his cat [Rebirth]

Words sometimes have very little power, like a breeze blowing through the ears; sometimes they are very powerful, like a thousand weights.

Listening to Xing Yingtai's words at this time, Chongshan's heart was beating like a drum in his chest, he tried his best to keep calm and breathe carefully.Chongshan turned on the faucet, rinsed off the foam from his hands, and after shaking it twice, his breathing became louder, then he turned his head and hugged Xing Yingtai's neck impatiently.

He was a little shorter than Xing Yingtai, but now he bent his legs and tried his best to hang on that person.

Chongshan probably knew vaguely in his heart that Xing Yingtai was using such words to comfort himself. After all, Xing Yingtai had shown so blatantly his resentment and hatred towards him back then.But even if he knew it was comforting in his heart, he was still willing to listen to it a few more times. Chongshan put his face on Xing Yingtai's neck and asked in a low voice: "Yingtai, you didn't see me because you didn't hate me, but... are you telling the truth?" Is it?"

Xing Yingtai let him hang on, neither took the initiative to hug nor pushed away, he looked ahead, paused, lowered his eyes, looked into Chongshan's eyes, and said, "Yes."

"It's not because... I only have a few years to live?" Chongshan hugged Xing Yingtai, took a breath pleadingly, and said in English, "God, don't pity me."

Both of them are English majors, but they seldom communicate in English.Chongshan couldn't find the right words to express his feelings for a while, so he had to switch languages.

Xing Yingtai said softly, "No."

"Then why didn't you say those words before?"

"..." Xing Yingtai thought for a while, and then retorted forcefully, "You were in your 40s...and you didn't have a good life for a few years. I didn't say that, so I didn't pity you."

Chong Shan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly had an illusion, thinking that the back of his neck was licked by the hot wind, and it became hot from the bottom of the ears.He asked dejectedly, "Do you think I'm old?"

"Aren't you very young now?"

"What about before?" Chongshan felt sore, he didn't know whose jealousy he was, "My health was better before, or is it better now?"

Xing Yingtai said honestly, "There is no difference."

"But you thought I was old before."

"I didn't say it, you said it yourself." Xing Yingtai hesitated for a moment, then raised her hand to touch the corner of Chongshan's eye.

In the honest eyes of the young man, Chongshan was apprehensive and at ease, the two contradictory moods came together strangely and harmoniously, Chongshan closed his eyes.

Xing Yingtai's fingers lightly touched the two light-colored moles under the corners of Chongshan's eyes, and moved away after only a touch.

He said: "What I meant just now is that if this continues, I will regret it, so I don't want to fight with you anymore. You too, Chongshan, be good, and I won't hate you."

From the moment Xing Yingtai hid Chongshan in her room, she was very worried that Chongshan would be discovered by her family or others, and she never brought Zhaocai home again.

Because Chongshan is not dead, it is nothing to be found out, he was originally a person full of variables.The worst thing is for others to find out that Chongshan has turned into a cat. How should this be explained?

Fortunately, Xing Yingtai was seriously ill last time, and then he was busy with his studies. For a long time, Xing's parents didn't let Xing Chunlin go to Xing Yingtai's place to bother him again.

However, the college entrance examination was about to take place, and before her parents contacted her, Xing Yingtai proposed to let her younger brother come to her for tutoring.

When Xing Chunlin knocked on the door of his brother's house, Xing Yingtai was sitting on the dining table, holding a blueberry in his hand, and feeding Zhaocai, who was tilting his head and trying to bite with his back teeth.There was a lot of blue juice on its chin.

Zhaocai is still in estrus recently, and has no appetite to eat and drink less water.I asked the veterinarian Chen Banxiao, and Chen Banxiao suggested eating more blueberries, which can improve eyesight and diuresis, which is also good for the body.

Xing Yingtai bought blueberries home, washed them and put them in a lucky bowl.It probably did it on purpose, as long as Xing Yingtai didn't feed it with his hands, it would never move its mouth, and even found a high-sounding reason: "It's very difficult for me to eat such a big thing."

Xing Yingtai said that you can change back into a human body and do it yourself, Zhaocai firmly opposes it, and licks Xing Yingtai's fingers with his barbed tongue as if to please.Xing Yingtai had no choice but to feed her.

Hearing someone knocking on the door, Xing Yingtai squeezed the blueberry's hand for a while, and immediately put the half-eaten fruit on the table. Throw it on the bed.

"Ow?!"

The cat, who was thrown in a daze, bounced twice on the bed, looked at Xing Yingtai in confusion, and seemed to want to jump out of the bed and continue to stick to him.

Xing Yingtai quickly explained: "Shh, you stay inside, use my computer when you're bored, write novels and watch movies, keep your voice down."

Before Zhaocai could speak, Xing Yingtai closed the door, then quickly opened the anti-theft door of the living room, and let her brother in from the outside.

The two brothers greeted each other very politely and even a little distantly. Xing Yingtai dryly asked a few things about the family, and then he started to ask about his younger brother's study situation, which made him seem more relaxed.

Xing Chunlin answered truthfully, then looked around and asked, "Where is the fortune?"

Xing Yingtai sat on the sofa with her back straight. Hearing this, she glanced at the bedroom and said, "...he is sleeping."

Xing Chunlin said 'oh', took out the textbook from his school bag, and spread it on the table.

Senior high school students are short on time, especially in the sprint before the exam. They cannot spend a lot of time studying a certain subject alone as before.The same is true for Xing Chunlin. After studying with Xing Yingtai for two hours, he hurried to the next cram school.

Before leaving, Xing Chunlin suddenly thought of something, and asked tentatively, "Brother, how is Zhao Cai doing recently?"

Because Xing Chunlin mentioned the fortune twice in this short period of two hours, Xing Yingtai was a little puzzled and asked, "What about it?"

"Do you think... um, there is something strange about Zhaocai?"

Xing Yingtai glanced at Xing Chunlin and said, "No."

"That's good." Xing Chunlin, who was a little overwhelmed by his brother, bid farewell and said, "Brother, I'm leaving."

After sending Xing Chunlin away, Xing Yingtai opened the bedroom door and heard the silence in the bedroom.Chongshan sat in front of the computer, breathed lightly, and stared at the screen steadily.

He was so absorbed that he didn't even notice that Xing Yingtai opened the door.

Xing Yingtai thought Chongshan was doing something, but when he walked behind the man, he was surprised to find that he was staring blankly at a blank writing board.

Xing Yingtai asked: "What are you doing?"

Chongshan was shocked, as if frightened, he quickly covered the screen of the laptop reflexively, then stood up and said, "It's nothing."

Xing Yingtai was a little puzzled, after all, he had just seen that nothing was written on the document, so he wondered why Chongshan was frightened and why he closed the computer.

But she didn't care too much, Xing Yingtai said: "Actually, I just thought that if you become a cat, it's okay if Chunlin sees you."

It seemed that he could hear the apology in Xing Yingtai's words, and felt embarrassed that Guan Chongshan had been in the room for two hours.Chongshan's complexion improved a lot. He smiled smugly, looking refreshed: "How about it, am I good? Do you like me more?"

Outside the window, there was the sound of cicadas.

Before you know it, it's the hottest time of the year.

Considering Chongshan's thick hair, Xing Yingtai didn't take him to the company again, lest he faint from the heat in a classroom with hundreds of people.

On this day, Xing Yingtai rode home after get off work.Boys generally don't like to wear sunscreen, and he only wears a white hat when he rides.The strong sunlight made his arms red. As soon as he got home, Xing Yingtai went straight to the bathroom, nodded as he was used to it, lifted Chongshan out of the cold bathtub, and took advantage of the opportunity to wash his arms and neck with cold water.

Hearing the sound of water splashing, Chongshan stepped out of the bathtub, his face was a bit ugly, but he quickly returned to normal.He sneaked up to Xing Yingtai's side in a cheap way, shouting all over his mouth, "Husband, I miss you so much."

Xing Yingtai almost fell into the bathtub, his body was a little stiff, and he warned firmly: "Chongshan, don't talk nonsense."

Chongshan laughed loudly, picked up the bath towel, and walked out while wiping the water drops off his body.

He took a cup of coffee, put it on the table, and flipped through a book he hadn't finished.

Cats cannot drink coffee, so the cup is placed in front of Xing Yingtai's seat.After Xing Yingtai changed her clothes, she also sat at the desk.

He asked, "Why have you been using your human body recently?"

A few weeks later, probably before the time when Xing Chunlin came to study, the reborn Chongshan always looked lazy and idle.For example, when Xing Yingtai returns home, nine times out of ten, he will not see Chongshan in person, but a sleeping cat curled up on Xing Yingtai's pillow.

In recent days, Chongshan, who was dripping wet and lying down for an unknown amount of time, can always be picked up from the bathtub, and he seems to have started to write again, reading a lot of books every day.

Chongshan smiled and said, "Because I'm not a cat in the first place."

"……what is that?"

"Yes..." Seeing Xing Yingtai, Chongshan's mood improved a bit, he hummed a little song cheerfully, "He is a little fairy who works hard and is not clingy."

Seeing him singing happily, Xing Yingtai couldn't help but tease: "No."

Chong Shan pulled his face: "Hey, Ying Tai, you are not being kind. I am so young now, and you still want me to call me an old goblin. How much do you dislike my age?"

"..."

Xing Yingtai, who was misunderstood, was startled, pursed her lips silently, and said, "No, that's not what I meant."

Chong Shan reacted like lightning, he immediately understood, his heart was relieved, and he was in a good mood immediately: "Then you mean that I don't like to work, but I'm very clingy?"

Xing Yingtai nodded.

"If you don't work, then don't work." Chongshan said with a smile, "I want to cling to you, hahaha!"