Husky and Sunflower

When I was five years old, a big event happened at home.The sun was about to set in the afternoon, and I had just finished a fight with the neighbor's little fur kid, and I returned to my grandma's house when my stomach was growling with hunger.Uncle and aunt drove back and brought back a baby from outside.The little baby didn't cry or make trouble, but just looked around with a pair of bright black eyes.

I asked my uncle, "Is this my aunt's younger brother?"

My aunt smiled and touched my head, "Do you like my brother?"

I stretched out my finger and poked the little baby's chubby face, "I really like it! What's his name?"

Uncle held the baby in his arms and said with a smile, "His name is Yangyang, and his first name is Zheng Yiyang!"

In fact, I didn't like him very much at the time. There is an extra child in the family, so I must give some of my snack toys to my younger brother.And I have seen the children of the neighbors, after having younger brothers and sisters, the standard of living dropped directly from well-to-do to below the poverty line.

At that time, I felt very lucky that my aunt didn't leave him at grandma's house. They just drove there and took the baby away immediately.That was the first time I saw Zheng Yiyang, nothing special, I quickly forgot about this child after they left.

I saw him again when I was eight years old and in elementary school.Zheng Yiyang is also three years old. My uncle is very busy with work, and my aunt decided to become a professional woman again, so she sent Zheng Yiyang to grandma's house.

At that time, Zheng Yiyang was a little chubby, foolishly behind my ass, and he started to cry when I threatened him casually, and laughed after coaxing him for a while.

He has a characteristic that he is very clingy. Every morning when he goes to school, he hurriedly followed me out with his short legs. My dad’s driver drove the car out of the alley. I saw his small figure standing there staring.When I came back from school in the afternoon, he was already obediently sitting on the small bench waiting for me. When he saw me, his eyes lit up, and he stretched out his two little arms for me to hug.

I don't like him much, but I enjoy the feeling of looking up at me with such adoring eyes.So, as an elder brother, I always protect him and take him with me every time I go out to play, even if I occasionally do something sneaky, I always let him watch.Besides, he is small, has short legs, and can't run fast, so he must be caught.

I have always determined to be the boss in this community, and I want all the children to bow down to me.Whenever any of my children is bullied, I will go straight up and tear it up.Soon, I became the big brother in the eyes of these children.And there are always a lot of little girls around me, they like to give me snacks and give me gadgets.I am generally not interested in those things to eat and play, but it is not easy to refuse directly, so I threw these things to Zheng Yiyang when I got home.Every time, he hugged these gadgets and was as happy as if he saw something, his mouth was as sweet as honey, his brother was long, and his brother was short, screaming endlessly.

There is one thing that depresses me so much that I have to mention it.I always thought that I was the most important thing in his heart, but once I found out, it was not.Zheng Yiyang doesn't like playing fighting games with little kids, doesn't like playing in mud, doesn't like dog planing.Every day I wear clean clothes, wash a small face and follow me out.And beside him, there are always a group of little girls wearing colorful skirts and bow ties.As long as those little girls give him something delicious, he can always show that smile that I thought he only had when he was facing me.

This incident hit me hard, so I didn't know why, so I did a few things that violated my conscience, such as breaking Xiao Hua's things and then planting them on him, watching him take delicious food The look of bending his eyes with a smile, he couldn't help itching to grab it... and so on.When bullying him, he would cry, but after crying, I would turn around and coax him. After a while, he could smile at me with tears and snot in his eyes.

Boys always like to fight, like to fight, like to show off.Every time I get injured in a fight, my grandparents will definitely scold me. When it was the worst, they made me kneel on the bluestone slab in front of the door.Therefore, I usually don't go to them when I get injured, but I go to Zheng Yiyang to disinfect and bandage me.

Zheng Yiyang was forced to do this kind of thing by me when he was very young, and he couldn't tell his grandparents.At first he saw so much blood on my arm that his little face was pale and terrified, but later he got used to it, and every time he saw that I was injured, he would automatically find the medicine box and bring it to me.

In my childhood, Zheng Yiyang did not leave too many impressions.Except that he is clingy, coquettish, timid, and always likes to hug me when he sleeps at night, I don't remember much else.

One thing must be mentioned, Zheng Yiyang is actually very dependent on his mother.Usually he is always clinging to me, but as long as his mother comes, he will definitely act like a baby to her mother, hugging, hugging and kissing.Listening to my mother's "baby" and "baby" on the left, my stomach is sour.

His mother came again that time, Zheng Yiyang hugged his mother and insisted on sleeping with her.I got a bad intention, took his hand pretendingly, and said pitifully, "Didn't you say you wanted to sleep with me tonight? You don't keep your word!"

"I don't!" Zheng Yiyang pulled out his hand, and his whole body was arched into his mother's arms, and he didn't even want to look at me. I was dumbfounded at the time.

His mother smiled and kissed the back of his head, then took my hand and said to me, "Tai, you have to remember that you can only catch big fish by setting a long line!"

I didn't know what this sentence meant at the time, but because of my aunt's serious appearance and Zheng Yiyang's little expression that didn't want to look at me, I firmly remembered this sentence in my heart, and I have remembered it for so many years .

Time passed quickly and I entered puberty.The body has undergone tremendous changes, the height has jumped, and the voice has become deeper.The mind also changes with the body. Sometimes when I wake up, I feel that I seem to be a different person.I still felt that I had to do something yesterday, but after I woke up, I felt that it became childish and ridiculous.

When I woke up in the morning, I found something left on my underwear, and the dream last night still made me feel ashamed.Suddenly, I found that all the boys around me were in this situation. The topics we discussed together involved some unspeakable things, and gradually, this unspeakable feeling became natural.The focus of the discussion among the boys was no longer who bought a new game console, who was wearing a new Adidas, whose grades were copied from whom...their topics were more about which girl was beautiful and which girl Good figure, □□, so-and-so looks at girls in the wrong way, etc.

I started to make girlfriends, and more and more girls came to me.Beautiful, lively, introverted, gentle, intelligent...many, I have had contact with them all.However, it is only limited to holding hands or kissing the face.

Many buddies around me always look at me with envy and hatred, and I also satisfy my vanity from their various eyes.I also started to be picky, too fat doesn't look good, too thin, too stupid, too smart.I searched and searched, but none of them really touched me from the bottom of my heart.

I don't know who said it, but adolescence is always accompanied by inexplicable sadness and chicken blood.One second he was still sighing at the sky, the next second he went to play ball with a group of stimulant friends, and then went home covered in sweat and scars.Then, inadvertently, I saw the back of Zheng Yiyang carrying his schoolbag home alone.

"Come up!" I stretched out one foot and stepped on the ground, shouting to him.

Zheng Yiyang turned his head, glanced at me, his eyes were still bright, and obediently sat on the back seat of my bicycle, and put his arms around my waist, "Brother, where did you go today? Why are you sweating so much?"

"Playing ball!" I answered casually without saying much.Then he started talking about how their class was, which teacher said what and what kind of words... I listened absent-mindedly and nodded vaguely.Maybe it was my irritable attitude that he saw, and then he stopped talking, so he didn't make a sound all the way back to grandma's house.

Unknowingly, Zheng Yiyang grew up. He lost a lot of weight and grew a lot taller. He was still dressed in crisp and clean clothes, and his face was fair and clean.He is a bit introverted, he doesn't like to show off in the class, he always likes to hide under the books and wander around, so his grades are not much better, and he doesn't have many friends around him.Most of the time, by myself.

He never gets involved in my circle of classmates and friends, and I am not interested in what he likes to do.After entering junior high school, the school was relatively close to home, so I lived in my own home. Occasionally, I would go back to grandma’s house to deliver things on Saturdays or Sundays. After playing for too long, I will go back and find my friends.My life as a student was so fulfilling, taking classes, playing basketball, going out to play basketball with friends, fighting, making girlfriends... The relationship between us seems to be slowly estranged.

The entire adolescence almost extended from junior high school to high school. In the summer vacation of the second year of high school, I was driving and wandering on the road with my girlfriend who didn’t know how many numbers he had already got. When I saw Zheng Yiyang and Lin Lin shopping together. I suddenly realized that I had almost forgotten him.

The little chubby guy who only knows to run after my buttocks and cries for me to hug has grown up where I can't see, clean and delicate, will show that kind of gentle and tolerant smile to girls, and will accompany her Shopping... I parked my car not far away and watched them for a long time, until Zheng Yiyang's figure disappeared around the corner of the street.

In the third year of junior high school, my aunt met me alone and asked me to take good care of Zheng Yiyang, saying that I had something to go on a long trip.I asked her when she would be back and she said soon.I didn't think too much about it. People like her who are usually engaged in artistic creation, who write stories, take pictures, and publish articles in newspapers, always have a petty bourgeoisie, and they often just leave when they say it. Walk.

I didn't expect that to be the last time I saw her, of course, that's a story.How did you think so much at that time?

As for taking care of Zheng Yiyang, I don't know how to take care of him.It’s nothing more than stuffing him with pocket money from time to time, checking to see if anyone is bullying him, and buying him something that boys of this age like...

Regarding the matter of my having a girlfriend, Zheng Yiyang seems to have never expressed his opinion from the beginning, and he chose to ignore it many times.Even if sometimes I deliberately flirt with some girl in front of him, I don't see how excited or curious he is.

I saved a few small movies in my computer. I wanted to show him and let him observe and learn a lot, but I was afraid that he would not be able to stand it if he was too young, so I set a password cheaply.I just didn't expect Zheng Yiyang to open it by himself and watch the movie.He thought he could do everything seamlessly by turning off the computer?But the playback record is still there...

In fact, when I got home that day, I could see that he was abnormal. His little face would turn red and turn pale. Even eating a meal made people worry, fearing that he would choke to death while eating.Especially when I was doing my homework at night, I lay there without writing for a long time. I pretended to turn on the computer and looked at him out of the corner of my eye. It was like a spring was installed on him. As long as I pressed it casually, he would definitely spring up.

I'm both funny and angry, and I'm so timid and like others peeping!

Once in college, life seems to get busier.My dad has a lot of company affairs, and almost all his spare time is spent on Dali company affairs, and he often doesn't see him for several months.Zheng Yiyang is like a little mushroom in the corner, almost completely forgotten by me.

I forgot what day it was. While eating at home, my mother started rambling, saying that she hadn’t seen Yangyang for a long time, and his father went straight to Southwest to work on a project, saying that his father didn’t care about the child, that his son was pitiful and no one took care of him, and that He said he wanted Zheng Yiyang to come and live in my house directly.

I suddenly remembered it, and I felt very uncomfortable.Before I finished my meal, I drove to Zheng Yiyang's house.After knocking on the door for a while, no one opened it. Fortunately, his father gave me a key before he left, so he opened the door and went in.

As soon as he entered the door, he heard crying from the bedroom.I kicked open the door of his bedroom, and saw Zheng Yiyang wailing with a dog in his arms. The dog was lying motionless as if dead.I was also shocked, and immediately sent the dog to the pet hospital. The pet doctor diagnosed that the food was broken and hurt the stomach.

The dogs are not dead, and after they are cured, I am going to take them back home.Zheng Yiyang kept crying while holding the dog as if he had lost his soul.I didn't cry, but I just kept silent and huddled into a small ball pitifully, and my heart just kept pulling like this.

He cried a lot when he was a child, but he didn't cry much when he grew up.Even in the years since his mother left, he has never cried so badly in front of me. I admit that I really felt a little distressed at that time.

That is, from that time on, I felt that Zheng Yiyang was different from before.Although it is also possible that he has been like this during the years when I haven't paid attention to him, it's just that I discovered it relatively late.I began to pay attention to what he likes to eat, what to wear, what to play, where to go and who to play with.

Zheng Yiyang likes to eat junk food, likes to wear casual clothes, he likes to be clean, likes to play games, he doesn’t have many friends, even if he plays well with him, he can count them on ten fingers.

I especially don't like his cheap and glib expression in front of me, it always feels so fake.Every time I see him like that, I really want to kick him and beat him.I often think, Zheng Yiyang was so cute when he was a child, so clingy, so innocent and unscheming, how could he grow up like this?

I always want to know what is buried in his heart, how can he return to the innocent and lovely look before, how can he look at me again with that kind of adoring eyes that look at gods, how can he not show me What about the fake face?

The more I think about it, the more I feel that I am not normal.I often wake up from a dream when I sleep at night, gnash my teeth and want to drag him over, want to pinch his neck, want to beat him hard, want to bite him, want to strip him naked, want to fuck him ...

It’s okay to have this kind of dream once or twice, but every time I have this kind of dream, I wake up every morning and look at the pieces of criminal evidence on my underwear... I really can’t bear it.Sometimes when I get impulsive, I really want to fuck him hard, but the fucking words are always knocking on my head from time to time, and I'm really afraid of scaring him.

Asleep Zheng Yiyang likes to roll over, often rolls over in my arms, and always likes to put his legs on my waist.Looking at his face and smelling the smell on his body, the hot blood all over his body started to burn, screaming and rushing to the top of his head.

I often stare at his sleeping face, my mind is full of images of tossing him over and over again, all night and all night I think about unsightly and dirty tricks.In the morning, my mother would come over to wake me up, often scaring me by my abnormal appearance, thinking that I was in a daze at night.

I can only tell my mother that I have a nervous breakdown and want to sleep alone, and others will disturb me by sleeping next to me.Regardless of whether my mother really believed it, anyway, she quickly cleaned up an empty room a little far away for Zheng Yiyang.However, I felt that it was too far away. I couldn't hear his breathing at night, and I couldn't see his figure. It was uncomfortable for him to lie alone in such a big room.

My dad also felt pitiful, afraid that he would be like that dog in pain at night and would not utter a word, saying that the child was stupid.So I agreed to find someone to open up the room, so that we are actually in the same room, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

It happened at this time that Lin Lin broke into my life. Lin Lin told me many things about Zheng Yiyang, and the topics between us always revolved around Zheng Yiyang.I know that Lin Lin likes me, she has told me to be my girlfriend more than once seriously.

I didn't agree but I didn't refuse either, because I knew Zheng Yiyang's smile was real only when he faced Lin Lin.I want to know what kind of ability Lin Lin has to make Zheng Yiyang do this to her.

I didn't have any more girlfriends, and almost everyone thought I was dating Lin Lin.My parents were also quite relieved, thinking that my playboy finally settled down to have a good relationship.Many times, I deliberately indulged Lin Lin to hug me and kiss me.There is no other meaning, I just want Zheng Yiyang to be jealous, sad and angry.

Zheng Yiyang's expression was very strange, definitely not happy, but it didn't seem to be angry either, there was a kind of emptiness in his eyes, but unfortunately I didn't understand it at that time.I just thought about myself and never really got into his mind.

People say that a boy's adolescence is a time full of chaos and turmoil, but I ignored him when he needed comfort, encouragement and companionship the most.All the fruits are due to the cause that was once planted. It cannot bloom bright flowers or emit a mellow fragrance.I have to choose to pay for my actions, and I do so willingly.Just because he is Zheng Yiyang, the unique Zheng Yiyang in the world.

Zheng Yiyang is going to college, I personally arranged for him, S University, the best university in this city.I absolutely do not allow him to go to school in other places, and he himself has no objection, and he accepts it very calmly, without joy or depression.

Almost everything in his hand was given by me, clothes, shoes, toys, mobile phones, computers, game consoles, cars... Every time he took these things, he would give me a dog leg without exception, expressing Thank you for my admiration.But I really didn't feel how happy he was, he just took the things I gave him habitually, and expressed his gratitude to me habitually, everything was just a habit.

His four-year university was still a little transparent.The colorful college life has not changed him. He is still very nerdy, likes to play games, doesn't have many friends, has a good temper, doesn't get impatient with his classmates, spends money generously, and often takes advantage of him.In fact, I am quite satisfied with him.At least no more people noticed him, and he couldn't attract other people's attention.

Moreover, I think that every time he spends money on those classmates, others will sincerely envy him for having a good brother who is handsome, rich, elegant, and loves him.At least at this time, he must be grateful to me in his heart.

Liu Jia is to Zheng Yiyang, I absolutely can't think of it.Zheng Yiyang looked at him with admiration and admiration, and when he was mentioned, I was so angry that I wanted to slap him immediately.Isn't he just a little boy who likes to pretend to be aggressive, loves to pretend to be depressed, and has a bit of talent?

I don't know how they met, but when the two met and often got together to drink and go to places like bars, I was very, very angry.If it wasn't for Zou Huang's face, I wouldn't have spared him so easily.Fortunately, Liu Jia left the school before graduating, so I didn't pursue it too much.

After Liu Jia left, Zheng Yiyang seemed to have fallen into that little life of fending for himself.He listened to every class honestly, but every class he was either distracted or sleeping, living a miserable and lonely life.Lin Lin often wants to play with Zheng Yiyang, but I strictly stop her every time.I'd rather he be alone than let him see other people in his eyes. Although I sometimes feel a little despicable, I just can't help it.

Zheng Yiyang is a person who doesn't have much insight, he is easy to believe what others say.In fact, stealing his fucking Q number is very easy, the hard part is how to chat with him in his fucking name.Many times I have exposed a lot of flaws, and I don't know if he sees it, or if he doesn't want to see it at all, but it's also possible that he really doesn't have such an IQ!

All the chat records with him borrowing the fucking Q number have been saved by me, and I don't know why I did this.On the one hand, I hope he can see this chat record. I have said too many sweet words to too many girls, but I don’t want to use this set against him; on the other hand, I don’t want him to see it. He willingly stayed with me.

I didn't want to find a girlfriend for Zheng Yiyang, I just wanted to see what he thought in the name of a blind date.He is about to graduate from college, and my mother often nags in my ears, saying that she wants to find him a girlfriend, preferably someone who is gentle, sensible, caring, and loving.

"Which girl nowadays is not pampered, who doesn't want to find a man to take care of herself and love herself? If you find a girl who loves him, loves him, and can take care of him, you might as well find me!" I couldn't help but talk to my mother In a word, that's the truth!

My mother glared at me, stretched out her hand and slapped me on the head, "Can you give birth or raise? If you are a woman, I will marry you to him right now!"

"..." I didn't say a word, marry me to him?Fortunately, my mother figured it out, and I compared my size with Zheng Yiyang's small body in my heart. Even if I let him have one hand and two legs, he can't overwhelm me!

He didn't go out for an internship in his senior year, and he carried his schoolbag to the postgraduate entrance examination classroom for self-study all day long like a serious college student. Others were memorizing vocabulary and doing questions, and he was either wandering or sleeping.I often drove to find him and wanted to take him to the company for an internship, but when I saw his cozy sample lying on the desk basking in the sun, I couldn't bear to wake him up.Thinking about it, the time in college is only four years. In the remaining less than a year, it is better to let him fully enjoy it. After leaving the university and entering the society, he just wants to continue to enjoy it, but he has no chance. up.

The business of the company has been very busy, especially after I graduated, the company was basically handed over to me. I was busy from morning to night every day. of old antiques.When I'm in a bad mood, I can often think of Zheng Yiyang, and it seems that I haven't seen him for a while, and I don't know what excuse to call him.

Coincidentally, Lin Lin's birthday is here, and I finally have a fair and honest reason to take him out to play.But what I didn't expect was that my mother had already done the job of dating, getting married and finding a partner with Lin Lin.When Lin Lin told me mysteriously that she was going to introduce her best friend Ding Xiaoshi to Zheng Yiyang, there was a bang in my head, and I didn't recover for a long time.

I called Zheng Yiyang, and it took him a long time to answer it. Even if he picked it up reluctantly, he was full of laziness, as if he had just crawled out of sleep.I'm so angry, I'm going crazy with anger, and the other end is still sleeping like a dead pig.

"Zheng Yiyang, get up!" I forced out these words.If it wasn't on the phone, if he was sleeping in front of me, if he dared to talk back to me... forget it, there is no if.I really want to press him hard on the bed so that he can't get out of bed for three days.

Zheng Yiyang agreed casually and hung up the phone.I held back my breath and quickly left the company and drove to his house.The result was also as expected, he really slept with the quilt in his arms, he looked so comfortable as to die, he was so comfortable as to die, his mouth would babble from time to time.I went up and lifted his quilt, grabbed his neck, pressed on him, and stared at him hard.

Zheng Yiyang was pinched awake, coughing and crying.When I saw his embarrassed and regretful mockup, I really felt a lot better.To be honest, I admit that I was a little perverted when I treated Zheng Yiyang.

I thought about the worst outcome, if he really really really has no way to accept me.Well, at least his marriage is up to me.I can't stand him marrying a girl who has nothing to do with me and having a baby, and then living his little life out of my sight, as if his whole life has nothing to do with me anymore... If that's the case, I Rather he hates me forever.Even if he dies, he will die right under my nose.

I have met Ding Xiaoshi a few times before, and my impression is not bad.She is a girl with a gentle appearance and a bold heart, not squeamish, and a fair-looking girl.To be honest, I don't think Zheng Yiyang would like that kind of girl.It can be seen from his daily shopping and dealing with people that good-looking things have a huge lethality on him.Although I often feel that he is too superficial, I can't help but feel a little happy in my heart, secretly glad that I am still very handsome! ! !

I'm sure he won't like anything that isn't pretty.So, I'm not particularly worried that he will fall in love with Ding Xiaoshi.On the other hand, I also want to use this blind date to find out what Zheng Yiyang thinks about issues like girlfriend or marriage.

Zheng Yiyang's first kiss is still there, I can guarantee it.However, it was also on this night that Ding Xiaoshi took away his first kiss.I'm just going crazy.And after Zheng Yiyang kissed, he ran to the bathroom and vomited for a long time. My heart that was about to burst suddenly calmed down.I know it's not his fault tonight, it's mine.I was careless, I shouldn't have brought him to this occasion, I shouldn't have followed him, I shouldn't... Anyway, I was totally wrong.

After Zheng Yiyang came out of the bathroom, he stood in front of me.I looked at him, and I could see the top of his head from my angle, and then the slightly longer bangs, the thick eyelashes hanging down, the straight little nose, the wet lips, the thin chin... this The face is not very good, and it is impossible to attract the attention of others in the first place when mixed in the crowd.But my eyes seemed to be glued to his slightly red and swollen lips, how I wished it was me who was hugging him and kissing him just now.

Moreover, I noticed one thing, Zheng Yiyang probably has no feelings for women, otherwise he wouldn't be able to vomit so painfully.When I realized this, I almost went crazy with excitement.

"Why?" Zheng Yiyang looked at me with an inexplicable panic when he was prying into his inner privacy.

I deliberately ridiculed him, "It's not bad, the first kiss can be so emotional, it's not like the first time!"

Zheng Yiyang moved closer to me, showing that flattering smile again, "I'm your younger brother, you are so awesome, can I still fall behind?"

"is it?"

"That's right! Brother, you don't believe me! Let's try it, I guarantee you will believe it after the trial!"

I slapped him on the head, "Damn you, there's something wrong!"

After getting rid of him, I hurried back.Although he knew that what he said was just the same outspokenness and hypocrisy as usual.But my heart beat really fast. If it wasn't for the little bit of rationality left in my heart, I would definitely go back and hug him and kiss him hard, until his whole body softened into a puddle of water. To the point where he no longer dared to show that false smile to me.

I was in a very emotional mood tonight, until the girl with the flashlight changed the target of the trick to me.Since it is Zheng Yiyang who wants to ask, then I will tell the truth.My first kiss and first love have indeed been contributed a long time ago, but what does this mean?If I were born again at this moment, all my first loves and first kisses would be given to only one person, only one person.

The night I went back, I was not sleepwalking, because everything I did, I remembered when I woke up the next day.Maybe it was just because I was too excited, I got up from the bed, came to Zheng Yiyang's side, and slowly touched him with my hands.In fact, what I want to touch more is the smooth skin under his clothes. However, the remaining rationality tells me, don't scare him, don't scare him, don't scare him.Judging from the way he was so scared that he almost forgot to catch his breath, I swear, I really restrained myself.

The day after I woke up with a hangover, it was already past ten in the morning.Zheng Yiyang went back to school, and left my house without saying goodbye, without notifying me, and without any condolences. I was full of anger and had nowhere to post it!

I haven't seen Zheng Yiyang for more than a month.I know that he was busy at school with his graduation routine of writing papers, revising papers, handing in papers, defending, drinking wine and eating dinner.However, he didn't even give me a call, even if he just sent me a text message to greet me!

Doesn't he remember anything that happened at Lin Lin's birthday party that night?I don't believe he really forgot, so is he hiding something?I really want to grab him, pin him down, and ask him directly, what are you doing these days?Is it just hanging on to me?Sometimes, I think about everything again. Am I thinking too much?He didn't have that habit at all, and what happened that night was just a coincidence.

After nagging so much and struggling for so long, I can't think of a reason.I was hugging Zheng Yiyang's dog, staring at the phone in a daze, and my mother saw me several times. She asked me suspiciously if I had a fight with Lin Lin, or did I fall in love with another girl?He got impatient with my question, turned around and ran out.

Perhaps, this is the correct posture that a man in love should have?Then what happened to me and so many girlfriends in the past?Children playing house?I, a man who has lived for nearly 30 years, only now find the feeling of falling in love?This is too ridiculous!

Finally couldn't help but drove to Zheng Yiyang's school, secretly wanting to see what he was doing.I saw their class collectively drinking the break-up wine, and went to karaoke again when they were drunk, saw him sending all the classmates to the taxi, saw him vomit and cry in front of the trash can alone, saw He always dared to show his truest face when his back was turned to me.

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I don't know how my dad communicated with him, but in the end, he was assigned to the Ministry of Foreign Trade and wanted him to learn from Song Lifeng.Early in the morning, when I first heard the news, my lungs almost exploded.

Song Lifeng is the son of Lao Song, who was the second largest shareholder of the group after my father.Song Lifeng and I are about the same age. In the eyes of others, he is capable and energetic, generous and forthright, and a good-looking talent... We have been the kind of people who don't like each other since we were young.And let Zheng Yiyang study with him, I suspect that my father's purpose is actually targeting me.

He didn't even eat breakfast, and he called Zheng Yiyang while driving, but this guy slept very comfortably.It wasn't until I drove the car downstairs to his house and honked the horn for a long time that he ran downstairs with a pair of dark circles under his eyes.I was so angry that I couldn't express it when I saw his sleeping pale face, so I could only curse bitterly.

He lived alone at home, his father and mother were not around, and he didn't take care of others to take care of him, so he made himself into this kind of virtue.I yelled at him casually, and he even said that I was dissatisfied with my desires!

Not to mention, I can really use this sentence to describe what I said to him.Isn't it just dissatisfaction with desire!He dangled in front of me like a piece of fresh and tender meat, but I could only watch and smell it but couldn't eat it; and when he was not dangling in front of me, I thought about him every night to masturbate.Zheng Yiyang is simply my nemesis in this life, he can see, smell but not move!

Full of anger and dissatisfaction, I just yelled, "Go to the workshop!"

Seeing the innocent and resentful face of Zheng Yiyang, I felt a little better.I would rather let him go to the workshop to the construction site than let him follow Song Lifeng to learn and practice.What kind of person is Song Lifeng?As far as Zheng Yiyang's superficial sample is concerned, I am really worried.

It was my dad's idea to let him go to the marketing department.I don't even understand why my dad is always involved in trade?It used to be foreign trade, but now it is domestic trade, and left and right are just sales.My dad actually said seriously to exercise