Edible boyfriend [Comprehensive]

【1】

I was in a dangerous situation when I met my boyfriend.

The new year is shattered, dreams are destroyed, depression worsens, and I am in a state of either committing suicide or killing the person I hate at any time.

Then, the boyfriend showed up.

He did not appear in front of me like a ray of light like in novels and movies, and then bring me salvation, just like the last gentle sunshine in my life.

He can't do it, do you think depression is fun?How much of the online consumption of depression is true?Ridiculous, I wish them those who obviously did not intentionally use depression as a shield to gain benefits, and wish them deep blessings.

Sorry, got off topic.

My boyfriend, he is just a bad guy, he picked me up when I was lifeless and in danger at any time.

Although my boyfriend is also a gloomy person, he can't even save himself, let alone me.

【2】

The boyfriend is a dead house, addicted to Two-dimensional, completely desperate for the real world, and keeps silent every day.

I have to thank him, though, and my boyfriend for stopping me when I couldn't control the urge to self-harm.

I thank my boyfriend for listening to me when I was out of control. When I told him, he didn't say to me like other people, "I think you have time to think about it when you have nothing to do every day" haha...

Even though my boyfriend at that time didn't understand depression at all like those people, he didn't deny me, he just listened silently, and then searched for information to understand what "depression" really is.

I am very grateful to him, and to my boyfriend, who did not deny that I was sick. There is no need to wait until I die, and even if I die, there is no way to prove that I am really sick.

Thank you so much and it's so ridiculous.

【3】

It's great that the boyfriend is a nerd.

He knows the ways of the world, but has social barriers.

He likes to be immersed in Two-dimensional, but he also uses his abilities to be independent.

I like him.

I love my boyfriend who picks me up when I want to die.

I love my boyfriend who was there with me and listened to me when I was committing suicide.

I love my boyfriend who tries to find a way out for me when I'm drowning in negative emotions.

I really like my boyfriend.

It was great meeting him.

【4】

The boyfriend has a pair of imperfect hands, neither slender nor fair enough, compared with the male protagonists in anime and novels, they are very ordinary and ordinary.

But I like it.

I like to rest my head on his shoulder, grab his palm, and play with his fingers carefully, intersecting and interlocking.

If I go out, those ordinary hands will hold me firmly, for fear that if I am not careful, I will disappear.

It's so safe!

【5】

Before I got sick, I heard those who forced me to get sick said, "Be nice to me".

My boyfriend didn't say the words "be nice to me" or "be good for me", but I liked him very much, loved him very much, and felt safe by his side from the bottom of my heart, and also felt that he was very good to me.

My boyfriend is a silent person, but he doesn't hesitate to praise me.

I don’t know if it’s because he wants to give me hope to live, but such a taciturn person who can’t speak a few words a day will look into my eyes with a firm tone when I do something within my power , Praise me seriously.

So shy, such firm eyes, such earnest praise, even without compliments, made me blush.

【6】

The sharp things were carefully put away; the sunlight outside the window shone into the room; there was a small pillow next to his computer; there was a crowd in his kitchen.

Slowly, I discovered that I had invaded his life area unknowingly.

That day, I asked him, "Will you date a lunatic like me?"

"Only with you." He answered me.

I am so happy!A corner of the world is brightened in happy eyes.

I hugged him and cried.

My boyfriend stroked me like a baby.

At that moment, I thought, even depression is not so terrible, right?

【7】

In happy days, depression is really not that scary, because I can see the future.

I want to heal myself, not tormented by depression anymore, I want to become better, and become good enough to be worthy of him.

In my future vision, I want to marry him, cook for him, watch anime with him, visit comic exhibitions when I have time, and have a child, both boys and girls, I will love him, and he will love him too.

Then, time kept going and walking and walking, and when I walked outside, with gray hair all over my head, I was still with him, and he was still holding my hand...

What a happy future, what a beautiful life.

【8】

One day, I went out with my boyfriend, it was sunny, slightly hot, and I was dressed nicely, at least he and I thought so.

Holding hands and shoulder to shoulder like ordinary couples outside, I smiled like a normal person, feeling full of hope, and the shadow of depression has been shaken off by me.

Look at how good I am, without taking medicine or going to the doctor, I recovered by myself~

We went out from the house, crossed the intersection, crossed the street, and got on the bus to our destination. When I stepped on the bus, I seemed to hear someone calling me, and then turned my head...

He asked me what was wrong carefully, and I replied with a smile, "There are so many people with the same name and surname, I heard they called me."

【9】

After a peaceful day, I walked happily for several hours.

It was getting dark, I was lying on the bed, holding his hand, watching him.

He fell asleep peacefully, his face was a little fuzzy.

Some moonlight fell through the curtains, a little cold.

I lied to him, I knew that person, and it was indeed my name.

I lied to him and smiled like nothing happened.

I remembered that that person was someone I hated, a shadow that I couldn't get rid of, and one of the murderers who forced me to become depressed from normal.

He found me, it was terrible.

Next, besides him, more people will find me.

Those who keep talking to me, those who need my "repayment".

They would appear in front of me one by one, tell me "do you want to do it" like in the past, suddenly turn around like in the past, leaving me standing there alone, thinking foolishly, "Hey, why is it different from before? It's the same."

【10】

However, even though I was scared, hated, and wanted to escape, I knew it didn't matter.

Fingers slid across the side, touching a piece of nothingness between them.The boyfriend didn't know when he disappeared.

I smiled, "It doesn't matter anymore, I'm not afraid of them anymore, and I'm not afraid that I won't be like me anymore."

Me, I will soon find my boyfriend, my happiness, my future, I dream, and I will be better soon, better and happier than before.

【11】

Stretching, I slowly got up.

"I just had a beautiful dream, and I actually dreamed that I have a boyfriend. Wow, it's so amazing."

It's time for me to leave these nasty people.

Finally, I can completely get rid of all the things I hate. I am very happy. Do you know how to laugh?

The author has something to say:

Go well, I love.If there is an afterlife, please be happy, don't be nostalgic, and reincarnate earlier.