thinking far away

The temperature on your wrist and this downpour.

The two homes are not far apart, there is only an alley between them, Qi Yuan wants to return the umbrella to Lu Si, but Lu Si insists on sending him: "My home is here, isn't your home going a little further? Well, it's okay. Thank you for giving me a lecture today, just treat it as my repayment, and I said I won't trouble you. "

The street lamps were turned on one by one, the heavy rain reflected the dim lights, and the cold weather seemed to warm up.Lu Si's expression was serious, and his black pupils seemed to be filled with lights, making it difficult to move his eyes away.

"By the way, Qi Yuan, my mother said that after this rain, maybe winter will come, and the temperature will drop tomorrow, you remember to wear more clothes, don't get cold." Lu Si waved his hand at him, "Then I'm leaving, goodbye. "

Qi Yuan really hasn't been cared for for a long time. In the eyes of his family, he has always been a burden. He doesn't even remember the last time he had dinner with his parents.Lu Si's exhortation actually made him feel like his heart, which had been silent for a long time, revived. Qi Yuan looked at the umbrellas drying on the balcony with deep eyes.

Lu Si didn't come to class the next day and asked for sick leave.Qi Yuan sat in the classroom and seemed to be listening to the class seriously, without the occasional voice of Lu Si whispering to him, there were ripples in the bottom of his heart, but he didn't know why.It rained continuously for three days, and Lu Si didn't come to school for three days.

The deep and shallow water on the face wet Qi Yuan's shoes, Qi Yuan pursed his thin lips, his irritability was obvious.

Because of the humid weather, Lu Si suffered from asthma. After resting at home for three days, he developed a fever again. Lu Si was very uncomfortable, his body was hot and cold, and he even had difficulty breathing, and he was muddled.Qi Yuan felt a little guilty when he saw Lu Si lying on the bed with shortness of breath.

Lu Si huddled under the quilt with her face flushed, her eyelashes were thick and long and trembling slightly, she looked cute.Qi Yuan stretched out his hand to cover the little fat man's reddened face, the skin under his palm was delicate and hot, even burning to the bottom of his heart.

Lu Si was in a daze, the warm and cool hand felt very comfortable on his face, he couldn't help but grabbed that hand and rubbed it on his face.In a daze, Qi Yuan's face flashed in front of his eyes.Qi Yuan...? !

Lu Si panicked: "Qi Yuan? Why are you here?"

Qi Yuan looked down at the little fat man's fleshy hand that was holding him: "Return the umbrella, have you burned it for so long?"

Lu Si found that he was still holding someone's hand a little embarrassed, his face burned even worse, and his eyes were still shining. "No, it's too humid. I have asthma. I just got a fever today. Is it cold these few days? I told you to wear more clothes. You're not freezing." Because of the high fever, Lu Si's voice was hoarse , said such a long sentence for a while, frowned and coughed twice.

Qi Yuan took a glass of water and handed it to Lu Si with one hand, and helped Lu Si sit up with the other, "You've burned like this, and I don't care if I'm frozen."

The little fat man took a sip of water, scratched his face and rubbed his nose: "I'm sick because I look a little more serious than others, but it's actually nothing. I have asthma since I was a child, and it's common for me to be in poor health. There is no one in your family. You should I care more about you."

Qi Yuan slowly repeated: "Do you care about me?"

Lu Si nodded as a matter of course: "Well, are you eating at my house today? It's not interesting for you to go back alone."

"……it is good."

Chapter 4

Winter came with a cold snap after the rain, Lu Si blew the wind on the way to school, the tip of his nose was red, Qi Yuan couldn't help reaching out and pinching the tip of his nose, Lu Si hid back and covered his nose, "Don't pinch, it hurts .” The voice was muffled, and the tone of complaint sounded more like coquetry.

The school announced that in order to prevent virus flu, all teachers and students will have a physical examination, and the teacher will issue a medical examination list before class.When filling in the date of birth, Lu Si glanced at Qi Yuan's format, and suddenly realized that Qi Yuan's birthday was coming.

Lu Si leaned close to Qi Yuan's ear and asked him softly: "Qi Yuan, is your birthday on the 12th?"

Qi Yuan calculated the date, nodded and said, "That's right."

The little fat man pursed his lips and said hesitantly, "Your birthday is almost here, and your parents won't come to see you?"

Qi Yuan replied casually: "I haven't celebrated my birthday for many years."

"why?"

Qi Yuan raised the corner of his mouth lightly: "I don't need it." Only a child who is loved and cared for can act willfully and recklessly, but he never had this kind of capital from the beginning, so he didn't ask for it or need it.

Lu Si paused for a moment, curled his lips and showed a shallow dimple on his left cheek: "Then give me a chance, I haven't celebrated anyone else's birthday, so let me spend it with you?"

"Ok?"

Lu Si repeated again: "I want to spend your birthday with you."

Lu Si felt that such an expression should not appear on Qi Yuan's body. All of this had nothing to do with him, but he had to bear the responsibility of his parents' emotional mistakes.

Lu Si said that he wanted to buy gifts for Qi Yuan and didn't go with him for several days. Qi Yuan stepped on the withered and yellow leaves, listening to the crisp sound, his face was deserted.Moths are willing to exchange their lives for this one-time burning, so it is really scary to have a warm sun like Lu Si, who is willing to endure loneliness after feeling overheated.He is getting used to Lu Si more and more...

Qi Yuan actually didn't care whether Lu Si could really celebrate his birthday with him, and he didn't care about celebrating his birthday either. He always thought that his birth itself was a mistake.Qi Yuan squeezed his fingers, people are greedy, he just became more and more greedy for this kind of warmth...

Qi Yuan's birthday was a weekend, he thought about it and brought Lu Si to the playground.Children love to come out to play on weekends, and there are mostly families having fun inside, even in winter, they can't resist the children's enthusiasm.

"Why do you want to come here?" Lu Si couldn't understand why Qi Yuan chose the playground.

"Because I haven't been here before." When Qi Yuan was a child, he hoped that the three of them could come together once. It wasn't until he grew up that he realized what an unrealistic wish he had made when he was a child.He was never part of their family.

Lu Si quickly understood, and said with a smile, "It's such a coincidence, I've never been here before."

Qi Yuan raised his eyebrows.

"I was brought up by my mother alone, and she has to work to support me, who will accompany me?"

Qi Yuan casually said, "What about your father?"

Lu Si smiled: "I haven't seen him before."

Qi Yuan's expression became complicated, Lu Si stretched out his hand and waved in front of his eyes, "Why are you standing there, let's go."

From time to time, cartoon dolls played by the staff greeted them. After many years, their simple childhood wishes were finally realized.

The street lights came on one after another, and there were very few passers-by at night in winter.The two walked unsteadily on the street, their shadows were stretched very long, overlapping each other for a while, and separated for a while.

Qi Yuan turned his head to look at the little fat man who was looking down at the shadows of the two with half-closed eyes, and asked, "Can you sing?"

Lu Si raised his eyes to look at him, and imitated his way and tilted his head and smiled: "I haven't sung, do you want to hear me sing? What are you singing?"

"Anything is fine."

Lu thought for a while and hummed softly: "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."

The little fat man's voice is clear and moist, which can touch people's hearts on a winter night, and is very heartwarming.

Most of the small shops on the street were closed, and occasionally some were still open. The lights came out from inside, reflecting Lu Si's side face flickering on and off.

"There's a cake shop in front," Lu Si pointed, "I'll buy you a cake."

He found a bench with a leeward wind and sat down, put candles on, and Lu Si looked at him holding the cake: "The birthday song has been sung, let's make a wish."

Qi Yuan curled his lips: "It's a lie to a child, do you still believe this?"

Lu Si blinked, "Sincere sincerity leads to success. Believe it or not, it's a hope anyway. Make one?"

Qi Yuan clasped his hands together, closed and opened his eyes, blew out the candles and cut the cake.

Lu Si was curious: "What wish did you make?"

"It doesn't work to say it."

"You don't believe me."

"I won't tell you that either." Qi Yuan handed the cake to Lu Si, and smiled at him with picturesque eyes.

But just thinking, every year has today, every year has today.

Chapter 5

That day Lu Si gave Qi Yuan a bracelet, Lu Si thought Qi Yuan's hands were beautiful, white and slender with clear bones.The bracelet is thin, with simple ornaments hanging, simple and elegant.The first time I saw it, Lu Si felt that it was very suitable for Qi Yuan.

Qi Yuan raised his hand, "Will you put it on for me?" Lu Si held his hand and lowered his head to tie it on for him.Qi Yuan was not idle either: "Why did you think of buying this?"

Lu Si said without hesitation: "Because it looks good, your hands look good, and so does the bracelet."

Qi Yuan rubbed the little fat man's head, "Thank you, I like it very much."

"Qi Yuan, this bracelet of yours is so pretty, where did you buy it?" Song Keke, the art committee member, asked curiously when he saw the new bracelet on Qi Yuan's hand.

Qi Yuan just glanced at her and didn't speak, while Song Keke stood aside helplessly, extremely embarrassed.

Seeing this, Lu Si replied for Qi Yuan: "It's my birthday present for him."

"You?" Song Keke glanced at him with contempt.

Song Keke looked at Qi Yuan's hand again, and snorted coldly: "Looking at it this way, it's just average. Only when Qi Yuan looks good can it complement it well."

Lu Si was speechless after being choked up by her.

Song Keke didn't know what was sprayed on him, there was a pungent fragrance, Qi Yuan frowned and moved back, put one hand on Lu Si's shoulder, looked up at Song Keke with half-squinted eyes: "You talk too much, don't care What's the matter?" When he looked at people like this, he had a condescending aura, and his intention of defending was obvious. Song Keke was very embarrassed by being put down, so he gave Lu Si a look, turned and walked away.

"Tsk, are you stupid?" Qi Yuan didn't take his hand away, but flicked Lu Si's forehead with his backhand. "You won't fight back when she scolds you?"

Lu Si raised his hand and touched his forehead, "She's a girl, why bother with her? Besides,