Husky and Sunflower

In the end, did the dinner party escape the bad luck of being noisy?I really wanted to go back and see what they were arguing about, but my outstretched hand still didn't press the button to go upstairs after all.

I sat alone in the hotel lobby near the glass revolving door, staring at the closed elevator door without blinking.The smell of Zheng Tai's body still remained on his body, and he didn't even take a shower after the incident, feeling uncomfortable and panicked inside!

Zheng Tai appeared in my line of sight, and a large piece of the sofa beside me sank, I woke up from the state of daze, turned my head and asked, "Where's my dad?"

"I'm drunk!" Zheng Tai grabbed my hand with one hand and squeezed it, "Hands are so cold! Won't you find a warm place to sit? Are you stupid?"

"no feelings!"

Zheng Tai didn't speak, he lowered his head, took my other hand, one paw grabbed my two hands, the other paw rested on it, and covered it vigorously, "Is it more comfortable?"

"Yeah!" I nodded indifferently.

"About your father..." Zheng Tai said suddenly after being silent for a while, "Don't worry too much!"

"?" I turned to look at his side face.

"Things between them are also quite complicated. If I were you, I would live my life happily. Let them resolve their grievances by themselves! You can't do anything, and you can't help anything , and added to the chaos!" Zheng Tai sighed, his deep eyes fixed on the distance.

"Really?" I turned my head and followed his line of sight. Outside the transparent glass wall was a flower bed full of flowers. Next to the flower bed was a trash can, and then there was a puppy circling around the trash can.

"So you think so?" I asked when I turned my head.

"Yes..." Zheng Tai raised his hand and pinched my cheek, "There is always a price to be paid for the things they have done and the mistakes they made! Some things have already happened, and there is no room for repentance. I will The most important thing is to learn a lesson, at least what I am doing is what I think is right and worthwhile, no matter what happens in the future, I will not regret it!"

"What are you doing?" I asked involuntarily, "What is it?"

"A lot!" Zheng Tai smirked with the corners of his mouth crooked, moved his hand pinching my cheek down, and came to my lips along the way, stretched out a finger to poke in, "For example, right now, I'm making love to you! "

"Fucking your sister! I'm not in the mood to be poor with you..." I slapped off his evil finger that poked holes whenever he saw it.

"Spick my brother!" Zheng Tai stuck a paw under my clothes.

I resisted desperately, and in the middle of the fight, the elevator door suddenly opened.I bounced off the sofa with a whoosh as if a spring was installed under my buttocks, and greeted me in three steps, "Dad!"

Dad came out with a livid face, followed by uncle and aunt.The uncle's face was also ugly, but he forbears to say nothing.

Dad didn't even look at me, he bypassed me and Zheng Tai and walked towards the door of the hotel.

"A-Tai, drive your uncle and Yangyang back! Be careful on the road and drive slowly!" The aunt looked at her father worriedly and instructed.

"No, no! Uncle, aunt, it's getting so late, you guys should go back quickly! I didn't drink, so I'll take him back, no brother!" I turned around and waved to my aunt and uncle, and grabbed Zheng Tai , blinked at him, then looked back at the uncle before rushing out to find his father.

Along the way, I was driving the car by myself, and my father lay reclined on the back seat without saying a word.I secretly glanced at him several times, but I didn't dare to call him out.

"Yangyang!" After a long while, Dad finally spoke out. He straightened his body, raised his head, stared at a certain point in front of him with red eyes, "Dad asked you something!"

"Oh, what's the matter?" I hurriedly agreed.

"If your mother and I divorce, who will you be with?"

"What?" I was stunned. It's not that I haven't thought about this question before. In fact, my mother has asked me more than once.It's just that at that time, I really thought they were joking, whether it was Dad or Mom, they all seemed to be joking.And until today, I never thought that they would come to this point after all.

"Do you want to follow your father or go to your mother?" Dad asked again, this time his eyes focused on me, looking at me from head to toe, his eyes were examining and probing.

I made a bitter face, frowned, and grinned, "Are you kidding! Where is my mother? Where can I find her?"

"If I told you where she was, would you go find her?" Dad continued.

"Where is it?" I suddenly caught the point of his words.

Dad smiled wryly twice, raised his head, lay down on the back seat, and murmured softly as if dreaming, "You still want to follow your mother! I knew it, I knew it! It's a pity that your mother doesn't want you No, don't want me anymore..."

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Back in the community, I parked the car, opened the door and helped my dad go upstairs.Dad's body was as soft as a pool of mud, and he almost sat on the ground several times.It took me a lot of effort to drive him to the sofa in the living room at home. Before I sat down to take a breath and replenish my frozen brain with oxygen, my father woke up faintly, "Yangyang, put the Bring out your wine!"

"Don't drink it, it's all like this, can you still look a little human?" I looked at my father's lazy look a little angrily.When I was young, I felt that my father was an optimist, he could take it easy at any time, at least I have never seen him really get angry.He didn't even hit me hard, and every time he taught me a lesson, it was my mother who performed the task.

However, today my father completely subverted his image in my heart.Drunkard, narrow-minded, lack of capacity, use alcohol to get rid of worries, good for nothing, will only hurt the spring and autumn at home.

I went to the kitchen and took out the beer left by Zheng Tai when he came last time, and threw it into Dad's arms.Dad opened his eyes, took out one, opened it and poured it into it!

I just sat on the side and stared at Dad like a monkey, I just wanted to see what he could drink?I just want to see what he can do when he is drunk!

And all the unknown things about my father were presented to me today.He doesn't hit or swear when he's drunk.Shan just hugged me, wiped his nose and tears, "Mumu, you can't do this!"

"Our sons are so old, why can't you come back and have a look?"

"The son is mine, you can't take it away at all, why bother to snatch it from me?"

"Woooooo... I didn't take good care of Yang Yang, you just need to be angry with me, why are you angry with him? He's so pitiful..."

"I know you don't really hate us, you love him all the time, so do I! But, I thought you had to do it for your son if not for me... You are so cruel! Woooooo... Ten It's been years, you've never been home, and now you don't even call...do you hate me so much?"

I rubbed my head and looked up at the sky speechlessly.Let dad's tears and snot keep rubbing against me.The confidence, elegance and demeanor that Dad used to show in front of people dissipated, and what was left was just a heartbroken ordinary man.

When he was helping his dad to lie down, he was still howling, "Yangyang, come here! Dad hugged you to sleep, aren't you timid? You are most afraid of the dark, come to dad! Your mother doesn't want you Yes, Dad still wants you!"

I hesitated for a moment, then slipped into Dad's bed.How long has it been since you slept in the same bed with your dad?I was still a child at that time, and my mother hadn't left yet. I always wanted to squeeze into them, but it was always unsuccessful. Every time my father kicked me out of bed and said righteously, "You are a boy. , you are not a girl, you have to learn to face the darkness bravely, and have the courage to endure setbacks and difficulties!"

I don’t know how much my father drank tonight, anyway, he cries and laughs, calls me wife and son, hugs me like a child, kicks me hard... ...It made me collapse too.In the middle of the night, when my dad finally fell asleep, I quietly got out of the bed and slipped back to my bedroom.

At this point, I no longer miss the picture of sleeping with my parents.

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One night, tossing and turning, I got up from the bed before six o'clock in the morning, got dressed, took the keys and purse and went out quietly.

There is a breakfast shop in the far west of the community. The breakfast made by his family can't be said to be very good, but my father always has a special liking for this shop.Every time I come back, even if I am in a hurry, I have to go in and have a sit.

It was less than seven o'clock, and the community was unusually quiet and peaceful.It should not be long since the breakfast shop opened, and the porridge on the boss's stove hadn't even boiled yet, so I opened the door and walked in.

"Welcome!" Although she is no longer young, the proprietress who is still cheerful and energetic is the first to greet her, "Handsome guy, what do you want?"

"What do you have here?" I asked casually, turning my head to look at the breakfast poster on the wall.Not to mention, although it's just a very humble breakfast shop, it has everything you should have inside, no worse than the serious shop outside.

The proprietress laughed, and after she glanced sideways at the boss, "As long as it's posted on the wall, we have it..."

I looked at the boss who was looking at her with a smile, and then at the lady boss who was smiling and happy. I couldn't figure out what the two of them were having fun with. Is it because the question I asked was too mentally retarded?Or is it that the two of them are so happy to be able to squeeze out oil!Anytime, anywhere, when you see each other, you will smile happily, indulge in a satisfied smile...

I waited for a while, and after the boss cooked the porridge on the stove, I bought porridge, buns and eggs and rushed back.When I got home, Dad didn't get up.

I put down my breakfast and went into Dad's bedroom.Dad's big bed was a mess, half of the quilt covered him, and the other half was dragged to the ground. He was lying on his side, revealing the disheveled back of his head, and he was fast asleep.

I walked over and pulled the quilt off the ground, and then lifted half of the quilt covering Dad.In this way, I hugged the whole quilt and waved it in the air.

Dad, who was frowning and sinking in his sleep, woke up from the cold. He got up from the bed without opening his eyes, and accurately grabbed the quilt from my hand and covered himself, "Stinky boy, it's early in the morning! Just want to get a draw, right?"

It seems that my dad's drunkenness was over last night, so I nodded in relief.Bend down, leaned over and whispered in his ear, "Dad, Aunt Wang said that she would send us some porridge made by herself later! Get up quickly, and let him see you in such scant clothes, She might come up with something else!"

As I said that, I looked down at his cotton T-shirt that had been pulled down to his chest, and his two long, hairy legs.Although Dad's body looks tall and thin, after taking off his clothes, he has a lot of muscles that he should have.Such a body may be a bit powerless to seduce a mature, beautiful and delicate woman, but for a person like Aunt Wang who is a little older and has unsophisticated thoughts about my dad, it must be. One tick and one accurate.

"Who are you talking about?" Sure enough, Dad's eyes swung open, and he jumped up from the bed, staring at me intently, "Your Aunt Wang is coming? Why is she here? You asked her to come? You What does the brat want to do?"

"Why didn't you? I went downstairs to buy breakfast just now, and I happened to meet her. She saw that our father and I hadn't eaten, so she was going to come up and cook for me. I wanted to shirk, but I couldn't hold back her enthusiasm!" I was full of grievances. look at dad.

Dad glared at me, hurriedly got up from the bed, washed, combed his hair, and dressed... In short, his movements were nimble, energetic, and full of energy.

I stood in front of the kitchen table, arranged the breakfast I bought, and shouted to my dad's bedroom, "Dad, come and eat, the porridge is getting cold!"

Dad came over with a gloomy face, "You kid fooled me? Tired of work, aren't you?"

I looked up at him and sat at the table without saying a word.He raised his chin and pointed to the opposite chair and the breakfast on the table.

"You..." Dad looked at me in surprise.

"Dad! Sit down first, after breakfast, I have something to ask you!" I picked up the porridge and took a sip.Holy crap, this porridge is really hot.I slowly swallowed a mouthful of boiling hot porridge with my face down. Even though my tongue was burned, my face should remain calm.

Dad took a look at me, and sat across from me according to his words. He also picked up a bowl of porridge, stirred it with a spoon, sniffed and sniffed it, and said without raising his head, "I bought it at Songji Porridge Shop. ?”

"Yeah!" I snorted.

Dad didn't ask any more, he endured the heat, quickly finished the bowl of porridge, put down the bowl and chopsticks slowly, and wiped his mouth, "What's the matter? Ask?"

"My mother...why did you leave back then?"

The chopsticks that were just put down by Dad were pinched in his hand again in an instant.I can see my father's frown and the throbbing veins on his hands.Dad lowered his head and hesitated for a while before slowly raising his head, as if he was looking at me, or looking at another person through me, "Yangyang, what do you think? Why do you think your mother left?"

"I've thought about many things... Mom has changed her mind, or you have changed her mind... These are the only reasons, I can't think of other reasons!" I bit my chopsticks hard to hold back the mist in my eyes.Although I never felt any signs of a change of heart among them.

"Do you remember what I told you once?" Dad's face was very solemn, and the words he said were even more worrying.

"What?"

"Your mother is a person with ideals and dreams. I don't want to be a stumbling block on her way, so I choose to let go. If she gets tired outside one day, our father and I will wait for her at home!" Dad narrowed his eyes, The same expression as recalling the past.

"Remember!" I nodded.However, I don't believe in such nonsense anymore.Ideals and dreams are not the reason to break up between lovers, or in other words, how could true love give way to ideals and dreams so easily for so many years?

I lowered my head and drank the porridge slowly, until the bowl of hot porridge was finished, then I looked up at my dad and asked, "Dad, let me tell you the story between you and mom!"

"Okay!" Dad nodded.