his cat [Rebirth]

Then I thought again, my thick-skinned skill has really been practiced to the peak.

Xing Yingtai saw Chongshan smiling, as if he wasn't really angry, so he turned his attention back to the movie.

Compared with Chongshan's later works, the content of this movie is relatively simple. It starts from the childhood of the hero, and the time axis is stretched longer, all the way to the end of his life.

From the very beginning of the movie, the hero's sympathetic experience is described.His mother died early, and his father was addicted to gambling and owed a lot of money.In the process of avoiding debts, he and his father got lost, and there was no news between them.

At that time, the male protagonist was less than ten years old. In order to find his father, he lived a life of hardship and hardship.Just because of his father's joke at the beginning, he walked all the way from the north to the south, and suffered many unimaginable contempt and injuries.

He also went to relevant departments to seek help, but was later forcibly taken into a centralized management place.It's a pity that the hero is still full begging outside, but he is almost unable to survive inside.

He escaped later and continued to wander.Due to no one teaching and caring for a long time, the hero's personality has become distorted and violent, and he often fights with beggars nearby because of some trivial matters. At the age of 17, he accidentally beat to death an old beggar who had abused him and robbed him of food for a long time.

The leading actor is played by the recently popular actor surnamed Qiao. He has a good appearance, a tall stature, and a kind of pure cruelty in his eyes.

He felt that this was nothing, and killing people was nothing.After all, he was alone, and it didn't matter if he died.

The male protagonist didn't say or do anything, but he clearly conveyed such a message.

Then several events happened, during which time he killed another shopkeeper.The hero saved money for many days and bought a bag of fertilizer that was about to expire. He went to the store excitedly, wanting to buy a terracotta flower pot.The store owner thought the male protagonist had a smell, and entering his shop would affect the business, so he reprimanded him sharply. He even knocked the manure in the male protagonist's hand to the ground.

It was a bag of expired fertilizer that the hero had longed for for many days, and finally saved money to beg the flower shop lady to sell him at a low price.He wanted to use it to fertilize his thin plant. He was so afraid that the plant would die, so he knelt on the ground, yelled in panic, and picked the fertilizer that fell on the ground with his fingers.

The smell of fertilizer was not small. The store owner rushed back to the store and picked up a broom to drive people away, cursing.But the homeless man didn't leave anyway. In a fit of anger, the store owner not only kicked off the hero's arm, but also swept away the manure in front of the door.

The male protagonist panted heavily, like a beast.Xing Yingtai even thought that his thin chest would burst due to shortness of breath.

……

Later, the hero was locked up.The story progressed to a climax.

The male protagonist has no savings and cannot hire a defense lawyer. The court appoints a young female lawyer who has not been out of school for a long time and has just started working.

The female lawyer grew up smoothly and cultivated her gentle personality, but she has a sharp tongue. She met the male protagonist several times and asked him to be speechless.

It was the first time for the male protagonist to have such close contact with someone else, and that person listened to what he said, without ridicule, contempt, or beating, only patience and delicacy.What's more, this is a beautiful woman who is only a few years older than him.

Whenever she lowered her head to record the male lead's words, the male lead would turn his head, wanting to say more to her, and even willing to confide his whole life to her.

The content of the male lead's words shocked the female lawyer. She never thought that her life could be so miserable.She summoned up all her fighting spirit, and she didn't ask the court to acquit him, she just asked not to be sentenced to death, as long as she could save her life.

The following female lawyer's debate was mixed with many ideas from the author Chongshan. He put forward a new point of view that the death penalty can be abolished, that is, Chongshan believes that behind every crime, the government should more or less bear the corresponding responsibility. Responsibility.Excessive pursuit of personal responsibility can make people ignore the real reasons behind crimes.No one can deprive people of their lives, not themselves, nor the country.

Of course, when Chongshan wrote this novel, he was only 28 years old, and his thinking was more immature than later.

It is no wonder that this novel was severely criticized as soon as it was published.Many people wrote to Chongshan saying that if the victim was your parents, brothers, sisters, seven aunts and eight aunts, you would not say such things.Chongshan doesn't worry about having too many debts, and he doesn't get angry when he is scolded a few words. After all, he wrote this novel just to say a few words of nonsense. I never thought that a boring novel full of nonsense would attract so many people's attention.There is no need to consider these nonsense.

Then, after getting along for a period of time, a love affair develops secretly between the hero and heroine.Even though both parties know that there will be no result between the two, but during this period, the heroine hopes that he can feel a little warmth from women.

When the hero learned that he had been sentenced to death, he didn't cry or growl, but quietly looked at the woman in front of him.His expression was indifferent, with a smile on his lips, with a kind of calmness that could see through life and death - he was only 17 years old at that time.

Instead, the woman began to cry uncontrollably. She didn't dare to make a sound and was trembling all over. Tears blurred the tall but skinny young man in front of her. The female lawyer wiped her eyes with the back of her hand again and again, trying to open them Eyes, trying to see more clearly.

The male protagonist's eyes were shining like light, and through the iron bars thick as fingers, he said: "After today, will you never be able to see me again?"

"I……"

"It's okay. Ari, I want to ask you a question," his breathing became short, and then he asked softly, "Do you think I deserve to die?"

The woman was silent and did not speak.

Probably because of the dim light, the actor's pupils are so dark that they are dazzling. He is an actor with outstanding looks, and it is even more difficult to move his eyes away in the play.

He said with a voice like a sigh: "If it's possible... I want to die by your hands."

The man who said this had pure and cruel eyes.

He explained: "I don't want to accept the trial of those so-called defenders of fairness and justice. I only accept yours, and I am willing to accept the trial of your love."

The familiar lines reminded Xing Yingtai of the conversation between the two when Chongshan fell ill and lost control of his emotions that day.

Xing Yingtai asked Chongshan, why do you suddenly want me to do it?

Chongshan raised his head, the side of his face gradually turned red due to blood congestion, what he said at the time was, I am willing to accept your trial.

After watching this movie, Xing Yingtai realized that what Chongshan said at the beginning was missing a word.

After the movie ended, Chongshan covered Xing Yingtai's quilt and occupied the left side of the bed.

After Xing Yingtai put away the computer and came back, she didn't turn off the lights for a long time.

Chongshan urged: "Turn off the lights, it's getting late."

Xing Yingtai blinked.Chongshan understood, he laughed and said, "Your bed is not too small, and the two of us will not sleep together. Please, don't let me become a cat again, or I will be super hungry in the middle of the night."

For some reason—probably because she was tired from the class for such a long time, Xing Yingtai didn't say any more, but after a moment of hesitation, she turned off the light and crawled onto the bed lightly.

As soon as he was lying down, when he was about to feel that he could finally lie on his own pillow, Chongshan came over and leaned his face on Xing Yingtai's shoulder.

Xing Yingtai couldn't help hiding back, he said: "Go to sleep, don't make trouble."

"Why," Chongshan didn't move away, only dissatisfied, "We have been sleeping like this before. You like cats, don't you like me?"

Xing Yingtai said, "That's different."

"It's the same." Chong Shan said, imitating Xing Yingtai's tone, and said, "Don't make trouble, just sleep like this."

"..." Xing Yingtai was speechless, he closed his eyes and did not move.

Chongshan's breath was blowing on Xing Yingtai's neck. Fortunately, Xing Yingtai had long been accustomed to the days when her pillow was occupied by fortune, and she didn't feel itchy when blown by hot air.

In a haze, Xing Yingtai's thoughts flew away, inexplicably thinking that Chongshan was much thinner than before.

It's strange how he lost so much weight when he turned back into a human being, even though his cat body was such a fat man that bothered him.

That is, in the blink of an eye, the weather became hot.

The shaved hair on Zhaocai's body has grown back, and this time it is smoother than before, and it seems to reflect light when it is illuminated by the sun.

Because of the hot weather, Zhaocai began to moult. Xing Yingtai spends time grooming her every day, otherwise catkin-like hairs will fly around the house.

In the past few nights, the stray cats downstairs in the community where Xing Yingtai rented a house are always making disturbing noises in groups. The screams are shrill, like a baby crying, making Xing Yingtai so noisy that even Chongshan is listless.But there is no way to do this. After all, it is also the season when cats are in heat recently.Although some people in the community caught cats and sent them to the pet hospital for sterilization, there was still no way to completely solve the problem.

After a week of this, the stray cats downstairs were considered quiet.But Chongshan still looked listless, and after turning into a human, his hair was not as soft and shiny as before.

Xing Yingtai asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Chong Shan was taken aback, with a flustered expression, and said, "Recently... well, the weather is a bit hot."

Xing Yingtai asked: "Is it because the hair is too thick? Let me comb it for you again."

"No need." Chong Shan waved his hand, hesitant to speak.

Not too thick at all.

It has been nearly a year since he was reborn, and the borrowed body has matured, showing signs of estrus.In fact, Chongshan felt it in March this year. At that time, his body was very hot occasionally, and a small triangle was exposed underneath, wanting to rub Xing Yingtai or something.But the previous reaction was not as strong as it is now. Chongshan would even fantasize about Xing Yingtai masturbating, but no matter how he did it, he was not satisfied. He did too much and was mentally exhausted all day long.You must know that he was pure-hearted in his previous life, and this sudden situation made him at a loss as to what to do.

One day when Xing Yingtai went out to attend class, Chongshan filled the bathtub with cold water and sat down slowly.

Even though it's summer, Chong Shan's skin tightened and his pores shrank when he was suddenly immersed in such cold water.He was so cold that he took a big breath, gritted his teeth, sat down in one breath, and then closed his eyes to endure.

It didn't take long for the body to adapt to this temperature, Chongshan let out a long breath and leaned against the side of the bathtub.He felt the dryness and heat in his body fade away little by little, and he felt very comfortable.

Chong Shan raised his legs, and put his right leg on top of his left.He is quite familiar with this posture. When he was still writing novels in his previous life, he often lay in the bathtub to conceive the next plot, often soaking for a long time.

Recently, he didn't get enough sleep at night, and now he thought about something casually and fell asleep slowly.