want to be your person

Some people in your life may not be said to be glowing and hot, but they may bring you the most unique warmth.

Don't look down on those who have fallen, they will also commemorate drunkenly and dream of dying, and they will grow old in a different way.Some of them are not because they are too bad, but because the beauty they once believed in has been shattered, and they cannot bear the sinking that can only be destroyed.Don't look down on them, because you haven't experienced the years like them-how to cross the heart full of devastation. ——XL

Dingka was sure that the boy in front of him was the one in Han Dong's arms in the playground.Maybe it's because the boy's face is too pale in front of him, there is a kind of white and morbid beauty, which Dinka can't forget for a long time.

The boy helped Dinka get off the bus.

Dinka walked with a limp, and the boy assisted him thoughtfully.

"You are very brave..." The boy's gaze was cold, but there was a kind smile on the corner of his mouth.

After hearing the compliment, Dinka immediately became happy, but also a little shy.

"Really, ha ha." Dinka wiped the nosebleed that was about to fall into his mouth, and the blood stains on his hands were sticky and uncomfortable.

"Go to the hospital." The boy looked at Dinka worriedly, took out a neatly folded handkerchief from his pocket and wiped the blood on Dinka's face.

"No, no, I don't have to go to the hospital." Dingka thought about going home and cooking for Chen Mo.

The boy didn't say much, and Dinka took the handkerchief handed over by the boy and wiped the blood on his face.

"We seem to have seen it before, in the playground, do you remember?" Dinka chatted with the boy.

"Well, there seemed to be a man next to you at that time? What's the relationship?"

"Friends..." Dinka concealed.

"Really just friends?" The boy wondered.

"Well, he's my boyfriend." Dinka didn't know why he confessed to a stranger he met once.

"Would you hate me?" Dinka felt that if others knew that he was a G, he would be hated.

"What's the matter, I'm gay too." The boy spoke calmly, without a trace of disgust or contempt.

Dinka and the boy hit it off immediately, and chatted endlessly on the road. During the chat, Dinka learned that the boy's name was: Meng Ke, who dropped out of school early because of family financial reasons, and worked outside to earn money for himself. The younger sister is studying, because the younger sister is studying abroad, the living expenses abroad are already a large sum.

"It's not easy for you. If it were me, I wouldn't be able to hold on." Dinka felt that Meng Ke was very strong~~~

"If I said that I was adopted by a rich son as a bed partner to earn money, wouldn't you feel disgusted?"

Seeing Meng Ke smiling helplessly, Dingka felt a little sour in his heart.

"But that's not your intention, not to mention that you did let your sister go to school, I don't think it's too bad..."

Dingka tried her best to comfort her heart but wondered if the young master Meng Ke said was Han Dong...

"You saw it in the playground, right? The one who hugged me is my employer. To be honest, I saw you and that one in your family who were actually very loving that day, which made me envious and jealous~~~" Ding Ka felt that Meng Ke was trying to hide his fragility and sadness.

Although Meng Ke in front of him had a smile on his face, he had a pair of talking eyes.

His eyes were full of torture and despair that Dinka himself could not bear.

Looking at Meng Ke's back, Dinka only felt that Meng Ke needed understanding and encouragement more than his own sympathy and pity for him.

"Meng Ke!" Dinka felt that he might be another sad self, the same kind of person in the world would resonate with each other, and that feeling had nothing to do with love.

Hearing Dingka's shout, Meng Ke turned his head in doubt.

"You will become stronger, you will have happiness, you will!"

Meng Ke froze for a moment, showing his white teeth, his lips moved, but his expression was firm.

"Yes, you too."

I will be happy, I will.

Thank you, Dinka, I will also silently bless you without expressing my gratitude from the bottom of my heart.

I wish you and your loved ones will be very happy, and hope that the world can reduce the harm to the same sex.

Dingka and Meng Ke exchanged numbers. On this day, Dingka accidentally made a good friend, and he was very happy.

Dinka has many wishes in his heart, but he knows that these may not all come true. The only thing he can hold on to is his original aspiration.

When Chen Mo comes home, he will see a table of good dishes cooked by his daughter-in-law, they are all dishes...

"Today I eat braised cabbage, sweet and sour cabbage, soy sauce cabbage, spicy cabbage, and my homemade kimchi~~~"

Dinka made a feast of cabbage.

"Why is there no meat?" Chen Mo actually doesn't like to eat meat, but he thinks that Dinka's cooking style today is too abnormal. It stands to reason that as long as Dinka cooks at least one dish is meat.

"This..." Dingka threw all the meat he bought after school on the bus, and he forgot to take it, so he had to give up. After returning home, he looked at the countless Chinese cabbages that Chen Mo bought for himself in the refrigerator...

"Why is your forehead swollen like a pig's head?" Chen Mo lightly poked Dingka's forehead.

"It hurts...it hurts~~~" the Dinka monster cried out.

"How did you do it?" Chen Mo grabbed Dingka and hugged him across his arms, pressing his swollen forehead distressedly.

Dingka didn't want Chen Mo to worry, so he concealed what happened on the bus, and lied that when he got off the bus, his forehead was touched by the roof of the bus.

"I remember that the roof of the bus is not that short~~~" Chen Mo sarcastically said while turning a corner.

Dingka didn't react for a while, and after thinking for a long time, he realized that Chen Mo had called him short.

"Damn you!" "What a slow 2B!" Chen Mo flicked Dingka again and his brain collapsed.

After dinner, Chen Mofei wanted to take Dingka to take a bath together, but Dingka insisted on washing the dishes before going to take a bath.

"Why are you a fucking old man taking a bath with a man?!" Chen Mo saw Dingka grabbing the corner of the dining table, and he was a little helplessly funny when he refused to submit obediently.

"Go and wash first, why do you have to drag me!" Dingka didn't want Chen Mo to see the bruises and swelling on his body.

"I licked your whole body, why are you so awkward after taking a bath?" Chen Mo directly picked up Dingka and walked to the bathroom.

"Put me down, I'll beat you!" Dingka's fierce struggle only resulted in Chen Mo slapping his ass several times.

These few slaps actually drew up Dingka's lust~~~

Chen Mo must have done it on purpose!

Dingka sat on the edge of the bathtub with his butt off, looking resentfully at Chen Mo who was putting on the hot water.

"Can't I just put the water in before I undress and take a shower?!"

"I like watching you luo~~~"

"..." Are you fucking kidding me? !

After Chen Mo put away the bath water, he gently picked up Dingka and put him in the bathtub. The temperature of the water was just right, neither hot nor cold.

Dingka felt very comfortable. Seeing Chen Mo gradually take off his clothes, Dingka's face became hot, and his veins spurted to the point of splattering blood.

Chen Mo's figure is tall and thin when he puts on clothes, and he shows a perfect muscular figure when he takes off his clothes. The muscle lines on his body are very beautiful, which belongs to the just right type that Dinka likes.

What I have to say is that Chen Mo has a very sexy collarbone, and above that is a beautiful Adam's apple, even a person with such a beautiful Adam's apple...

Damn it!Is it still a person? !Dinka is jealous~~~ But what is there to envy if you are your own man~~

He is his own, his own~~~

Dinka's gaze kept looking down...

Dingka has a panoramic view of the dense amorous feelings under his crotch, even the giant under Chen Mo's crotch can be seen clearly...

Look at my own...it's a world of difference...

What does he eat?Why even that place grows more ferocious than himself...

"Hey, what are you looking at, you don't have one yourself?" Chen Mo's exquisite face looked extremely charming under the dense water vapor.

Dinka's heart missed a few beats...

"I... mine doesn't look good." Dinka stammered as he spoke excitedly.

"Let me see!" Chen Mo grasped Dingka's little brother from the water with great interest, and Dingka only felt that his body was warm.

"Compared to mine, it's really much smaller~~~" Chen Mo's mouth curled into an evil smile.

"You..." Dingka wanted to scold something, but was stopped by the fragrance that Chen Mo sent over on his own initiative.

Chen Mo's tongue plundered crazily in Dingka's mouth, and Dingka felt his avatar erect.

Chen Mo's wet tongue gently licked Dingka's body, until the place below Dingka's waist suddenly stopped.

Dinka was still caught in a state of confusion and infatuation.

"What... what's wrong?" Dingka's face was extremely red, and Chen Mo, who had excellent control, was going to lose control like that.

"What you should ask me is why don't you continue to lick it?!" Chen Mo licked the corner of his mouth in a ghostly manner.

"Fuck you!" Dingka was so awkward, he turned his back to Chen Mo and was shy...

"Let me rub your back with you!" Chen Mo really helped Dingka rub his back with a towel.

"Ah~~~Wow~~~It's so comfortable~~~" Dingka felt so comfortable.

"It's called spring before I do it." Chen Mo bit Dingka's shoulder, wanting to leave traces of his aggression.

"Get lost!" Dinka felt ashamed.

"Dingka, why do you have so many bruises?" Chen Mo looked stiff and serious when he saw the injuries on Dingka's body.

"Ah?" It's over, it's over, it's over...

"Really? I don't know either..."

"Dinka..."

Chen Mo turned Dingka's body around, and the two of them showed each other naked.

"You'd better not hide from me, tell me something."

Seeing Chen Mo's serious expression, Ding Ka fell silent, and after thinking about it, he told Chen Mo about the incident on the bus and knowing Meng Ke.

"I'm so happy today, I was able to meet Meng Ke!"

What Chen Mo was thinking at the moment was how to kill the man who bullied Dingka.

"Dinka, if someone bullies you in the future, you must fight back."

"What if I don't fight back?"

"Then I'll kill you now!" Chen Mo didn't like the weak Dingka, because he knew that he couldn't be by his side forever to protect him. Before he left, he wanted Dingka to learn how to fight back, how to protect, how to If you really help others, you won't hurt yourself. In this life, at the end, there will always be someone who will go first.

Remember, Dinka, I will love you until I die, and I will love you again after I die...

The author recently did a stupid thing. When replying to two comments, the mobile phone just didn’t show up. I thought I hadn’t sent it, so I kept sending it. On the first day, I used my nasty mobile phone to see it...all my replies were swiped The entire screen was filled, and I was so stupid that I cried... I used to feel good about myself when I wrote articles, but now I can't hold back a word while squatting next to the computer.