want to be your person

In the past few days, I have written less and more lately. I am sorry. I know that it is not easy and hard for you to follow up.As long as I have time, I will definitely update the article. Thank you for your encouragement and support. I have always been a person who gives up halfway, but this matter, I will stick to it no matter what. ——XL

After Dinka and Fang Che got off the car, they heard the conversation of several foreign men next to them.

"Fortunately, this is not serious mudslides"

(Fortunately, the mudslide this time was not serious)

"Rightah, rightah, just I don't know why amani is dead"

(Yeah, yeah, I just don’t know why one person died)

Dinka can still understand some English, but it feels a little bad, hearing something like someone dying...

Dinka asked Fang Che next to him: "What are they talking about?"

"They said that the mudslide last night was not very serious, because everyone in the vicinity knows that this section of the road is prone to disasters. Few people pass by here on rainy days. It's just that the cattle and sheep grazing in the village have lost a lot. It seems... It seems to be just Someone died..." Fang Che explained to Dingka beside him, Fang Che saw that Dingka's face was getting darker and darker, his lips were cracked without a trace of blood, seeing Dingka's embarrassed look, Fang Che also felt that What, it sank with a click.

A person died?A person died? !

Inexplicable fear shrouded Dinka's heart, and the heart was squeezed and deformed by a potential pressure. He just felt that it was difficult to breathe heavily. Dinka felt dizzy and couldn't help but stepped back a few steps and hit the square behind him. Che.

"What's wrong with you?" Fang Che hurriedly supported Dinka who was about to collapse, and knew something...

Dinka only saw that the collapsed road was covered with black mud and mud, and there were many huge stones wrapped in the mud. The dark leaching of the mud covered the ground, mixed with some kind of dirty green liquid, It gave off a disgusting, rotten smell.There are still many cattle and sheep corpses in the mud, everything is gray and black, including the messy branches that are torn off and tied to the vines of the plants.

Dinka's eyes turned red immediately, he frantically grabbed the blue-eyed foreign farmer, and asked eagerly.

"What's the name of the person who died? Where is he now?..." Dingka seemed to have forgotten to speak English in such a hurry, and just kept asking in Chinese.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what you're talking about"

(sorry, I don't know what you're talking about)

"Please tell me who is that person?" Dinka was on the verge of crying, and this feeling of loss grew stronger and stronger.

The farmer was obviously so frightened by Dinka's crying expression that he couldn't react for a long time.

"Do you know who the dead"

(Do you know who the dead person is?) Fang Che next to him felt something, and his expression became more and more serious.

Could it be Chen Mo?no, I can not!Will not……

"sorry, Ido not know"

(sorry, I do not know)

"I only know that people from them ud dragged out the time had no

heartbeat, but still was sent to rescue the Victoria Hospital."

(All I know is that the man had no heartbeat when he was pulled out of the mud, but he was taken to Victoria Hospital for emergency treatment.)

"Thank you..." (Thank you) Fang Che was startled after hearing this.

"What did he say?" Dinka looked at Fang Che eagerly, only heartbreaking helplessness remained in those despairing eyes.

"He said the man was being rescued in Victoria..."

Fang Che didn't say that the man had no heartbeat after being dragged out of the mud, he was afraid...he was afraid of that eventuality, he was afraid that Dinka would collapse.

Maybe that person is not Chen Mo?right? !

"Shall we go to the hospital?" Dinka begged Fang Che with red eyes.

"We're going to the hospital now, don't worry, cheer up!" Fang Che said, but he was also panicking in his heart. If Chen Mo rushed from the city to the suburbs here last night, he would have to go through a collapsed road... ...Besides, there is a great possibility that Chen Mo is worried that Dinka will rush over from the city... If that person is really Chen Mo, what about Dinka?How can Dinka bear these? !

If he knew that this kind of thing happened, he would never take Dinka to that broken bar! ! !

Fang Che drove the car and stepped on the accelerator hard. The red sports car was like a flame in the wind. It was driving fast and time was passing by. The atmosphere dropped to freezing point, Dinka only felt very cold all over his body, as if he had fallen into an ice hole, his legs were trembling, this huge feeling of loss became clearer and clearer, and he was about to swallow himself...

When the car arrived at the Victoria Hospital and hadn't stopped, Dinka opened the door recklessly and jumped out of the car. There was a sharp pain in his hand, and he didn't care much. He ran into the hospital without any hesitation. Wait for Fang Che.

Dinka ran to the nurse's station.

Dinka wanted to ask, but his tongue seemed to be tied up, unable to straighten or curl up.Teeth chattering violently.

"Excuse me, youhe notsenthere aboundedmaninthedebrisflows?"

(Excuse me, did you send a man who was injured in the mudslide disaster here?)

Fang Che also rushed over and asked the nurse in fluent English, trying to stay calm.

"Youare?" (You are?)

"We just want to confirm that the is not only your friend."

(We just want to make sure he is our friend)

"okay, please wait" (okay, please wait)

The nurse glanced at Dingka and Fang Che, and then checked the list of patients on the computer.

"Itseemstobeonlysenttorescuethismorning,

and unfortunately he was already dead when brought"

(It seems that he was sent for rescue in the early morning of this morning. Unfortunately, he was already dead when he was sent)

After Fang Che heard it, his chest heaved violently.

"Hedoes?" (Where is he?)

"Mortuary." (mortuary)

Dingka and Fang Che came to the gloomy mortuary and saw the white cloth on the chopping board covering the cold corpse underneath.Dingka almost fell over all the way. Dingka was still hoping that it wasn't Chen Mo. When he lifted the corner of the white cloth, Dingka's fingers trembled violently, and they were fixed in the air. Scared, afraid...

"Dinka..." Fang Che felt extremely distressed beside him.

Dinka lifted the white cloth, and what came into view was a stiff corpse wrapped in mud whose face could not be distinguished.Sewage and mud filled the entire mouth, nose, and even the ears of the corpse, which was enough to suffocate and kill.Dingka recognized the corpse as Chen Mo because he saw the coat on the corpse, which he bought for Chen Mo himself...

Dingka didn't believe it, he didn't believe it to death, he rubbed his clothes vigorously, revealing his familiar pattern, and Dingka saw his initials sewed for Chen Mo on the collar.

"Mo..." Why?

"Chen Mo!" Why is this happening!

"It's my fault, it's my fault, I shouldn't be angry with you!" Dinka's tears fell continuously, falling on the already stiff corpse, and what was absorbed by the mud disappeared...

"Why the hell am I so stupid!!!" Dinka slapped his cheek wildly.

Dingka's hand was cut by something, the blood stained the palm of the hand, and it was also printed on his face.

Fang Che next to him also cried, grabbing Dingka and hitting his own hand.

"Don't, don't, Dinka..."

"We're going to get married..." Dinka laughed and cried, the tears were salty and too bitter, they fell on the corners of his mouth and swirled, and then he had to swallow them.

It hurts, it hurts...

"Fang Che, do you know? We are still getting married..." Dinka looked at the ring on his hand with a smile and smiled.

"Dinka..."

"Didn't you say you would stay with me for the rest of your life?" Dinka's hoarse voice echoed in the morgue, only endlessly desolate.

"We will be happy, won't we?" Dinka caressed the face that was covered with mud corpses.

"Get married, get married, Chen Mo..."

"You fucking left me alone?!"

Dinka was still crying.

"I love you, really, I love you!!!" Dinka whispered softly and sadly.

"Are you going to wait for me? You're waiting for me, aren't you?"

Two words came to Dinka's mind: sacrifice for love.

That was his best, most complete and happiest choice.

Since I can't live with you, let me rot in the soil with you...

How to do it?I can't live without you...

Dingka wanted to kiss, and then kissed Chen Mo in his arms.

"Aren't you disgusting? Kissing a dead body is better than kissing me. Be careful that others will turn into ghosts and come to you!"

Dinka was stunned when he heard the voice, and Fang Che also turned his head away.

"Chen Mo?!"

Dingka turned his head and saw Chen Mo's right hand was bandaged, and there were several severe scratches on his face.

"Fool!" Chen Mo limped over and hugged Dingka in his arms from behind.

Dingka was still stunned, looking at the corpse on the chopping board, and then at the real Chen Mo in front of him.

"Wow—————" Dinka burst into earth-shattering cries.

The crying this time really frightened Chen Mo and Fang Che.

"Don't cry..." Chen Mo wiped the tears from Dingka's face distressedly.

Dinka was speechless for a long time, but kept pointing at the corpse on the chopping board.

"You think it's me?" Chen Mo laughed.

"Enen..." Dinka nodded abruptly, and let out more aggrieved sobs.

"What a fool~~~" Chen Mo hugged Dingka who was crying hard, and hugged him tightly.

"You have to remember, I won't leave you until you leave me."

"So, remember, I really really love you very much..." Chen Mo whispered softly next to Dingka's ear.

"..." Dingka didn't have the strength to say anything, just kept kissing Chen Mo's face, Chen Mo kissed Dingka's lips, a warm moisture soaked the whole world.

Fang Che beside him breathed a sigh of relief.

Fang Che suddenly thought, it would be great if Dai He could care about him like this, but...even though it is impossible, he still couldn't help fantasizing, fantasizing to the point of madness.

Maybe one day someone will understand,

there is always someone,

He's gone, you won't cry,

But it was worse than death.