want to be your person

How long can you wait for someone?Can there be Eason Chan's ten years later? The sky is full of stars and rivers flowing quietly, and only you know.As long as I can live, I will wait for you, singing your favorite song, I am so lonely in the crowd. ——XL

"Well, where are we going?" Dinka looked at the person who had been pressing on his shoulders.

"Didn't I say, go eat!" It seemed that Wang Kaige was in a bad mood, and Dinka didn't say anything else.

"Hey, what do you want to eat, I will buy it for you." Wang Kaige choked out a sentence.

"I'm not hungry, why don't you go and eat by yourself." Dinka didn't eat food at all at night, even if he was very hungry.

"You're fucking teasing me, CAO! Are you looking down on me?" Wang Kaige deliberately messed up Dinka's hair, making it fluffy like a bird's nest.Inexplicably, Wang Kaige's mood gradually became clear and cheerful, and there was even a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

"No, I usually don't eat anything at night." Dinka is telling the truth, he may have a slight anorexia.

"How can you not eat at night, no wonder you are so skinny like a monkey!" Wang Kaige deliberately breathed hot air from his mouth onto Dinka's cheeks, showing a malicious smile.Dinka couldn't help being a little dazed when he saw that kind of smile was very bright.

The faces of the two were not close or far away, and Dinka saw the scar on Wang Kaige's brow, which set off a more arrogant temperament.Wang Kaige saw that Dinka's black eyes were flooded with watery clarity, highlighting a cleaner style.

"Let's go and have dinner with me!" Wang Kaige almost dragged Dinka into a noodle shop.

The store was very tidy and clean, Wang Kaige and Dinka chose a seat and sat down.The lady proprietress in the store handed the menu to Dinka, and Dinka handed it to Wang Kaige, only to get a blank stare.

"You fucking choose to eat, you hand me the menu, I don't know what you eat!" Wang Kaige took a few bottles of beer from the counter next to him, pried them open with his teeth, and gurgled I took several sips.

"But I really don't want to eat..." Dingka scanned the menu in his hand helplessly, he didn't want to eat anything, except...except for the bowl of noodles that Chen Mo made for himself, Dingka thought it was delicious, yes The most delicious in the world, but it seems that it is not so easy to eat now.

"I don't care, anyway, you must ask me to treat you to a meal today!" Wang Kaige did it on purpose, just to bully Dinka, thinking that this guy is very funny, and he looks like he is very playful.

"Is it okay not to eat? May I treat you to eat?" Dinka blinked, and the watery eyes looked innocent and pitiful.

"You don't have to eat, drink with me! Wang Kaige opened five bottles of beer, put them directly in front of Dinka, and made a loud noise. This is clearly forcing Dinka to make a choice. Who the hell are you? Eating noodles or drinking?!

"Then I'd better eat noodles..." Dinka didn't know how to drink.

Wang Kaige licked the wine stains at the corner of his mouth, and smiled evilly. Under the light, Dinka saw Wang Kaige showing a row of white teeth. Mo is very similar, but I can't tell clearly...

"What the hell are you looking at, you want to be crazy about men!" Wang Kaige drank two bottles of beer easily and hiccupped.

Dinka laughed when he saw Wang Kaige disregarding his image.

"You drink less alcohol, it's not good for your health."

"Then what the hell are you forcing me to do? She's like a woman who doesn't know how to drink alcohol and doesn't want to eat. Why don't you just go out and become a monk~~~" Wang Kaige's face was a little bit Reddish, his usual rebellious appearance inexplicably adds a sense of affinity, the blush on his face is slowly expanding, slowly burning up.

When Wang Kaige drank the third bottle of wine, the noodles were served by the proprietress.

When Dingka saw the delicious noodles, he felt a little nauseous. Since Chen Mo left, Dingka seldom eats every day. It's not that he doesn't know how to cook, but he just can't eat.

"Here, eat quickly for me, what are you looking at!" Wang Kaige pushed a large bowl of noodles in front of Dingka.

"I'm not hungry, why don't you eat first." Dinka pushed the noodles to the middle of the table again.

"Don't you like eating noodles? It's so boring to eat!"

Seeing Dinka's embarrassed look, Wang Kaige felt refreshed in his heart. It turned out that bullying a thin person would also make him feel happy.

"........." Dingka took the bowl back silently, but under Wang Kaige's kindness, he had no choice but to eat the noodles abruptly, and the chewed noodles stuck in his throat. Noodles, but he couldn't swallow them no matter how hard he swallowed, Dinka just wanted to spit them out.

It was Wang Kaige who paid after the noodles were finished.

Dingka looked at the menu, and found that a bowl of noodles cost 15 yuan, and it cost 30 yuan for two people.But why did Wang Kaige only pay the proprietress 15 yuan?Didn't he invite himself to dinner?

After accepting Wang Kaige's 15 yuan, the proprietress asked Dinka for money, but Dinka didn't have any money with her.

"Didn't you say invite me to dinner?" Dinka looked at Wang Kaige who was picking his teeth with a toothpick.

"Yes, I paid for it."

"But you only paid 15 yuan, how about 15 yuan?"

"The 15 I paid was for you, so you will pay for my 15 yuan~~~"

For the first time, Dinka felt that the boy in front of him deserved a beating, especially...he deserved a beating!

"Then you still say you want to invite me to dinner, why not just make it AA!" Dinka was speechless.

"Then who will pay for the 15 yuan? Young man, you don't even have this money, do you?"

The proprietress looked at Dinka with meaningful eyes.

"No...I...I didn't bring any money today...that..." Dingka stammered on his anxious words.

Wang Kaige next to him couldn't stop laughing, that kind of hearty laughter was very clear and pleasant.

"You are such a fucking idiot, I won't tease you anymore!" Wang Kaige took out 15 yuan and handed it to the proprietress.

"There is still money for five bottles of beer." Wang Kaige emphasized to the proprietress.

"One bottle of beer is 7 yuan, and five bottles are 35 yuan."

After Dingka and Wang Kaige walked out of the shop, it was already dark outside.The wind howled and blew, and Dinka couldn't help shivering with the cold wind around his neck. Wang Kaige saw it in his eyes, and took off his thin coat without saying a word.Dinka saw Wang Kaige take off his coat, and only wore a short-sleeved T-shirt underneath.Wang Kaige threw his coat directly on Dinka's head, and the light reflected on Wang Kaige's tall back, which felt warm and hot.

"You'd better put on your clothes, you'll catch a cold." Dinka chased after him and stuffed the clothes into Wang Kaige's hands.

"I don't know how to catch a cold, it looks like you are weak and sick!" Wang Kaige draped his clothes over Dinka's shoulders.Obviously doing very moving things, but his mouth is still so poisonous, this is Wang Kaige, a very unique him, a very unique person.

But for Dinka, they are just friends, nothing else.

"Can you buy water for me?" Dinka felt that he might be about to vomit, and hurriedly wanted to send Wang Kaige away.

"Let's go shopping together." Wang Kaige waved his hand domineeringly, ready to hold Dinka's hand.

"Well... go buy water for me, and I'll wait for you here, okay?" Dinka felt the filth in his throat was about to surge up.

"Okay." Wang Kaige didn't say anything, and turned around to go to the commissary not far away.

Dingka ran under the big tree next to him, covered his stomach and squatted down slowly, and vomited out all the noodles he had eaten.The doctor told Dinka not to force himself to eat, otherwise even if he ate it, he would vomit it all up, and he would not absorb any nutrients, but would even hurt his body.Then I must have anorexia...

Dinka stuffed a finger deep into his throat, trying to spit out all the remaining filth by inducing vomiting.After Dingka vomited, he took care of the filth on the ground, wiped his mouth vigorously with a tissue, and obediently stood there waiting for Wang Kaige.

"Here, your water!" Wang Kaige gently threw the water bottle into Dinka's arms.

Dinka unscrewed the cap of the bottle of mineral water and rinsed his mouth.

"Why is your face so pale, are you okay?" Wang Kaige was worried when he saw Dinka's pale face.

"It's okay... I'll just blow it off." Dinka walked to the railing by the lake, blowing the cold wind.

Wang Kaige also walked to Dinka and leaned against the railing.

The lake water reflects the sparkling light, like sparkling broken diamonds scattered on the river surface, sinking and floating.The high-rise buildings not far away were lit up with colorful lights, and the neon lights gave off a cool light. In this cool color style, Dingka and Wang Kaige looked at the lake quietly, and the lake reflected two young faces.

"Don't you like women? Why do you like men?" Wang Kaige casually picked up a small stone from the ground and threw it into the lake, drawing a beautiful arc in the dark night. Dinka I saw the pebble jumping lightly on the surface of the lake, and then fell into the lake with a plop. There were circles of ripples on the surface of the lake, and the pebble gradually sank to the bottom of the lake.

"I don't know, I just like him, but he just happens to be a man, there's no way..."

Dingka thought of Chen Mo, and the time scenes with Chen Mo kept flashing in his mind like a movie.

"You like him that much?" Wang Kaige was confused, and broke the can with his left hand.

"Not only do I like him, but I also love him very much..." Dinka smiled softly and warmly.

He remembered the matter with Chen Mo, and a different smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Such a smile made Wang Kaige feel a little sad and full of love...

This made Wang Kaige a little jealous...

"What about others now? Why haven't you seen him once?"

Dingka's hair was messed up, and he was a little embarrassed.

"He'll be back."

"What if he doesn't come back?" Wang Kaige didn't know why he had to ask these words.

"Then I'll wait for him."

"What if you can't wait to come back?" Wang Kaige felt strangely angry.

"Then I'll go find him."

"What if I can't find it back?!" Wang Kaige raised his voice sharply and thinly, a little aggressively.

"........." Dinka looked into the distance, with a clear light in his eyes.

"I'm waiting for him to come back. If he doesn't come back, I'll go find him. If I can't find him, then I'll wait until the day I can find him and he will come back."

Wang Kaige felt a little uncomfortable, but after hearing Dinka's words, a very evil thought suddenly appeared in his head, if... If that person won't come, then can he be with Dinka? ...

Wang Kaige's heart throbbed, he... how could he think of these messy things? !

Love is love, pain is pain,

No one can control, no one can replace you,

All I have is actually you,

Your tenderness is only available to me,

I want to protect you, little joy,

I want to protect you and obediently wait for you to come back to me.

The night at home is the day abroad.

Su Tong sat in front of the hospital bed and fell asleep. After waking up, he found that Chen Mo on the hospital bed had opened his eyes.

"Mom, how long have I been asleep?" Chen Mo's lips were dry and torn.

"Great, son, you finally woke up..." Su Tong hugged his son happily, weeping.

"Mom, tell me, how long have I been asleep?"

Chen Mo felt that he had been away from Dinka for so many days that he couldn't count them.

"Six months..."

"Mom, I want to go back." Chen Mo's gaze was firm.

He wants to go back to find his lover, his name is Dinka, and he is his favorite fool.

"No, not yet, Momo, you have to stay in the United States for a while, and you have to be isolated and observed, and you also need to recover."

Chen Mo shook his head.

"I want to go back now, I left him for so long..."

"Momo, are you obedient?"

Chen Mo didn't say anything, but got out of bed stubbornly, and Chen Mo, who had no strength in his body, slumped heavily on the ground.

"Mom, please, please treat me here first, okay?" Su Tong was anxious.

"mom…………"

"I don't want to wait anymore, and I don't want him to wait for me anymore. I have to go back."

"Would you like to stay here for a few more weeks?"

"..." Chen Mo didn't speak.

"Three weeks?" Su Tong had no choice.

"…………"

"Two weeks?"

"…………"

"Momo, a willful mother like you will be sad!" Su Tong felt distressed...

"Mom..." Chen Mo's eyes became darker and darker.

Will you still wait for me?Are you still waiting?Dinka?

"Mom, I can only wait a week. I really want to see him."

Chen Mo's face was pale, and the white hospital gown was loose and loose, making him look weak.

So why doesn't Su Tong know what his son is thinking?

Chen Mo wanted to buy a large bunch of sunflowers, that was an agreement between Dinka and himself,

Darling, I miss you so much...