After he was reborn, who couldn't love me

The light of the flashlight in the young man's hand shook slightly, and his heart beat violently due to the sound of 'pain'. Xia Ye's cool body, which was originally motionless, instantly sweated, and every inch of his skin was radiated. The scorching temperature, especially the thumb touching Gu Qingshu's small teeth, trembled uncontrollably. When it was pulled out, the saliva stuck to the mouth of the beautiful young man seemed to be drawn like honey.

Gu Qingshu watched Gao Xing not speak for a long time, his eyes were blurred by tears, wiped the back of his hand, looked at Gao Xing tenderly and fragilely, and said in a low voice: "How is the situation? Is it bad?"

Gao Xing returned the flashlight to Gu Qingshu, pulled Qingshu back into the dormitory, grabbed a shirt of his own, and quickly put it on with his backhand, with the unbuttoned side ready to go out, he whispered: "It's nothing, it just looks It seems to be a little inflamed and bleeding, I'm going out to buy some medicine, you drink some water first, okay?"

Gu Qingshu frowned and tugged at the corner of Gao Xing's clothes: "It's very late now, and the pharmacy outside should not be open. It should be fine if I take a rest."

Gao Xing shook his head and said, "How do you rest when it hurts so much? Don't worry about it, I'll be back after a while."

"Then I'll go together." Gu Qingshu glanced at the alarm clock next to An Yang's bed on the opposite bed. The alarm clock showed that it was three o'clock in the morning. It must not be very safe outside the school at night. This is the city, not Chengdu. If something happens, even If he doesn't know anyone, then his crime will be serious.

Things Gu Qingshu decides are usually difficult to change. He followed up and held the key to the dormitory in his hand: "By the way, I'll go and ask Brother Jin if there is any good. Brother Jin brought a factory The kind of employee medical kit that was issued, small, might contain anti-inflammatory drugs."

Gao Xing grabbed Qing Shu and persuaded him in the corridor: "It's better not to, Jin Qian's dormitory is full today, we knock on the door rashly, maybe we will wake up the other roommates in their dormitory, which will affect Jin Qian not good."

"Then..." Gu Qingshu hesitated.

Gao Xing smiled and said: "Don't worry, there is a hospital near the school, let's go to the hospital and have a comprehensive checkup, you often eat sugar, check your other teeth for cavities, let's rest together rest."

Gu Qingshu's steps down the stairs slowed down, but was quickly dragged down by Gao Xing: "Hey, wait a minute, I didn't say I wanted to go to the hospital, didn't I just say that I could just buy some anti-inflammatory drugs? There's no need to go Hospital."

Gao Xing walked in front, firmly pinching Gu Qingshu's almost boneless hand with his right hand, that soft and small hand that looked like a child never seemed to have any temperature in summer, neither sweating nor hot, slightly Cold and slender, it is a hand that should always be cared for in the palm of the hand. This is the first time Gao Xing has a legitimate reason to hold it, and he does not intend to let go easily: "Why not? When you are sick, you should hold it. Go to the hospital, do you want to wait for your tooth to fall out and become a leak before you know the seriousness?"

"So serious?" Gu Qingshu didn't even want to go.

"Otherwise? I don't know how Jin Qian usually takes care of you. It's not good to eat too much sugar, but maybe he didn't realize it, so you can't blame him."

Gu Qingshu felt awkward listening to Gao Xing's words. He always felt that Gao Xing was turning a corner and saying bad things about Brother Jin, and he also said 'you can't blame him'. It sounded like reminding himself that this is Brother Jin same as wrong.

"It's not Brother Jin's fault. It's because I sometimes feel dizzy and have no energy. Just eat sugar."

"Have you been checked?" Gao Xing turned around, his expression unprecedentedly solemn and majestic, "Qingshu, don't hide your illness and avoid medical treatment, I know you are not in good health, and the family can't support you to have a checkup. Sometimes there is a little pain here, there It's a little uncomfortable, I gritted my teeth and endured it, but this is not the way, even a child knows to find the doctor's uncle if there is any discomfort, I will take you to the doctor's uncle, are you obedient?"

Gu Qingshu is obviously just suffering from a toothache, Gao Xing said so, it seems to be a serious illness, if he dies, he will say goodbye to this world, such alarmist words and exaggerated atmosphere, and finally he made a kind request, Gu Qingshu It wasn't that he didn't know what to do, he followed the young man step by step, holding hands, and after a while, he said softly, "But I don't have money..."

Gao Xing's heart seemed to be grasped by the four words Qingshu, and even left a few nail scratches on it: "I have it."

The two teenagers left the dormitory building in the middle of the night, walked through the quiet grove of the school and a winding path, and finally left the school gate. When they were sitting on the wall, Gu Qingshu seemed to reach out to pick up Gao Xing, who was himself, naturally. Suddenly he said: "I don't want to go. Gao Xing, I have a toothache. You can either accompany me to buy anti-inflammatory drugs, or I will go by myself."

Gao Xing would not have dared to force Qing Shu to do anything before, but now An Yang and Yao Zuo, the two unlucky bastards, still appear in Qing Shu's life, and he has no idea what will happen after that, without knowing Qing Shu in advance He is afraid of accidents if he takes control of all his illnesses and takes the initiative.

Gao Xing has watched a foreign movie called "The Butterfly Effect". The general content is that the protagonist keeps going back to the past to modify the past in order to achieve a goal. In the end, things get worse and worse. Every passive past They will all move uncontrollably towards an even more unknown future.But now in Qing Shu's life, he is the variable, replacing Jin Qian who shared the same dormitory with Qing Shu in his previous life, what will this lead to?

No one knows, the only thing Gao Xing knows is that if something worse than his previous life happens this time, causing Qingshu to have any irreversible accidents, he will go crazy!He must plan ahead and control the overall situation. It is best to avoid Qing Shu's operation. He is too young, and an accident happened so early.

The life review tells Gao Xingxing that the most difficult thing is not to build his own bright future, but how to protect Gu Qingshu who seems to be indifferent to his physical condition.

Gao Xing thought a lot in that moment of trance, and then felt familiar with the posture of Gu Qingshu sitting on the wall and standing under the wall to meet him. Gu Qingshu, who was shaking his legs, carried him down like this.

"Qing Shu, if you don't go now, I might tell your elder sister tomorrow that you are so painful in the middle of the night that you roll on the bed and don't want to go to the hospital. Your elder sister loves you the most, and she will definitely blame herself. You Do you want to go to the hospital now, or be picked up by your elder sister tomorrow, how about you choose? Huh?" Gao Xing smiled.

Gu Qingshu was stunned, and immediately frowned his beautiful brows, sensing the strength and uncontrollability of Gao Xing in front of him, his expression was aggrieved and sad for a moment, and his wet red eyes immediately became a layer under the hazy moonlight. The mist in the summer night is so beautiful: "Why do you force me?"

Gao Xing was still holding the chance of winning, now seeing that he made Qing Shu cry, he smiled wryly and said: "This is not forcing you, it is for your own good, if you think about it, just quietly go to the hospital to have a dental check, and since you have gone to the hospital, you can take care of your teeth." I checked my whole body, isn't this normal? And I know the situation after the inspection, and I won't tell others. Exciting."

Gu Qingshu immediately said happily: "Get out, my teeth don't hurt anymore, I'm going back." Gu Qingshu wiped the watery fox eyes with his arms, and stopped pretending to cry. He straddled his long legs into the campus and was about to jump back.

Who knew that the guard patrolling the campus happened to hear movement here at this time, saw a person sitting on the fence, and immediately shone a flashlight over: "Who is it?! Give me your student number!"

"Damn!" Gu Qingshu didn't want to be decried by the school before the school officially started, so he hurried back and jumped into Gao Xing's arms, and said anxiously, "Run!"

Gao Xing couldn't help laughing. He grabbed Gu Qingshu's hand and walked towards the central hospital across the road. He found that the closer he got to the hospital, the more tense and stiff Qingshu's body became. Sometimes, he almost didn't need him to firmly hold Qing Shu's hand to prevent the little fox from slipping away. The little fox himself obediently followed him, as if he was more afraid of the hospital than his desire to escape, so he ran away. It won't drop.

This is a bit like when a person encounters a car accident and a large vehicle hits him head-on, as long as he runs, there is a chance of life, but his body stays there and cannot move.

After entering the hospital, Gu Qingshu didn't know what he was doing as soon as he smelled the disinfectant. Anxiety and fear were intertwined. He really wanted to go back to the dormitory, but he didn't resist the physical examination like he himself showed.

He knew that Gao Xing was right, it was normal operation to have an examination and know his physical condition, so Gao Xing helped to register, and it was really unreasonable for him to use the lack of money as an excuse.

Gu Qingshu's head was in a mess, he only knew to follow Gao Xing, went to several departments, opened his mouth to check the condition of the gums, lifted his clothes to listen to the heart rate, drew blood, measured blood pressure, and went through various procedures, The unexamined time is gone.

The last department I went to was Andrology.

Gu Qingshu stood at the partition gate of the Andrology Corridor, blushing, staring at Gao Xing with beautiful eyes, asking for an explanation.

Gao Xing scratched the back of his head, also looking embarrassed, hesitated for a while, stared at Gu Qingshu's toes, coughed twice, and said: "I saw it by accident, Qingshu, you are not well developed, I'm 16 years old, no matter how bad my age is, it's normal to have a height of eight to ten centimeters, you're just like this..." Gao Xing stretched out his little finger, and added, "It's not as long..."

Small town hospitals in the early morning are overcrowded like hospitals in all big cities even at this time.

In particular, the beds in the inpatient department have been spread to the corridors. In addition, the new central hospital park in Jiangyang City has not yet been built, and the building behind it is being renovated to build elevators, so there are patients lying at the door of the general ward. There are also, and they are all elderly people in their seventies and eighties. Gu Qingshu and Gao Xing stand outside, especially eye-catching.

Gu Qingshu doesn't think that he has a male function problem, it's just that he hasn't developed well. No matter how cunning, he is still a young fox who has not been opened up by the future open network environment. So far, he is willing to stand with Jin Qian and Fatty. Peeing together, usually in front of outsiders, they would never take off their pants to show others their own weaknesses.

Gu Qingshu really felt that the blood all over his body was rushing to his head, his cheeks were blushing, he pinched Gao Xing's little finger and snapped it hard, and said unhappily: "Just say it, what gestures?! Is yours normal?! No! Absolutely not, I just saw that she was a female doctor, what do you think? No.”

Gao Xing likes that Qing Shu is so rude to him, but his little finger really hurts, he gave a 'hiss' twice, and after being let go, he coaxed the pretty little fox and said, "You discriminate against female workers. What's the difference if the child doesn't want a male doctor? And the doctor who sits in the clinic is over fifty years old and belongs to our grandma's generation. Why are you ashamed? At worst, if you want to be fair, I will take it off with you and let you see What is normal size."

Gu Qingshu has seen Fatty and Brother Jin, so of course he knows what is normal. It is impossible to say that he does not want to participate in watching movies with Fatty and the others, but...it is still too embarrassing, he is embarrassed.

Gao Xing hesitated after reading Qingshu, and continued to do the little fox's ideological work: "The results of the inspections you just did can't come out in a day or two, Qingshu, you can also call Jin Qian to come with you next time, to accompany you." Look at it, but next time I don’t know if it’s the doctor who’s going to be there for a consultation. The doctor looks kind, and it’s early in the morning, and there’s no one around. Let’s go back to sleep earlier after the examination, don’t you think?”

Gu Qingshu took another look at the doctor sitting in the department drinking tea and reading magazines, he met the doctor's eyes through an open door, and smiled.

"Okay, I'll go in and have a look, you don't have to follow." After all, this is still a very private matter, if the situation is not good, it will never be able to grow, and only he himself will know.

Gao Xing rubbed his nose and agreed, "Okay, then I'll stand outside the door and call me if I need anything."

Gu Qingshu nodded perfunctorily, and instead of looking at Gao Xing's expression, he rushed into the department room and closed the door, and then he held the registration slip and said to the tall and thin old doctor: "Doctor, I come and see."

The doctor's surname is Lu, and there are several pennants hanging in the department. Gu Qingshu glanced at them, and they all looked like "wonderful hand rejuvenation" and "life-saving benefactor". They seemed very powerful.

Dr. Lu has explosive silver-gray hair on his head, his face has traces of time, but his eyes are sharp, black and white, and he can be seen as a person who pays attention to sleep and maintenance.

Dr. Lu had a kind voice. After putting down the water glass in his hand, he stood up and asked the overly pretty boy in front of him to sit on the recliner beside him: "Student?"

Gu Qingshu tried his best not to care so much: "Yes."

"Student? Is it inflammation of the foreskin?" Dr. Lu put on his glasses, smiled and said to Gu Qingshu, "Let me take it off to see if it's serious. It's a bit late for you to get circumcised at this age. Now we recommend 12 years old. Cut left and right, and the child will recover quickly."

Gu Qingshu didn't hesitate to take off his pants, but lowered his eyes, bit his lower lip lightly, and said honestly: "No, I'm here to check for developmental problems...I'm not well developed."

People of Dr. Lu's age like beautiful children very much. She herself has a grandson who is about the same age, but she is not as good-looking as the boy in front of her. She knows that children of this age are more sensitive, so she will never show any sarcasm Expression: "Oh, there are also many students who came to see this, but they were all brought by their parents. Classmate, are you here with your brother?" Dr. Lu had long seen the two teenagers who were hesitating outside the corridor up.

Gu Qingshu happened to be honest with himself at this moment, with a pair of beautiful long legs closed cautiously, and the T-shirt he took casually when he came out in a hurry was too long, half concealing the infinite scenery: "Oh, no, the one outside It's my friend, who came to see the dentist today, and when I suddenly thought of it, I said I'll watch this andrology together, so I won't worry about it."

Dr. Lu controlled his expression, trying not to frighten the young man in front of him, after a check, he almost knew what the problem was, and asked, "Come early, so I'll ask you a few questions, classmate, be honest Just answer. Do you have any physical reactions when you wake up in the morning?"

Gu Qingshu couldn't see anything from the old grandma's expression, and his heart became more and more nervous: "...No."

"Is there usually a lot of urination? Is there any pain? Or it is slow and takes a long time to come out? Is there any such situation?"

Gu Qingshu squeezed his fingers, and heard his voice sound normal: "I have to wait for a while, won't I be able to come out right away..."

"Oh, there may be a slight inflammation. This is not a big problem. The main problem is that you have almost no development. We have no way to check the specific cause here. We can only give you a massage first to see if you feel it. In other words, classmate, your function should be normal. It belongs to the small and difficult to stimulate type. If there is no response, then it is hard to say... It may be related to the lack of male hormone secretion, or it may be malnutrition. It is hard to say. "Dr. Lu tried his best to make the diagnosis he said not sound so scary.

"Besides, I see that you, the student, have been in poor health. It may also be that your health is too poor, and you can recover after conditioning. So, student, do you want to have a massage? Or go to a big hospital outside the province for a test?" In fact, it is probably useless to do massage. This student is clearly in a state of stopped development. It belongs to the lack of male hormones, and there is no sign of growing a beard on his face. In the words of the older generation, this is heaven-eunuch, and it is not easy to treat. , Even if it is cured, it may not be possible to conceive, but most of these men are content to have normal sexual life after treatment.

Gu Qingshu vaguely felt that he might not be well. The word 'massage' didn't sound like he could cure himself, so there was no need to do it. He thought for a while and asked the doctor seriously: "Doctor, I still have self-knowledge about my situation, but I just want to know if I can be cured if I go to a big hospital?"

The old doctor saw that the young man was not particularly sad, he was just shy all the time, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and said: "Nothing is absolute, and it is possible to cure it, but at your age, if you want to catch up with others and grow up like a normal person, This is unlikely, I can only say that it will allow you to have a normal night life with your married partner in the future, and the rest... don't force it."

marriage partner……

Gu Qingshu thought that he would have no marriage partner in the future, only a same-sex lover who would spend the night in the bathroom with him.

That man is right outside the door...

To experience the night life, maybe he didn't need therapy at all, he could do it now, and he didn't need it anyway.

Gu Qingshu thought about this in his heart, and felt that it was boring. While quickly putting on his pants, he said to the doctor, "I see, that's all, thank you doctor."

"Huh? Why don't you have a prostate massage? If you're embarrassed, you can ask your friend to come in and help you. I'll guide you. How do you feel?"

Gu Qingshu's mind flashed past the day he predicted his own appearance in the mirror in the dream, his cheeks burned, and he shook his head: "No, thank you."

Gu Qingshu went out quickly, and when he opened the door, he saw a handsome young man leaning against the wall with his arms folded. The other side had a well-defined profile and was as handsome as a model on the cover of a magazine. When he saw him coming out, he smiled slightly: "How is it?" ?”

Gu Qingshu originally had a glimmer of hope, but now that he came to the hospital, the hope was gone, it was all Gao Xing's fault, he didn't even have a chance to deceive himself, if he didn't play tricks on this person, Gu Qingshu felt uncomfortable.

So Gao Xing saw the little fox in front of him with flushed cheeks and slightly dodged eyes, took him by his little finger to a hidden corner, and whispered to him: "The doctor said that I might be the slow-responsive type. If it is too exciting, I will grow up. After I go back, I may need someone to massage me every now and then, both inside and out. Gao Xing, do you have a handy finger? If it is convenient, let me use it, and it will be a pleasure to help others. "

As the little fox said, he squeezed Gao Xing's right hand that could control the basketball with one hand, and held Gao Xing's index finger and middle finger with his slender white fingers. Cut it short, or it will hurt when you scrape..."

Gao Xing's finger was touched so that it almost didn't belong to him, his nose itched, and he touched it with the other hand, and his nosebleed.

Gu Qingshu immediately burst out laughing, let go of Gao Xing's hand, and said, "Forget it, you don't have to protest with a nosebleed if you don't like it, I'll go find Brother Jin, anyway, Brother Jin is always willing."

"Wait." Hearing this, Gao Xing chased the little fox who was leaving quickly, and squeezed Gu Qingshu's wrist.

"What to do?" Gu Qingshu glanced at the pinched wrist, and the other party immediately reacted and let go.

Gao Xing's eyes were extremely dark: "I'll cut my nails when I get back."

Gu Qingshu felt that the joke was too big, but he didn't bother to explain: "Oh, I will be ready after that, and I will let you know when I have time."

Gao Xing saw that the little fox was teasing him, so he grinned and didn't care: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

The author has something to say: The little fox who thought he had dug a hole for Gao Xing saw Gao Xing cutting his nails every day, and always felt lewd, annoying to death.

Gao Xing: This is called being ready at all times!

Little Fox: No need!Go and make money.

Gao Xing: Oh...

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