clearly in love

"Have you made up your mind, won't you go back to City L?" Su Mo asked tentatively, "In the past week or so, besides me, there is one person who is going crazy looking for you." After being silent all the time, he continued, "Even if you broke up, you should say goodbye to others well. Just disappeared without a sound, and made others miss you so much."

Su Yuling knew who the person Su Mo was talking about was the person who was looking for him like crazy, but he didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid that he would be shaken, and then ran back regardless.In that way, all his previous struggles would be in vain.

Su Yuling tried hard to convince himself that he left without saying goodbye was for the good of Xue Moran, and he didn't want to see him tired when he was protecting himself and fighting against his parents, and the pain of being in a dilemma.I love him and want him to be better.Even if the person who brings him happiness is not himself...

Since the ending is not necessarily absolute, it is better to give up by yourself, at least, Xue Moran is only in pain for a while.

"He will be tired, and then he will think clearly that it's not worth it..." He obviously said that he was not sad, but when he said these words, he burst into tears.

Sometimes letting go is much harder than fulfilling one's happiness.But he can't regret it.

Later, Su Yuling didn't remember what he said to Su Mo and hung up the phone. By the way, he seemed to threaten Su Mo not to tell Xue Moran anything about his whereabouts, otherwise he would disappear cleanly again.

Quietly looking at the ceiling above her head, Su Yuling remained insomnia in a daze until dawn.

I heard from someone before that when a person thinks about a person, that person will not eat well, sleep well, and then there will always be a picture of two people getting along together in a trance.

It seemed that he really answered what someone said.

Su Yuling turned sideways and hugged the thin quilt tightly, but she couldn't imagine the warmth from that person.Gently close your eyes, leaving a line of tears at the corners of your eyes, at this moment, Xue Moran, I miss you so much...

In a daze, half asleep and half awake, when I opened my eyes, it was already seven fifty in the morning.As soon as Su Yuling's brain resumed functioning, he immediately jumped up and subconsciously blamed Xue Moran for not waking him up.It was only when I looked back that I soberly discovered the fact that they were no longer together.

The corner of his mouth smiled self-deprecatingly, it seems that this habit has been ingrained in him, and he can't get rid of it.

Today was his first day at work, and Su Yuling had to trot all the way out the door, finally squeezed into the bus, and the hairstyle he combed early in the morning was already laying lifelessly on the top of his head.

When they arrived at the entrance of the company, the neat clothes were also wrinkled a lot.Su Yuling helplessly tidied up while walking.Unexpectedly, he bumped into the oncoming person.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I just lowered my head and accidentally bumped into you. Are you okay?" Su Yuling apologized in a panic, not even daring to lift her head.So he couldn't see either, the man he bumped into had a tolerant smile in his eyes.

"Is it your first day at work?"

"Yes." Su Yuling smiled a little embarrassedly.

Nian Lun looked at Su Yuling who was still hanging his head with some amusement, and kindly reminded, "The elevator is about to close, aren't you afraid you won't be able to catch up?"

Sure enough, when Su Yuling heard this, he rushed into the elevator as if he had been beaten, and then remembered to say thank you to that person, but unfortunately the elevator door was closed, and he didn't even know what the person he bumped into looked like. Know.

All morning, Su Yuling was busy getting acquainted with colleagues, work, and the environment, so she forgot about this little episode in the morning.

It wasn't until he stepped into the elevator after get off work that Nian Lun greeted Su Yuling, who was immersed in studying the documents, that he had an impression of Nian Lun.

Su Yuling scratched her head in embarrassment, "If you hadn't reminded me in the morning, I'm afraid I would be late on the first day of work."