want to be your person

Life must return to calm, without the daily vigor and vigor, as long as I want, that's fine. ——XL

In the afternoon, Chen Mo went to school with Dingka. Along the way, Chen Mo held Dingka's hand tightly, and he never wanted to let go.After waiting in the school, Dingka wanted to break free from the hand that was wrapped by Chen Mo.

"What are you doing?" Chen Mo immediately pulled his face down, unhappy.

"It doesn't seem good to hold hands at school like this..." Dinka didn't know what he was afraid of.

"Dingka..." Chen Mo's amber pupils reflected Dingka's panic.

"Are you still afraid now? Are you afraid that others will see me with you?"

Chen Mo's heart twitched suddenly, he took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down.

No, no, Dinka's shoulders trembled violently.

Yes, so far, what are you still afraid of?

Dingka is not afraid of anything, he is afraid of Chen Mo, he is afraid that when Chen Mo and himself face those injuries, one day they will think of running away, fleeing to a far away place, and leaving him... He is afraid that Chen Mo will suffer If you can't bear the pressure, you will break up with yourself. If everyone can't hold on anymore, what should you do?

"Now that I'm back, I just want to be with you, and you have to be well, don't think about it, okay?"

Chen Mo carefully took out a delicate small box from his pocket, and slowly opened it. Inside lay a gleaming men's ring, which was plated with a layer of silver-white brilliance against the light.

"Let's get married!" Chen Mo knelt down halfway, and presented the ring in front of Dingka in that standard gesture of marriage proposal.

"Anyway, things that have to be done sooner or later, I want to implement them as soon as possible. You are mine and will always be."

Chen Mo smiled brightly: "So, do you accept it?"

There are more and more students watching the excitement around, some are booing, and some are talking and cursing in a low voice.

"I just want to hear your answer, don't listen to what other people say."

Chen Mo stood up and took out the listening earplugs and stuffed them into Dingka's cochlea, then half-kneeled on the ground, maintaining the posture of proposing.

Dinka heard that song, that familiar melody, as if he had heard it somewhere.

Oh, nowhere left to go.

go, there is no way to go

Are we getting closer, closer?

Can we come a little closer, a little closer?

No. All we know is No.

no, all we get is negation

Nights are getting colder, colder

The night is getting colder, colder

Hey. Tears all fall the same.

Hey, tears that fall, as always

Weall feel the rain.

we feel the cold rain

We can't change.

but powerless

Everywhere wego, we're looking for the sun.

Traveling all over the world, we look for sunshine everywhere

Nowhere to grow old. We're always on the run.

There's nowhere to grow old, we've been running around

They say we'll rotin hell, well I don't think we will.

They say we'll rot in hell, but I don't believe it

They've branded usenough. Outlawsoflove.

They branded us sin and we became love's desperadoes

Scarsmakeuswhoweare.

Scars made us who we are today

Hearts and homes are broken, broken.

Hearts and homes are falling apart, falling apart

Far, we could go so far, with our mind wide open, open.

Go far, we can go very far.As long as our hearts are open and fearless, open and fearless

Hey. Tears all fall the same.

Hey, tears that fall, as always

Weall feel the rain.

we feel the cold rain

We can't change.

but powerless

Everywhere wego, we're looking for the sun.

Traveling all over the world, we look for sunshine everywhere

Nowhere to grow old. We're always on the run.

There's nowhere to grow old, we've been running around

They say we'll rotin hell, well I don't think we will.

They say we'll rot in hell, but I don't believe it

They've branded usenough. Outlawsoflove.

They branded us sin and we became love's desperadoes

Outlawsoflove.

desperadoes of love

Outlawsoflove.

desperadoes of love

Outlawsoflove.

desperadoes of love

Outlawsoflove.

desperadoes of love

"Are you willing?" Chen Mo took off the ring and took Dingka's hand. If you are willing, I will put it on for you...

Ding Ka couldn't hear what Chen Mo was saying, but just looked at the shape of Chen Mo's lips, and he didn't know when the tacit understanding with him grew deeper and deeper.

"If you are willing to marry me, I am willing to marry you."

"I am willing." Dinka stretched out his left hand.

Chen Mo carefully took Dingka's left hand, and slowly put the ring on Dingka's ring finger.

A lot of people nearby watched the excitement, and they all booed and said, "Together, kiss each other!"

Chen Mo just hugged Dingka, just like that...

We've traveled all over the world, we've found the sun, we're each other's sun

We can grow old together, we don't need to run around all the time, I have already found you

They say we'll rot in hell, but I don't believe that, even in hell, I'll let you be in heaven,

They brand us as sinners when we are happy as long as we are happy.

What others say, what others do, has nothing to do with me. The person I care about most is you in front of me.

"I'm sorry..." Dinka hated himself for even a little hesitation, a little wavering.

"It's okay, you are mine."

Because the people next to him didn't see the passionate scene of two men kissing gradually dissipated.

The scenery of this day became an indelible part in the memory of the two of them forever.

Forbidden love is not the pain of crossing the border, but just knowing that we love like this, so we are together.

"Are you afraid of anything?" Chen Mo took off the earplugs in Dingka's cochlea.

"Still afraid!"

"I'm afraid you won't cook braised pork for me, hehe." Dingka took Chen Mo's hand and shook it high.

"You know how to eat it!" Although he said this on his mouth, he was very happy in his heart.

"Go to the classroom quickly, I'm going to be late..."

"Hurry up, today is the day I propose to you, and I must remember it as a wedding anniversary!"

"What's the date today?" Dinka asked back.

"…………"

"I'll check my phone..." Chen Mo took out the phone from his pocket.

"…………"

So love it like that.

(Two updates today, tired, went to bed)