Gold Lord is Very Busy

At the same time, Jian Ningzhe, who has recently been content with being an underground lover, also watched this episode.Of course, he only watched it for Tan Feiyang, and what he saw, heard, and thought far more than other viewers.

He knew that that was what Tan Feiyang wanted to say to himself.

His Xiaoba, whether it was before rebirth or rebirth, whether he likes him ignorantly or loves him deeply, in Xiaoba's heart, getting him will never be the first.

Tan Feiyang wishes him happiness.

Tan Feiyang has always said this to him repeatedly. Before he knew that Tan Feiyang was Xiaoba, what he thought was that living a good life after taking revenge would be happiness; after knowing that Tan Feiyang was Xiaoba, what he thought was , Getting Tan Feiyang is happiness.

Tan Feiyang is indeed with him, the two of them are like guerrilla warfare every day, coveting the sound of greed, guarding against Tan Feiyu, living a life of being drunk today, no one has mentioned what they will do in the future, they Live in the moment.

This kind of moment made Jian Ningzhe depressed, but he looked at Tan Feiyang very happy, so he didn't say anything.After watching this episode of the program now, he understands that Feiyang has always understood him, but he just has no chance to say it out loud.

The happiness that Tan Feiyang hopes for and the happiness that Jian Ningzhe thinks are never the same kind of happiness.

What Jian Ningzhe wants is very intuitive. From before to now, there are revenge and Xiaoba. What Tan Feiyang hopes is that even without revenge and Xiaoba, Jian Ningzhe can still be happy.

He expressed a meaning to him in front of everyone through the TV program, even without me, you must live a healthy, happy and happy life, this is the Jian Ningzhe I love.

Jian Ningzhe knew that he couldn't do this. He asked himself that his personality was distorted and he hadn't grown well since he was a child. He longed for Cheng Mingyi. He didn't know whether it was love or the only true and unchanging color in his life.He just knew that Cheng Mingyi was a treasure to him, and he couldn't let it go, and he attributed the rest to love.

But if it was true love, why didn't he recognize Tan Feiyang?

In fact, thinking about it carefully, Tan Feiyang and Cheng Mingyi have too many similarities. When they lived together, his every move made him familiar.

So he once again decided to hold on to this person and attribute this desire for possession to love, but he never asked himself why.

Lin Zhengping has no love in his heart, and Jian Ningzhe sometimes wonders if he has inherited this, and he has no love like him?So when he found out that Cheng Mingyi had a different status in his heart, he immediately grasped the difference, took it as love, and pretended to be affectionate to make himself different from Lin Zhengping.

This kind of thought once passed in Jian Ningzhe's mind. He doubted it and denied it.

Now, in Tan Feiyang's anticipation, he really began to reflect on himself, and this doubt came to mind again.

Does he have love, is his love just a kind of self-satisfaction, or does he really put this person deep in his heart, unshakable?

Jian Ningzhe himself can't figure it out. In the final analysis, he is also a person who lacks feelings.When I first met Cheng Mingyi, wasn't it also to satisfy my sense of accomplishment and to find someone even poorer than myself to take care of?

After watching the show, he sat in the room for a long time, the TV was always on, and he didn't know what show was on.

When he came back to his senses, Jian Ningzhe didn't know what time it was. He picked up his phone and didn't even have time to look at it. He just sent Tan Feiyang a message according to his own mind——

【I want to see you. 】

After sending the message, he didn't see the time, it was already three o'clock in the morning.

At this time, Tan Feiyang should have gone to bed early.And when Tan Feiyang fell asleep, let alone the small notification sound of WeChat, he would not wake up even if there was a thunderstorm.

He also didn't want to wake up Tan Feiyang, the news was sent out on impulse just now, and he couldn't bear it when he returned to his senses now.

Who knew that when he was about to give up, Tan Feiyang sent a reply - [Wait for me, I'll find you right away. 】At three o'clock in the morning, Tan Feiyang was in the old house again, and it was really impossible to rush to him immediately.But Jian Ningzhe still held a trace of expectation in his heart, and he waited quietly.

In the early hours of the morning, there would be no traffic jams at all. Tan Feiyang arrived at Jian Ningzhe's house in about four or ten minutes. At this speed, the journey should be unimpeded.He has the password of Jian Ningzhe's house, and he doesn't need anyone to open the door for him.But when he entered the password, the door had already opened, Jian Ningzhe hugged him into the room, hugged him and kissed deeply.

It was a kiss that lasted so long that Tan Feiyang could barely breathe. It was obviously such an affectionate kiss, but Jian Ningzhe didn't move his hands like before, just hugged and kissed.

When he let go of Tan Feiyang and the two hugged each other and panted lightly, Jian Ningzhe asked in a low voice, "Why are you still awake so late?"

"Can't sleep," Tan Feiyang said softly, "I think you might see this episode, I think you might send me a message, just keep waiting. Waiting and waiting for bed time to pass, what about lying in bed Can't sleep anymore."

Tan Feiyang has no time to sleep. He can fall asleep anytime and anywhere, and he can maintain a mental state anytime and anywhere. Like all young people, he is energetic and sleeps well, and rarely suffers from insomnia.I can't sleep today because I've been waiting for him, right?

"You sneaked out at night, will your brother find out?" Jian Ningzhe rubbed his nose against the tip of Tan Feiyang's and asked affectionately.

Tan Feiyang didn't answer. In fact, he felt that Tan Feiyu probably knew a little about his private meeting with Jian Ningzhe these days.Tan Feiyu would definitely know if he ran out at such a late night.But he can't control these anymore, he wants to see Jian Ningzhe and see how he is.

Even if Tan Feiyang didn't say anything, Jian Ningzhe understood what he meant.

Tan Feiyang, who said he was not sleepy before, yawned involuntarily after seeing Jian Ningzhe. Jian Ningzhe knew that he was relieved and sleepy, so he led him to the bedroom and took out the pajamas that Tan Feiyang had put here before from the closet , and said at the same time: "Go to bed so late, don't think about anything, no matter what happens, the sun will rise tomorrow."

Tan Feiyang nodded obediently, and lay on the bed with Jian Ningzhe after changing into pajamas.It seems that Jian Ningzhe didn't intend to do anything today, he simply held Tan Feiyang's hand and wanted to sleep peacefully with him.

Not knowing what Jian Ningzhe was thinking, Tan Feiyang didn't dare to sleep. He barely opened his eyes to look at the people around him. The sleepy look was a bit cute, and Jian Ningzhe couldn't help but hug him in his arms.

The feeling of holding this person in my arms is really reassuring.Every cell in Jian Ningzhe is stretching comfortably, wishing to wrap Tan Feiyang tightly in his body and never separate him.

"I understand what you mean," Jian Ningzhe said with his arms around Tan Feiyang, "I also know what you want to say to me."

Tan Feiyang rubbed against Jian Ningzhe's arms, indicating that he was not asleep and had been listening.Jian Ningzhe squeezed his paw with a smile, and then said: "You hope that I can cherish myself, don't carry too many things, and don't live so tired."

Tan Feiyang scratched Jian Ningzhe's palm, which means you got the answer right.

"But to me, you are a part of my body." Jian Ningzhe's voice was hoarse and sexy, just like the cv voice he once did, it penetrated directly into people's hearts through the voice, "I will hurt you if something happens to you, you I’m not complete without it.”

"What you said before made me doubt myself. I don't even know if I love you. Maybe I just live in the past and can't get out. I have thought about it for a long time but I can't figure it out, but I want to see you. I I feel that as long as I see you, I can understand my thoughts."

Hearing what Jian Ningzhe said, Tan Feiyang's drowsiness disappeared, and he asked, "Then do you understand?"

He understands, Jian Ningzhe's thoughts, he has always understood.

It was because Tan Feiyang knew that Jian Ningzhe didn't even know whether he was in love, so he proposed to separate from Jian Ningzhe for a while after confessing that day, so that both of them could calm down.The reason is simple, as he said before.In Tan Feiyang's eyes, Jian Ningzhe has never changed, but the little eight in Jian Ningzhe's heart, after years of beautification, can reality and imagination still be unified?

After calming down, Jian Ningzhe refused to let him go.Since Fifth Brother needs him, Tan Feiyang will be by Fifth Brother's side no matter whether the need is love or not.

So they were together again, like an affair, Tan Feiyang avoided talking about that issue, Jian Ningzhe has always believed in his feelings.

Until Tan Feiyang took the opportunity of the talk show to tell Jian Ningzhe what was in his heart.

"Understood," Jian Ningzhe's voice was peaceful and comfortable, "I love you."

This time it is neither a memory nor a monopoly, he really knows that he loves Tan Feiyang.It's not the phantom of Cheng Mingyi that I imagined in the past, but the real person in my arms now.

"Me too." Tan Feiyang leaned against Jian Ningzhe's arms and finally smiled.

He knew that this time, Fifth Brother was telling the truth, and he could feel it.

Jian Ningzhe slept comfortably all night with Tan Feiyang in his arms, but he didn't do anything.Even when they got up the next morning, the two of them didn't say anything because they had a little reaction in the morning. Instead, they blushed and went to get dressed, as pure as a student who only dared to hold hands.

While eating, Jian Ningzhe asked, "Is there any announcement recently?"

Tan Feiyang shook his head and said, "Not yet. The gambler's movie and a TV series will start shooting next month. Xiao Ying said that the schedule should be opened."

"I'll accompany you home at that time." Jian Ningzhe said and rubbed his head.

Tan Feiyang looked up at him in surprise: "My brother... oh, he won't be at home during the day."

Probably because of this reason, Jian Ningzhe said that he would send him home?

"Then I'll be your guest for a day, and wait until he comes home at night. I'll also meet Tan Hai by the way, your son is mine." Jian Ningzhe said with a smile.

Tan Feiyang was almost shocked. Jian Ningzhe wanted to go directly to the old house to meet Tan Feiyu?Although Tan Feiyu didn't say it, Tan Feiyang always knew that his brother probably wanted Jian Ningzhe, the guy who seduced his brother to go astray, to die. How about going to see my brother?Will there be a world war?

"Don't be afraid," Jian Ningzhe comforted, "I just want to talk to your brother, nothing else."

Tan Feiyang was even more scared, but Jian Ningzhe insisted, so he sent messages to both Tan Feiyu and Tan Hai at the request of Fifth Brother, telling them that Jian Ningzhe was going to visit at home.The difference is that he told Tan Hai that a very important friend of his father was coming to visit; he told Tan Feiyu the truth.

Unexpectedly, Tan Feiyu said: "Let him come, I will go home early in the evening."

After getting the consent, he took Jian Ningzhe home.They didn't do anything that day, they just watched TV together and studied the acting skills of the actors on TV. Jian Ningzhe also helped Tan Feiyang do a few small tests of scenario simulations, helping Tan Feiyang hone his acting skills.

It was Tan Hai who came back first. The child has been raised well recently and has become more and more beautiful. He looks very cute, but the persistence in his eyebrows has never changed.After he greeted Jian Ningzhe politely, he kept observing him in silence.Jian Ningzhe didn't try to curry favor or neglect Tan Hai. While chatting with Tan Feiyang, he also took care of Tan Hai. He quickly turned the conversation between the two into three, and successfully made Tan Hai familiar with himself.

On the way, when Tan Hai went to the toilet, Jian Ningzhe said to Tan Feiyang with satisfaction: "This kid is not bad. When I was talking to you just now, he was probably a bit repulsive. Children are xenophobic. Parents are their own. People who like to be close put their attention on others. But when he saw that I was teaching you acting, his dissatisfaction disappeared, not pretending, but accepting me from the bottom of his heart. He likes you very much, like To the extent that he loves Wu Wu, so he can accept me so quickly, I am not as good as him in this regard."

Tan Feiyang couldn't help being taken aback after hearing the last sentence.

Jian Ningzhe didn't explain, but touched Tan Feiyang's hair with a smile.

Even a child like Tan Hai, who has only been with Tan Feiyang for a few months, can accept himself because he likes Tan Feiyang, but what did he do?

The eldest brother who has been avoiding Tan Feiyu and never thought of facing Feiyang squarely, did not seek Tan Feiyu's consent because he likes Feiyang, but thinks of crooked ways every day, trying to make Tan Feiyu have to compromise.

This is not the way to treat relatives, but the way to treat enemies. He is not even as good as a child.

Tan Hai himself had let go of his guard against Jian Ningzhe, and with Jian Ningzhe's high skills, he soon got together with Tan Hai. After playing around, Tan Hai's feeling for Jian Ningzhe changed from acceptance to admiration and liking. Looking at his The eyes are like looking at idols.

Tan Feiyang shrugged, this is Jian Ningzhe's ability, which cannot be learned by others.

The three played for a while, and Tan Feiyu came back early, as he said.

Jian Ningzhe stood up and greeted him, and Tan Feiyu nodded to him without changing his expression.

Because he came back early and there was still some time before dinner, Jian Ningzhe followed Tan Feiyu into the study to talk, and shut the curious Tan Feiyang and Tan Customs outside the door.