Husky and Sunflower

I never thought about fighting for anything in the past. It was like this when my father left, and it was also like this when Lin Lin was about to divorce me. Even when my mother passed away, I walked through it in such a chaotic way.I have always thought that these things are preordained, and that everything that happens has a cause will have an effect.

I never thought I could change anything, and I never thought I had to.

It's just that when I saw that man with the same name as mine, behind the back of his brother who loved him the most, he was messing around with other men in front of me; when he was done messing around, he turned around and went When I was acting like a baby to my dear brother... Although I told myself clearly, it was really none of my business.However, I really couldn't control myself, I rushed up and smashed the walkie-talkie in my hand on their heads.

The result, of course, is very sad, in fact, when is it not like this?I'm just so overwhelmed.

How can I beat the strong Zou Huang by myself? To put it bluntly, ten of me may not be his opponent.I have never been his opponent, and in the dream he might still have some old feelings and show mercy to me.However, in reality, how could he easily spare the person who hit him with a walkie-talkie?

我还是像以前那样狼狈的倒在地上，身上脸上全是被揍的痕迹，嘴里还不停的骂着，“你根本就不配得到他的爱！”

"Yell!" The person I scolded bent down, squatted in front of me, and looked at me with a smile on his face.It was this face, one moment she was acting coquettish and cute, and the next moment she was panting under another man.He's laughing at me now that I've been beaten into a pig's head,

"I don't deserve it, don't you deserve it?"

He moved closer, his mouth was almost close to my ear, and he said in a voice that only the two of us could hear, "I advise you, don't scold me like that! We are the same person, scolding me is equivalent to saying goodbye to me." Curse yourself!"

"Pooh!" I couldn't help spitting bloody saliva at him, "Calling you is thinking of you, bitch!"

"Hahahaha..." He stretched out his hand and wiped the dirt on my face, there was no displeasure on his delicate face.Then, he straightened up and looked at me condescendingly, "Zou Huang, play him to death!"

An understatement, it is very similar to when I was running in the fields and grass when I was a child. After my friend caught a grasshopper, I would always volunteer to rush up and shout, "Let me come, play with it to death!"

So, today I became the little grasshopper that often entertains me.I stared in horror at him standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, bathed in sunlight all over his body.Then there was me reflected in Zou Huang's glasses that reflected the sun's light. Even though I was very small, I could see clearly. It was an extremely pale, ghost-like face.

Zou Huang was still the same as when he saw me for the first time, his expression was still icy, tightly closed lips, thin face, dark pupils... He spoke, "Are you scared?"

"Afraid of you?" I rolled my eyes in disdain.How can I not be afraid, I am afraid of him to death, he is not Zou Huang in my dream at all, all the people here are not the people in my dream, they are much more terrifying than I imagined.

"Okay, let's try it!"

Then, he started to fight, and I started to fight back.I know that the Wanwan they talk about is far from as simple as the Wanwan I imagined. This kind of gameplay is mostly played by them, and I die.

However, even if I am as weak as an ant, I am not willing to just wait for death quietly.I began to cry for help desperately, struggling and resisting.Zou Huang choked my neck with one hand, and pulled my collar down violently with the other. The clothes on my body were already shredded into strips of cloth.

I lifted my foot and kicked hard at his crotch.In fact, it was an unintentional action, but it actually hit him.Then, Zou Huang became furious, he grabbed my hair and slammed it against the wall desperately, "Boom boom boom..."

The ups and downs of the drums sounded like classical music, combined with Zou Huang's animal-like gasps and the screams I don't know if it was me, coupled with the bright red blood in Shura Hell, this scene is simply...

I feel as if I have experienced the most painful moment of my life.In the first 26 years of my life, I have never felt this kind of pain. It is so severe that my whole head is about to explode.The brains were all churned into a mess, and even the blood seemed to be mixed with unknown stimulating factors and began to rampage.

I hugged my head and kicked away Zou Huang who was pressing on me, and ran around the room like a madman.In the head, on the skin, and even in the cracks of the bones, there were severe tingling pains.

Zou Huang was kicked a long way by me, I picked up the table knife that fell on the ground, and while he was getting up, I stabbed him in the heart.Bright red blood sprayed all over my face... like a fountain.The man who was as powerful as a ghost opened his eyes wide and fell down.

I wiped the fishy-sweet liquid from my face, and tried to open my burning eyes. In the crimson, I saw the man with the same name as me. He was still standing in the sun, dressed in white, very resembling Angel.I walked towards him uncontrollably with two feet, and a voice told me to kill him.

The distance between us is gradually shortening, and the expression on his face is becoming more and more clear.The face was full of horror, I knew that my ghostly appearance must have scared him, but I really didn't want to do anything to him, I just wanted to teach him a lesson.

"You can't kill me!" he said.There was a taste of fear in his voice, and his hands and feet began to tremble, "We are one person, I am Zheng Yiyang, and you are also Zheng Yiyang. I just killed yourself!"

I bit the bullet and pulled the corners of my mouth, opened my eyes with difficulty, and wiped the blood flowing from the corners of my eyes, "I am me, you are you, we are not the same person! Now, I want you to leave!"

"No, no, no..." His voice became sharper, and the glass could almost be heard shattered by his cry.

I took another step forward, and he took a step back.Behind him is a whole piece of floor-to-ceiling windows, which have become the only barrier between No.18 and the outside world, and there is only a thin layer between death and life.

I stepped forward and grabbed his throat, and he quickly punched me in the face.The two of us are evenly matched, and there is no one who is stronger than the other.

"You killed me today..." I strangled him desperately by the neck, so he didn't have the extra energy to shout, so he could only shout hoarsely at the top of his voice, "I will never see your Zheng Tai again ,Ha ha ha ha……"

"Why, why, why... What the hell do you know?" I held his neck with both hands and shook it violently like a tree.Until this moment, I suddenly realized that something was wrong.My world, his world; my life, his life; my lover, his lover...these things are all fucking magically linked together.

What the hell does this happen?

I let go of the hand that pinched his neck for a moment...

"Ah..." A burst of severe pain suddenly came from the depths of my head. In a trance, there was a sound of "squeak..." being opened from the closed door, and then a figure gradually appeared in my sight clearly.

A few dramatic changes took place in the room. The man standing in front of me disappeared in the light and shadow of the sun in an instant, and what I held in my hand was actually air.The bloody corpse of Zou Huang lying on the floor disappeared without a trace in an instant, and even the smell of blood in the air was completely covered by a strange smell of grass.

The blood and scars on my face, body, and hands were miraculously washed away at this moment.like never before...

'Dum, thump, thump...' The sound of regular and rhythmic leather shoes stepping on the luxurious wooden floor moved from far to near, and then stopped less than ten centimeters before my eyes.I opened my eyes hard, trying to see who was coming.

He bent down, leaned in front of me, stared closely at my eyes, sighed after a while, and asked softly, "Why did you do this?"

I stared at his face motionlessly, and suddenly, many years ago, the two figures who were always pulled together.From two small potatoes, one tall and one short, to two teenagers, one tall and one short, and then to two grown men...the fate of one tall and one short cannot be escaped.

Those scenes that were like movie scenes echoed in his mind one after another, and the things that had been sealed in the deepest part of memory were torn open like this, and the blocked passage began to circulate smoothly.

I couldn't tell whether it was tears or blood that had blurred my eyes. I stretched out my hand with great difficulty, wanting to touch his face, but I was afraid that my dirty hands would stain his noble and handsome image.So, I just touched his leather shoes and screamed with a throat that was already sore and about to crack, "Because... Zheng Yiyang loves Zheng Tai, Zheng Yiyang loves Zheng Tai!"

In the room that is so huge that there is almost no limit, my own tearing roar can be heard constantly, "Zheng Yiyang loves Zheng Tai, Zheng Yiyang loves Zheng Tai, Zheng Yiyang loves Zheng Tai..."

I don't know what I want to prove by shouting over and over again, I just feel that there is a loop player in my head, and my mouth is a horn, so I keep shouting again and again This sentence in the head.

"Tap..." A drop of transparent and warm thing suddenly hit my face, and then one drop after another continued to fall down.I wiped my face, looked up, and saw the face above my head.

His slender fingers wiped the transparent liquid that fell on my face one by one, and said, "Okay, Zheng Tai knows!"

My roaring stopped temporarily, just because he said, Zheng Tai knew.Zheng Tai knows that Zheng Yiyang loves Zheng Tai, and he loves him.

"So, who are you?" he asked, looking hard into my eyes.

One picture after another flashed before my eyes, each time he asked me repeatedly, 'Who are you? 'who I am?Am I Zheng Yiyang?However, Zheng Yiyang has disappeared just now, so who am I?There is only one Zheng Yiyang in this world!

For a moment, I couldn't tell who I was, I could only lie on the ground blankly, raised my head and stared at the face of the man in front of me.

More transparent liquid seeped out of his beautiful eyes, dripping hot drops onto my face.I raised my hand and wiped it, "You are crying!"

"You still haven't remembered, have you?" His voice was full of frustration, sadness and helplessness.Then, he grabbed my shoulders and lifted me off the ground.

I obediently followed him out, and then he opened the door, and a beam of strong sunlight shone straight over, making me dizzy for a while.I quickly raised my hand to cover my eyes, and he stood beside me quietly, as if waiting for me to adapt to the light.

After a while, I put down my hand covering my eyes and looked at the scene in front of me.There are no hotels, no elevators, no life and death, no high-rise buildings, and no traffic.

What I see in front of me is a large area of ​​green trees, under the tree is a husky dozing on the grass, a little fat man circles around the big tree, not far away, in the gazebo, are two old people who are playing chess... ...All of this is surprisingly familiar and terrifying.

It almost completely coincides with the dream, is my dream still unfinished?

"How are you feeling now?" the man beside him asked softly.

"Very good!" I simply replied.

"..." All of a sudden, as if he had seen a god, he stared at me with those terrified eyes, and the expression on his face seemed to be ecstatic and unbelievable.

I could feel his body trembling from the hand that held my shoulder tightly.He took a breath to calm down, and asked slowly, "Does your head still hurt?"

I shook my head, "It doesn't hurt anymore!"

"Are you hungry?"

"A little!"

"Thirsty?"

"Ok!"

"So, who are you?"

I looked at him suspiciously, and asked with uncertainty, "Aren't I Zheng Yiyang?"

"A-Tai, come here, the snacks I made for Yang Yang are ready, come and pick them up!" On the green grass, among the flowers, a familiar woman's voice came from far and near.

"Pa..." The plate she was holding fell to the ground, and the snacks on the plate rolled all over the place.Husky, who was dozing off under the tree, moved his ears twice, opened his eyes suddenly, and rushed towards me like the speed of light.

The author has something to say:

Hoo hoo... finally finished writing.A gift for Children’s Day on June 20st... What I thought was only 40 words, turned out to be 2015 words.From August 8 to June 2016, I wrote it for almost a year.Due to work reasons, I write intermittently, and the longest time can be stopped for three months.It feels like I stopped for so long, and I can’t find the feeling of writing again, so I decided to write about 6 words for the next book, and I must control the number of words, without interruption in the middle... I hope so.I wish everyone a happy Children's Day... Hehehe