Husky and Sunflower

"Don't you want to explain?" Zheng Tai's voice was very clear in the quiet room, and his eyes were also very bright.

I took a deep breath, "I'm sleepwalking!"

"Then what did you dream of me?" Zheng Tai's mouth seemed to twitch twice, "Don't say it's a husky, don't even say your mother!"

"My father..."

Zheng Tai snorted softly, "If your father knew that his son still had that kind of heart for him, he would probably wake up crying from his dream!"

"You're not my father, you..." I stopped after saying a few words, how did Zheng Tai wake up?Did he not fall asleep at all, or was he awakened by the little movement of me?

"Tell me, how long have you had this thought for your father? When did it happen?" Zheng Tai sat up from the bed, leaned against the head of the bed, and even kindly threw me a pillow .

I took the pillow and hugged it in my arms, and sat on the floor in silence for a while.To be honest, I am suddenly not so afraid now, I am frank, I will die early and be reborn early.Besides, Zheng Tai didn't show that kind of eyes of extreme contempt and disgust.

"I don't know...it's just like this in a daze!" I stammered, who can tell so clearly?This person, especially a man, happens to see someone with cross-eyed eyes when he is in estrus, and then this cross-eyed person is swaying under his nose all day long. It is not easy for me to hide until now.

Zheng Tai seemed dissatisfied with the answer, "Have you ever liked anyone else? Both men and women are fine, let alone huskies, and let alone your mother!"

"No!" I nodded with certainty.Although I don't know when I started to like men, but since I was 23 years old, I have only had that kind of impulse towards one person, of course it will be difficult to say in the future.

"Not even Liu Jia?" Zheng Tai continued to question.

"No! He is the senior I admire the most. He is so good-looking, so talented, so..."

"Stop, stop... I'm so unattractive, so lacking in talent! What on earth are you trying to say?" Zheng Tai's face was grim, his voice was raised a lot, and the big bed trembled a few times following his roar .

"My liking for Liu Jia is not that kind of liking! I just admire him very much!" Liu Jia is a person I admire very much. He has traveled so far alone, visited so many places, and seen so much The scenery, whether it is walking or staying, is so free and easy, I can't do it.

"What about Zou Huang?" Zheng Taiyi gently scraped the silk quilt with his slender fingers, and his cool voice crossed the dead night.

"What does this have to do with Zou Huang? It's not been a day or two since he didn't want to see me, and I'm not rushing to seek abuse!" I squeezed the corner of the pillow hard.I really don't want to look for abuse, but I really want to abuse Zou Huang, who told me that he always dislikes me.

"What if he likes you?" Zheng Tai continued to ask shamelessly.

"Impossible, so what if he likes me? I still don't like him. He has a coffin face all day long, a rigid suit with leather shoes, and a thousand virtues...'

"Then what do you like? Is there any specific standard?" Zheng Tai changed the subject again.

I glanced at him and said coldly, "Are you asking the question knowingly?"

Knowing that I like him, you still have to ask me what kind of person I like.You might as well just ask me, why do I like you, what do I like about you?

"Yes, I just want to ask! Without a good explanation, how can I help you choose a mate?" Zheng Tai said calmly.By the way, he was condescending, stretched out his long legs quite narcissistically, and waved his feet in front of my eyes, "Stop sitting on the ground, come up! If I want to beat you, I would have done it already!"

"I'm not afraid of your beating!" I hugged the pillow and moved over, what I was afraid of was seeing your disgusted eyes.

"Speak!"

"I..." I hesitated, "I like people who are gentle, considerate, and considerate. You have to be responsible, and you don't just leave like my mother, and you don't just sit at home and wait like my father." ..."

"He will do whatever I ask him to do. Don't scold me, let alone beat me. You must agree with my worldview and values!"

"Occasionally we have disagreements, and he will let me go! Even if it is my fault, he must give me full self-esteem!"

"I suffered a loss outside, he must go and help me get it back!"

"He has to be strong and have abdominal muscles, let me touch him! I can't fight back when I beat him... Oh, yes, he will take care of my leftovers for me. You must not despise me!"

"and also……"

I didn't want to say it at first, but once I said it, there was no end.Dreams are always beautiful, and because they are ten thousand times stronger than reality, people always dream.As long as he can still daydream, it proves that this person at least has expectations for life!

"Okay, okay..." Zheng Tai finally interrupted me impatiently, "You'd better find a wolf dog to live with you! Even a husky can't satisfy you!"

"..." I was choked for a moment, and after thinking for a long time, I said, "Anyway, I believe that such a person exists. You don't believe it because you are not at all. There is no excuse for that! I will definitely find such a person." people!"

"Go and make your spring and autumn dream!" Zheng Tai turned around angrily, leaving me with a broad back.

I also turned my body sideways, taking advantage of the moonlight slanting in from the window, my eyes slid down along his neck, skipping over his strong back, well-shaped waist, and strong buttocks, and I lingered for a while. said in a low voice,

"I wanted to keep it from you! Last time you found out that I like men, I was very careful! But, I didn't expect you to be so wise and wise, and to follow the clues and do it so well. If you don't become a detective Pity!"

"You think I'm an idiot! Your small movements are so obvious, everyone can see it!" Zheng Tai didn't turn around, his voice was buzzing.

"Where is it obvious?" I took a breath.

Zheng Tai turned around impatiently, lightly kicked my knee twice with one foot, and said disgustedly, "The way you look at a man is so different from the way you look at a woman. Lin Lin has so many girlfriends, each of them is the best. How many times have you glanced at him? Every time you go out and see a man who looks like a man, your eyes are almost glued!"

"It's so obvious! Then... aunt, do they know?" I was so upset that I was so sad that I was dying.

"Do you think if they know, you can still come to my house for dinner alive and kicking?"

"Then what should I do?" I sighed.What needs to be faced will always come, although I never thought it would be so soon.

"You..." Zheng Tai uttered a single syllable, but did not continue.

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In fact, I have never expected anything extravagantly, I just live with my little thoughts.If you can't make it through, just pat your butt and leave in a chic way, without any worries or worries.

Some people say that the key to deciding a person to stay in a place is that there are people he cares about.I have always disagreed with this sentence, doesn't mom miss dad and me?Why can she walk so easily?

I got up and went back to my bed and put the quilt over my head.Whether you close your eyes or open them, everything is black.Black like melted ink, thick black!

I remembered the experience when I first watched Zheng Tai's short movie. At that time, I also covered my head with a quilt, for fear that my dirty little thoughts would be exposed with a single expression.

What I thought I did was flawless, but in the eyes of others it was just a show.Whether it is buying or selling, whoever is more serious will really lose.

When I fell asleep in a daze, I heard the sound of Zheng Tai getting up, the sound of bare feet on the ground, the sound of entering the bathroom, and the sound of running water.Everything is very common and familiar, but there is such a distant and strange taste.Maybe I don't know when, the ordinary things I thought will never come back, and I can't catch them even if I try my best!

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Love is an ocean to drown in!