want to be your person

I would give my all for you, don't you like me?No, I like you very much, so I don't want to see you give up yourself, your preferences, your thoughts, and even your life for me. I want to see the original you and the real you. ——XL

j Today is a very important day for the basketball game. Chen Mo came to the playground early wearing white sneakers and a loose T-shirt. His expression was rather dissatisfied.

"Mo~~~ Just listen to me this time, if you are not healthy enough to participate in this kind of fierce competition, in case you have something, how can I explain to auntie?" Dingka was worried about Chen Mo's health , but Chen Mo has already made up his mind, and Dingka can't easily change it. If Chen Mo is not persistent, it will not be his own style.

"If I die, will you be sad?" Chen Mo lightly supported Dingka's shoulder, his eyes had the floating light refracted by the sun, and the colorful colors were reflected in Dingka's pupils. Chen Mo's appearance has been deeply engraved in Dingka's mind, and he can't get rid of it no matter what.This desire to possess has devoured reason, and the struggle has stagnated hopelessly...

When Dinka heard the death word, there was a huge roar in his head that shattered his eardrums, and his heart stopped for several seconds before he gradually recovered.White clouds are floating in the sky, the whole sky looks gray and empty, and Dinka's heart is also empty. He really can't imagine how reluctant and tormented he would be without Chen Mo's life. Therefore, Dingka would secretly make a wish to God every day, either to die with Chen Mo, or to die before Chen Mo himself.Dinka himself admits that he is a selfish person, and the person left behind will be very painful. Therefore, Dinka usually does not want to hear the word death.

After all, it's too cruel, if I die, I'll be in your arms...

So, if you really love me, you must hold me tightly,

You don't let go until you're dead, and, if you can, don't forget me.

Dinka's face was surprisingly pale against the emptiness of the sky.

"Why do you always say these things make me sad, don't you know?" Dinka felt as if a knife had been stabbed in his heart slowly, and the uncomfortable thing was that he couldn't get out, couldn't get out...

"Don't you know that I love you very much?" Dinka let out a snot and wiped it with his sleeve.

Chen Mo was really stunned. When he came back to his senses, Ding Ka hugged himself, just like that on the playground.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault this time, and I won't say such things in the future." Chen Mo's soothing breath gave Dingka a sense of security.

That feeling is steady happiness.

To cherish, to cherish our remaining light years, I will take you through, I will take you across, I will take you to fly away, and then there will be me, and you will have me in your memories, okay?

"You really hate~~~" Dingka smiled softly in Chen Mo's ear.

"Then you are really a bitch." Chen Mo gently kissed Dingka's earlobe, eyes full of tenderness.

The gray layer covering the sky gradually dissipated, revealing a pure white color, just like the white on Chen Mo's white T-shirt... Fluttering dandelions fluttered in the air, gently drifting past the tenderness that is within reach. , I can't take away your heart that loves me.

Dingka and Chen Mo were about to kiss or something, but Xia Jian suddenly appeared.

"Don't mind me, I really just drifted by, I didn't see anything, you guys go ahead~~~"

Xia Jian was whistling in a very foreign style, his hair was combed vigorously, and his eyes flickered as he watched the scene of passionate kissing.

Dingka's conditioned reflex was so fast that he bounced off Chen Mo's body in a second.

"I said it's almost the game, you should do everything you need to do quickly, don't miss your family Momo so much~~~"

Xia Jian was dressed all in black, looking mature and stable, but he still couldn't hide the appearance of a playboy full of peach blossoms.

"Get lost!" Dinka was inevitably a little embarrassed.

"Why are you here?" Chen Mo walked to Xia Jianjian's side, and the two good buddies touched their fists.

"Come on for you~ I should let your Dingka wear a bikini and cheer you up with colorful flower balls, so that Wang Fenhong will be defeated, wow~~~" Xia Jian thought it was very obscene.

"I forgot about this." Both Chen Mo and Xia Jian were laughing and laughing.

"What the hell are you talking about? Why do I, a big man, do such a stupid thing!"

What, you actually made such a shabby joke on yourself!

"Let me just ask, when you did it, was [you] on [top], or [Chen Mo] was [down]?" Xia Jian was particularly sharp.

Uh... Dingka thought about it, and it seems that they are not... Maybe one day he will be on top, and Chen Mo may be down one day...

"You're the one who was inserted, you don't do these stupid things, and let Mo Da Zonggong do it?"

Xia Jian rolled his eyes at Dingka one after another.

Dinka let out a grin.

"Jinya is here!" Dinka waved to Jinya not far away.

"Damn, why is that idiot here?!" Xia Jian has been hiding a lot lately, he just doesn't want to see Jin Ya again.

"Did you ask him to come?!" Xia Jian was unhappy.

"I asked him to come, what's the matter?" Dinka grinned grimly, exuding malicious intentions.

"Damn!!!" Xia Jian stomped his feet angrily.

Jin Ya is very elegant and wears black-framed glasses. Although his clothes are not as fashionable as Xia Jian's, they are neat and clean, and he exudes a bookish atmosphere. Of course, what Xia Jian hates most is this kind of nerdy fool indivual.

Jin Ya warmly greeted Dingka and Xia Jian.

Xia Jian's face was dark, and naturally he didn't give him any good looks.

When the game was about to start, Wang Kaige and his group walked over in a splendid manner. Wang Kaige, who was surrounded by him, was wearing a black loose T-shirt, looking very majestic and domineering. Wang Kaige suddenly looked towards Dinka. Go, show a smile, the tip of the conspicuous wine-red hair seems to have been dyed by a green ghost recently, and the whole person's aura is very evil, which makes Dinka shudder a little. Greg was afraid, though there was nothing to be afraid of.

"Damn it, I would have known better if I didn't wear black clothes!" Xia Jian who was next to him cursed in a low voice.

Chen Mo's basketball team also came to the venue.

Wang Kaige's team wore black jerseys, while Chen Mo's team wore white jerseys. Both teams were doing preparatory activities. Although there was no intersection or confrontation, the provocative and confrontational momentum Already majestic and ready to go.

Wang Kaige looked at Dingka blatantly like this, with a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, especially evil and charming, which drove many girls beside him crazy.

Chen Mo felt quite upset when he saw that, so he deliberately stood in front of Dingka, just blocking Wang Kaige's view of Dingka.

Let you fucking show me a fart! ! !

"What's wrong?" Dingka was taken aback by Chen Mo's eyes.

"Dingka, only I can look at you carefully, and only I can have you." Chen Mo's eyes shone coldly, piercing into Dingka's tense and tense nerves, and the breathing of the two was strong and heavy , hot clinging.

Chen Mo kissed Dingka's lips like this in public, and the surroundings were boiling.

"Boss, drink some water~~~" The younger brother who was standing by the side handed Wang Kaige a bottle of water in a fawning manner.

"Get out!!!" Wang Kaige knocked over the mineral water delivered to him heavily, and the water soaked the younger brother's whole body.

damn it!We'll see! ! !

As soon as the referee blows his whistle, the game begins.

The two teams shook hands in a friendly manner, and when it was Chen Mo and Wang Kaige's turn, their smiles faded away.There was only burning plunder and anger in his eyes.What a nonsense that friendship comes first and competition comes second!I want to take the first place today! ! !

"The loser kneels and kowtows, and I still want Dinka." A ruthlessness flashed in Wang Kaige's eyes.

"You will definitely lose." Chen Mo didn't change his face, only a cold look.

The basketball game has started.

Wang Kaige dodged swiftly and got the ball with a light hook, as nimble as a cheetah.Chen Mo's teammates were not vegetarians either. Several of them intercepted Wang Kaige, but Wang Kaige nimbly dodged the interception and easily moved to the opponent's field, almost approaching the area where he could hit a three-pointer.Chen Mo saw that something was wrong, so he ran over quickly, but Wang Kaige's people flanked him from left to right, and deliberately tried to trip Chen Mo from time to time, and Chen Mo's anger gradually surged up.On the basketball court, the advantage is the skill and height advantage, as well as the aura that is not afraid of winning or losing.Chen Mo ruthlessly used his body advantage to knock away those forces blocking him, and gradually moved forward to resist Wang Kaige.

Wang Kaige's three-pointer is very powerful. Chen Mo just wanted to intercept it, but Wang Kaige threw the ball into the basket very sensitively.

Wang Kaige's team erupted into enthusiastic shouts, applause, and a posture of showing off their might.

"Huhuhu..." Chen Mo could only breathe heavily.

With a smile on the corner of Wang Kaige's mouth, he raised his middle finger in contempt.

Chen Mo's eyes are full of ruthlessness, he will not lose even if he dies! ! !

Even if he tries his best, he will not lose! ! !

Ding Ka, who was on the side, was even more worried when he saw Chen Mo with a pale face.Jin Ya who was next to him saw it and quickly comforted him: "Senior Dingka, I heard that Chen Mo is also very good at playing basketball in school. Don't worry, he will definitely be able to do it!" Jin Ya smiled softly smiled.

"Thank you..." Dingka was holding Chen Mo's coat in his hand, crumpling it.

"I used to play basketball well, why haven't you heard of me?" Xia Jian was very narcissistic, but Jinya liked it.

"You're actually very handsome when you play." Jin Ya praised with a blushing face.

Seeing the interaction between Jinya and Xia Jian, Dingka felt a little less nervous.

When the break was suspended, Chen Mo and his teammates went off to rest.Dinka immediately went forward with a towel and water.

"Mo, if you can't hold on, we will retire." Dinka unscrewed the cap of the mineral water bottle and wiped Chen Mo's sweat.

"It's okay, I can do it." Chen Mo's forehead was covered with sweat, and his lips were white and chapped.

"Regardless of the result of the game, you will always be No.1 in my heart." Dinka smiled clearly.

The halo of the sun dyed the soft hair, warmed the years of never leaving, you are my eternal No.1, please allow me to stand not far away and look at you secretly, smiling, sweating, Time flies, still comfortable.

In fact, Chen Mo was almost unable to hold on anymore, but he still persisted, endured the severe pain, and continued the game stubbornly.Some things are worth fighting for, and what Chen Mo insists on is Dinka.

Wang Kaige launched a fierce slam dunk offensive and cooperated with his teammates very well.Chen Mo is also trying his best to turn the situation around, but he is struggling, and his body is not as handsome as before.Whenever Wang Kaige made a shot, Chen Mo either violently intercepted it to the end, or blocked it with his body. His white clothes were stained with dirty yellow, and his whole body seemed to be coated with a layer of gray and white. Somewhat unbearable.

Several of Chen Mo's teammates saw the right moment, and immediately surrounded Wang Kaige, the core, and took turns to attack and grab the ball and pass it to Chen Mo. Since the three-pointer is not his strong point, then let's slam dunk at close range. !Chen Mo dodged and intercepted lightly, jumped on his toes, and poured the basketball in easily. At this time, Wang Kaige was surrounded by several people, so there was no time to save him.

Chen Mo gasped heavily, his heart throbbing in pain.Still, he smiled to Dinka, who was looking anxious outside the arena, looking weak and pale.

The entire ball game is basically a special game between Wang Kaige and Chen Mo. The two sides are evenly matched. As long as one side scores a goal, the other side will definitely catch up.By the time of the final match, both sides were in a desperate rhythm, and the postures of the ball collided fiercely. I didn't know that it was the man who hit Chen Mo's stomach fiercely with his arm. Chen Mo bent down in pain, sweating profusely. risk.

"Mo, what's wrong with you?!" Dingka wanted to run inside anxiously, but Xia Jian and Jin Ya stopped him.

"Dingka, this is a game. When playing basketball, the two sides can have intense physical contact. You should trust Chen Mo, he can do it." Xia Jian's words sounded very calm.

"Senior, you can go after the competition." Jin Ya also persuaded from the side.

Dingka had no choice but to watch from the sidelines, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

Time passed bit by bit, and the two sides ended up with a tie, that is to say, whichever side does not score a goal is a tie.Xia Jian next to him was walking around quite leisurely, talking to a bunch of nympho girls next to him.

"Wang Fenhong! Wang Fenhong! Wang Fenhong!..." The girls shouted together after Xia Jian said what to play.

Wang Kaige had the upper hand in the arena and was about to steal a shot, but when he heard his previous nickname, he was stunned for a few seconds, and when he came back to his senses, Chen Mo had already got the ball and was ready to shoot in the last few minutes!

"Damn it!" Wang Kaige rushed towards Chen Mo like crazy.

Chen Mo was slammed onto the concrete floor with sudden force, the skin on his face was scratched by stones, and several bloodstains were printed on his delicate face.

Chen Mo got up immediately, but Wang Kaige stood in front of him.

The area where Chen Mo was standing happened to be a three-pointer.

Wang Kaige was about to pounce on him, but Chen Mo had already thrown the ball in before he had time to think about it. Wang Kaige tripped his body soaring up into the air, lost his balance, and hit the back of his head hard. There was a loud noise on the concrete floor.

"Chen Mo!" Ding Ka ran over without hesitation.

"Chen Mo, wake up, don't scare me..." Ding Ka was about to collapse.

"I'm fine, help me see if the ball has gone in or not..." Chen Mo rested his head on Dingka's lap, and closed his eyes weakly.

"Hold on, I'll take you to the hospital now." Ding Ka was about to stand up and carry Chen Mo on his back, but Chen Mo grabbed his sleeve.

"Tell me, did the ball go in or not?!" Chen Mo didn't have much strength left.

The basketball bounced back and forth on the ground, making a dull sound, echoing in the empty playground.

"Go in, you scored a goal." Dingka cried as he hugged Chen Mo tightly.

The moment Chen Mo heard the answer, he closed his eyes with a smile.

"That's good..." I fell into an endless coma.

In fact, the goal was not scored, and Chen Mo's three-pointers have always been his weakness.

However, Chen Mo did not lose, neither did Wang Kaige, and the two drew.

Later, Chen Mo was sent to the hospital and fell into a coma for many days before slowly waking up.Whenever Dingka is free, he visits the hospital and cooks soup for Chen Mo every day. Chen Mo’s heart is like soaking in a honeypot all day long, gurgling sweet and fragrant honey juice, and he is in a good mood. The body recovered quickly, and he could be discharged from the hospital in a few days.

"Momo will starve to death if you're not at home." Chen Mo leisurely ate the corn rib soup made by Dinka himself.

"I'm my own mother, so I won't make it hungry!"

"But Momo misses you very much."

"Miss me? How do you know it misses me?"

"It's...it's nothing, it's just... just rolling on your bed every day, peeing on your computer..."

After Dinka finished speaking, he ran to the door.

"Well, Momo will damage your things if he does that, but he really misses you~~~I'm going first, you eat slowly~~~" Dingka didn't wait for Chen Mo to say anything, just slipped away.

"You fucking come back to me!!! Didn't I tell you to take good care of it and don't let it be on my bed!!!"

Dinka ran into Wang Kaige while walking on the road.

"How is Chen Mo?" Wang Kaige knew that Dingka wanted to avoid him when he saw him, so he grabbed Dingka's wrist.

"You don't need to worry about it!" Dinka wanted to leave after finishing speaking, but his wrist was sore from Wang Kaige's tight pinch.

"Why don't you come to my house to play?" Wang Kaige's temper was originally very dark, and he was originally a bad boy.

"No!" Dinka struggled, but couldn't get rid of it.

"The math book was left at my house when you helped me with tutoring last time, why don't you go get it?"

Wang Kaige smiled and showed his pointed canine teeth, looking cunning and charming.

"You can just bring it to me!" Dinka opened Wang Kaige's fingers one by one.

Wang Kaige looked at Dinka's walking figure with gloomy and gloomy eyes.

"That Dalmatian of yours is so cute." Dinka stopped and turned to ask when he heard Wang Kaige's words in doubt.

"How did you know?!"

"I don't think it's too difficult for my little brother to steal a puppy~~~"

Dinka was terrified by Wang Kaige's smile, that kind of smile...

"What do you want!" Dinka also gritted his teeth angrily.

"Nothing, I just want you to go to my house to play~~~"

Under threat, Dinka had no choice but to go to Wang Kaige's home.

For the first time, Wang Kaige's house has really become very clean, not as dirty as before.The light in the room was very bright, but Wang Kaige pulled down the thick curtains very strangely, and the room was dark and oppressive, making people feel heavy and oppressed.

"Where's my dog?"

"Drink some water first, aren't you thirsty?"

Dinka took the juice and drank a few gulps.

"Give me back the math books and the dog!" Dinka stood up from the sofa, and now he just wanted to get out of here quickly.

The light in the room was very weak, and there seemed to be a green evil light shining in Wang Kaige's eyes. Those desires tore at the fragile areas of the nerves. When the last line of defense was breached by desires, there was not much reason left to be eroded. Only bloody ugliness and rot left, I don't want to hurt you, but you don't love me...you don't love me...

"You are so cute and innocent, you believe everything I say~~~" The smile on the corner of Wang Kaige's mouth gradually stiffened, his face became distorted, a little scary and weird.

"You lied to me!" Dinka became anxious and wanted to run out. Obviously, he could just press the doorknob to get out, but Dinka had no strength at all, and he was limp on the ground.

"I'm in the juice, I took the medicine, it seems like I took too much, don't blame me~"

Wang Kaige walked over, wanting to hug Dinka.

"Get out!!!" Dinka resisted fiercely and scratched Wang Kaige's arm.

What about crazy plunder and appropriation, what about selfish madness and extremes? !Even if it's wrong, I won't regret it!

"Dinka, even if you hate me, I will carve a color that belongs to me in your heart!"

Wang Kaige pressed Dingka's lower body heavily, sucked Dingka's lips frantically, biting blood, he really wanted it so much!

Dinka was hurt by Wang Kaige but couldn't make any sound.Wang Kaige's movements became more and more violent, touching the inside of Dingka's clothes, Dingka's smooth skin, and the delicate touch brought Wang Kaige extra excitement, directly ripping off Dingka's clothes, Kissing messily, leaving saliva sticking to Dinka's chest, Dinka felt disgusted! ! !nausea! ! !

"Let's go to bed and do it~~~" Wang Kaige's eyes were blurred by lust.

"Don't..." Dinka firmly grasped the bottom of the coffee table in the living room.

"If Chen Mo knows that I fucked you, what kind of expression do you think he will have?"

Wang Kaige's madness appears perverted and distorted.

Wang Kaige oppressed Dinka's upper body, kissed Dinka's neck, and bit hard, causing a large bruise on Dinka's neck.

"Even if he can accept you who was touched by me, you can't accept your own?"

"Hehehe..."

"So, if I do this, you don't belong to him completely."

Wang Kaige whispered in Dinka's ear, whispered...

Something in Dinka's heart was broken...

If only these bad things were dreams...