The Wolf in Cloth of the City

With such bad associations, Li Chen had a bad dream on the night of the New Year's Eve.

At the beginning, it was still their sweet affection; in a blink of an eye, he was chasing Lin Yu behind; then he saw another man protecting Lin Yu behind him, and he rushed up to fight with that man; It is easy to win, and when he climbed up to look for Lin Yu with all his injuries, he found that Lin Yu was gone; Woman holding the hand of a little boy...

Li Chen suddenly opened his eyes, staring at the pitch-black roof.Slowly calming down his disordered breathing, he couldn't help arching up, pulling up the quilt to wrap himself up.His fists were clenched and his teeth were gritted sourly, but he didn't make a single sound.Li Chen tried his best not to think about things that never happened.And don't even think about their almost impossible relationship...

On the first day of the new year, Li Chen and his special forces had to get up for training as usual.During the fifty-kilometer cross-country trip, Chang Qing ran to Li Chen's side again, and asked in a low voice, "Did you not sleep well yesterday? Your face is a little pale?" Li Wei beside him also nodded and said: "Yes, head, Seeing that your footsteps are a little messy? Did you masturbate too much yesterday?"

Li Chen ran on his own, not wanting to talk to them at all.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Li Wei thought Li Chen had acquiesced.He chuckled, not to mention the obscenity in his voice.On the other side, Chang Qing couldn't stand it anymore, gave Li Wei a fist and said, "Tou is not that superficial human being, you think everyone is like you. Don't you see that Tou is thinking about the philosophy of life?!"

"You still have to think about the philosophy of life?!" Li Wei was surprised. "Do you still have to think about these things?"

"The head is also a human being, why can't you think about it..." Li Wei, who was dissatisfied with Chang Qing, said in a fussy manner.

"Such a wise and powerful person actually uses things he can't understand! I don't believe it, even if I beat him to death." Li Wei's respect and admiration for Li Chen began when he joined the team. He didn't think he was excellent in every aspect. There is anything your captain can't do.

"Tsk, you have an elm bumpy head." Chang Qing felt a little helpless for someone like Li Wei who accepted death.He didn't think there was anything that could blame their captain, but the conversation last night made him faintly feel that the troubles their captain was having were emotional issues.

Here, Chang Qing and Li Wei were chatting quietly; over there, Li Chen was observing the situation of the other people in his team, as if he didn't hear what they were saying at all.

But not long after, Li Chen came to Li Wei's other side, and asked in a low voice: "You are also in your twenties, when will you find someone?"

Li Wei was slightly surprised by this kind of question, but he said without thinking too much: "Let's talk about it when I leave the army. When I have money, it will be easy to find a job."

Li Chen nodded without commenting on his answer, and began to run faster.

Retired... rich...

How could he be discharged from the army.He does have some money, but what he doesn't have is time.

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These days Li Chen's mood is not good.

Seeing Lin Yu when he was on a mission in that city, he did such a thing on impulse and ran away early.He thought they would never meet again, so when he was leading the team to practice, he was so excited to see Lin Yu.

The day he first went to bed with Lin Yu, Li Chen had already memorized his mobile phone number in his heart.But at that time, he thought they would never meet again, so he didn't want to disturb Lin Yu.So he didn't bother to check on Lin Yu's affairs.But when he saw Lin Yu again, all the scruples and distractions in his heart disappeared, leaving only the slender man in a black padded jacket.

When he returned to the army, he couldn't wait to find someone who was proficient in hacking techniques, and used the mobile phone signal to help locate Lin Yu.The comrade-in-arms gave him the exact address the next day, but he delayed finding him for many days.

When he changed into casual clothes and stood at the door of Lin Yu's rental house, he was still worried.Before coming there, Li Chen had been to a hotel.He bought himself lubricating oil, and an enema.In the hotel, I wash myself clean.Then he sent himself to Lin Yu again.

Sometimes Li Chen also thinks that he really is a bit useless.But so what, he just fell in love with it.

Li Chen had long thought that Lin Yu would not give him a good look, after all, no one would like a person who forced himself.But to Li Chen's surprise, Lin Yu didn't really shut him out, he still squeezed into Lin Yu's house by relying on the thick skin he had trained in the army.Seeing Lin Yu sitting at the table, eating fried noodles bite by bite, Li Chen's heart began to heat up, bunches of flames kept gathering towards his lower abdomen, and his back began to itch...

Li Chen couldn't hold back in the end, and did the thing of forcing Lin Yu.But this time Lin Yu's behavior was a little strange, and he began to express his enjoyment.However, Li Chen was keenly aware of Lin Yu's resistance to him.But at that time, he was so happy and happy that he was not in the mood to think about that.

He left early again, but this time he left his phone number.Li Chen thought that Lin Yu might call him after waking up, even if it was to scold him, it would be fine.However, his call never came, never.At this time, Li Chen suddenly thought of his sudden feeling that night, the feeling that Lin Yu really hated him at first.

Li Chen had been enduring it all the time, and finally, after another mission, he begged the team leader for a day off.He excitedly stripped himself and sent him to Lin Yu's door.But no matter how hard he knocked on the door, no one responded, so he went to Lin Yu's work place to inquire again, only to find out that he had gone home.At that time, Li Chen was still thinking about luck, but Lin Yu went home early for the New Year, so it was fine.

However, that phone call on New Year's Eve made Li Chen realize that Lin Yu really didn't like him.

For such a conclusion, Li Chen did not want to believe it at all.But reason told him that was the case.But he was not reconciled, really not reconciled.How can the person he has liked for so long treat him like a passing cloud so easily!Li Chen thought that soldiers should go forward bravely, go up when there are difficulties, and even go up when there are no difficulties!

2016年1月15日22:48:48、、、、、

作者有话要说：2016年1月14日22:47:57