After he was reborn, who couldn't love me

Two drops of turbid liquid were splashed on the gray carpet of the five-star hotel, and the blanket suddenly fell into a dark predicament, out of tune with the surroundings.

The bathroom was very quiet. Occasionally, there was the sound of rippling water slapping on the two people who were bathing together. The skin of the forearm was slapped by the water surface in the bathtub. In the back, hugged by Brother Gao, is a caught big white fish, with long hair messily falling on its back, accepting Gao Xing's kiss.

The phone rang suddenly at this moment, and Gu Qingshu's hand that was unable to grasp the edge of the bathtub slipped. Finally, he had a short respite and wanted to get out of the bathtub, but his lover's arm was around his waist, slightly confining him. Then, he made him stay still and return to his original position, the corners of his eyes were forced to have wet marks.

He glanced back at Brother Gao, the other hand of Brother Gao was so soaked that his fingers were wrinkled. The admiral took Nokia over, glanced at the incoming call notification on it, his eyes darkened imperceptibly, and then asked him: "Baby, do you want to answer the call from Shenzhen?"

Gu Qingshu's head was in a daze. After reacting for a while, he realized that something was wrong. His eyes fell on the phone number that didn't have an incoming call reminder, and he immediately understood that the person calling was most likely Jin Jin, who is currently doing software development in Shenzhen. elder brother……

Gu Qingshu's heart tightened.

How can you accept it at this time?

"No." Gu Qingshu stretched out his hand to break Gao Xing's arm around his waist, and said feebly, "If you want to answer, you have to let me out. I'm so thirsty, I want to drink water, I don't want to drink."

Hearing this, Gao Xing seemed to be aware of the low spirits of the person in his arms. He smiled slightly and let go of his hands. He stood up and handed Qing Shu a bath towel to wipe off the water drops on his body. Said: "Maybe it's not good not to pick up, maybe someone in Shenzhen has something urgent."

Gu Qingshu glanced at Brother Gao, and said bluntly: "You can pick it up if you want, why explain so much to me?"

Gao Xing stared at Qing Shu's eyes, not knowing whether he was trying to find something in it, or hoping that there was nothing in it: "I just like to explain to you..."

"Come on, I don't like to listen to explanations." Gu Qingshu and Gao Xing soaked in the bath for at least an hour, not to mention the back pain, the fingertips were also wrinkled, and the bare feet stepped on the gray carpet with a string of footprints. Afterwards, he stood by the bar and took a few sips from the exquisite small kettle. The slightly cool boiled water rolled through the esophagus and went straight into the abdominal cavity. Gradually calmed down, and when he raised his eyes, he saw that Gao Xing hadn't answered the phone, waiting for him to give orders, "You answer it, maybe there is something really urgent."

In fact, there were quite a few phone calls before, but Gao Xing only took a casual look, and then simply switched off the battery of the phone. This time, it was entirely because the caller was suspected to be Brother Jin that he wanted to answer it. I put myself in Gao Ge's position and thought about it, thinking that if I was Gao Xing, I would also want to listen to what my old friend who hadn't contacted for several years wanted to say as a winner at this moment.

Gao Xing might have answered the phone because he saw that he really didn't force it, his tone was not in a hurry, the old god was there, if it weren't for the villain who was still domineering at his place just now, still showing his teeth and claws, those who didn't know would think that Brother Gao was just state of waking up.

"Hello?" Gao Xing got the little fox's nod, and then said in a tone that he didn't know who was on the other side, "Who is it?"

Gu Qingshu lowered his eyelashes, he didn't really want to hear what they said, but he was really afraid that something happened to Brother Jin, otherwise why did Brother Jin, who never called, call?

He didn't walk here, and he didn't go here. He felt a little guilty and uncomfortable, and couldn't move his legs to leave, so he put his hands on the bar and took out a paper towel to fold a thousand paper cranes. Wake up and talk to the other end of the phone.

"Well, I know, don't worry about it, the mobile phone is turned off during the trip, does this have nothing to do with you? The doctor said that you can take the plane."

"Accident? How could there be an accident? If there is an accident, stop the plane and return."

"Is there anything else to do? If not, my baby and I are going to rest."

Gu Qingshu was terrified, afraid that Gao Xing would say words that would reveal what they were doing just now. Although it was true, he hoped not to...

Gu Qingshu also felt that he was really the representative of Wuyin here. Before, in front of Brother Jin, he could be ambiguous with Gao Xing in any way, just to make Brother Jin give up. The appearance of belonging to the heart, so that Brother Jin can shrink back.

Now that he really has an established fact with Brother Gao, but he is timid and doesn't want Jin Qian to know.

Is it because you used to have a clear conscience, but now you have a guilty conscience when you fake it?

perhaps.

He just felt sorry for Brother Jin, if Brother Jin remembered everything like him, what should he do?Gu Qingshu was like stepping on the clouds for a moment and then stepping into the air for a moment. After a trance, he threw away the messy thoughts in an instant, and became more determined to go back to Rongcheng after the New Year to see that Uncle Jin was still alive with his own eyes, so he could leave.

Where are you going after you leave?

Gu Qingshu didn't think about it, but he felt that he might need to change his name, otherwise it would be too easy to be found, and he still needed to do a good job with his sister, so he said that he wanted to relax around, and his sister would never stop him.

Where should we go first?Just stay in China. Brother Gao may think that he must go abroad, so he will do the opposite, go to a place with the sea, and pick up shells when he is bored.

The diamond ring on the ring finger of the left ring finger of the beautiful young man who was thinking wildly while stacking thousands of paper cranes suddenly flashed, pulling his thoughts back to the dim and ambiguous lights of the hotel, the tide of phone noise in his ears stopped abruptly, and a warm voice came from behind him. In the broad embrace, the owner of the embrace was indiscriminate, and without giving him a chance to react, he lifted off his loose and slightly long bathrobe and continued his absurd business.

Unprepared, he crushed the thousand paper cranes that were folded in his hand, turned around and cursed unsteadily, "Is it a monkey?"

Mr. Gao kissed him on the back of the ear, and said generously: "For those who belong to pigs, especially Chinese cabbage."

"Oh, you're so annoying, wait a minute..."

"Don't bother, baby, tell me."

Gu Qingshu slowed down for a while, and then said with blushing cheeks: "It's okay, continue."

"As ordered."

The absurd work was completed at twelve o'clock. Gu Qingshu was so tired that he didn't have any energy. He loved to nest next to Gao Xing and rest with his arms hugged. Just when he fell asleep in a daze, he suddenly heard Gao Xing's words Whispering: "Don't you want to know who called just now?"

Gu Qingshu shook his head: "I know it's Brother Jin."

"..." Gao Xing murmured in his heart why he still called Jin Qian 'Brother Jin'. After thinking for a while, he suppressed the wish that Qing Shu would only be so intimate with him, and said, "He called and asked why your phone was turned off. Probably the fat man couldn’t get through to you, and I didn’t answer the calls, so I told him, so he called and scolded me, saying that you shouldn’t be allowed to take the plane.”

"Oh……"

"Also, he probably knows we've got everything done now."

"If you know it, you know it." Gu Qingshu said indifferent words, but he couldn't help thinking about Jin Ge's expression when he knew about it-but he couldn't think of it. He collapsed on the day of his death, but he was always calm and composed, a leader who made people believe that he would be able to stand up.

So Gu Qingshu can only tell himself that this is a good thing, all the lies he told Jin Ge have come true, Jin Qian's previous stubbornness was nothing more than a firm belief that he still has a place for the other party in his heart, and he will always put Jin Ge first , Now that he understands that he is just a layman who treats him well and stays with him, he really likes someone, maybe he will be disappointed...

Having said that, in his previous life, Brother Jin didn't like him to get too close to any men, and didn't let him have too close contacts with anyone. Did he already see that he was such a person, so he strictly guarded against it?He also lost his temper with Brother Jin a few times because of this, it really shouldn't be.

"Huh?" Mr. Gao seemed to have noticed the depression of the little fox around him, and he insisted on asking clearly. He pulled the whole body into his arms and lay on his stomach. He touched the top of Qing Shu's head with his palm lovingly, and said, "It seems There is a little fox in a bad mood."

"Not really..." Gu Qingshu smiled lazily, then sighed, "It's just... a little disappointed in myself."

Gao Xing immediately analyzed what this sentence meant and what kind of disappointment it was, but the analysis was fruitless, so he flattered him in all directions: "How do you say this? Baby, you don't know how good you are, why would you treat yourself like that? Disappointed? Look at you, you are smart, good-looking, good-natured, and responsible. You love small animals. I don’t know how many people have a direction because of your vocational training school. You are disappointed in yourself because you are saying that I am blind No?"

Gu Qingshu's eyes were hot from being coaxed, and the habit of talking about what he had developed in Gao Xing's place for many years also broke out. He sighed softly and said, "I have always been doing what I think is right. Things..." Just like how he wins over Jin Ge since he was a child, he thinks it is very correct to win over Jin Qian, and on the other hand, he will treat Jin Ge very well, which is considered a reward.

It's like leaving Brother Jin, because leaving is right, it can save Brother Jin from the same pain in his previous life, and the family will be happy.

Just like refusing Gu Jianfu's overtures, no matter how difficult he is, that's not what he should understand. Gu Jianfu is the bastard who irresponsibly abandoned their siblings, so it's correct to let Gu Jianfu suffer.

There are many, many things that he thinks are right. Even if others think that he may be indifferent, selfish, or incomprehensible, he has a clear conscience, and he thinks that is right.

But now there is one thing that is wrong, the only way to correct it is to leave Gao Xing as originally planned.Otherwise, why did you plan to leave Brother Jin who had been with him for so many years?Wouldn't it be good to continue the frontier?It's not fair.

Gu Qingshu has his own scale in his heart. When the family is in trouble, the other side of the family is greater than all moral conscience and dignity; when the family is good, the nobility in his bones determines the temperature of his cheeks.

"So now it means that you did something that you think is not right?" Mr. Gao has always been very good at guiding Qing Shu.

Gu Qingshu nodded, buried his head on Gao Xing's chest, as if buried in a dark place: "Yes."

"Will someone punish you then?"

Gu Qingshu: "No... I will..."

"Why would you?"

"Because it's not right."

"Who sets the standard of right and wrong?"

"I……"

"Then change the standard."

Gu Qingshu smiled helplessly: "How can it be so easy?"

"It's very easy, it just depends on whether you are willing or not, and in the final analysis, Qing Shu's fault is my fault, and it has nothing to do with you." Gao Xing said, squeezed Qing Shu's hand, and kissed.

Gu Qingshu was very suspicious when he heard what Brother Gao said. He always felt that Gao Xing seemed to know what he was thinking, but how could this be possible?

Gu Qingshu immediately raised his head, pinched Gao Xing's cheeks with both hands, pulled his handsome face like a piece of rice cake, raised his eyebrows and said seriously: "Strange, do you have something to hide from me? I have reason to suspect you It's the roundworm in my stomach."

Mr. Gao laughed loudly, hugged his precious lover and kissed him, and said, "I'm a roundworm, did you know that?" He knew Qingshu better than he knew himself, what expressions meant what, what reactions meant , The shy look, the angry look, the proud look, and the sad look are all topics that he can't help analyzing and understanding.

Mr. Gao used to cry and tell the little fox that he was not perfect, but he pursued perfection all the time, so he knew more about Qing Shu than Qing Shu imagined. He knew that Qing Shu walked with him on the train When I cried, I cried for Jin Qian; knowing that Qing Shu was with me, most of the reason was because of his power and power; knowing that Gu Qingshu hoped that he could help Jin Qian to overcome the biggest difficulty; knowing that Qing Shu was attracted to him , Now I am disappointed in myself, disappointed that I have changed my mind, and I am not a resolute person.

But the genius knows how much effort he spent to snatch Gu Qingshu over!

How could Qing Shu be a playful person?

No, if it was, it wouldn't make him chase so hard.

In fact, at this time Gao Xing felt that he should tell Qing Shu the whole story of himself, to comfort the person he had managed to hold in his arms, and tell Qing Shu, you are fine, and I am the one who is not good.

It's my deliberation, it's my painstaking efforts, it's me who steals love, and it's me who do a lot of evil.

Nothing to do with you.

But once his identity from the previous life is exposed, will Qingshu still feel that his excellence comes from himself?

No, Qingshu will think that he is a counterfeit, a speculator who uses the light of the prophet to suppress others, he is not outstanding, he is full of flaws.But he can't help it, he loves him, if he can't protect Gu Qingshu, own Gu Qingshu, become the only man in Gu Qingshu's eyes, his life will be meaningless, his rebirth will be meaningless.

He will try his best to give Qing Shu all the best things, including his perfect self, but please don't give him a piece of marshmallow and take it away again.

"Qingshu, I'm sorry." Mr. Gao said in a low voice.

Gu Qingshu didn't quite understand: "Why did you say that suddenly?"

"Because I love you. If one day you decide to leave me, remember to end me first, or I'm afraid I will hurt you."

Gu Qingshu was taken aback: "Why do you think so?" Gu Qingshu was a little nervous and refused to admit it.

Mr. Gao smiled inscrutablely and said, "Feeling."

"Then your feelings and reactions are too pessimistic."

Gu Qingshu's heart was sour, and he kissed Brother Gao's lips as compensation, but he didn't know that Gao Xing's words were pessimistic and full of extreme madness. The translation should be: If one day you decide to leave me, unless I die Otherwise, you won't be able to go anywhere! ! !

The author has something to say: Gao Xing is a crazy person, have many cuties forgotten?Haha~

感谢在2020-11-2522:12:07~2020-11-2622:30:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Mi Yang, I really have a headache;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: Hey @[email protected], Chunqiu, and Lu Tiaowu came with 10 bottles; Ranchen 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!