[Hokage] Eternal Light

Hello everyone, you may not believe me when I tell you, but I am actually Sakumo Hatake Motoshige.

My wife is Nagaaki Aikawa.

We met in Kawa no Kuni when she was 11 years old.

She had low self-esteem at the beginning, but her conditions are actually very good. After her character flaws were corrected by her, she also became a sought after female ninja with ideal conditions.

...It's a good thing she doesn't have a high EQ.

Then we experienced an explosion at a festival, and she almost became a pain in my heart. The kimono I promised to buy for her was also bought, but she never woke up.

Fortunately, she woke up.It was just almost a farewell, I... proposed to her.This seems to be a bit fast, I proposed marriage directly without any relationship between us, but the panic of almost losing made me feel her existence and feel at ease only in this way.

Soon, we got a marriage certificate and held a wedding a year later.

Within a few years, the war began.

Chang Ming's teachers, teammates, and friends kept leaving...so did mine.

Her health is not very good, not because of health problems, but because of the palace cold brought out of her mother's womb, it is difficult for her to conceive.

And I asked the doctor in advance for this matter every time she had a physical examination.

Because it is difficult to conceive, I don't want to make her sad. The scariest thing for a girl is not getting hurt but being unable to have children.

I silently kept this secret in my heart.

Chang Ming will definitely feel uncomfortable.

Although I don't particularly care about children, I still feel a little regretful anyway.

When I charged and killed on the battlefield, my mind was full of Chang Ming's safety.

Then imagine how happy I was when I heard she was pregnant.Not only because of the child, but also because she can stay safely in the village.

She was sent back to the village, and I fought harder—to get back alive to meet my wife and children.

When she was nearly nine months pregnant, the war improved, which meant that elites like me were more needed. In order to fight back in one go, I was like a brick, moving wherever it was missing.

So I wrote her a letter.

dead.Tsunade also returned.

I ask Tsunade to take care of her.

I got a letter from Changming.My heart is full of joy.

Then came her death.

I asked for instructions... Fortunately, the war is over, and I was approved.

Tsunade told me about the situation and her last words.

I suddenly felt that the regret of not having a child didn't matter anymore... This child caused her death to become another bigger regret.

But I will never anger my child, not to mention, she loves this child...

I named the kid Kakashi.Chang Ming didn't even have time to name him.

Hatake means paddy field, and Kakashi means scarecrow. I am not saying that Kakashi is as insignificant as a scarecrow, but I want this child—the child of Changming and me—to be able to watch over us.

There was no funeral at all during the war, so I could only look at the tombstone that Tsunade helped take care of, and miss Changmei silently.

There is not much written on the tombstone, only her name is written and it is marked as my wife.

She can't even be engraved on the memorial tablet as a hero.

……

I hastily entrusted him to the nursery, the battlefield... still needs me.

I'm sorry, Kakashi.You have to be strong.

There are many examples around me that never come back, and fortunately, I am not one of them.

It is said that the war is over, but in fact, the situation is clear.Although there was a temporary truce, the country directly pulled and pulled... A full three months passed, and I hurried back to the village—nearly missing the hundredth day of Kakashi's birth.

I brought him back some small toys, and Kakashi seemed to prefer furry dolls.It just so happens that the Ninja Beast at home is a Ninja Dog. Although it is not as good as the Ninja Cat in the Uchiha family, the dog is also fluffy.

I also channeled my own ninja dog to help me with the children.The kid Kakashi liked them so much that he almost couldn't let them go.

At eight months, he was able to eat with chopsticks by himself, and I was very relieved.I'd tell him storybooks too - don't know if he remembers.

At one year old he could talk and he called me "Daddy".

Maybe it's because the newly appointed Third Hokage understands me. I have fewer tasks than before, and I have time to take care of my children.

Therefore, I always have a toddler pancake on my lap.

Kakashi likes to be coquettish too much.I always call "Dad" and "Dad" when I want something, although it is cute, but I also have principles, okay?Can't eat a second sandwich biscuit!No!Can!by!

It's too sweet and it will eat baby teeth.

I glanced at Kakashi, turned around silently and ate it myself.

...Then this toddler cake stepped on the sofa and lay on my back.

He was probably angry.I wiped my hands with a paper towel and thought.

It's probably the feeling of "ah, you don't let me eat and you steal it".I rubbed my chin, tore off the toddler cake on my back and kneaded him into a ball again.

I am still able to eat when I cook until now. Compared with Chang Mingyi, I am far behind. I will try my best to give Kakashi what he wants [except for principled issues], because I hope that I can fill his lack. maternal love.

Soon the small dumplings grew into big dumplings.He can communicate normally when he is over two years old, I think he needs training.Both his mother and I are Jnin, and I'm sure he won't lose to us.

What's more, I will definitely go before him, he must have the ability to protect himself.As for the next thing, let's talk about it, maybe he doesn't want to be a ninja, so he can stay in the village with peace of mind.

Children grow up very fast. My Kakashi is still a genius. He can imitate the knots after watching ninjutsu twice. He first learned the knots, and then slowly learned how to refine chakra.

I train him whenever I have time, and every time he trains until he gets tired and collapses, he will not go back.Well, that's pretty good. After all, genius is not just about talent. Without hard work, you can't achieve anything.

He likes to wear a mask, but I don't know why...I won't say it's because he hates his beauty spot.

This child is very arrogant, sometimes even I will give birth to a feeling of helplessness.

But in fact, Changming didn’t leave Kakashi with nothing. She made some small clothes and a few pairs of small shoes, and she knitted a scarf.

Although I didn't say it explicitly, maybe Kakashi felt it himself. He likes that scarf very much, and always likes to wrap it around his neck. Fortunately, he is not too hot.

The child is always sensitive.

My mission was not completed because I was trying to save a companion.

This brought loss to Konoha, and I was blamed by thousands of people.

Originally, I might be able to be sent home for a few months as Sandai said, and then come out to do tasks.

But I couldn't accept the accusation of "why did you save me" from the rescued companion.

Maybe my psychological defense is very weak, but I did lose my enthusiasm for Konoha very early. I lost my wife, and no one can comfort me. Kakashi is still too young, I have already... Tired of war.

This is great, Kakashi is already independent, he can cook and live by himself.

So, although I am very sorry, but Kakashi, Dad, I am really tired, and I want to see your mother.

I may not be suitable to be a good father, how I wish that when I steal the sandwich biscuits that you can't eat, there will be a person next to me to stop me, and say to me with akimbo, "You, even snatch the children's snacks! "

I miss your mother very much, she is like her name, she is always alive in my heart, I have left her there for seven years, Kakashi, I know you are strong, I am sorry, please forgive me.

Farewell, Kakashi.

……

I'm Kakashi, Hatake Kakashi.

My mother died to give birth to me, my father committed suicide.None of them can be engraved on the memorial tablet.

I don't think companions are important because of his suicide.

However, I also realized the importance of my companion because of his death, and I suddenly understood what my father did.

But I accepted his gift but failed to keep the promise to protect Lin, and I even killed her myself.

I always feel that there is blood on my hands that cannot be washed off, and I have nightmares all night long.

Later, I entered Anbu, and I lost my teacher and teacher's wife, and they all died because of Kyuubi.

Only one newborn dumpling was left.

Tuanzi became my student and he grew a lot.

When Payne cloned himself and wanted to kill Dingji, he suddenly felt helpless in his heart. This is my last... Chakra, and it's not bad to die here. At least I saved Dingji, and I can... On the monument, right?

Father, mother, I have come to see you.

And when I opened my eyes again, I actually saw the back of my mother smiling at me and my father sitting by the campfire.

Ah, that would be great.

……

My name is Senju Tsunade, and I am the granddaughter of the first Hokage.

In my life, I was spoiled when I was young, and lost my only brother and my lover when I was young.

Later, he lost his friend Chang Ming.

My lover who was not saved because of my personal rescue suffered from hemophobia, and I took the deceased lover's niece away.

Orochimaru defected to the village.

Jiraiya also travels the world.

Later, the Fourth Hokage died.

I was walking, and suddenly one day I heard that Uchiha had been exterminated.

Then my teacher died because of my teammates attacking the village.

I became Fifth Hokage.

A few years later, Ji Lai also went to investigate the Akatsuki organization, and he died just like that.I'm already ready to accept him.I actually won the bet.

Sasuke also killed Orochimaru.

Payne attacked the village, and Kakashi, the son of Sakumo and Nagaaki, also died.

When Naruto came back and asked about it, I really couldn't say it.

Teammates, teachers, friends...they all died.

This time, finally, only me is left.

When I unsealed the chakra supply for the village to heal my wounds, although I knew that I would not die if I was overdrawn like this, I didn't feel it in my heart-in fact, it would be good to die like this.

What I hated the most before was Hokage. From the first generation to the fourth generation, they all sacrificed for the village.

And when I was over fifty years old, I finally became the kind of person I hated the most.

The author has something to say:

This is the last, I dragged on for half a year, and finally it's over.

Haven't thought about the next short story yet.