suck every drop of blood that can be sucked, and eat every limb that can be swallowed, and no grass will grow wherever they pass.The twin snake kings who have been enshrined by the Miao village for generations, a series of unforeseen events caused them to completely turn against each other at the last moment, and they are nimbly shuttling through the village, looking for blood food that suits their appetite, like two real man-eating pythons.

If Gan Luo saw the out-of-control situation he had encountered, he would cry again and again, his heart softened and hesitation, holding his head in the shadows and mourning himself.Seeing him like that, Tang Juelin really has nothing to do, the only thing he can do is to hug him, accept him, numb his vigilance to reality with burning emotions, and sincerely pray that the blood lost from his body can fill up the sweetness. Lost emptiness.

Two people like them, stepping on their fragmented shadows, if they don't embrace each other, they will probably be incomplete forever, right?What Gan Luo wanted to prove was right and wrong, but Tang Juelin didn't want to talk about it at all, because he didn't have such a thing, and how to face his own unbearable situation was something he would never want to know.If he met Gan Luo before him, he would be an empty shell blindly living for the sake of living.So he, who is willing to be eaten by Gan Luo, is about to find the meaning of living——

He just wants, all he wants is to be a dazzling sun and give enough warmth to the one he loves.When the time is right, even if he burns himself, it will also illuminate the world that his beloved boy should go to.

Even if it ends up being a phantom that no one knows about, it is enough to leave a frame in the eyes of the loved one.

Unknowingly, he changed for Gan Luo.The collapse that started in the depths of his heart, under the banner of liking, destroyed the original him, and he was troubled by the inner noise day and night, but he didn't notice those noisy noises. After darkness, there is an urgent plea for redemption.Maybe even after putting all their eggs in one basket, the unchanging road still leads to the boundless darkness, and despair will form an absolutely insurmountable wall in front of them, but if two people can walk side by side, even if this is a doomed road, there will be winds and winds along the way. Sunny beautiful scenery, right?

Chapter 53

"You really don't care about those meaningless things. Is it meaningful to expect others to change your opinion? That has been completely shattered. Is it useful to desperately integrate into groups that have nothing to do with you? It is impossible. Why do you expect to hate Those who hurt you, forgive you for accepting you and even liking you? Although I will not say such excessive words as death is more than enough, just watch them die quietly. After all, the poison that swallowed them did not obey your wishes in the first place Come." Tang Juelin hugged Gan Luo with emotion, the young man's flexible body fit closely to him, the breath sprayed on his neck effectively relieved the pain, and the bloody kiss and bite filled his emptiness in an instant. soul.The overlapping temperature of the two is like a ball of jumping fire. They clearly want to feel the warmth before embracing each other, but they feel the stinging edge. Originally, they desperately wanted to touch freedom, but at this moment, the graceful miracle brought by the fragrance of the flesh is clear. Tell him that in the future he will completely forget the so-called freedom, the so-called hope, and the so-called light, as the price for him to embrace him like this forever.

Tang Juelin wasn't sure if Gan Luo listened to him, because he didn't say a word, stubbornly refusing to let go of any drop of blood that was still bleeding.But that doesn't matter, he is hugging him, a hug that even hugs his heartbeat, his face is tilted, his eyes are slightly closed, and he is enjoying the pain that seems to be melting.The peripheral vision of time couldn't catch him, he hid in a corner of ecstasy, tightly holding on to his one and only, almost unable to feel his own existence.

But without any warning, Gan Luo suddenly increased the intensity of gnawing, Tang Jue felt the pain, and tightened the hands on his back.Gan Luo woke up immediately, annoyed himself for going too far, and hurriedly apologized, with blood stains still hanging from the corners of his lips.

Tang Juelin indifferently wiped off the blood on Gan Luo's mouth, tried his best to ignore the dizziness when he stood up, and asked with concern, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

Gan Luo knelt down obediently and sat beside him, lowering his head and muttering, "It's okay... I'm sorry, I can't help it, your wound seems to be bitten more severely by me."

"If doing this can suppress the toxicity of something, it's worth it even if the injury never heals." Facing Gan Luo's astonished and frightened eyes, Tang Juelin added indifferently, "Didn't the Gu mother say that you were hit? Will the poison Gu treasured by the patriarch not live long? If it is so simple to counteract the poison, I think it is worth it."

Gan Luo lowered his head sadly, buried it on his chest, and said, "It shouldn't be that easy...Maybe my illness has worsened, and I have to eat raw meat no matter what."

"Then I will find a way to cure you, and do my best." He replied, with his palms on the back of Gan Luo's hands, and a chest-shaking smile appeared on Lang Jun's face.

Gan Luo sobbed, looking at the out-of-control scene behind them that couldn't end.The strange spider scorpions and the swarms of moths dancing wildly like new snow came out of nowhere. The ground they passed left many puddles of suspicious color and gnawed skeletons beyond recognition.

"It's all my fault. I shouldn't have triggered such a ruthless Gu on a whim. I don't know how to stop the Gu insect from going berserk. I... I have become like this, and I will definitely bring you a lot of trouble in the future." .”

"But I'm fine. It must be thanks to you that I can sit here properly. Although it's a bit uncomfortable." Tang Juelin held Gan Luo's teary face in his hands and comforted him, "Since I don't know how to deal with the aftermath, I'll wait until your When the snake comes back, let’s just burn down the village.”

"Burn...burn?" Gan Luo shuddered, "Everyone... just died like this? Because I died? You still plan to take me away like this? Don't you realize that I am not the person you usually see? Is it like that?"

"So, where am I going?" Tang Juelin shrugged and asked coldly.

Gan Luo was choked by him, and found that he couldn't say words such as cruel and cold-blooded, so he could only shrink his shoulders and curl up his body.

Tang Juelin straightened his shoulders very solemnly, and said frankly: "I like you, only you, only you. I don't know what you are hiding from me, and I don't know if the side you show me is the real you. It's a pity. So, in order to break this regret, there is only one thing I can do, and that is to be with you."

Gan Luo was stunned for a long time, staring straight at him, his face flushed with tears, and he tried to utter his voice several times but was cut off out of thin air.

Looking at the shocked Gan Luo, Tang Juelin laughed and rubbed his dirty face vigorously: "Don't be stupid, I mean it. I want to be with you, because only in this way can I know more about you. I don't need anyone, not even you, to judge yourself, I just believe what I see."

Tang Juelin leaned forward, touched Gan Luo's forehead, smiled softly and said, "Gan Luo, I like you so much."

Although he confessed with a smile, his chest throbbed slightly, as if being tightened by a silk thread.

It is a tender, irresistible bondage.

Is this what it feels like to love someone?

It couldn't have been better.

"Really? Even if I'm that scary?"

"I'm never afraid of you."

"I...I killed a lot of people, no matter what you say, they don't deserve to die."

"I have a share of this mistake, and we will pay it back together."

"I might kill you?"

"If it wasn't for you, I don't know what it means to be alive. In this case, dying for you seems to be the most meaningful way to die."

"Then, have you forgotten? I may not live long."

"You are seriously ill, of course I want to cure you. Besides, I am much older than you, so I will die before you no matter what? I will not leave you alone in this world, I will be there wherever you go .”

Before Gan Luo could continue to ask, Tang Juelin covered his mouth in time, and warned half-jokingly: "Stop entangled in this issue, and you agreed to come with me. You are so unhappy, don't think that I am not." Dare to leave you."

"No! I... I won't ask any more, and stop thinking about it."

Tang Juelin stood up satisfied, and stretched out his hand to Gan Luo: "Come on, let's set off now."

Gan Luo looked up at him, until his neck became sore and tears streamed down his face, then he held his hand and responded with a soft "hmm".

"Wait a minute first." After finishing speaking, he picked up Diyuan Chenxing and tossed it casually, as if he didn't intend to carry it any more.Gan Luo was very surprised and asked, "What's the matter? You don't hold it?"

"Senior brother should still be here. Speaking of which, he was the one who stabbed the disaster. If he is sober, he should think about going back. I hope he can find this thousand receivers, and then take it back to the business. Take it easy and be safe." several years."

"...Don't you hate him?"

"Isn't it too cheap to hate him all the time? Because that's tantamount to thinking about him all the time."

"No revenge?"

"I thought about it at first, but now it feels unnecessary. And...his apprentice is the son of the senior sister, named Xiao Qi. I asked Xiao Qi before if he would like to choose me as the master again, because the senior brother always abused him , but maybe there is a secret that I don't know, Xiao Qi still chose the senior brother. Even for Xiao Qi, he has no parents, and he can't even lose his master."

Gan Luo nodded condescendingly, ran to touch Diyuan Shenxing regretfully, and said regretfully: "But this is a very good weapon, so why don't you just throw it here for nothing?"

"What does it matter?" Tang Juelin smiled heartily, pulled up Gan Luo who was still reluctant to let go, embraced him, and kissed his lips.

It was a soft kiss that seemed to dissolve people, and it was so long that it seemed endless.

When the overlapping lips parted, Tang Juelin leaned close to Gan Luo's ear, panting slightly.

I realized it at the beginning, but I have always refused to admit this sentence, and I can finally say it properly.

"You are the best."

The author has something to say: The ending was rather rushed. In fact, the brother’s story is what I care most about. I planned to write another story to complement Tang Juelin and the senior brother’s story, but I have limited energy and don’t want to spend extra effort.