his cat [Rebirth]

Xing Yingtai was puzzled for a while, and after quietly listening to Chongshan finish telling the story, she asked, "And then?"

Xing Yingtai didn't understand the meaning of Chongshan, he thought that the resurrection of the male ant would be the end of "the two lived happily together", thinking that if this is still the case, aren't those plots just now nonsense?

Chongshan looked at Xing Yingtai and asked without answering, "What do you think of this story?"

conventional.Xing Yingtai raised her head and thought for a while, then said, "Not bad."

"Not bad?" Chongshan said with a sneer, "You obviously think this story is old-fashioned, don't you?"

Xing Yingtai opened his eyes wide, wondering how Chongshan could see what was going on in his heart, and denied it flatly: "How could it be."

Chongshan took off his glasses on the bridge of his nose, closed his eyes, and rubbed his eyebrows.Xing Yingtai said a little dejectedly: "I just don't like listening to stories. You know my... life experience, so I never listen to fairy tales. I don't want to listen to myths either."

"..."

"Of course you are good at telling stories," Xing Yingtai said, "Our classmates all like your novels."

Chongshan looked at Xing Yingtai and asked, "What about you?"

Xing Yingtai thought for a while and said, "If it wasn't written by you, maybe I wouldn't be so interested. But after I find out that it was written by you, I will read every book you have written."

Chongshan squinted his eyes, his expression was calm, and he couldn't see any emotion.

After a pause, he said:

"Actually, that's not the end. What good is resurrection? The male ant has become a man. The first thing he does after waking up is to find his wife. But how can a man find an ant? He loses his senses." He lost his sense of smell, lost his flexible body, and could no longer go back to his own cave. The most pitiful thing is that he lost his lover forever."

The way of heaven is inhumane, and people are like ants.

How can man look for ants?

How can a cat chase people?

While listening to Chongshan, Xing Yingtai stared into his eyes, wondering if Chongshan was angry.

Although Chongshan is Xing Yingtai's elder and is 20 years older than him, it is probably because he doesn't like to go out to make friends and only sits and reads quietly at home, so his personality is sensitive and delicate, and he loves to get angry. His words were displeased.But she didn't say it out, she just kept it in her heart, making Xing Yingtai confused.

Before Xing Yingtai got along with Chongshan, they were always relaxed and happy.As she grows older, that kind of ease is gradually replaced by solemnity, and occasionally Xing Yingtai feels that the atmosphere around Chongshan is different from that of other people.It was a viscous feeling like rubber leather, sucked in the lungs, heavy and hard to breathe.

Xing Yingtai looked at it for a while, and saw that Chongshan's face was normal, she couldn't help but ask, "Are you unhappy?"

Chongshan didn't answer directly, but only said: "You said that you will read every book of mine, what do you mean?"

Xing Yingtai said, "That's what it means."

"If I keep writing books until I'm 50 or 60...will you keep reading them?"

"of course."

Chongshan suddenly lowered his head, paused, then raised his neck, and laughed exaggeratedly.He laughed so happily that he couldn't stop no matter what, his eyes were filled with liquid, reflecting his two shallow moles, it looked like he was crying.

Xing Yingtai was startled, wondering what happened to Chongshan.

Chongshan propped his chin with one hand, his cheeks were stained with a light blush because of exaggerated laughter, he stared at Xing Yingtai, after taking a few breaths, Chongshan said softly: "..."

Outside the window was cloudy, and the wind was cold. From time to time, lightning pierced the sky, and there was even rumbling thunder, which filled the ears.

Xing Yingtai was gasping for breath, his cheeks were flushed due to difficulty in breathing, but other places were as pale as paper, and his forehead was covered with cold sweat.

Xing Yingtai inhaled so quickly, but the strength of his chest rising and falling was very weak. He closed his eyes tightly, and he could feel pain and discomfort even in his sleep, and from time to time, he let out an unbearable humming from his tightly closed lips.

A fat black and yellow cat next to it was running around anxiously. Its eyes showed the brilliance that only humans can have. Because of its anxiety, it let out a loud cry, mixed with the thunder outside the window, which seemed a little hoarse.

After trying a few times, Zhaocai leaned forward, bit Xing Yingtai's finger with his fangs, and took two bites.

Xing Yingtai's breathing was stagnant. After a while, he took a long breath and finally opened his eyes.

Zhaocai almost wept with joy, it howled and stood near Xing Yingtai's arm.

When Xing Yingtai opened his eyes, he knew that he was in a very bad situation. He should stand up and call the hospital for emergency services.

But besides this cat, there was no one around Xing Yingtai.It was so dark outside the window, and there was no one in the room, Xing Yingtai's heart was shrouded in a haze that was too thick to dissipate, and she was too lonely to speak.

He was still immersed in the dream just now, even though he was bitten awake by Zhaocai, his consciousness was still automatically repeating the memories about Chongshan.

Xing Yingtai breathed hard, picked up Zhao Cai with her right hand, and put it on her chest.

Knowing that Xing Yingtai couldn't bear its weight at this time, Zhaocai couldn't help struggling.

Xing Yingtai looked blankly at the sky, pinched Zhaocai's neck with her right hand, and said intermittently: "...then you will stay by my side for the rest of your life."

His face was flushed with illness, just like how Chong Shan had smiled at that time.

Xing Yingtai's voice was hoarse, but she had imitated the tone of the man's speech.It turned out that Xing Yingtai remembered clearly what Chongshan had said to him.

Xing Yingtai hugged the cat in her arms and closed her eyes.

There are fine raindrops hitting the windows, the sound is like flying insects hitting the windshield, the number is huge and shocking.

The only glimmer of light was completely obscured by clouds, and the room was pitch black.

Xing Yingtai's breathing became more and more difficult, until she almost lost consciousness.

At some point, he suddenly felt a weight on his body, and the fluffy hands on his hands became smooth and cold, slippery and unstoppable.

There was a sound of rushing around, and a flash of lightning happened to pass by at this moment. Xing Yingtai saw a pair of yellow eyes in the slits of her eyes that were almost closed, and there were two very shallow moles of tears under the eyes.That was his familiar face, everything was familiar, except that it shouldn't appear here.

Xing Yingtai felt a sudden realization, yes, he thought, he... is about to die.

The naked man who was about to spit fire lightly held the back of Xing Yingtai's neck with his hand, Xing Yingtai finally closed his eyes, thinking to himself, when Chongshan died, what was he thinking about?

Is it the same as yourself?

When he opened his eyes again, Xing Yingtai felt dizzy and his chest was tight. The nausea made him close his eyes again. After a while, he turned his head to look at the surrounding environment.

There was a blue curtain, and the body was covered with a neat and clean white quilt. Xing Yingtai raised her hand to see, and sure enough, there was a bag of transparent liquid hanging on the back of her hand.

Xing Yingtai's actions startled the man sitting next to him. He put down the things in his hands and said softly, "Are you awake? How do you feel?"

Seeing the man's face, Xing Yingtai's pupils suddenly shrank, and she pursed her lips, as if she didn't hear it, and said nothing.

I saw that the man was tall and thin, wearing a long-sleeved sweater by Xing Yingtai, with all his brows and eyes stretched out, and a faint smile, which made people want to talk to him.

Xing Yingtai stared at the man's eyes tightly, her neck tensed.

——Chongshan!It turned out to be Chongshan!

He really didn't die.

Seeing Xing Yingtai's alert expression, Chongshan was standing, but now he sat back.He held his chin and said, "Since you're awake, it proves that you're fine for the time being. I guess you have a lot to say to me, so I won't call the doctor, lest people come and disturb us."

"..."

Xing Yingtai propped herself up with one hand, stood up slightly, moved back, and at the same time looked around to see if there were other people around.

Chongshan wasn't angry either, his temper was much better than before, he just looked at Xing Yingtai like this, and when he didn't move, he urged: "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Xing Yingtai looked at Chongshan, and finally knew why she felt that something was wrong.

It turned out that although Chong Shan looked exactly the same as the one in his memory, his eyes were not black, but a translucent yellow color. If I had to say it, it was very similar to Zhaocai.

Seeing that Xing Yingtai kept his mouth shut, Chongshan smiled, lifted his right leg over his left, changed into a relaxed sitting position, and said, "You don't talk to me, but I have a lot to say to you. Tess, want to know why I'm still here?"

"..."

"Of course because I love—"

"...Stop talking." Xing Yingtai rubbed her painful temples, interrupted Chongshan, and asked, "You didn't inform my family?"

Chong Shan, who was interrupted, couldn't control his emotions, he asked back: "Why did you notify them?"

Xing Yingtai stared at Chongshan, very alert, and carefully scrutinized the man in front of him.

He saw a few clear bloodstains on Chongshan's neck, which were bruised and purple, and suddenly understood.

Seeing that Xing Yingtai had been silent and just staring at him, Chongshan couldn't help but sink more and more into his relaxed mood.He stretched out his hand forward, and slowly touched the side of Xing Yingtai's hair, tidying it up for him.

Appreciating Xing Yingtai's tense expression, Chongshan withdrew his hand, suddenly feeling dull.

He blinked his strangely colored eyes and said, "I'm so sick, I don't want to see a doctor, otherwise do you think I'd like to be discovered by you?"

Xing Yingtai looked at Chongshan's neck, nodded, and said, "You really can do anything. Chongshan, you are too good."

Chongshan let out a 'ha' and said mockingly: "You think highly of me, but I really don't know how it came to be like that."

"..."

"So," Chongshan kept his legs crossed, leaned back, but was short of breath and a little nervous, asked, "What do you think?"