clearly in love

"Sorry, the phone number you dialed is empty... Please check before dialing..." Xue Moran threw down the phone and nestled himself on the soft sofa.Su Yuling came here and took away all his belongings... The school also resigned, and his phone number was changed. When he called Su Mo, she was also running around in a hurry, blaming Xue Moran while looking for it.

"If something happens to Yuling, I won't let you go!" Such a vicious tone seemed to tear Xue Moran apart at any time.And he just kept silent...

Su Yuling just disappeared out of thin air, and no one could find him...

For a week, I have been living like a walking dead.The handsome and clean image that has always been seen by outsiders no longer exists, replaced by sloppy and decadent.

A wrinkled suit, heavy dark circles under the eyes, and a blue beard protruding from his chin.Seeing that he was depressed, the boss of the company specially gave him a one-month vacation to adjust his mood.

He rejected the boss's kindness. In his current state, as soon as he stopped, he couldn't help thinking about that person.Sometimes he wonders how that person is living now?Have you eaten enough and slept well?Have you ever been bullied?Do you think of yourself as much as you think of him?

I have thought a lot about whether it is true...the result is that I can't think about it...

Sometimes he would laugh at himself, laugh at himself for caring too much about Su Yuling, laugh at himself for being too weak, as if Su Yuling left, his life would collapse...

"Su Yuling, you are so heartless and unfeeling...how could it be, how could it be that you disappeared so completely...at least let me know about you, let me know how you are doing, and give me a chance to see you again You, but you don't even allow such an opportunity..."

The tears have already flowed dry, but the unstoppable miss will ravage my heart over and over again, every time I think of Su Yuling leaving without saying goodbye, but I can't stop the hatred.

Pu Minzhen already knew about Su Yuling's leaving without saying goodbye, and she was no longer nervous about arranging a meeting between her son and Ye Xuefei.They also know that they can't push too hard...

It's just that seeing Xue Moran's current depression makes her feel distressed, but she knows in her heart that this is also a threshold that Xue Moran must go through.

There is no way to start a new life without crossing the past, so let him be.

Every night, Xue Moran would always drive around every street in L City, looking for that person with hope.Occasionally, one or two of similar stature would pass by, and they hurriedly chased after them, but in the end they still ended up in vain.

There are also missing person posts on the Internet, hoping to find him with the help of the Internet.Whenever there is a clue, they always rush to the scene as soon as possible, but they are either cheated or some take the opportunity to get close or sell body sales.

He even suspected that Su Yuling was no longer in this city... Everywhere in the city he had been to before, he was nowhere to be seen.Looking at the time on his watch, it was already three o'clock in the morning. Xue Moran sighed and turned the steering wheel to turn the car back home.

When passing by the bar where Su Yuling was drunk last time, he pulled over and stopped.Seeing that the door of the bar was still open, he hesitated for a moment before unfastening his seat belt and getting out of the car.

Anyway, I can't sleep when I go home, maybe I can use alcohol to hypnotize me.

After looking at the fluorescent font of "Night Club" flashing at the door of the store, I pushed open the heavy brown revolving door.I glanced at the decoration in the bar, and sat directly on the high chair on the bar.

"A glass of lemonade and a glass of Long Island iced tea." I habitually ordered these two drinks, and when I finished ordering, I was still in a daze.Laughing self-deprecatingly, he is no longer there, but he still maintains such a habit.

Habits are actually scary. Some actions or ways of thinking that have been repeated over the years will make you pop up when you subconsciously, and then let you go from being overwhelmed to getting used to it.

After shaking the beautiful golden-brown liquid in the glass, against the not-so-bright light, a confused and ambiguous message was outlined.There are not many people in the bar and it seems a little quiet. The music in the store is a lingering saxophone, which confuses lonely hearts at night.

People either whisper softly or fight emotionally for drinks, and of course strike up a conversation.The shop is not big, only a small private space surrounded by medium-sized black leather cushion soft sofas, some of them vented their energy through alcohol, and some took advantage of the opportunity, all of them were more or less dissatisfied with life, and calculated the cost of survival , dangling the only youth that can be wasted.

I planned to use alcohol to volatilize my loneliness, but who knew it was empty after mouthful.Xue Moran grinned, drank the spirits in the glass in one gulp, and took out his wallet to pay the bill.

"Sir, the lady over there has already paid the bill for you." The bartender smiled politely while wiping the wine glass.Xue Moran looked in the direction indicated by the bartender, and was stunned for a moment.

The girl had long, slightly curly hair that reached her waist, her eyes shone with mischievous light, and her exquisite makeup made her originally outstanding facial features even more beautiful.A casual chiffon dress with a well-tailored small suit jacket, a typical office white-collar dress.

"Xuefei, why are you here!" I thought about many kinds of meeting situations, but I didn't expect to meet in such an environment.She still has an outstanding temperament.But he looked a little embarrassed.

Wasn't it, a slouched tie over a wrinkled suit jacket, and hair lying on his head.Two huge dark circles covered under the slender single eyelid, it looked like a man who had just experienced failure.

Ye Xuefei approached slowly, blinking her slender and thick eyelashes, and said with a surprised expression, "Oh my god, Xue Moran. Why did you become like this? I was afraid that I recognized the wrong person just now. She exuded the smell of "Don't get close to strangers." The breath made me dare not come over to say hello."

Without a hint of girlishness, she jumped onto the high chair next to the bar, held a glass of martini in her hand, smiled and greeted the direction to the left, and then turned to Xue Moran and explained, "Today I was pulled over by my colleagues at night, and I just finished my design and came out to relax, but I didn't expect to meet you."

Xue Moran smiled wryly, and teased, "Who made you so unlucky, when I met an old friend when I returned to China, it was when he was at his lowest mood." Facing Ye Xuefei, his mood could always be relaxed, and there was no need reserved confide.

Ye Xuefei put the wine glass on the bar counter, propped her elbows on the countertop, and asked tentatively, "What's wrong? Could it be that you've broken up in love?"