want to be your person

I can't bear to leave by your side, and I won't let go even if I die. ——XL

This day it was Dinka's turn to walk the dog. The so-called dog walk was to take Momo to a park not far from the community.Momo is a cute Dalmatian. When Dingka and Chen Mo bathed him, they thought that there were many stains on his body that hadn't been cleaned, so they washed him several times, only to find out that it was a special mark on his body.Dinka always scratches Momo when he sees him scratching uncomfortably. The little guy is very comfortable lying on the smooth floor tiles and pulling his little ears. Sometimes his posture is on all fours. Chen Mo sees I couldn't help laughing, and squatted down to pet her lovingly.Dingka's upbringing of Momo can be said to be well-intentioned, helping him catch lice on his body, and pinching off the lice if he catches it, every time it takes a few hours, Momo is a thief, which makes Dingka feel very comfortable. Ka was exhausted.

"Mo~ You don't even help me catch lice for it~~~" Dinka knew that Chen Mo was obsessed with cleanliness and deliberately pinched Chen Mo's face with two paws that had just caught lice.This is a beating, you know~

"Stay away from me." Chen Mo helplessly pressed a slender and powerful Dingka that was about to pounce on him, and sighed.

"Don't, don't~ Momo is so cute~ It's just that there are too many lice on her body~" Dingka still didn't give up, his two dirty hands wanted to leave a little black stain on Chen Mo's clean shirt imprint.

"Don't sleep in the same bed with me at night." Chen Mo is disgusted~

"Why, why, why?" Dingka was not happy, her husband's embrace was so warm and caring~

"I'm afraid of getting lice." Chen Mo spit out a sentence from his mouth quietly, which made Ding Ka suddenly unhappy.

"I will wash my body well, will we still sleep together at night~~~"

Hearing Chen Mo's words, Ding Ka scratched his hair unconsciously, not to mention that it's okay to be infected with lice, why did he really feel itchy when he said it?Dingka scratched his neck again, his whole body was itchy and uncomfortable, damn it!Could it be that Chen Mo really hit it off?

"I'll take you to see a doctor." Chen Mo was worried when he saw Dingka scratching his head.

"Can I take Momo for a walk first before we go?" Dingka felt itchy, scratching his body with his claws.

"Dingka, you're sick and need to be treated quickly, you know? You're only allowed to come back within 10 minutes, and you won't be able to do more than one minute less. If you don't listen to me, you'd better not keep that dog." Chen Mo laughed It made Dinka's spine shiver, that kind of smile was particularly bright, with a hint of cunning, and a sinister atmosphere.

"..." Heh heh, 10 minutes is 10 minutes!

Then Dinka took Momo puppy out for a walk, and went to a fountain park not far from the community.In the evening, the sky was not yet completely dark. There were still many people sitting leisurely on the lawn in the park, and some people were walking leisurely. Most of them were young boys and girls, and many of them looked like couples. Ka felt that if he brought Chen Mo here to spend a good time, his life would be perfect to the extreme.The most indispensable thing in the fountain park is the fountain. Those fountains erupting with beautiful water columns complement each other, reflecting the gurgling white rapids, and reflecting the brilliance under the colorful flashing lights.

Momo, as if she had never seen this before, was so excited that she ran directly into the fountain and drenched in water, her hair was wet and smooth.

Dingka is very happy, I don’t know why, but he is very happy, if Chen Mo is there, he will be even sweeter~

"Senior Dinka!" Someone not far away called Dinka's name.

Who?Who is calling yourself?

Dinka turned his head and looked at the surrounding environment. Not far away, there was a tall and thin boy wearing a pair of round eyes. He looked very gentle. The boy waved to Dinka and greeted him excitedly. .Dinka also waved his hand subconsciously, as a greeting. As the boy walked closer and closer to him, Dinka gradually saw the boy's appearance clearly, neither handsome nor ugly, The boy has a bookish air, and the way he smiles makes Dinka feel very comfortable.

"Senior, hello!" The boy stretched out his hand.

"You... Hello." Does this person know himself?Dinka thought for a while, as if he had seen this person somewhere before.

"What a coincidence, I met you here." The boy smiled naively, a bit like a teddy bear, very honest.

"En..." Dingka looked at Momo who was having fun, and then turned to talk to the boy.

"Well, I'm sorry, I don't recognize you anymore, do we know each other?" Dinka couldn't recall the familiar face in front of him anyway.

"Haha~ I see senior Xia Jian with you every time, and we have met several times."

The boy touched the back of his head in embarrassment, looking dazed and cute.

"Oh~~~ It's you!" Dingka remembered, every time Xia Jian played basketball, the one standing next to him delivering water and food was the one in front of him!

"Senior, do you remember?" The boy pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose that were about to fall off.

"Enenen, I remembered." Dinka nodded vigorously.

"That... I've wanted to ask my senior something for a long time..." The boy pursed his lips, seeming to hesitate to speak.

"It's okay, just say what you have, it's okay." Dinka blinked.

"That's right, that... What's your relationship with Senior Xia Jian?" The boy's face was flushed, and he managed to choke out a word awkwardly. He lowered his head in embarrassment, looking very embarrassed.

Dinka froze for a few seconds, then reacted abruptly.

"Don't get me wrong, our relationship is very normal. Except for eating, sleeping, and playing peas every day, we are together almost every day. It's just a good buddy relationship, just sticking to each other." Dinka explained hastily.

"But why do I feel that senior Xia Jian likes you very much..." The boy's expression was particularly sad and wronged.

"Uh..." Dingka paused, thinking about how to appease him.

"I like him very much too. It's normal for friends to like him!" Dingka and Xia Jian are really friends now, and there is no love at all. Besides, Xia Jian He also became good buddies with Chen Mo, and became more and more attached to Chen Mo, and he didn't care about himself at all. Sometimes Dingka even wondered if Xia Jian fell in love with his husband. Sometimes I overthink it.

"Besides, I'm already with someone else, so you don't need to worry. If you like Xia Jian, go and take him down. I promise I will help you as a senior who is a year older than you!" Dingka patted his chest, I don't know how much I can do.

"Really?! Thank you, senior." The boy did overestimate Dinka's ability, and he was still grateful.

"Forgot to ask your name?"

"My name is Jinya, the golden Jin, and the Asian Ya." The boy smiled and showed eight standard white teeth.

Jinya...the name is so domineering!

Then Dingka and Jinya jiriguala talked about Xia Jian on the sidelines, and discussed how to confess to someone you like, the kind of thing that falls in love. Jinya also specifically asked Dinka how to get along with his other half Good on.Then Dingka said in a particularly embarrassing way: You don’t know, since I sat next to Chen Mo, he only pays attention to me in class every day, I want him to listen to the class, but Chen Mofei doesn’t listen~~~ I advised him to study hard and make progress every day...

Chen Mo, who was concentrating on writing his thesis homework at home, sneezed, who, who is scolding me? !

Dingka and Jinya talked about how the night was slowly getting dark. After Jinya left, Dingka thought of the 10 minutes agreed with Chen Mo. It's over, it's over!Momo, you are going to be kicked out!

Dinka looked at the fountain in a panic, but Momo was no longer there.

Dingka hurriedly ran to the fountain and searched carefully: "Momo, come out quickly, we are going home~~~"

The water sprayed down from the fountain soaked Dinka's whole body coldly, and the cloth was very sticky and sticky to the skin, making it extremely uncomfortable.

Momo... Momo... Momo... Momo's cute look flashed in Dinka's mind, and his heart burned with anxiety, as if he was a careless mother who accidentally lost her child.

Dinka searched almost all over the park, but there was still no trace of Momo, and he hammered his head wildly.

Damn!Do I have shit in my head!Even Momo lost it!What if Momo meets a sadist?What if you meet a boss who specializes in dog meat hotpot? !

Dinka stumbled and searched for it over and over again in the park. Gradually, the time became longer and longer, the sky became darker and darker, and the neon lights in the city gradually emitted cold light, colorful and varied, waving to the city rot and erosion.The night was as cold as water, the wind pierced the bones, and Dinka was drenched in water again, it was even colder, his gums were shaking from the cold, Dinka was looking for it on the street in a daze, finding a dog in such a big city was like looking for a needle in a haystack, But Dingka is unwilling to give up, Dingka is unwilling to abandon it, because it is Momo, Momo of himself and Chen Mo, the most unique Momo.

Some people always say that you can only get something if you give up, but I don't believe it.If something is lost, it is lost. No one can make up for it or replace it. I am not willing to let it go. If something is gained, it is lost. No one can retain or take it away. I am willing to cherish it.

Chen Mo brought a phone to Dingka, but Dingka's mobile phone vibrated when it was placed on the table at home.

Chen Mo stood up on the sofa, more than an hour had passed, the agreed 10 minutes had already passed, Chen Mo immediately went out, and hurried out to look for Dingka without putting on his clothes to keep warm.

Chen Mo drove the car to the park, searched for it several times, but did not see Dingka and the dog.

Nothing will happen!The more Chen Mo thought about it, the more worried he became.

Chen Mo frantically searched for Dingka's back on the street like a lunatic, and his heart was about to explode.

Until he saw Dingka, who was tired from running, leaning against the street lamp, Chen Mo breathed a sigh of relief. This kind of emotional fluctuation brought unbearable pain to his heart. It was not a few months after the operation, and the doctor Thousands of instructions made Chen Mo not to engage in intense activities and not to fluctuate too much. Chen Mo didn't follow these instructions. When he saw Dingka, Chen Mo ran over fiercely.

"Do you know that I will be very worried about you if you don't know how to go home!" Chen Mo squatted down, his face flushed abnormally.

It is angry, angry by Dinka.

"Momo... I lost Momo..." Dingka wiped the corner of his eyes.

Chen Mo's heart immediately softened when he saw it, and the anger was swallowed by Dingka's moist eye sockets.

"Don't worry, let's go home first." Chen Mo looked at Dingka who was in a mess and sneezing wetly, feeling very distressed and uncomfortable.

Chen Mo hugged Dingka up, moving gently, for fear of hurting Dingka.

"Am I so useless that I even lost Momo..." Dinka wanted to cry, desperately.

"Every time I encounter something, I want to cry, I hate myself!" Dingka's tears fell on Chen Mo's shoulder.

"No, Dinka, you can cry in front of me, but you must be strong in front of others. If the dog is lost, we will look for it together. If there is nothing wrong, there is no room for it. Trust me, Momo will find it Come." Chen Mo's words brought Dingka a sense of security and encouragement that no one else could give.

"En." Dingka hugged Chen Mo's neck tightly.

Chen Mo searched for Dinka on the street for a long time like this, but there was still no result.

"Let's go home first, let me change your clothes, or you will catch a cold."

In fact, Chen Mo was not feeling well and was supporting himself all the time, his face was pale and pale under the light.

Seeing Chen Mo's bad face, Dingka knew that he couldn't continue looking for it willfully.

"Put me down, let's go home."

Chen Mo still holds Dingka.

"It's okay, it's good to hug you more." Chen Moxiao's eyes were crooked.

Ding Ka lightly stroked Chen Mo's side face, feeling a little self-blame and distressed.

"It's all my fault, I'm sorry..."

"Dinka, you have to know that I am your husband, no matter what happens, I will bear it with you, you don't want to carry everything alone, I will feel distressed, understand?"

"You still talk about me, you always carry all the things alone, which makes me worry..."

Chen Mo rubbed the tip of Dingka's nose: "Then let's fulfill this agreement from today on!"

"Chen Mo, are you uncomfortable?" Ding Ka looked at Chen Mo's face so pale that it was frighteningly pale, even his lips were white and transparent.

Chen Mo was stunned for a long time before replying with little confidence: "It's okay... I'm just tired."

Chen Mo still decided to carry it alone, and he violated this agreement first, at this moment, at this moment.

At the door of the house, Chen Mo and Dingka found Momo curled up on the ground and fell asleep.

The black lines on Chen Mo's face, and the black lines on Dingka's face.

"Dinka..."

"This dog is just like you..."

"What's wrong?"

"A worrisome brain-dead."

If there is a possibility, if there is an if, if there is an ending,

I am willing to stay by your side and take all the responsibility for you,

You will depend on me, you will not be able to live without me,

Even if I die before you,

One day you will suddenly think of:

It turns out that you, who were young, once loved me deeply

But Dinka, I'm scared, really scared

Forgotten by you, clean and unreserved...