"Guang! What are you doing!!" A familiar voice fell in front of Guang like a thunderstorm.

"Ah, Brother Youjing." Hikari greeted lazily, "Well, it's nothing~ I saw a cute child."

Guang leaned down, gently wiped away the ambiguous marks on Ayu's mouth with his thumb, and whispered in Ayu's ear: "Think about me? Are you good at technology?"

"Hikari!" He was so anxious that he had to lower his voice, Ukyo stopped Hikaru's next step, "He is the 'Ayu' I told you before. Besides, when did you become so frivolous?"

"It's not frivolous. Ah, he's such a cute kid." Guang, who had just rushed back from the airport, hadn't had time to look at the detailed information. He turned on his phone, browsed quickly, and couldn't help but nodded his lips, then shrugged, "And the photo It looks like two different people on the surface. But the core temperament has not changed."

"Yu, would you mind giving me your cell phone number?" Guang Yang raised his cell phone, "Now is not the right time to talk. But it doesn't matter, there is no need to rush anyway. Well, Brother Youjing is going to be pissed off, let's go. Anyway, first Go back." Hikari took Ayu's hand.

"...back? Oh, good."

Hikaru held Ayu's hand as if no one was around, and to outsiders who didn't know it, it seemed like the love between the beautiful and mature older sister and the cold and flirtatious younger brother~.

"However," Hikaru glanced at Ukyo, who was under low pressure behind him, and leaned himself on Ayu's body, as if he was smoking a cigarette and exhaled smoke, "what do you think? Although it is very abrupt, I still want to I ask you to provide me with inspiration, and in return, no matter what you do to me or what you want from me, I will not refuse you?"

"Ah...does it mean to be a couple?" Ayu blinked, focusing on this man who looked too glamorous, "I don't want to do anything to you, I don't want to get anything."

"This way..." Hikari walked, leaning his head lightly on Ayu's shoulder, his eyes flickering, "Then I was rejected? I was rejected by my younger brother, what a big failure. I But it’s the first time I seriously want to date someone, and now my mind is completely occupied by you.”

Talking about a big failure in his mouth, he didn't look very depressed and disappointed, he just exhaled like a puff of smoke, just like seeing the unparalleled treasure grow legs and run away. The plan I had was more of a disappointment and an eagerness to come back next time: "It's okay. Wait until you grow up a little bit. When you mature, I will pick you off."

His smile is full of confidence.

"And, anyway, I am very grateful that I met you on this day. Whether it is the inspiration and passion for writing, or the curiosity and passion for constantly exploring the world, they are all aroused. The comparison of my various desires before It all looks dark."

Hikaru held Ayu in one hand, pressed his hand on his chest with the other, and whispered in a dazed way: "Here, I am jumping for every moment I am with you. From the moment I saw you , it is telling me that I must never miss it, and if I miss it, I will regret it for life."

"'How foolish to let the mysteries of humanity, the possibilities of the mind, which you have been seeking, slip by! Stupid man!' That's what my heart would call me if I didn't do anything. "Guang joked, "This is the intuition and determination of a best-selling novelist."

"Why me?" Ayu was purely confused.He was not confused by this man's contemptuous and ambiguous words and deeds, he could clearly see the sincere and fierce heart under the surface, but he just didn't understand why people would dedicate themselves to another person so wholeheartedly, and people would be so eager for another person recognition and love.

Smart people and fools, theorists and doers, children and adults, everyone is desperately pursuing something, love, justice, truth, power... People are trying to pursue something eternal and long-lasting, bringing hope, It brings enthusiasm and stability... I don't know what I'm looking for, nor what others are looking for, and I'm drawn into the vortex one after another, getting wet with my sleeves and quickly withdrawing.

The most important thing is... to understand yourself. If you don't understand yourself, you will have no foundation for thinking. All pursuits are just fleeting bubbles in the water, which are futile.Knowing yourself is not something that can be achieved by pure study, seeking out other people, or joining a specific organization.No one can save yourself but yourself.

"But...it doesn't matter." Ayu who said this rarely lowered his head, he was thinking, trying to express himself, "I want to take a step, I want to try."

"I also want to be an ordinary person who can be understood and understand them."

"I'm not a monster."

"Let's date. The premise and purpose is to exchange sincerity."

"Be my partner, my mentor, teach me emotions and jealousy, teach me to confide in my heart and show understanding and compassion to others, and make me fall in love with you and the world."

The corners of Hikari's mouth were raised, and a smile that he felt happy from the bottom of his heart spread across his face.Great... his surprise.Such a pitiful and lovely, self-aware but not self-aware, self-aware but not self-loving, pure and flawless Holy Son.Yup, you've done a great job.

Before acting, before forming a relationship with others, before setting out to find the answer, try to understand yourself, and the person who cares most about this matter and makes it the highest priority, and at the same time, the person who does not care about how to achieve this goal is the most sincere and purest. man of.

Guang suppressed the urge to express his heart, tightly held the treasure in his hand, and listened attentively.

Ayu lowered his head and continued:

"Although I may not be able to show any sincerity for the time being, because this place is empty and there is nothing. Whenever other people are laughing or crying bitterly, this place is just blown by a breeze, cold and empty, and I don't know how to cry and laugh. Ah these meanings."

Ayu also pointed to his heart: "I want to fill it, but I don't know how to do it. Unlike fighting, arcade games, reading and studying, I can't imitate it, and I can't capture the key."

"Emotions... make me very confused. I have always been pushed forward by others. Now, I should be able to take my own steps."

"Is that so...so that's the case," Guang kept listening with his head tilted, his eyes filled with the reflection of the other party, his face full of smiles, hiding many thoughts and words, and then slowly pouring them into In Ayu's heart, "It's a pity that I came a step too late, and others took the lead... You have already started to explore. Do you want to become a saint of people? It's very interesting."

He kissed Ayu's side face, with a smile in his eyes: "Then please teach me more, my little boyfriend."

"...Oh." The dazed Ayu thought for a while, then turned his head back and kissed him back, "Please give me more advice, Mr. Guang."

You Jing listened silently behind them, pushed his glasses, and couldn't say anything to stop him for the time being.

Forget it... the child can't help it when he grows up, he would rather demolish ten temples than destroy a family.Shocked by the two people who met for the first time but got along with each other tacitly, You Jing tried to comfort himself. Anyway, they are basically mentally prepared for the fact that they always behave differently from ordinary people.It's better to be with Ayu than to run off with a wild man from abroad someday.

……

There are no more conversations along the way, not coldness and embarrassment, but a touch of warmth and beauty flowing in the air.Everything is free without words, words are just a burden.

Looking up, the sky is full of erratic clouds and the new rising sun. Unlike being filled with many chores during the day and entangled with complicated thoughts at night, the morning is always the cleanest and quietest.Breaking away from the trivial matters of the world, not being in the turbulent world, not competing for fame and wealth and exhaustion, just let yourself let go of your thoughts, sink and float in the blue sky, the crisp birdsong, the sun is warm, and the mood is wonderful.

... Could it be that these two people have quickly entered the old couple mode?Being flashed by the happiness of the two people in front, the single dog Youjing felt that no matter what he found again, he would not be surprised anymore.Isn't it just dog food, he eats it.

Hikari and Ayu slowly walked back to Asahina's house, um, plus a single dog.

"Welcome...Welcome back." Opening the door, Yachen saw Guang and Ayou holding hands, wondering, "Uh, is this a surprise?"

"Yes." Guang hugged Ayu sideways like a baby, his long hair fell all over his new boyfriend, and he kissed him, "We're officially dating."

Hikaru raised his hands with Ayu to the brothers who came over: "As you can see, bless us."

"This, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this," Tsubaki was naturally the most surprised one. Although Brother Guang has a penchant for women's clothing, he looks like a sexy woman after dressing up, but on the contrary, Brother Guang in men's clothing is full of momentum. I didn't see any signs of bending over from Brother Guang, "Azusa, pinch me quickly, am I dreaming?"

Azusa mercilessly punished Iron Fist.Azusa could also see clearly that Brother Yao seemed to be fully involved in it, not for the frivolous purpose of collecting materials.Tsubaki will accept it soon after she calms down, well, after all, he and Tsubaki have dubbed BL radio dramas and animations, not thousands, but hundreds of them.

"I, I," Zao, who is usually silent, moved his eyes away as if dodging, "This kind of thing...I will support...not only because Brother Guang is my brother, but also because Mr. You deserves the best."

"Looks like I'm a step late." Shrugging his shoulders, he wanted to ignore the pity in his heart. In that not-so-serious monastery, he had heard of love affairs between men, so he had to take it seriously. The two blessed, "Xiao You is very powerful, just be careful not to be abandoned in the end, haha."

Embarrassed laughter passed, followed by a moment of silence.

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