[Fate] Go black, Sakura

I... my baby has something to say: cry, my baby is very wronged.

Before the Holy Grail, I had a problem, a very big problem.

Jiantong Zouyan, ah, it's that Jiantong Zouyan, I knew he was not a good person, he actually attacked me early on, you're not mistaken, that's the kind of attack in the literal sense.

I don't know what Matou Zouken did to me. I know he modified my magic circuit. I can confirm this by changing the color of my hair, but what I don't know is that he also modified my body. Complete remodel...

I want to kill Matou Zouken, I really want to kill him bit by bit, to see how he dies under my hands, the sad thing is that I can't beat him, and I can't resist him.

Although I'm sorry, I still want to say that Matou Zouken not only transformed my magic circuit, he also transformed the inside of my shell. Huaji felt that that old fellow Matou Zouken actually forced me to find someone OOXX.

Cry, I want to cry sadly, I know that Zouken Matou is not sincere towards me, but I still feel that I have a chance to grow up to overthrow him and kill him, but now I am about to be forced to death by him up.

What exactly has my shell been transformed into? It doesn’t matter if my face is paralyzed and I lift the table, and I lie in the worm bin to feed the worms. Anyway, I have been used to it since I was a child, whether I like it or not, and I can still tolerate the worms.

However, if you want me to circle around with a man or something, it's better to be a magician? ? ?Can I kill someone?Can't calm down at all, want to go crazy, want to destroy the world violently.

You must know that Jiantong Zouyan can change its shell. I don't want to wake up that day when there is another person beside me, and I will often rotate, so I can't help but feel sick, even if I know that I can't kill Jian. Tong Zangyan also rushed forward to fight.

Fortunately, the time passed while I was trying to endure the reaction brought by the shell and being wary of Matou Zouken. The Holy Grail War finally started.Under Matou Shinji's envious and jealous eyes, I became the Master chosen by the Holy Grail, the Holy Grail.

Looking at the stigmata on the back of my hand, I hid in the corner and smiled slightly, Holy Grail, as long as I win the Holy Grail, I can make a wish for him to die before handing it over to Matou Zouken. Not a little bit left, which is great.

After the Holy Grail War started, I summoned Rider as a Master. Rider is a great beauty. She has purple knee-length hair and is tall and plump. I like her very much.

In fact, when Rider was summoned, I fell in love with her the first time I saw her, covering my face. Rider has the same purple hair as mine. Mine was remodeled the day after tomorrow, but she has natural long purple hair. Rider wearing black bodysuit and Rider with a thorny cold temperament completely conquered me all at once. .

Why did I summon such a good woman as Rider, her existence is something I look up to, even though I have the same color of hair as Rider, but when I stand with Rider, she is more like a princess , but I am just an ordinary civilian.If only I were a boy, then I will definitely marry Rider home and treat him well, shy.

With full of affection for Rider, when I realized that Rider didn't dislike me as a Master, I happily kicked away Matou Shinji who wanted to grab Rider from me.Then because the speed at which I kicked Shinji Matou was too cheerful, I got hit.

He, Matou Shinji, when he was running away, let my earrings spill the love | potion, which stimulated the sleeping engraving worms that had merged with my magic circuit nerves, causing my body to overreact and die out of control.

Lovely Rider, brave Rider, my dear Rider, she saved me who was out of control. Rider prevented me from losing control and attacking passers-by. My Rider brought me a Heroic Spirit.

Covering my face, silently ashamed, although I have already lost such things as shame at Matong's house, but I slept with a heroic spirit. , why does this Heroic Spirit cooperate! ! !

Silently throwing myself into Rider's arms, I felt better while rubbing against her.My life is really sad. The good second lady of the Tohsaka family has not been a few years, and the happy life has not been enough, so I was adopted by Tohsaka Tokiomi, and the adoption is fine, but I was adopted by someone who has time. Kiri Zouken is the Matou family of the old monster.

On the first day when I came to Matou's house, I was thrown to the worm warehouse just after being adopted. That was child abuse. I was a little loli at that time.This monster, Matou Zouyan, used me non-stop. Even Kariya, the only conscience of the Matou family, and Uncle Kariya, who wanted to save me, died.

It is also thanks to my tenacious soul that my consciousness was not completely wiped out in the Matou family. Fortunately, I have always had a thought of killing Matou's dirty inkstone that brought me harm, so I will not be gradually destroyed by Matou Shinji. She can protect herself when she is twisted by the education of the Matou family.I can't beat the big monster Matou Zouken, but I am confident that I can take down the small boss Matou Shinji.

Sometimes when lying in the worm bin and being invaded from head to toe by worms, I would think, my human soul in two lifetimes has lived such a miserable life, if it were a real little girl, she would become What does it look like?I'm afraid it has been twisted under the circumstances of being abandoned, hurt, and having nowhere to rescue.

I like Emiya Shirou, I am sleeping with someone else, even if someone else is a Heroic Spirit, apart from me, Rider and this red A, only Shinji Matou may know about this matter, I am still a little crazy.

First of all, thanks to my more experience, I will not lose the courage to live because of such an accident. Before I kill Matou Zouken to avenge myself, I will not die easily anyway.Secondly, I am a little confused?Um... after having sex with a heroic spirit, will I get pregnant?Although the inside of my shell has been modified a lot by the engraving worms of the Matou family, I still have a lot of functions as a woman.

I can't ask Rider for help in this kind of thing, even though she is the same gender as me, there is no one in the Matou family to help me, and the only one left in the Tohsaka family is Rin Tohsaka who is not close to me. If she knows that I belong to Rider Master, I don't think she will help me very readily.

There is a problem with my mentality. I have known this for a long time. It would be a miracle if I grew into a good boy in my environment.Taking a step back silently, I am a little afraid to like Shirou Emiya.

Emiya Shiro is a very simple-minded person, he is simple and stubborn, firm-willed and strong.

For me, Emiya Shiro is like a bit of whiteness in my dark life. I want to catch him desperately, trying to let him bring me back to the pure white me back then, to my plain and beautiful life in the past.

The shadows brought by the Matou family are much more than what I feel. The powerlessness of being under the control of others all the time, and being unable to escape no matter how hard I run, has always penetrated into my bone marrow. I struggled desperately, trying to catch Living on the planks floating from the sea, trying to escape.

Emiya Shiro has a different existence to me. His simple thoughts are easy to understand after getting to know him, and it is easy to get along with him without feeling too tired. I feel that I can catch him. After being with him I can end my uneasiness and have a haven by his side.

However, I have already fallen into the abyss, become filthy, my mentality is also distorted, full of darkness.I was a little afraid, even if I approached him on weekdays, cheering myself up in my heart, and looking full of confidence, I was not sure whether such a me would be accepted by Shirou Emiya.

But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't get accepted, it doesn't matter if you are abandoned by anyone, as long as I, as long as I find what I can have, what I can't do without me is fine, right, Sakura~

I thank Rider, thank her for coming to me as Heroicon and being with me, and thank her for bringing me an unexpected gift.My eyes gently caressed his white hair, and even his dark complexion and red clothes became more pleasing to my eyes.

Just fall asleep obediently like this, it's so good to stay quietly beside me, within my reach.

With the development of the Holy Grail War, I also gradually felt that something was wrong. It seemed that my functions and rationality as a human were disappearing bit by bit, and then slowly I would become something not like me, maybe something An object that has lost its human functions.

The Holy Grail War seems to be getting more and more chaotic, and it’s becoming more and more interesting. Chaos, chaos, I asked Rider to protect Tohsaka Rin. She is my former sister anyway, and she is the only one left in the Tohsaka family. Damn, after I snatched her heroic spirit, it is necessary to ensure that she will not die easily.

I'm getting more and more strange, is this Matou Zouken's plan?I clearly felt that the feeling that belonged to me was being deprived little by little, and my reason was slowly disappearing. It was this feeling of powerlessness again.

"Want to make a deal with me? I can help you realize your wish." I smiled when the bewitching voice sounded in my ear.

"Deal? Okay."

Anything is fine, as long as my wish can be fulfilled, I don't mind making a deal with him, anyway, I have nothing to lose, right?Rather than becoming a puppet controlled by Matou Zouken, I would rather die with him.

It doesn't matter if I die, but I want to live now, I want to live with Rider, now I have someone who cares about me, I have a heroic spirit bound by me, and then I just need to kill Matou Zouken, just find a way to make the heroic spirits survive by relying on my magic power.

"Hey, Holy Grail, you will help me."

Yes, I am you!

The author has something to say:

In fact, the red A line is much more difficult to write than Emiya Shiro...

This Sakura has finally become black and sick~ I didn’t write out why Red A was easily kidnapped by Rider, I can make up my mind, this future Red A likes Sakura, and was kidnapped according to history...

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