want to be your person

As soon as this article was written, it deviated from what I expected. Has Xia Jian's image been completely ruined in your hearts...

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Chen Mo sent Dingka to the hospital. At this time, Dingka's face was bloodless. Chen Mo was so anxious that he almost knelt down to the doctor.

"I beg you, we must save him." There was blood in Chen Mo's nose, dripping onto the ground.

Chen Mo was sitting on the chair outside the operating room door, without wiping off the blood left on his face, just sitting like this.

The nurse next to him reminded him that he had better get a bandage, but Chen Mo ignored it at all. He was thinking about Dingka's safety now.

As long as he thinks that Dingka will have troubles, Chen Mo's mind will be at a loss. A kind of intense sadness makes him unable to breathe. Chen Mo's breathing gradually becomes thicker, and he doesn't know if he can run fast. Too fast or because of the big emotional ups and downs, the heart is very uncomfortable.Chen Mo stood up and searched all over his pockets with trembling hands, but he couldn't find the small medicine bottle.

Oops, that bottle of medicine must have been dropped during the fight...

Chen Mo looked at the operating room and fell straight down, the back of his head was already numb.

Then he was drawn into darkness, he gradually recalled Dinka's vague smile, and then also had a dream.

Chen Mo dreamed about the bits and pieces of memories he had with Yan Luo a few years ago, which was originally a very real thing, but it became illusory in the dream.

Chen Mo dreamed that Yan Luo was standing beside the road and said to him, "Let's break up!"

Yan Luo spat out the chewing gum in his mouth, and his casual tone deeply hurt Chen Mo's youthful beauty.

"Why?!" At that time, Chen Mo could only ask, and then Yan Luo chuckled calmly.

"No reason, I just don't love you anymore." The sentence "I don't love you anymore" shattered all true love.

Chen Mo just watched Yan Luo get into someone else's sports car. He grabbed Yan Luo's hand, but was forced to break free.

"Let's go~" Yan Luo waved to Chen Mo carelessly, is this a farewell?How ironic...

Then Chen Mo from a few years ago was chasing that sports car, and he called his lover's name.

Chen Mo wanted to tell Yan Luo not to leave him.

I have confessed to my relatives for him, and then my parents got into a quarrel because of this issue, one supported, the other opposed, and then divorced, my father slapped him heavily, and told him with a disgusted look: " You are fucking disgusting!"

so disgusting...

But in Chen Mo's dream, it suddenly changed, but Yan Luo was still so selfish and unfeeling.

"Let's break up!" Yan Luo spat out his gum and spit again, just right on Chen Mo's shiny shoes.

Chen Mo was taken aback for a moment, wasn't he in the hospital just now?How come back to the past...

"Hey, I'm going to say break up, didn't you hear?" Yan Luo was a little impatient.

Chen Mo carefully looked at Yan Luo's previous appearance in his memory.

He is still very handsome, small, refreshing and pleasant, the type I like.

"You are fucking stupid!" Yan Luo thought that Chen Mo would keep him, so he cried and begged himself not to leave.

But this time Chen Mo just smiled and did nothing.

Until the sports car drove over, the two of them remained silent.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Yan Luo opened the car door and paused, then turned his head and asked.

Chen Mo smiled, stepped forward and hugged Yan Luo, and whispered softly in his ear.

"Be happy, be very happy..."

Yan Luo didn't expect Chen Mo to let him go like this, he looked a little surprised.

Chen Mo eased his hand and took a few steps back.

"Goodbye." The hatred in Chen Mo's heart suddenly let go.

There was no sun that day, and the clouds covered the brilliance. Chen Mo still smiled so beautifully, and his smile was a bit like the fragrance of sour green apples.

Yan Luo still wanted to say something, but Chen Mo walked away without looking back, and never looked back after walking.

Some people miss it, even if they meet, they still have to leave, and they all have their own lives.

Then... there was no more, Chen Mo was awakened, and Chen Mo realized that he was dreaming, and it took a long time for him to recover.

Suddenly thought of something, raised his head and saw Dinka lying on the hospital bed on his left.

Chen Mo walked over gently, and imprinted his own deep kiss on Dingka's forehead.

"It's you." Chen Mo's voice was soft, a bit like a dandelion blowing gently, but his tone was firm.

If Dinka heard this sentence, he would definitely feel that this sentence is like hard fruit candy, which is obviously not very pleasant, but unexpectedly sour and sweet.

The things I want to do the most, without your participation, I feel that the world will be dull.

Thank you for your persistence, enduring so much pain, and staying by my side.

On the long road, there are you, me, and each other's company.

Chen Mo held Dingka's hand tightly, as if nothing could stop us from being together, not even death,

Second birthday wish: Death can't separate us, we'll be together until the end.

The third wish is also the last wish. After making three wishes, people must learn to fulfill them.

Chen Mo gave Dingka his third wish. On Dingka's birthday, he hoped that Dingka could make another wish.

Chen Mo stayed by Dingka's side for a long time but there was no sign of Dingka waking up, so he hurried to the attending doctor to find out the situation.

The doctor told him that Dinka had lost too much blood and that the glass shards hadn't penetrated into his internal organs. He would recover as long as he rested and recuperated.

Chen Mo still felt uncomfortable when he heard these words. Just as he turned his head, he saw a middle-aged woman asking the head nurse at the front desk with a tired face, asking anxiously what. Chen Mo felt that the woman's face was familiar, as if Where have I seen...

As soon as Chen Mo walked into the woman's side, he heard...

"May I ask if there is a boy named Dinka in your hospital?"

"Wait a moment, I'll check the hospital list."

How did that aunt know about Dinka?Could it be...

"Auntie, are you Dingka's...?" Chen Mo is not a fool, he can think of it with his toes.

It should be Dinka's mother, that is my mother-in-law~

"I'm Dinka's mother, you seem to be Dinka's classmate!"

[Dingka once went to a barbecue restaurant with Chen Mo, Xia Jian, and Mu Yang. The proprietress of the barbecue restaurant is Xi Hui, who is Dingka's mother]

"Well, I'll take you to the ward." Chen Mo showed a charming smile suitable for all ages.

Chen Mo has always had a good memory, especially about Dinka. Why didn't that guy tell himself that the lady boss in the barbecue restaurant was his mother? Afraid that he would despise and laugh at him because of this reason?This guy!I don't even care whether he is a man or a woman, what else does he care about, besides, he is the kind of snobbish, dog-eyed person who sees people as inferior!

When Xi Hui saw Chen Mo, she remembered that he was one of Dingka’s friends at the barbecue restaurant last time. At that time, Dingka’s mother had a deep impression on Chen Mo, because compared with Xia Jian and Mu Yang, he was the most handsome. What's more, there is his crooked melon and jujube son as a foil, and Chen Mo's image is even more radiant~

Xi Hui: This doll is so handsome and polite. If Dinka is a girl, she must marry him!

Chen Mo: Mother-in-law~ You must please her, she must treat her better than her own mother~

Chen Mo brought Xi Hui to the ward, and Dingka had already woken up at this time.

"Mom... why are you here?!" Dingka was thinking about this on the bed just now, so he should not let his mother know.

"Such a big thing happened, you still want to hide it from me, you are going to piss me off!"

Xi Hui has only Dinka's son, and it is inevitable to feel distressed when seeing her son eat shit while being beaten.

Dingka flirted with his mother: "Don't be angry, Mom~ I'm fine~~~"

Then he glared at Chen Mo angrily: Did you tell my mother about this!

Chen Mo shrugged innocently, and then looked fiercely: You didn't even tell the fuck that the person in the barbecue restaurant is my mother-in-law!

"If the school hadn't told me that you had a fight with others and had been sent to the hospital, you probably wanted to hide it from me!"

It wasn't Chen Mo who told it... Ding Ka wanted Chen Mo to cast an apologetic look: I blamed you...

Chen Mo gave Dingka a look, and cut a big apple quickly and handed it to Xi Hui to eat.

"Auntie, eat more fruit. Dinka doesn't want you to worry, so calm down."

Chen Mo showed a healing smile, blinding Dingka's eyes.

Yaya!Mom, that's a lie!Don't fall for Chen Mo's way of a wolf in sheep's clothing!

"Thank you~ Dingka, look at Chen Mo, who is more sensible......"

Xi Hui nagged for a long time, talking about how good Chen Mo was and how bad she was.

It turns out that my mother is also a member of the Appearance Association!hehehe~

After Xi Hui left, Dingka sat on the hospital bed and sulked.

"What's wrong?" Chen Mo gently twisted Dingka's nose.

"You are really treacherous and cunning in front of my mother. You play tricks and hypocrisy!" Dinka uttered a heavy nasal voice.

Chen Mo was a little upset when he heard it, he twisted Dingka's face heavily, and narrowed his eyes.

"How dare you say me, why did you hide that your mother opened a barbecue restaurant!"

Dinka heard it, and retorted in a murmur: "I'm afraid you will find out and dislike me and my mother..."

Chen Mo was really going to be pissed off by Dingka!

"Dingka..." Chen Mo's clear eyes met Dingka's frustrated eyes.

"I don't care how humble your identity is or what your family background is!"

Dinka was taken aback when he heard that.

"I only know that I like you, I love you, understand?" Chen Mo raised his eyebrows.

"Ah?...Well, I understand!" Dinka's reaction was always slow.

"What do you mean?" Chen Mo was a little dissatisfied, and quickly said you love me~

"This..." Dingka paused.

"May I treat you to chicken drumsticks?"

"No!" Chen Mo's face darkened.

"Shall I give you a bath?"

"It's not enough!" Chen Mo was about to blacken...

"Then let me kiss you?" ('ε') Dinka did it on purpose, just to tease you!

"You can't fucking say something nice!" Chen Mo expressed his frustration and always confessed himself.

"I'm thirsty, I'm going to pour some water~" Dinka wanted to get out of the ward and go to the water dispenser at the end of the corridor to get some water to drink.

Chen Mo was discouraged and remained motionless, like a sad sculpture, with traces of sadness in the air.

Dingka walked to the door and laughed secretly: "Actually... That kid Dinka really likes you~~~"

Dingka expressed his love for Chen Mo in an old man's tone.

Chen Mo was so surprised by the sudden confession that he danced like a child.

"Speak louder!"

"I'm going to fetch water~~~"

"..." You fucking wait for me! ! !

Dingka gulped down a large glass of water, fearing that Chen Mo would also be thirsty, so he took another cup of hot water in a paper cup and carefully carried it to the door of the ward. Hearing the conversation in the ward, Dingka was startled and seriously Why is Luo here? !Why is he here... to seduce Chen Mo again? !

"Little Mo'er, is your body still hurting?" Dinka saw Yan Luo holding a bouquet of pink roses on the bedside.

Dinka hoped that those flowers could wither in an instant, and he could tear off the petals of those flowers one by one to take a bath!

Just don't put it on the bedside, ya ya!It really gets worse the more you look at it!

Dinka sneaked at the door and watched secretly.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me, and you don't have to waste time on me..."

When Chen Mo saw Yan Luo again, he didn't react too violently like last time, on the contrary, he was unusually calm.

Yan Luo's relaxed hand gradually clenched into a fist, and his nails dug deep into the flesh, but it was not as painful as the pain in his heart.

"We're over a long time ago." Chen Mo's voice was as light as a feather, but pushed Yan Luo into his memory.

"I was wrong, shall we start again?" Yan Luo begged regardless of the dignity of a man.

Dingka's heart rose to his throat, and every word Chen Mo said was either a fall or a salvation for Dingka.

Yan Luo hugged Chen Mo fiercely. For Yan Luo, Chen Mo was his last straw.

In his water-filled world, Chen Mo is the only one he can grasp and accompany him through ups and downs!

"If you hold on so tightly and don't let go, my hatred for you will almost disappear."

Chen Mo is no longer the boy he used to be, the boy who can only hold back and beg.

The five-year relationship between myself and Yan Luo is very deep, and I may not forget it, but Chen Mo has also forgotten the feeling of love for him.

Knowing the appearance of Dingka, I was surprised that my heart was a little bit excited, and I wanted to get closer. That kind of feeling

It is precisely what Yan Luo cannot give.

On the day of August 8th, Chen Mo thought he would buy a lot of wine and hide at home to get himself drunk. Unexpectedly, he brought Dingka home. The two talked a lot, drank a lot, and then something happened Skin-to-skin contact, and then naturally came together. [This plot was foreshadowed in the previous chapter]

August 8th is Yan Luo's birthday...

But Chen Mo doesn't think these things are important now.No reason, it's just not important...

"I was really wrong, I beg you, please come back to me, I will give you whatever you want..."

Yan Luo wailed, he regretted it, and wanted to turn back, but found that the boy waiting for him on the shore had disappeared...

But Yan Luo was the first to break the promise, and Yan Luo was the first to abandon Chen Mo. If you do it, you do it. If you are wrong, you are still wrong.

"Without me, you would be very happy. I already have someone to make me happy." Chen Mo pushed Yan Luo away.

Chen Mo picked up the bouquet of pink roses and watched carefully.

"I don't like pink roses now, I hope you understand."

Those words, that kind of tone burned the flesh and blood in Yan Luo's heart, and also sowed the seeds of darkness in Yan Luo's heart.

"You will come back, you will definitely come back." Yan Luo pretended nothing happened, and quickly got up from the ground.

Chen Mo wanted to return the bunch of flowers to Yan Luo, but Yan Luo stared at it coldly for a long time.

"Throw it away if you don't like it, don't give it back to me."

Dinka felt inexplicably...sad, unspeakably sad.

When Yan Luo walked out of the ward, he saw Dingka holding hot water, thinking about something in a daze.

"Pa..." Yan Luo knocked over the paper cup in Dinka's hand, and the scalding hot water splashed onto the back of Dinka's hand, which was red and swollen.

"Hiss..." Dinka held back and did not make a sound.

"You wait for me, a lowly person like you is not worthy of Chen Mo, you will regret it!"

In Yan Luo's eyes, there was the kind of madness Xia Jian had when he hurt Dingka, but Yan Luo's madness was stronger.

When Chen Mo heard the news of Dingka and Yan Luo, he was afraid that Dingka would be wronged. When Chen Mo ran outside the ward, Yan Luo had disappeared.

"Did Yan Luo do anything to you?" Chen Mo panicked, looking for any wounds on Dingka's body.

"Nope~~~He didn't do anything to me~~~" Dingka covered his burned hand behind.

Chen Mo breathed a sigh of relief.

"Dinka, Yan Luo, if he did something to hurt you, you must tell me more, I won't spare him!"

Dingka smiled and hugged Chen Mo for a long time, ignoring the strange eyes of people coming and going.

"I like you, I love you very much, Chen Mo, do you understand?" Dingka's eyes were a little wet.

Dingka knew that Yan Luo would not make him feel better.

"Then you should also know that I treat you too..." Chen Mo sighed softly in Dingka's ear.

It will be tiring to let go of a relationship and accept another sincerity, but it is worth it, Dinka is worth it.

Because I like it, I fell in love with him.

Chinese New Year is coming soon, friends who go home for the Chinese New Year, please drive safely~

I would like to ask who do you have the most affection for in this article?can ignore this question