want to be your person

Chapter 68: My Heart Is a Big Hole

When Fang Che woke up, he saw Dai He looking at him seriously, with a peaceful smile on his face. Fang Che rarely saw Dai He smile. In fact, Dai He's smile was really... very pretty, very handsome.

"Are you awake? Are you hungry?" Fang Che felt strangely uncomfortable when he heard that Dai He cared about him so much.Usually, he would always ask him if he was thirsty, cold or hungry, and he, Fang Che, was so lucky that he could hear these words of concern from Dai He. Was he dreaming?

"Not hungry." Fang Che gave Dai He a very short answer, wanting to turn over from the bed.In the end, Dai He pressed him under him and kissed his lips. Dai He gently bit Fang Che's lips, and his tongue swiped wantonly in his mouth. Fang Che wanted to push it away, but he really had nothing to do. Strength, kiss him if he wants to, and do it if he wants to.

"I cooked, let's get up and eat." Dai He picked up Fang Che, let him sit on his lap, and put on Fang Che's shoes.Fang Che smelled the masculine scent on Dai He's body, looked at Dai He's rigid face and those affectionate brown eyes, and suddenly there was a beat in his heart. Even though he hated him, he still loved him. Love him so deeply, otherwise, I wouldn't be able to persist until today.But I don't want to hold on anymore...

Fang Che broke free from Dai He's arms, sat on the bed and put on his shoes by himself.Dai He clearly felt that Fang Che's attitude towards him was very cold during this time, but he didn't resent or get angry at all. Give him everything, as long as Fang Che wants, he will give it.Dai He wanted, wanted Fang Che to show that kind of happy smile to him, a beautiful dimple appeared on Fang Che's face...

Dai He still wanted to hug Fang Che, but Fang Che walked out of the room with cold eyes and went to the living room.

"Dinka!" Fang Che stretched his waist, with the smile Dai He wanted on his face.

"Let's go to the supermarket now!" Fang Che pulled Dinka and was about to leave.

"That..." Ding Kala stopped Fang Che who was about to go out, and pouted towards the dining table.

"Daihe has cooked a lot of dishes. They look delicious. Let's have dinner, and then go to the supermarket together!"

When Fang Che heard Dinka's proposal, his enthusiasm cooled down a lot.

"Then you eat, I'm leaving." Fang Che let go of Dingka's hand, with a blank expression.

"Hey! Fang Che!" Dingka stomped anxiously, looked at Daihe who was standing still, and watched Fang Che go away. Dingka could only be anxious.

What's the matter? !

Dingka had no choice but to comfort Dai He in a hurry: "Fang Che... Maybe he's not in a good mood today, maybe he's too tired. I'll go shopping with him in the supermarket and I'll be back soon!"

Dinka ran out in a hurry.Only Dai He was left with a silly wry smile on the spot. How many years has it been since he felt so distressed?I used to treat Fang Che like this before, so what about him?Is it more uncomfortable than I am now?Still feel bad?

Dai He looked at the food he had carefully cooked on the dining table, sat down in frustration, took a bite of the food, and took a mouthful of the rice. The taste was like chewing wax, slightly bitter...

"Fang Che!" Dinka caught up to Fang Che, took Fang Che's hand, panting.

"Dingka..." Fang Che looked at Dingka with red eyes, feeling a little abnormal.

"What's wrong?" Dinka was taken aback, and patted Fang Che's back comfortingly.

"Am I being willful?" Fang Che's eyes turned red from laughing.

"You also know..." Dingka scratched Fang Che's nose.

"Daihe... is sincere, he wants to have a good relationship with you." Dinka said very gently.

"So you have to be nice, with him, okay?"

Seeing Fang Che shaking his head, Dinka shook his head helplessly.

"I can't do it anymore...Really..." Fang Che was crying, something choked in his throat.

"He was too gentle to me just now, it will only make me panic..." Fang Che wanted to force back tears.

"I've already made up my mind, but he...why did he treat me differently?" Fang Che cried out sobbing.

"I'm afraid... I'm afraid of losing him. I don't want that feeling anymore!"

"Dinka...do you know?"

"That feeling..." Fang Che leaned his chin on Dingka's shoulder in exhaustion, and closed his eyes in pain.

When he is wholehearted, that person is blind to himself.

When I was disheartened, that person loved me a lot.

I want to have him, but I'm afraid of losing him again, so I just don't want him, give up, okay? !

"Fang Che, trust Dai He one more time..." Ding Ka didn't know what to say, so he could only hug Fang Che gently, he was afraid that Fang Che would be broken.

When Fang Che's mood gradually calmed down, he dragged Dinka to the supermarket again, bouncing around like a child. Dinka knew that Fang Che was trying to hide his sadness. The forced smile was a habit given to Fang Che by Daihe. Use your own smile to welcome Daihe to bring you good, bad, everything.But the smile will also disappear, when a person's love is all gone...

"You wait for me." Dinka knew that Fang Che's eyes had been looking at the ice cream stand. He wanted to eat ice cream, right?

Dinka bought two plain ice cream cones.Fang Che immediately became happy, the dimples on his face appeared beautifully, and he must be really happy this time, right? !

"Dinka is so nice. I like the original cone the most~~~" Fang Che blinked at Dinka and smiled.

In fact, Dingka really didn't know what flavor of ice cream Fang Che liked to eat, but he bought the original flavor because he liked it and didn't dislike it.To a certain extent, Dingka felt that he was very similar to Fang Che, a bit like Xiong-Di.

"Wow, it's delicious!" Fang Che ate it with big mouthfuls, his mouth was covered with sweet ice cream.

Dinka let out a chuckle, what a child!

Fang Che quickly wiped out an ice cream, glanced at the ice cream in Dinka's hand secretly, and swallowed his saliva.Dinka would agree immediately.

"Here you are." Dinka deliberately shook the ice cream in front of Fang Che's eyes.

"You eat, you eat..." Fang Che said so, but his eyes were staring at the ice cream.

"Why are you being polite to me!" Dinka stuffed the ice cream into Fang Che's mouth.

"Hey hey~~~Dinka, you are so kind~~~" Fang Che smiled with his eyes full.

Dai He was actually not far away. Seeing Fang Che's smile, he was stunned for a long time...

He can act coquettishly towards Dinka, and be as happy as smiling towards Dinka...

Fang Che and Dingka came to the supermarket. The supermarket is very big, and there are many game machines for catching dolls on the first floor. It's boring to play alone, so it's nothing in the end, but now Dinka can accompany him, and Fang Che has friends.

"I want to play with the claw machine." Fang Che dragged Dingka to the claw machine.

Fang Che took out several banknotes and exchanged them for a lot of game coins. Fang Che and Dingka liked SpongeBob SquarePants very much, so they kept wanting that SpongeBob SquarePants doll.

The control pliers have caught the doll, but every time it is a little bit short, the doll will always slide down with the shaking of the pliers.

"Whoa, why is it always like this..." Both Fang Che and Dingka wanted the sponge doll.

Dai He next to him had a panoramic view of everything, exchanged a few coins, and picked up the doll Fang Che wanted in the game machine opposite.As a result, I got two SpongeBob dolls easily.

Dinka wanted to buy some hot drinks, but someone patted his shoulder. Dinka turned his head to see that it was Daihe.

Dai He stuffed Dinka's arms with SpongeBob SquarePants dolls.

"Don't say I gave it to him, please..." Dai He smiled at Dinka.

"Okay..." Dinka nodded.

"Fang Che, I caught the doll!" Dinka ran to Fang Che's side, pretending to be excited on purpose.

"Wow, Dinka is great!" Fang Che smiled happily while holding the doll in his arms, and that smile made Dai He feel very happy.

Dinka looked at Dai He who was hiding in the corner, feeling uncomfortable.

Fang Che and Dingka strolled around the supermarket for a long time. Fang Che went shopping and asked Dingka to wait for him where he was.As a result, Dinka met... Yan Luo...

Dinka stood there holding the doll for a long time.

As soon as Yan Luo saw Dinka, he went mad with resentment.

"Yo~~~ Didn't you marry Chen Mo? What are you doing wandering around in the supermarket?" Yan Luo looked at Dingka with poisonous stings in his eyes. Dinka don't waste air alive in this world!

"It's just for fun..." Dinka suddenly felt a sense of crisis, and his whole body raised his vigilance.

"Hmph..." Yan Luo sneered.

"Let me tell you, if Chen Mo doesn't come back to me for a day, I will be the third party between Dai He and Fang Che. If you don't leave Chen Mo, I will dare to do this!!!"

"I have a photo of He Daihe on my phone, what would happen if I sent it to Fang Che~~~" Yan Luo's words cut Dingka's nerves.

With a sound of "Pa--", Dingka slapped Yan Luo heavily.

"Snapped--"

"Pa—" Yan Luo also slapped Dingka twice in the face.

When Fang Che came back, he happened to see it. Fang Che was so angry that he threw away everything in his hand and rushed towards Yan Luo.

The huge impact caused Yan Luo to slam onto the ground, and Fang Che exploded...

Fang Che ruthlessly pulled Yan Luo's collar, and punched Yan Luo in the face several times. Yan Luo was not a vegetarian either, so he punched Fang Che fiercely, and the two of them fought frantically on the ground.

Yan Luo's head was knocked to the ground, he fainted in a daze, and gradually gave up resistance.

Dai He saw a group of people surrounding him, so he pushed aside the crowd to have a look! ! !

"Fang Che!" Dai He hurriedly pulled Fang Che away from Yan Luo.

"What are you doing?!" Dai He controlled the irrational Fang Che.

"Let go of me! You fucking let me go!!!" Fang Che struggled fiercely, and yelled loudly at Dai He.

"Fang Che!" Dinka helped Dai He control the emotional Fang Che.

"Fang Che, I'm fine, I'm still fine..." Dingka was anxious.

"I'm going to kill him today!!!" Fang Che struggled harder and harder, biting Dai He's arm without letting go.

"Hiss..." Dai He endured the severe pain and waited for Fang Che to recover.

Dingka supported Fang Che who was trembling with anger, and watched Daihe embrace Yan Luo who had passed out.

"Dinka, take Fang Che home first..." Dai He looked into Fang Che's extremely resentful eyes and sighed softly.

"Fang Che..."

"I have to send him to the hospital now, can you wait for me at home?" Dai He almost begged.

"Haha... Waiting for you? Waiting for you?!" Fang Che was staggering, in a trance.

"Why should I wait for you?! If you fucking take him to the hospital, don't come back!!!"

Fang Che was dizzy with anger, and was so angry that he could only lean on Dingka's arms.

"Fang Che..."

"I'll take him to the hospital and go back..."

"real……"

Fang Che just watched Dai He slowly walk away with the unconscious Yan Luo in his arms, although Dai He would look back at him a few times.

"Dinka, let's go home..." Fang Che lost his balance and fell to the ground.

"Fang Che..."

"Am I stupid?" Fang Che's big tears dripped onto the ground, he no longer had a heart, only holes...

a big hole...

(Today is Mother's Day, I wish mothers a happy Mother's Day, two updates today~)

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