want to be your person

We can't control many things, and we can't easily change other people's misunderstanding of us. Now that we can't grasp it, we have to do better than them, live more principled, and smile more cheerfully. The premise is I want to be happy.

Those who underestimate themselves should give them a chance to regret. We are not useless wood. We use dreams as horses and armored warriors. We use faith as a sword. We do not point to the sky or the earth, just because it is sharp enough to be fatal to suffering. hit. ——XL

Dingka stayed at Chen Mo's house for several days because of the last banquet. It was obvious that his neck was injured, so Chen Mo insisted on asking Dingka to take a few weeks off to recuperate at his own home.In fact, the really cool person is Dingka. During the past few days of self-cultivation, Chen Mo didn't let him do anything, but let him eat and drink... Dingka felt that he might become as chubby as Qian Xiaosan...

"Hey...you're blocking me..." Dingka ate the apples that Chen Mo had just washed for himself, leaning comfortably on the sofa and watching TV.

For a moment, Chen Mo felt that he was a bitch, why did he leave him in his own home.

There's no way, he was injured because of himself, and I've already agreed with him to move in with me, so let's consider it as the pre-cohabitation period before living together.

"You will die if you lift your foot!" Chen Mo was mopping the floor at this moment, he had never done these things before.

Dingka was so bored at home recently that he insisted on pestering Chen Mo to buy DVDs about ghost movies. Chen Mo bought a big bag of them. Dingka has recently become obsessed with watching ghost movies. I was scared, but Dinka was scared at night.

The bathroom of Chen Mo’s house is very big. Dinka thinks of seeing a ghost stretching out a hand in the toilet in the film during the day, or the water in the bathtub suddenly turns blood red... Thinking of these horrible scenes, I dare not Take a shower alone.

"Chen Mo, let's take a bath together~~~" Ding Ka screamed shyly, pulling his throat.

"........." Chen Mo ignored.

The bed in Chen Mo’s house was very big. Dinka thought of seeing ghosts crawling under the bed in the movies during the day, or ghosts sleeping next to the vacant bed in the middle of the night... These horrific scenes did not dare to share with Chen Mo. Don't sleep separately.

"Chen Mo, let's sleep together..." Dingka got into Chen Mo's bed with bare feet.

"........." Chen Mo's expressionless face, Dingka's snoring, talking in sleep, drooling and grinding his teeth is enough for him!

Dingka ate and drank too much and got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. Thinking of the ghost movies he watched during the day...

"Chen Mo, let's pee together~~~" Ding Ka let out a cool breath in the ear of Chen Mo who was already asleep.

"Get lost!" Chen Mo was furious, he shouldn't have bought ghost movies for him!

Dingka is full of energy during the day but always stays at home watching ghost movies. At night, he becomes a grandson and clings to Chen Mo.

"You should watch less ghost movies!" Chen Mo skillfully cut vegetables and cooked in the kitchen.

These few days Chen Mo didn't sleep well at night, it was all Dingka's fault!Ding Ka was fascinated by watching the ghost movie, so he ignored Chen Mo's words.Just as Chen Mo was about to say a few words to Dingka, a call came from his landline at home.

Chen Mo was too busy in the kitchen to spare his hands, besides, the phone was next to Dingka.

As a result, the landline rang for a long time, and Chen Mo got angry when he saw that Dingka still didn't answer the phone.

"Answer the phone!" Chen Mo's hard-earned patience these days was worn down by Dingka.

Dinka didn't move for a long time, because he just saw a ghost calling the heroine in the movie.

Dinka dare not accept...

"You're answering the phone!" Chen Mo impatiently chopped open the bones to make the soup. This is a nourishing soup for Dinka.

"What if a ghost calls?" Dinka hesitated beside the phone.

"If you don't answer the phone, I will use this kitchen knife to turn you into a ghost!"

Chen Mo slammed the knife into the cutting board and made a loud cracking sound.

Dingka succumbed to Chen Mo's majesty and answered the phone...

"I didn't expect that I would call~~~" A thin voice came from the phone.

Where have I heard this line... Dinka turned to the ghost movie that was playing...

It can't be... a ghost!

"Chen...Chen Mo...the ghost is calling!" Ding Ka held the receiver of the phone and turned to ask Chen Mo for help.

Chen Mo glared at Dingka fiercely, this cowardly 2B!

"Hello..." Chen Mo boldly answered the phone regardless of Dingka's stop.

Ding Ka didn't know what Chen Mo was talking to the other end of the phone, but saw Chen Mo keep agreeing.

"I see." Chen Mo hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

"Who is calling?" "My mother."

"Dinka." "What's wrong?"

"From now on, don't you fucking show me ghost movies!" Chen Mo ran away violently, pinching Dingka's face and turning black.

Don't push me too far, push your nose on your face!

Dingka looked surprised when Chen Mo made a sumptuous meal. He thought that Chen Mo would only serve noodles at most.

I didn't expect it...it's a good dish.

Dingka picked up a piece of braised pork with chopsticks and stuffed it into his mouth.

So fucking delicious!

"Chen Mo, have you gone to the New Oriental Cooking School~~~" Dingka said the advertisement.

"Then you went to Lanxiang to learn mining techniques." Chen Mo only ate light food and picked up a cabbage leaf.

"What's wrong?" Dinka took a mouthful of oil and smashed it.

"I will only dig a hole and jump down to make a grave." Chen Mo glanced at Dingka quietly, full of sarcasm.

"Why don't you eat meat?" Dinka was not polite at all, and only picked meat.

"I've raised you so fat that you can't walk and go out to have fun, so I'm relieved."

What Chen Mo said is indeed the truth, the man at the banquet last time treated Dingka...

"Go back to my house to see my mother." Chen Mo was full of thoughts as he pulled the vegetable leaves in his rice bowl.

"Hmm..." Dingka was having a great time eating, and he agreed indiscriminately without hearing clearly.

"I want to tell my mother about us." Chen Mo raised Dingka's face that was about to be buried in the bowl with his hand this time, and said clearly every word.

"Ah?" A piece of meat rolled out of Dinka's mouth.

"But I haven't prepared yet..." Dinka didn't think about anything. At first, he naively thought that as long as each other had each other in their hearts, they would live happily ever after, but some things were unclear. Will come, can't stop it, can't escape, and Dinka doesn't want to escape, he doesn't think there is anything wrong with Chen Mo's relationship.There is no reason to love someone, but you can find many excuses to hate someone. Could it be that you don't love him just because Chen Mo is a man?

"When?" Dinka was flustered.

"Come on, wait a few more days." Chen Mo put down his chopsticks and turned to the bedroom to catch up on sleep.

Dingka saw that he couldn't eat any more meat, and felt inexplicably panicked and slightly helpless.

How should he face it?What should I do to make Chen Mo's mother accept herself?How should I confess to my family and friends?

A series of questions made Dinka feel overwhelmed.

"It's okay, my mother knows that I like men, she just wants to meet her daughter-in-law."

Chen Mo noticed the entangled Dingka, walked to the door and turned his head to say a few words.

"And go to school to bring my things here tonight." Chen Mo yawned lazily.

"Aren't you going with me?" Dingka wanted Chen Mo to go with him. Although the road was not far away, Dingka was afraid of the dark after watching ghost movies recently.

"Go by yourself." Chen Mo ruthlessly closed the bedroom door.

This time I can't indulge him anymore, I won't watch ghost movies after watching him!

Dingka was completely depressed, if he had known, he would not have watched ghost movies...

Without Chen Mo's company, Dingka went to the school dormitory alone.Just as he was about to take the keys from his pocket, he was strangled by someone.

"Little dwarf, where have you been dead for the past few days, sir, I'm so worried about you!" Xia Jian rushed out suddenly.

Xia Jian has been thinking about Dingka for the past few days, and his thoughts are so cold and cold. Finally, when he saw Chen Mo coming to school, he wanted to ask about Dingka’s situation, but no one would even pay him a glance, so he asked the teacher to know Yes, it turned out that Dinka was sick, and Chen Mo went to school to ask for sick leave for Dinka.

"Strangle me to death..." Xia Jian became inhuman when excited~~~

Seeing Xia Jian packing his luggage in the dormitory and looking like he was about to leave, he felt a little uncomfortable.

"Why do you want to go?" Xia Jian knew that this must be Chen Mo's idea. That guy was a rival in love with him. How could a person like Chen Mo with a strong desire to possess and control let Dingka be with him? And it's still a bedroom~~~

"Chen Mo and I are living together now." Ding Ka felt that there was no need to hide Xia Jian, he was his friend.

Even if Xia Jian knows that he is a nuisance or supports him, he has to say it long ago.

"Really?" Xia Jian's heart was broken. He didn't expect Ding Ka to admit it so simply, leaving no room for himself.

Dinka, what should I do to make you think that I am sincere? It is definitely not a joke.

Xia Jian looked at Dingka, who had been tidying up for a long time, sweating profusely and blushing.In the next second, Xia Jian violently pushed Dingka against the wall, fixed his eyes on Dingka's red face that was about to bleed, and kissed him.

"What are you doing!" Xia Jian's lips just touched the corner of Dingka's mouth lightly, and Dingka pushed Xia Jian away with great reaction.

"Bang..." Xia Jian easily slumped on the ground, limp all over.

"Are you okay? I'm leaving first..." Ding Ka originally wanted to help Xia Jian up, but Chen Mo's pretty face flashed in his mind.

Forget it, I was a little cruel to Xia Jian and let it go, so that even if the two of them can no longer be friends, it is better than Xia Jian misunderstood his intentions, and he is more worthy of Chen Mo's trust in him.

"Short!" Xia Jian grabbed Dingka's sleeve.

"Don't go!" If you go, the victory or defeat between me and Chen Mo is already doomed.

Then you will be someone else's too.

Then you'll never quarrel with me again,

Then I can't squander your kindness by your side.

I promise that as long as you stay, I won't bully you, and I won't force you to clean the room and tidy up the desk for me...

As long as you stay, I will get your heart, I can win, and Chen Mo will lose.

"I like you, Dinka, don't you see it at all? Don't you feel anything about me?"

Dingka was silent for a long time when he heard Xia Jian's confession, and forcefully squeezed out a word from his tight throat.

"But I like Chen Mo...for a long time."

Love is like this. There is no distinction between first come and first come when you love someone, but the feeling is different and the state of mind is different.

I am surprised, happy and worried about your liking,

But I just see you as a friend,

Maybe you are just not reconciled, a kind of dissatisfaction with Chen Mo.

Dinka never dragged his feet on feelings.

"I never felt that there could be any affection between us. In this case, we wouldn't even be friends."

Ding Ka's unfeeling words hurt Xia Jian's heart, but he also maintained his love for Chen Mo.

Love is originally the only one, and it cuts another person's heart, but it is a little sweet and warm.

Love is originally a love that pleases each other and burns another person, but it has an addictive desire.

Love is originally a selfish possession, but at the same time, it can give everything including life for one person.

But he doesn't care about the existence of another person's breath.

There is nothing sorry, nothing worthwhile, and nothing that cannot be fulfilled,

Those who have love should cherish it, refuse all temptations, and only be with the simple him.