[Reverse wear] Marry Guimu Guima

The marriage partner does not necessarily mean a lover, there may be unexpected circumstances, such as: family members urging the marriage to a stranger.

And the lover must be the person I love deeply from the bottom of my heart, and he carries all my love.

—— "Diary. Love View"

I am very grateful.

Yes, I am very glad that I met Guimu Guima.

If I hadn't met him, I might have succumbed to the reality, fought against my parents powerlessly, and then married a strange and unfeeling man. The reason was not because I loved him, but because my family felt that I was with the other party. Appropriate, just walk into the hall of marriage that should be sacred.

I am very fortunate to have met Guimu Guima, very fortunate that I am engaged to him, and very fortunate that I will marry him.

Even getting engaged was a challenge in the beginning.

My parents are not optimistic about the relationship between Guimu Guima and me, and they don't want us to be together. They think his conditions are too good, and I don't deserve him.

Well... I'm done.

I admit that I am a dead house, and I am happy to live in a certain place, and I can stay in the house until the end of time.

I admit that I am a social waste, I don't know how to speak well, I don't know how to act according to people's faces, I don't know how to talk nonsense when I see people, I don't have a high EQ.

I also admit that writing novels is probably the best thing I can do. My grades are very sad and my writing is not very good, but I have been signed by the editor anyway. Although I have signed for a long time, I have not entered a few books. , Even loyal readers don't know how many of them are like this.

I was obsessed with painting, but due to various exams and other practical factors, this hobby and dream died; I was obsessed with dancing, but I gave up because of laziness, and my figure also lost shape.

I'm not tall, I'm not slender, and my academic performance depends on whether I work hard a few days before the exam.I am like this, very ordinary, so ordinary that eight out of ten girls are exactly like me.

I don't deny that my parents think that I am not worthy of Guimu Guima.Doesn’t it mean that people must have self-knowledge?I'm very self-aware, and I'm very aware of my shortcomings and the conditions I have.

According to this analysis, whether the family conditions are good or the personal conditions are good, Guimu Guima and I are indeed not at the same level, he is much better than me.

And it turned out—I'm still engaged to him.

Before getting engaged, after my parents thought I was not suitable with him, I had a forced blind date. I didn't know that I was going on a blind date in two hours until all the blind date people came to the matchmaker's house. .

I protested with my parents that I didn't want to go, but it was useless and I was suppressed.Parents have made up their minds that they will not let their children resist them, and no matter how much the children resist, it is useless.To be honest, even parents are a member of human beings, and as long as human beings are determined to be ruthless, even their relatives will do it.This can be seen from some news related to parents and children.

I originally wanted to write a love story, a love story between me and Guimu Guima from meeting to acquaintance, falling in love and getting married.But after I started to write, I suddenly realized how deeply I was hurt before he met and healed me, so that the wound he comforted until now still has ugly scars.

I wanted to share how I was cured little by little to the people who read the story, but when I saw that I hadn't completely removed the scars, I fell silent.

Then I told Guimu Guima about my thoughts.

He said: "When you ignore the wound with busyness and decadence, the wound will not disappear. It still exists and is still bleeding. Only when you really face it and make up your mind to treat it can it recover. "

My wounds come from my personality. I know myself too well, but I lack the self-control to correct it, so I can't help but hurt myself completely. If it continues, I will eventually be completely disappointed in others and myself .

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What's it like to be engaged?

If the other person is not someone I like, I don't feel much about it.And when the other party is Guimu Guima, I feel very happy and happy~

Things were done so quickly that I became a fiancée with him before I was ready.I don't know how he convinced my parents, all I know is that shortly after the engagement, we even started talking about the wedding date.

As he said, Guimu Guima and I have a house that belongs to both of us, and a small nest that belongs to us alone.Everything in the room was planned and furnished by the two of us together.

He likes to play games. He has a game room that belongs to him alone. Now his game room is not fully furnished and lacks many games.I am a little guilty about this, in our place, it is not as convenient to buy games where he originally was.

I like reading books, I have a study that belongs to me, I finally got the long-awaited bookshelf, I can put the books I have collected for a long time on my bookshelf solemnly.Of course, my study does not only belong to me, he can also share it with me.

It is a very happy thing to fall in love and live with someone who is compatible with you.The time with him, even going out, which I hate, has become better.

There is no vigorous ups and downs of love every minute and every second, and there is no silence so that there is nothing to say except "what to eat today" and "how is the child?"Between us is very plain, plain and comfortable, this is love, our love.

Two people can nest together in the corner, I use the computer to code, he sleeps next to me and plays his game, it seems that the two of them have nothing to do with each other, they are immersed in their own world, but they tolerate each other, I know they What are you playing?He knows the stories I write.

When we got up early, the two of us walked together against the morning light and breathed the fresh air; when the sun was setting, I would occasionally feel melancholy, and I would lean on him and lie on his chest wantonly.

At night, I will not be afraid of falling asleep and not waking up, hugging each other and feeling the existence of each other.

I am a special existence to him and Guimu Guima.Why is he not like this to me?

Falling in love is easy, but staying together is too difficult.It is easy to meet, but difficult to continue.

I didn't ask him how he found me through time and space, nor did I ask him when he would return to his world.

He didn't ask me to change, and he didn't order me to revolve around him.

Before I met Guimu Guima, before I met this person beside me, all my ideas had become empty talk. Only after I met him did I know how to realize it.

Thanks for your presence.

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Guimu Guima: About some things you don't know.

1. The first time.

Guimu Guima opened her eyes for the first time because of her deep desire.

"If it's the god-sama Katsuragi Keima, he must be able to save me like those girls in anime."

"...Master God, please help me, I can't hold on any longer..."

2. Save manuscripts.

Guimu Guima was a little depressed. The novel she wrote based on him had just opened the full text of the manuscript, and she put it down again.

"Hey, hey, did you say you loved me? Did you say you admired me? You left me aside again, who should I write about this time? Can I apply to delete his character and replace it with me?" Guimu Guima thought.

3. Live.

Guimu Guima lives in another dimension, which is what she refers to as Two-dimensional.The world he lives in is not a single world. For example, there is a basketball court not far from his home, and there is a group of miracle generations with red, green, blue and purple hair who often play basketball there.If he went to the library, he would meet a handsome man with black hair and black eyes, who looked young—Krollo Ruxilu.

They live in this world together, they all know each other's existence, and they all know where they come from, each has its own personality, and its own unique story with her.

They were born in her love and liking, and they will gradually weaken and disappear because of her gradual forgetting.

4. Stories.

Sometimes they are glad that she is an author, and an author who likes to write fan fiction, even if she digs a lot of holes on a whim, and then forgets about it after she dies.

She will never know that these fan stories she wrote are like a life for them. In these stories, they will meet a different kind of her, gentle, cute, willful, arrogant, and exciting. What people like, what people hate... Each of these different protagonists has her own color.

Guimu Guima has also seen her differently, and heard her inner voice.Guimu Guima has seen her helplessly holding him and crying, and she has also seen her bright and sunny face when she smiles.

"I like her, I love her." Guimu Guima said.

5. Crossing.

Her sadness lasted too long, and the sky of their world was covered with a layer of gray blue, which lasted for a long time.

They all wanted to be by her side and be with her, the woman who had created their existence and given them all their affection.But they are powerless, even the most omnipotent person in her heart is helpless.

After all, they are separated from her by a dimension, a world, and an untouchable future.

I don't know how long it took, until the dark sky caused by her sadness receded, they didn't relax, but began to study the reverse travel method of time travel.

For things like traveling through time and space, Guimu Guima is helpless. He has read a lot of novels written by her and read the books she has read, but after all, those are not the majors he is good at.

The other people who lived with him began to unite gradually, and everyone was working hard to contribute their own strength - just to cross back to her side.