Descendants of the Sun Zhimu Xu Sansheng

What Liu Shizhen said is absolutely correct. Compared with A4, we are more familiar with C4, but usually, I personally prefer A4. For example, now, there is still a chance to use A4, which shows that I live well done.

While I was struggling on the keyboard, Min Yoon Ki called.

To be honest, after what happened yesterday, I feel that I have changed my heart towards Min Yunji. No matter how much I hypnotize myself, I can still treat him as a good friend like before, but it is different after all. When I saw his name It was shown on the phone that my heart was no longer as calm as before, and I was a little flustered.

"Hello." The voice tried to be the same as usual.

"Back?" His voice was the same as usual.

"Oh, I'm back." Only then did I remember leaving without saying goodbye yesterday afternoon.

"There is a banquet tonight, can you join me?"

"Uh... I haven't finished the report yet." I looked at the almost completed report, and it would be done in 5 minutes.

"Okay then, but I still hope you can come, otherwise, it's really boring." Min Yunji's voice was muffled.

"In the evening, if I can finish writing, I'll go find you." I suddenly softened my heart.

"Okay, I'll wait for you." The voice over there immediately became lighter.

After hanging up the phone, I leaned back in the chair and closed my eyes.

The decision to withdraw from his life was still lingering in my mind yesterday, but I accepted his invitation again today. As a person, I really have no position.

Feeling a little disturbed, I struggled to continue writing the report.

I stood at the door of the banquet hall in some confusion, why did I come here?Didn't you just plan to drive out for a drive?Why did you come here?It seems that sometimes the body is really not controlled by the brain.

Now that you're here, let's go in.

Yo, as soon as I looked up, I saw an acquaintance.

Isn't this the heroic Major Liu?Look at this posture, is this going to fight?

My eyes moved forward, no wonder, Jiang Muyan was surrounded by a group of men, I looked at those men with some worry, wouldn't his arms and legs be broken?Folding my arms, I watched the show leisurely.

Ouch, shameless, shameless!

He actually asked Jiang Muyan if he would like to be his girlfriend?

Ouch, ouch, really thick-skinned, thick-skinned!

She actually kissed like this!

I looked at the group of stupid men and almost laughed out loud.

It was clearly written on their faces: I knew this woman would be able to handle it like this, why don't I kiss her first!

Well, you can try it, but I'm afraid you don't need Liu Shizhen to do it, and Jiang Muyan will be crippled for you. This woman's skills are also very good, especially after drinking, she is really tough and abnormal!

Then I saw Min Yoon Ki, he walked towards Liu Shizhen and Jiang Moyan by the window.

With a tall and tall figure and a tall and straight figure, at this banquet, that figure is very eye-catching.

Wait a minute, what's up with that woman who is flirting with her head and flirtatiously? Does she belong to a fox?Thinking in my heart, the footsteps have moved over unconsciously.

"Are your eyes uncomfortable? The doctor's eyes must be well protected, otherwise he will be sued for prescribing the wrong medicine to the patient." I opened my mouth mercilessly.

"Oh, here we come!" Jiang Muyan looked very happy to see me, "Senior also said that you have to write a report but it won't come out!"

"Come out to get some air." When I mentioned the report, I couldn't help but glared at Liu Shizhen. Liu Shizhen pretended to be admiring the night view outside the window, pretending, pretending again, pretending well.

"Are you injured again?" Min Yunji saw the gauze on my neck at first sight, and stretched out his hand.

"It's just scratching the skin." I hurriedly avoided, unlike before, any movement he made to touch me now made me a little nervous.

"Who were you talking about just now?" The one who belonged to the fox looked at me angrily.

"Who is this doctor with bad eyesight?" I didn't want to talk to her at all, and looked at Jiang Muyan, "Is it from your hospital?"

"That's right, I haven't seen it much." Jiang Muyan's answer made me laugh out loud. This woman is getting cuter and more attractive to me.

"Senior, is this your friend? How can you be so rude?" The man started whining at Min Yunji again, his voice and tone gave me goosebumps.

"I'm sorry, my girlfriend has a more straightforward personality." Min Yunji's attitude was lukewarm, and he was a girlfriend again. I sighed in my heart. When is it appropriate to talk about this matter?My identity as a fake girlfriend is really no longer suitable for me.

"Are these men crazy?" The man finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned his head and walked away angrily.

"You talk, let's go first." Liu Shizhen pulled Jiang Moyan and greeted Min Runji.

"Did you have a good time tonight?" I said coolly to Liu Shizhen.

"No way," Liu Shizhen immediately had a painful face, "The wound is still hurting."

"It still hurts?" Jiang Muyan immediately looked at him nervously, "Is the pain severe? Can you get a painkiller injection?"

"No, no, it doesn't hurt that much. It's just that it's inconvenient. It hurts on the right arm. The right hand is a little inconvenient." Liu Shizhen answered Jiang Muyan obediently, but looked at me pitifully with his eyes.

Chick, I rolled my eyes, "Stop pretending, I've finished writing the report."

"It's been hard work." Liu Shizhen immediately said with a smile.

"Aren't you leaving?" I looked at him.

"Ah, now that the report has been written, I'm not in such a hurry to leave now."

Hearing this answer, I really wanted to give him a kick.

After chatting for a while, Yoo Si Jin and Jiang Moyan left, leaving only Min Yunki and me.

"Let's go too," Min Yunji smiled, "This kind of banquet is really boring."

I nodded noncommittally.

"I……"

"I……"

The car was parked by the sea, and the two of us spoke at the same time.

"I'll say it first."

"I'll say it first."

"Pfft—" I laughed, "Can you be a little gentleman."

"No, otherwise I'm afraid I won't even have the chance to speak." Min Runji smiled.

"Okay, you go first." I backed down.

"That day, did you take the time to think about me?"

"Well, I think about it." I nodded.

"I've been thinking about you, from the day I met you, all these years, I've been thinking about you." His voice came.

My heart suddenly missed a beat.

Seeing that I was silent, Min Yunji continued.

"If I said that I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, I don't know if you would believe me. But I told Jiang Muyan yesterday, and she believed it. So many people can tell that I like you, Why can't you see it? Or are you pretending not to see it? Anni, life is very long, but it is also very short. It is not easy to meet someone who makes you fall in love. You are used to life and death. People, what else can’t you let go of?”

You are used to life and death.

What can't you let go of?

These two sentences echoed in my mind, making me a little speechless.What can't you let go of?There is remorse, helplessness, and... cowardice.

I took a deep breath and opened my mouth slowly.

"Do you know how he died?"

Min Yunji shook his head, gently held my hand, "My original intention is not to ask you to recall these things that will make you sad."

"I know," I nodded without rejecting his palm. At this moment, I need some warmth to remind me of the icy cold past.

"You always thought that it was because of his death that I couldn't forget him and couldn't accept others. This is indeed a reason, but if it was just like this, I wouldn't be able to get out of this shadow for so many years and stay in prison."

"I was born in Dongguo, and my mother raised me single-handedly. In my impression, I rarely saw my father. When I was a child, I asked, where did my father go? Every time I asked this question, my mother's expression was always more worried than Sweet, after that, I seldom ask again. Sometimes my father will come back, and he can’t stay at home for a few hours. Sometimes, he can’t even enter the house, and he and his mother will look at each other across the road and leave. He is always so mysterious. I don’t know anything about him. Even my mother seldom mentioned it to me. At that time, I hated him so much. Why don’t I care about my mother and me? If he can’t be a husband and a father What should be done, why did you get married? Why did you give birth to me?"

"At home, my mother insisted that I speak Korean and told me that it is the language of my mother country, and I must not forget it. When I asked when we would go to Korea, my mother would say, one day, I will go back, and my father will come to pick me up. We went back because our home is in Korea. But in the end, she didn’t wait for her father to pick her up. When I was 16, my mother passed away. I still remember that day, it was snowing heavily, and the car was driving very fast , my mother only had time to push me away, and in less than a second, I no longer have a mother."

Memories, a crack was torn in my heart, everything from the past whizzed by, for so many years, except in dreams, I never recalled it as clearly as today, it turns out that memories are so clear, no matter how much time passes How long has it been, as if it happened yesterday, even the tingling feeling is the same as when it happened just now, and it has not been relieved by the passage of time.

"The car didn't even stop, and my mother was dragged for a long way. I ran and yelled desperately, until the car bumped somewhere, and my mother was thrown on the side of the road. I ran over desperately, she was covered in blood, her whole body was limp and paralyzed by the side of the road, that face that was so beautiful had been dragged beyond recognition... I stood in the middle of the road like crazy I almost got hit by a car, but I didn't care about that, I just wanted to stop a car and take her to the hospital."

"Finally stopped a car, but she couldn't make it to the hospital. She lost her breath and heartbeat. My mother, who had been with me for 16 years, left me without a word. The doctor asked me When my family members were there, I couldn't speak anymore, I opened my mouth again and again, but couldn't say a word, the doctor could only ask me where my father was."

"Where is Dad? This is a question I have asked since I was a child. I have never wanted to know more than now, where is Dad. Does he know that he will never see his mother again, and when he returns home, he will never see him again." There is no woman waiting for him. The doctor saw that I was silent, sighed, and let me sit on a chair. A kind nurse aunt came over, lifted my foot, and bandaged me. I didn’t know when , I lost a shoe while running, the sole of my foot was cut, and it was bleeding, but in this world of ice and snow, I didn’t feel cold, I didn’t feel pain, my whole body was only stiff, my whole body was numb, I think Crying, but I can’t shed tears, that’s when I realized that not all sorrows can be vented with tears, some pain, obviously painful, but there is no tear to tell, no expression to express.”

"The day my father came back, it was my mother's first seven days. I knelt at the intersection to burn paper money for my mother, and he appeared. At that moment, I thought he was dead too. His soul came to say goodbye to me and told me that he wanted to die. I will be with my mother forever, and I will never let her live alone while waiting. If that is the case, how wonderful..."

My tears flowed out. The tears that I didn't cry 14 years ago suddenly fell at this moment. It was so natural. This belated catharsis finally came. I have never let my emotions and emotions like now. Tears, let yourself go and cry a lot, because of that heavy snow 14 years ago, that bloody car accident, that time when I broke up with my father, how many tears I swallowed, how much grief I have now turned into .

That warm palm turned into a warm embrace, and I hugged his shoulders tightly. His shoulders carried my first fragility in more than ten years, my first collapse, and my first innocence. Retained memories.

After a long time, under the comfort of those palms stroking my back, I gradually calmed down. I leaned in his arms, wiped away my tears, and continued to recall.

"I went back to South Korea with my father, the home my mother always wanted to go back to, and we finally came back, but I am me, and my mother has become a paper photo. On the day I entered the military school, I vaguely guessed As a father, he may be a soldier who performs special missions, but so what, I still refuse to forgive him in my heart. He is worthy of the motherland, worthy of the mission, worthy of the military uniform that he may never be able to wear on his body openly, but I am sorry for his wife , I'm sorry daughter."

"I seldom go home, I don't want to go back to that cold and lifeless home, and I seldom see my father, until the day of graduation, I had dinner with my classmates, and I came home very late, unexpectedly I found that the light was on. I pushed open the door and found that my father was sitting in the room drinking alone. On the table, there was a picture of my mother. If you had picked us up earlier, my mother would not have died. I clearly remember After I finished saying this, my father looked at me with guilt, regret, and pain. But so what? I don’t want to think about it. In my eyes, in my 16 years of life, my mother and My pain is far more than that, it is all thanks to him."

"Huai Ya, do you hate me that much? Dad's voice is a little hoarse. My name is Anni, and I correct him. Dad is silent for a while, Annie, Annie, do you hear me? My daughter hates me, she doesn't even want the name I gave , She changed the name to yours, is this punishing me? I heard him say this, and I couldn't restrain the anger in my heart anymore. I yelled at him loudly, shouldn't I hate you? The person I have the most reason to hate in this world is you! If it wasn’t for you, my mother wouldn’t have waited for so many years and finally died on the street. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have been like a wild child without a father who People look down on you! You know what kind of life my mother and I have lived these years, and what it's like for us two women to depend on each other! I hate you, I hate you more than that! If you still love my mother a little bit, you Should... I suddenly couldn't continue, although I wanted to say it very much. I should go to accompany her, right? Dad continued what I said, and I kept silent. At that time, I didn't understand. My silence made Dad so sad Sad, he desperately wants to live, but his daughter doesn't want him to live."

"In my whole life, what I regret the most is that day, and what I regret the most is that sentence. That was the last time I saw my father. It became a prophecy. He turned out to be true, and never came back. He left me and went to accompany my mother. When I received his relic, I couldn’t believe it no matter what. My mother went, and before I had time to say a word to me, my father also went, taking his daughter Are you punishing me? Punish an unfilial daughter, but why do you use this method? Don't even give me a chance to repent, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, I I don’t hate him anymore, I really don’t hate him anymore, but who will tell me, how can I let him know so that he doesn’t leave this world with regrets?”

"I worked very hard and desperately. From the infantry company to the field army, it took me only three years to do things that other people needed many years. At the age of 23, I became the only female in the Special Forces of the White Tiger Corps. Team members, because I was hard-working, ruthless, and desperate enough, at that time, I really didn’t think there was any need for my life, so I just spent it like this, tossing myself as much as I could, even if it was death On the training ground, I can accept any way of death."

"One time the mission was over and I was given a long vacation. I left the army and had no place to go. After a day of boring shopping, I returned home. But there was a man standing at the door, looking at my house blankly. door."

My thoughts drifted far away, the memories of seven years ago, with warmth and sweetness, that was the first time I met Liu Qing, he crashed into my life just like that, walked the wrong street, Been going wrong all my life.

"He knew that he had found the wrong place, so he smiled helplessly. I asked him where the address was written, and he said that he lost his wallet and the address. What. He said so, but his expression was not flustered, and he still smiled a little, that smile was a little shy, and looked very innocent and harmless. Because he is from the East, I have an inexplicable sense of intimacy with him, A penniless person in a foreign country, I let him live in my house almost without hesitation. He was obviously taken aback at the time, and then thanked me again and again to ensure that he was not a bad person. I laughed secretly in my heart, even if Bad guys, what kind of cheap can you get from me."

"He only stayed at my house for one night, and left the next day. A few days later, he appeared in front of me again, still smiling slightly shyly, thanking me, that's how we got to know each other Yes, not long after, we were together. For the first time in my life, I felt the taste of love. It was wonderful. It was a wonderful feeling that could give me warmth every moment. In the past days, I never had However, I love him very much and love everything about him. At that time, I was very grateful to God. Although I didn’t have my father or my mother, I had him, just like the sunshine in my life, covering everything in me. A love that brought me back to life."

"I didn't tell him my identity until three months later, when the vacation was coming to an end and it was time for me to return to the team, I wanted to tell him. As a result, I met the commander of the Special Forces, and another This is the officer I have never met. Warrant Officer Anni, will be transferred from the field army starting today. This is the first sentence the commander said to me. For me, it was a bolt from the blue."

"I don't even know how I left. My mind kept replaying the things that must be remembered, the special tasks that were unacceptable but must be accepted. When I returned home, I stood in front of my father's portrait, Look at his face, his eyes, Dad, tell me, how to be an excellent undercover agent like you? How to fight against the one you love? How to be loyal to the motherland and still be loyal to yourself?"

"I was originally an orphan girl. When Liu Qing carefully asked me if I wanted to go back to Dongguo with him, I agreed. He was as happy as a child, and I smiled bitterly. He didn't know. , What he took away was not a woman who was willing to stay with him for the rest of her life because she loved him, but an undercover agent who used him to push him to a dead end with his own hands."

"I just followed Liu Qing to Dongguo, but I didn't start my mission soon, because there was no chance, maybe I returned to a dangerous place, Liu Qing protected me too well, I often didn't see him for a long time He once, and I never thought that under his quiet and harmless appearance, there are often such hideous and terrible injuries on his body. Every time he comes back, he will look at me nervously, making sure that I am still safe with him. In front of him, he showed a familiar smile. He really loves me. I never doubted this. Things like drugs and bioweapons that my mission says are far from it."

"Until one time, he was seriously injured and came back, almost half of his life was lost. On that day, he told me that because he refused to take other things except medicine, he was betrayed by his subordinates and wanted to replace him. In short, I immediately thought that the other things in his mouth might be the evidence of the transaction that we have been trying to track down. He was seriously injured and did not leave me for a long time. During this period, I got a lot of valuable information, such as The person who betrayed him was surnamed Lin, who exposed Liu Qing's whereabouts and framed him as a spy. Liu Qing has always refused to use drugs, especially after being with me, he always told me, Huai Ya, when I come back, we Just leave here, go where you want to go, and live our lives well, okay? I smiled and said yes, he hugged me tightly, I listened to his heartbeat, and secretly wiped the corners of my eyes. "

"On the day I got the transaction information, I quietly went out while Liu Qing was asleep, passed the time and place to Chen Jiang, and then came back quietly. He was still sleeping, lying there very quietly. At the door, my hands and feet were cold, and my heart was like a knife. At that moment, I really wanted to wake him up, and then tell him, Liu Qing, let's go, go now, leave this place, avoid these people, just the two of us Let’s run away. I love him, really love him, I’m not going to be Warrant Officer Anni, okay? I’m just going to be Li Huaiya, the Li Huaiya who loves Liu Qing so much, I’ll live and die with him. I’ll go step by step , but my father's face suddenly appeared in front of me, the way he looked at me, the last look, the painful and guilty eyes; and my mother, the woman who always spent waiting and expecting, but never complained or regretted My footsteps stopped abruptly, and my teeth were so painful that I gritted my teeth. On the day I went to the military academy, my father’s words rang in my ears. Huaiya, military uniform, it doesn’t matter whether I wear it or not, and the military badge, whether I wear it or not On the shoulders, it doesn't matter, what matters is whether the belief is in the heart."

"Before Liu Qing went out, he suddenly hugged me very hard. This hug almost broke my disguise completely. He whispered in my ear, Huai Ya, I am very happy to meet you. My heart suddenly hurts When he got up, he turned around and left without looking at me again, he walked briskly, the door closed, and I sat down slumped, crying bitterly."

"Chen Jiang told me not to follow, but I didn't listen to him. No matter what, I want Liu Qing to survive. I believe I can persuade him to surrender. As long as he is alive, there is nothing to be afraid of going to prison. I will wait for him, even if he spends his whole life in prison." , I will wait for him outside the prison for the rest of his life, as long as he lives."

"I appeared very abruptly. I didn't expect that I was too nervous. I exposed my steps. Fortunately, I was far away from the police in order to avoid Chen Jiang. After being pulled in by my arms, I saw Liu Qing and him. The man on the opposite side, with a pair of gold-rimmed eyes, looks gentle, if he is right, he is the man surnamed Lin, Liu Qing said something, the man glanced at me, waved I was let go with a wave of my hand. Liu Qing walked towards me. I saw that man surnamed Lin turned around with a box in his hand and was about to leave. He threw me down, but I jumped up under his surprised gaze, and flew towards the man surnamed Lin. It didn't work, my waist tightened, and I was dragged back by Liu Qing."

"Click, the bullet is loaded, and my gun is pointed at his chest. From the corner of my eyes on both sides, several figures in police uniforms chased in the direction where the man surnamed Lin disappeared. Liu Qing stood in front of me, watching steadily. I, motionless, my gun hand began to tremble slightly. At this moment, there was no surprise in his eyes, and he still looked at me the way he used to, with the gentleness I was familiar with in the corners of his eyes and brows, and he smiled."

"He said, Huai Ya, it's great to see you at this time."

"He said, Huai Ya, your posture holding the gun is so beautiful. I have never seen you before. It really makes my heart move."

"He said, Huai Ya, thank you for appearing by my side."

"He said, Huai Ya, I'm very glad to meet you."

"He said so much, but I couldn't say a word. I kept the gun-holding posture until Chen Jiang came to me. I heard Chen Jiang's voice. He said, Liu Qing, surrender. My I looked at him without blinking, every move of him in front of me was in my eyes, every small movement was reflected in my pupils, I saw him take a deep look at me, saw him suddenly pull out I took out the gun and saw that his muzzle was suddenly aimed at Chen Jiang beside me. Why didn't he kill me? At this moment, I wished that his target was me, and ended the life that I deserved to die under the wheel that winter. , Why bother to let me suffer for so many years, when I finally walked out of the ice and snow, thinking that I finally embraced the warm sunshine, I realized that it was just a mirage, and I was still alone, with nothing.”

"Boom! The force of the bullet's firing vibrates in my palm. It's a conditioned reflex after long-term training. If his target is me, I will let the bullet penetrate my body without hesitation, but...he chose me." Chen Jiang next to me, is it... because I know me too well... I watched his body fall slowly, and felt that my soul was slowly peeling off from my body... I couldn't hear what they were saying at all , in my eyes, only Liu Qing, his eyebrows, his smile, his silent mouth, he said: Huai Ya, I love you. Then I heard a vague echo, passed into my ears, that The voice said, there are no bullets in his gun...no bullets...no bullets...why...my eyes went dark and I couldn't see anything, Liu Qing, his face, his smile, everything about him, what I can't see it anymore..."

Min Yunji's arms tightened, and I felt his shoulders tremble slightly, is he crying?Is it for the stupid man I killed with my own hands, or for me who killed the man I love with my own hands?

"I really wish I could be in a coma for a while longer, even if I don't wake up for the rest of my life. Sadly, this body only gave me a few tens of seconds, as if I was afraid that I would avoid the pain that I had to face. I opened my eyes. Open your eyes, get up, rush to hug Liu Qing, see the shot on his body, you know, everything is too late, this is the first time I hate my marksmanship so much, it hits the heart, there is no luck. His blood It's still warm, his skin is still warm, but I know that he won't open his eyes again, and he won't close his eyes and say with a smile like before, "I'm lying to you, little fool."

"I hugged him for a long time, until the chief of the Korean side came to pick me up on the plane, several people broke my hands and dragged me away. I don't want to leave, I don't want to leave him. This farewell, Yin and Yang are separated by life and death I don’t see, I don’t even have the qualifications to commemorate him in a foreign country. I got off the plane and looked around. This is my motherland, but I have nowhere to go. How did Liu Qing find my home? He could find me even if he took the wrong way, but I didn’t even have the chance to go wrong. I was tired from walking, and my heart was also tired. My body finally Pity me, it made me pass out, and when I woke up again, it was in the hospital, I opened my eyes, the lights were dazzling, so dazzling that I didn’t want to do anything but cry, just cry like that, that’s not crying, how could I Those who have the right to cry, those who have the right to suffer, have the right to cry, but I don’t, I have nothing, I can only cry, this is the only thing I can let myself do.”

"So, the woman I fell in love with at first sight in a coma, the woman who walked into my heart crying silently, after going through such a painful thing, why can she still smile so brightly and live so brightly?" Min Yunji pulled my shoulder, look into my eyes. "Anni, if you turn around, I'll be here, if you go forward, I'll be right behind you."

I smiled wryly and shook my head, "Once the sea was too difficult for water, Runji, you won't understand. I didn't paint the ground as a prison, but I, every step of the way, will never be free."