want to be your person

I whitewashed all the results, but I forgot that you told me that what was worthy of you was my innocence and weakness. ——XL

Dingka was a little at a loss. He had no objection to the fact that Uncle Xia Liang and his mother were together. When he was a child, Dingka didn't know much about the grievances and hatred between adults.However, now that I think about Uncle Xia Liang’s departure, the relationship between mother and father seems to be not very good in Dingka’s vague impression. He was scolding Uncle Liang, and then he would grab his mother's hair and act like a drunken maniac. His ferocious appearance made him very scared, but he couldn't cry when he opened his mouth wide. Mother carried Dinka into a safe small room, in the dark But I could vaguely hear my father cursing and my mother's heart-piercing wailing.Dingka hypnotized himself to have a warm home more than once, but all the reality was in front of him. From that moment Dingka forced himself not to cry easily no matter what happened, but when Dingka met Chen Mo, All his emotions were exposed in front of him.

Maybe the mother who seems strong in front of Uncle Xia Liang will also expose her vulnerable side in front of Uncle Xia Liang.Even if he is a son, he can never change Uncle Xia Liang's unique position in his mother's heart, and he can't deprive his mother of her happiness. Since someone loves her more than me, why should I object?

Xia Liang saw that Dingka did not speak for a long time, thinking that Dingka objected, and felt even more nervous and anxious.

"Your mother is also getting old, and she has suffered a lot in order to raise a child like you. Back then, your mother and I were recognized childhood sweethearts in the village. At that time, I really thought that we would get married happily and have a big fat baby. child……"

Xia Liang's eyes felt hot when he spoke, and his tone gradually choked and trembled.

"I'm the one who's sorry for you..." Xi Hui held Xia Liang's hand on the table tightly, and was already sobbing.

"Then why did mom end up with dad?" Dinka's heart was too complicated. If dad wasn't with mom, he wouldn't be in this world, right?Then I won't meet Chen Mo, will I?

"When there was a famine back then, your family and I were starving to death. Your father is the richest man in the village. No matter how much the crops were drought-stricken, someone still provided warm food. But your mother and I are different, and our family is poor. There are so many of them, even if someone helps them, it’s nothing more than a small bowl of porridge. I was so hungry that I went to your father’s house to steal food one evening. I wanted to see if there was any jewelry in it to sell or exchange for some food. It was found out, and a servant's thigh was broken during the fight. The village chief said I would go to jail, and your mother would go for it. Your father begged for mercy, but in the end your father fell in love with your mother, so I didn't pursue the matter any further. Your mother often gave us food and clothes..." Xia Liang couldn't help but shed tears, and his eyes flickered. Tears dripped on the table.

Dinka suddenly understood: only true love will gradually find traces of growth and commitment over a long period of time.Those unforgettable memories are not vigorous stories, but the memories of two people who have crossed the dust and flew over the meteors, and they will never forget them for the rest of their lives. It will only make the two people who meet again look forward to life again.

Dinka glanced outside the barbecue restaurant. There was a burst of black exhaust from the coming and going vehicles, and the noisy street was filled with the sound of car horns, which was harsh and impetuous.Just under the big tree on the opposite side of the road, there is the floating light of the sun passing by, and the fleeting time is scattered.Chen Mo's clean face was reflected in Dingka's eyes, Chen Mo stood quietly like that, and Dingka just watched silently like that.

The two looked at each other and smiled, there is already a tacit understanding.Dingka made a decision in his heart, which was the courage given by Chen Mo.

"Uncle Xialiang..." Dingka turned his head and showed a big satisfied smile.

"If you make mother sad, as a junior, I will never forgive you easily!"

Dingka bumped fists with Xia Liang very manly.

"Mom, you must be well, I love you!" Dingka kissed Xi Hui on the cheek.

Xia Liang and Xi Hui both looked at each other in blank dismay, did the child agree?

Dinka said hello and ran to the opposite road.

In the wind, a corner of Dingka's clothes was blown up by the wind, and his hair was blown in a mess. Taking advantage of the lighting of the street lights, Dingka ran lightly on the asphalt road, striding forward firmly in the direction of Chen Mo. Dinka reached out to catch the glimmer of the sun, and laughed loudly like a child.Then fell into a Xiangxiang embrace that was warmer than the sun.

Chen Mo fell to the ground by Dingka's sudden impact, and he was frightened.

"What the hell are you crazy about? Why did you run on the road just now? Do you know it's dangerous..."

"Why don't you talk, I'm just worried about you, so I follow you to see, it's definitely not stalking..."

Chen Mo himself muttered a lot.

"Hey, what's the matter with you?" Chen Mo felt that his clothes were wet and warm. He thought that Ding Ka was crying in his arms, and he suddenly became nervous.

"Are you talking?!" Chen Mo wanted to pull Dingka out of his arms, but Dingka buried his face even deeper, and the two arms imprisoned on Chen Mo's waist increased their strength.

Chen Mo had no choice but to sit on the cold ground and hug Dingka vigorously, patting him on the back as a kind of comfort.

"I wasn't crying just now..." Ding Kaon said angrily.

"Then why do I feel wet and hot on my stomach?" Chen Mo rested his chin on Dingka's head.

"That's my...saliva..." Dinka laughed out loud.

Ding Ka kissed Chen Mo on the face: "I find you are really handsome!"

Chen Mo hugged Dingka tightly, and bit Dingka's earlobe: "I found that you are really a bitch~~~"

"……………………"

"Damn you!" Dingka chopped off Chen Mo's foot, and walked away angrily.

Chen Mo's smile became stronger, but tears flowed from his eyes, and Dingka couldn't see Chen Mo's tears.

"I really love you very much, Dinka."

Dingka didn't hear the love words Chen Mo said, but the voice Chen Mo said could only be heard by himself.

The time with you is really running out.

In the evening, Dingka and Chen Mo snuggled up on the sofa and watched TV. Dingka ate potato chips with crisp bites.

"When are we going to go to the movies? Watching TV at home is so boring." Dingka squeezed towards Chen Mo.

"You eat less snacks. You have gained a lot of weight recently. If you want to watch a movie, I will take you there."

Chen Mo suddenly felt that he and Dingka still had a lot of unfinished business, and he had to hurry up.

"When did you become so good?" Dinka made a wretched expression.

Chen Mo smiled, and gently pinched Dingka's face: "Did you just find out?"

Ding Ka felt that Chen Mo was very gentle these days, which was a bit strange, and he became more worried.

"Is there something wrong with you?" Dinka felt that Chen Mo was hiding something from himself.

The light of the TV shone on Chen Mo's pale face, and some gray shadows covered the handsome outline.Even the usual upturned corners of the mouth were gradually smoothed, and the beautiful red sexy lips looked very pale under the light.At this time, Chen Mo looked a little embarrassed in Dingka's eyes, and Chen Mo's eyes were a little listless, without the flow of the past.

These are all symptoms of illness. Chen Mo wakes up with pain in the middle of the night every day. In order not to worry Dingka, he secretly ran into the bathroom and lay down in the bathtub to sleep, fearing that the sleeping Dinka would notice the painful groans.When it was almost dawn, he had to lie down in the cold blanket again, so that Dinka could see himself on the bed instead of lying in the bathtub when he got up.Dingka would also ask Chen Mo about his heart disease, and Chen Mo always pretended to be stupid, saying that the disease was almost cured, and told Dingka not to worry.

Dingka was not stupid. Dingka sat on Chen Mo's lap face to face, his eyes full of grievances.

"Do you have something to hide from me?" Dinka couldn't hide things in his heart. He also felt that two people must be honest with each other when they are together. If there is any problem, everyone should speak up. What can be hidden?The big deal is to bear it together!

But Chen Mo didn't think that way anymore, he didn't want Dingka to worry about anything.

"No, I have something to hide from you." Chen Mo looked at Dingka's dark eyes and felt hot in his heart.

"You lied to me! Tell me what you want, why do you have to hide it from me..." Ding Ka grabbed Chen Mo's thigh.

"You don't love me anymore, do you? You don't even tell me! You have someone outside, right?!..."

Dingka yelled angrily, shaking Chen Mo's thigh fiercely, and sometimes accidentally touched Chen Mo's avatar...

"Hey, don't move!" Chen Mo's eyes were scarlet from being teased.

"You don't love me anymore, right? I knew..." Ding Ka just wanted to force Chen Mo to tell what he was hiding.

"You forced me."

Before Dingka finished speaking, he pushed Dingka down on the sofa and sucked fiercely on Dingka's mouth. Dingka's heart was moved by the sudden kiss. Sure enough, after so long, he was with Chen Mo Every time it makes me feel excited.

Dingka was breathless from being kissed, his hands were grasping randomly in the air, Chen Mo gradually kissed from the corner of Dingka's mouth to his chest, Dingka was breathless from Chen Mo's kiss just now, his chest heaved violently, Chen Mo Mo kissed Dingka's chest and suddenly stopped, and buried his face in Dingka's chest. Dingka was crushed by Chen Mo's perfectly fitting body and couldn't move.

"Dingka..." Chen Mo's voice became hoarse for no reason.

"If I die, will you forget me?" Chen Mo's suppressed sobs seemed sad and desolate in the empty room.

Dingka's eyes became wet inexplicably. He lay on the sofa and saw the cold light of the moon pouring into the balcony. The sunflower on the balcony was bought by Chen Mo. Chen Mo said to him: I hope you will always be like Sunflowers face the sun like that, and be a happy and happy person.Dinka now thinks back to those sweet words, there is a faint desolation, and he shed tears when thinking about it.

"No, I don't want you to die, you are my sunflower, you are my patron saint, you are my love..."

Dingka burst into sobs and burst into tears, the unstoppable tears were her reluctance to Chen Mo, the unstoppable tears were her dependence on Chen Mo, the unstoppable tears were her love for Chen Mo Love……

"I'm not dead yet, you are crying!" Chen Mo secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and smiled.

Dingka still couldn't hold back his sadness, he knew that if something happened to Chen Mo, he would not survive.Although this kind of thinking is too selfish, he still has his mother, but Dingka doesn't want to stay alone in the shadow of Chen Mo's departure. If that time comes, he would rather go first, because he is a selfish villain!

"Don't worry, you and I will live together for a long time. At that time, we will adopt a few children, live happily together, and live a life that belongs to us. Then I will watch you become an old man, and you will see Also become an old man..."

Chen Mo hugged Dingka and described the future scene, very beautiful, very simple, very firm...

"Aren't you afraid that our adopted boy will become the same G as us?" Dinka sniffed his nose.

"..." Chen Mo was a little speechless after being interrupted.

"Is it okay to adopt a girl?"

"No, what if LES?"

"Then let them be together, as happy as we are, how wonderful!"

My dear Dinka, do you know the flower language of sunflower?

The flower language of sunflower means admiration, brilliance, and arrogance, admiring and staring at you.

If one day I will leave sooner or later, you must know that I will always stare at you, love you, and the most important thing will always be by your side, fool...

[Sunflower flower language is silent love, unspoken love]

The flower language of sunflower is faith, brilliance, arrogance, loyalty, and admiration. The meaning of sunflower is silent love. Sunflower represents the courage to pursue the happiness you want.Although the flower position of a sunflower is not as romantic as a rose, nor as pure as a lily, it is sunny, bright, magnanimous in love, inseparable in love, and has its own unique charm. Moreover, what it blooms is not only love, but also love. There is love for dreams and life. 】