The little rabbit does not eat grass

>>>No one is purely one-sided, but under the seemingly calm surface, what kind of undercurrent is hidden, maybe even the parties themselves don't know, and when they find out, they can't stand it...

After the first week, Xiaotu refreshed his e-mail nervously, but there was no letter he wanted to receive, so he had to log out in a self-consoling manner.

After the second week, he refreshed the mailbox again, but he still didn't see the expected letter, so he logged out again in disappointment.

In the third week, there was still no response, so he logged out of the mailbox with a wry smile.

Fourth week... Fifth week... Sixth week...

The résumés he submitted were still nothing, not even a rejection letter, let alone an interview opportunity. He numbly turned off the computer and lay back on the bed in a daze.

Although it has only been more than a month since I left the job, generally speaking, finding a satisfactory new job in a short period of time is a matter of luck, and there is no need to put too much pressure on yourself, but for Ling Xiaotu, it is not only In the past six weeks, I have been unemployed for more than two years. After all, my last job was an unspeakable joke, let alone my resume.

"That Ling Xiaotu...knows nothing...for fear of offending Mr. Fu..."

"...His resume is almost blank at all, and he was supposed to be thrown away... When he was called for an interview, he couldn't answer anything..."

Xiaotu buried her face in the pillow, trying to calm herself down, but the words of those two people still lingered in her mind.Although I knew that I was not outstanding, I never thought that it would turn out like this. I used to be able to comfort myself by thinking that because of the economic downturn and the high unemployment rate, it is very common to be unable to find a job for a long time. After hearing other people's comments, you can no longer lie to yourself.

The future is bleak, life has no direction, and he can only be confused day after day. Fortunately, his parents who ran a ranch in New Zealand recently came back for the holidays, so that he can be busy preparing for the New Year and temporarily distract himself .In order not to worry the elders, everyone tacitly concealed the matter. Although the Ling family's parents still seemed to be vaguely aware of something, they thoughtfully did not ask.

Turning over with his pillow in his arms, he stared blankly at the ceiling and sighed, when he suddenly smelled a smell like burnt dough, and then there was noise from Ling Xiaohu and Belle downstairs.

"Belle? Lavender! What are you doing?!"

"Wo, I can't bake cakes, can't I?!"

"You are creating nuclear waste! You have blown up the kitchen!"

"Ni Cai fried the kitchen!! Nest, nest, nest was just accidentally burnt a small part!"

Why would Belle suddenly want to bake a cake?This kid has no cooking experience at all.

Despite the doubts in his heart, Xiaotu, who has always been in charge of housework, sat up resignedly, walked out of the room to help with the aftermath, glanced at the calendar on the wall from the corner of his eye, and realized that today is February [-]th, Valentine's Day, and Titus birthday.

Strolling to the dining room, I saw Belle sitting on a chair with her mouth open and her legs folded. Titus beside him touched his head and opened his mouth to eat the weird looking cake.

"Why are you eating?" Belle anxiously wanted to stop her brother.

"Belle made a cake, I like it very much." Titus replied with a smile.

"As, whatever you want!"

Staring blankly at the pair of gluey brothers, the gentle smile on Titus's face and the doting eyes on Belle made Xiaotu suddenly feel sour, and he clenched his fists and walked quickly Entering the kitchen, standing in front of a messy sink, his eyes were red, tears welling up in his eyes.

What's wrong?Why do you suddenly want to cry?

Before his family noticed him, he quickly wiped away his tears with his sleeve, and began to clean up to divert his attention, but a voice kept rising from the bottom of his heart——

"Why should someone be born with everything?Why do I work so hard but...」

His thoughts stopped suddenly, and Xiaotu shook his head in shock, cursing what he was thinking, how could he have such thoughts about Belle? !

However, with a little bit of jealousy, it was out of control like a flood, even if he tried his best to suppress that emotion...

"I hate it, I'm done eating. 』

"Then I have no choice but to take the opportunity and eat everything in front of me!" ! ! 』

"Mmm, I'd rather eat the roasted camel just now. 』

"Then don't rob me, Sister Tammy! 』

"I didn't grab it, you were slow, little Didi~"

The TV is showing "The Great Collection of Weird Foods in the World". It is a program hosted by Belle and three artists from the same company. Among them, the female artist who is bickering with him is called Damio. They laughed out loud, the pretty men and the beautiful women were the focus of the screen.

"Wow, Abbey will host the show, it's amazing!"

"Our family is going to have a big star!"

"No, no..."

The Ling family's parents answered one sentence at a time, which made Belle, who is usually arrogant and funny, blushed, and wanted to bury her face in her elder brother's arms, making the two parents laugh happily, while Xiao Hu and Wang Yiquan covered their mouths and stole Laughing, waiting to see how embarrassing someone is going to be.

"Brother Hug~~~~~"

"Huh? ! ! !Wait a moment!Labelle, I'm not your brother! 』

"Woo... my brother doesn't want me... my brother doesn't love me... woah———"

"Pfft hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!"

After the picture of Belle getting drunk came out, the Quanhu team who knew the information immediately roared with laughter, the parents of the Ling family were also taken aback, and then slapped the table and laughed wildly. Titus hugged the stunned Belle with a low smile, Knowing that this thin-skinned child is about to lose his temper.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

"The producer said...it's very funny, so I decided...to keep it...hahaha..."

"Laughing, laughing fart?!!!!"

"Hahaha... Who told you to eat so much fried beer? Let's see if you dare to mess around next time!"

"Oh! I laughed so hard! When Abezi gets drunk, he loves to act like a baby even more?"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh don't go out again!!!"

Belle rushed back to the room angrily, Titus hurriedly followed in to coax others, while Xiao Hu and Wang Yiquan were still laughing until they kept wiping away their tears. Belle, keep saying that the bigger the kid, the more annoying he gets.

"Yeah, some people are loved no matter what they do..."

Xiao Tu, who was laughing at the side, watched all this dumbly, and the voice in his heart became more and more sharp.

"Why is Abbey drunk again?"

"Someone in the studio was handing out wedding candies, and if Stupid Dog didn't pay attention, he let Belle eat wine candies!"

"I'll go make hangover soup." Looking at Belle, who was acting coquettishly on his cousin, Xiaotu walked into the kitchen quickly, and dug out red dates, hawthorns, walnuts, oranges, lotus seeds and other ingredients from the refrigerator, and prepared them one by one. Wash, peel, take the core and cut into cubes, then steam in a steaming bowl, then boil a pot of water and add white sugar and rock sugar, after the sugar has melted, add the steamed fruit, after boiling, add some white vinegar and salt , and finally hook a little thin gorgon, and you're done.

Since everyone in the family from grandpa to Xiaohu is a good drinker, it is common for the three generations to drink with each other when they are in the mood. Therefore, the job of taking care of the alcoholics falls on Xiaotu, who is not good at drinking. He is quite proficient at making soup, but he never thought that the last two times he would cook it for Belle, who is underage.

Going out with the prepared fruit hangover soup, I found that the atmosphere at home was not quite right. Everyone froze and said nothing, staring straight at Belle, who was hugging Titus and kissing...

kiss? !

Pausing for a moment, and looking back at Belle, who was so drunk that he couldn't tell clearly, Xiaotu couldn't help being stunned.

"Why is this An?!" Papa Ling, who had a fiery temper, slapped the table and jumped up and asked angrily.

"..." Titus, who was always calm, turned pale in astonishment, unable to speak.

"The child is drunk, drunk!" Wang Yiquan hurriedly pulled Belle away in a haha.

"That's right! Dad, Belle is messing around when she's drunk!" Xiao Hu stood in front of her and pushed her parents into the study, "Ah, I recently wrote about inspiration for Vinka, you guys help me think about it..."

"Brother~Wo likes brother...I like love~" After pouting and breaking away from Wang Yiquan's hand, Belle slipped back into Titus's arms and confessed boldly, so angry that Ling's father yelled furiously, Xiao Hu and Wang Yiquan tried their best to block him , Mother Ling shook her head and sighed. For a while, the whole house was in chaos.

Put the hangover soup on the table, Xiaotu slowly walked back to the room, shut all the noise outside, and logged into the mailbox to check again, but there was still no reply, although Wang Yiquan said that most of the company was not here because of the recent Chinese New Year There is no response from the recruiting staff at times, and I advise him not to worry about it and take his time, but he knows that this is just comfort.

He fell back on the bed, remembering the scene of Belle kissing Titus just now, and many memories gradually surfaced...

Belle was born when he was seven years old. Because of an accident with his aunt Xiaoyang, she was only seven months pregnant. The premature little cousin lay in the incubator for dozens of days. Although his body was very weak, he was still healthy. Fortunately, she survived, and since then, little Belle has become the object of love and care for everyone.

Aunt Xiao Yang is six years younger than Papa Ling. She is the jewel in the palm of Grandpa. She has the mentality that the eldest is to take care of her younger siblings. Papa Ling also loves her little sister very much. Becoming the darling of the Ling family, Xiao Hu, who has a temperament very like his father, naturally took his little cousin under his wing to protect him. Therefore, when he was 13 years old, after his aunt and uncle passed away in a car accident, the whole family completely took care of Xiao Beier. Life is the center, and he, Ling Xiaotu, is no longer the youngest son of the Ling family.

I still remember that when I was visiting New York with my parents when I was seven years old, a little brother whom I had never seen before appeared in front of everyone holding the little Belle who had just been discharged from the hospital. It was only later that he learned from his parents that Aunt Xiaoyang had adopted her. The boy, named Titus, would be their cousin from now on.

In his memory, the little brother had a pair of very cold eyes, so cold that he didn't seem to be living in the mortal world, but the moment he looked at the baby in his arms, he became softer, and he has never forgotten that scene.

Little cousin even subdued such a person?At that time, he just thought to himself, until now he still can't understand, what did Belle do to get such favor?

Blinking his hazy eyes, Xiaotu turned over and listened to the movement outside. The noise seemed to have slowed down. At least there was no sound from the second floor. Everyone was probably tired from the noise.He remembered that the things in the kitchen hadn't been cleared away, so he got up and walked out the door again. There were whispers from the next room, probably his cousin was putting Belle to sleep.

After entering the kitchen, the opposite study room was still full of conversations. It seemed that the parents were still very angry at Belle's abnormal behavior.He slightly hooked the corner of his mouth, and slowly cleaned up the pots and pans.

"Hey, are you here? Make some tea for Dad to calm down." Xiao Hu, who came over to pour water, saw that he was there, and hurriedly ordered, and then ran back to the study to continue to appease the old man.

"……Oh."

Why are parents so angry this time?I remember that when he came out of the closet, his father just read him a lesson, and finally told him to choose a partner carefully, and his mother joked that he could teach him how to tame a husband. Because of this, he could muster up the courage to confess, and then ...

"They are brothers, not the same!"

"No blood relationship..."

"Brothers without blood relationship! It's called incest!"

"Oh, Abeboy is still so young, you can't figure it out at all, right?"

"Just take the kid and bring it to us? If you stick to that Tess like this, it's no wonder that Abezi has no problems!"

"It's not that I haven't tried it before. Abezi cries as soon as he leaves Tess, so Uffado (how can I do it)?"

The more the couple discussed, the more excited they became, and the louder their voices, they could be heard even standing in the kitchen.

By the way, in the year when Aunt Xiaoyang and Uncle passed away, there were constant turmoil at the Lavender family, the most serious one being that Belle suddenly fell ill. Everyone was worried whether Cousin could really take good care of Belle by himself, Grandfather left the chicken farm he ran and flew directly to New York to help. His parents worried and discussed it for several months. They even forgot to attend his teacher-teacher seminar, and didn’t even notice that his shirt was torn by his classmates...

Heaving a sigh of relief, Xiaotu poured the hot tea that had been steeped for 5 minutes into a cup, and when he was about to take it to the study, he heard Wang Yiquan's exclamation in a low voice.

"Tai, Tai, Brother Tai, you..." Just because you happened to be there, you were dragged into the study together to listen to the complaints of the Ling family. When the phone call came, he slipped out of the study to catch his breath, but when he opened the door, he saw Titus standing in front of the door. He was so frightened that he immediately closed the room with his backhand, fearing that the boss would really turn against the Ling family's parents, "The old man just Don't be angry, don't..."

Little Rabbit was standing at the kitchen door with tea in his hand. He couldn't see Titus' expression behind his back. He only knew that the other party was silent for a while, then turned and walked back to the second floor. Emotions made people feel confused, only Wang Yiquan frowned and thought in place, and even forgot to answer the phone.

After silently sending the tea into the study, Xiaotu suddenly had a premonition that maybe, the wishes of parents were about to come true.

Sure enough, in the middle of the next night, Titus left without saying a word, leaving the devastated Belle at Ling's house.Looking at the red, swollen and blue eyes that were holding back tears, Xiaotu felt a sense of pleasure in his heart, which made him feel much better in the next few days, even though the sharp voice became more piercing every day... …

"It turns out that the proud son of heaven also has this day!" 』

"Anyway, you have so many people who love you, you don't need this one, right? 』

"Who said you have to have what you want?Isn't this a fall? 』

"It deserves it!Who made you born with so many advantages? 』

"Brother Rabbit, did you touch me?"

A voice with a slight nasal sound interrupted Xiaotu's thoughts. He looked back at the beautiful boy in front of him in a daze. He couldn't hide the big eyes that had been crying for several days with ice water. At this moment, he was using innocent worries Look at yourself.

"Are you unhappy? Who made you angry?"

"I……"

"Do I look angry? 』

The little rabbit was suddenly speechless.

After tilting her head in doubt for a while, Belle seemed to remember something, quickly took out a bar of chocolate from her pocket, raised a sweet smile and handed it over happily, "Give the chocolate to Brother Rabbit, it will make you feel much better~"

"...I, I'm fine!" Without taking the chocolate, Xiaotu turned back to the room in panic, and after closing the door in front of the astonished Belle, he squatted on the floor with his head in his arms, and shouted in a broken heart— —

"How can you still laugh? ! 』

"Why do you still worry about others? 』

"Why do you come to comfort me? ! 』

"Why did you appear by my side? 』

"It's fine if you don't exist! 』

"you……"

"sky!What am I thinking?How could I do this to Belle? !How could I wish he hadn't been born? 』

Guilt, inferiority complex, disgust, grief, etc., these emotions that he had never faced when he was growing up, erupted like a dike at this moment, quickly drowning him.

"I'm really a useless idiot, I deserve to be unloved all my life, and I deserve to be played with..."

postscript:

The focus of this article is on Xiaotu's heart. The foreshadowing has already been laid in the eighth chapter. Whenever Taibei flashes, Xiaotu feels depressed, but he was still at a loss at the time, so he didn't notice it. , and later because Fu Mo was hit again, plus he had time to think wildly, and spent time with Beibei in the control group every day, he started to explode.

Previously, as long as Belle appeared on the stage, the little rabbit would be transparent, and even Fu Mo misplaced the focus, and this part is also explained here.

Fu Mo will appear again in the next article~

What will happen when the two meet again? XDDD