After he was reborn, who couldn't love me

When Gu Qingshu told his second sister that he wanted to go abroad to relax, it was the day before the director of the Jin family, Jin, was transferred to another hospital.

Jiangyang City in spring is so bright that it is unbelievable. Sitting in a small hotel talking, two siblings are sitting and the other is standing. The ordinary things outside the window, when I heard my little brother’s words, I was silent for two seconds. Looking back, the sun fell from behind, elongating her shadow, and also shining on my little brother’s porcelain-white face without any flaws, even the pupils looked like Magnificent colors kissed by the gods.

"I don't quite understand what you said, can you say it again?" Gu Chunlan, the second child of the Gu family, has always been sarcastic, and her actions are simple and quick, and she pursues the ultimate. "You mean you want to go abroad, so what about Gao Xing? Where's the eldest sister? You Who are you going with? Jin Qian? Are you... cheating now?"

Gu Qingshu smiled helplessly, Qingsi twirled around his thin white fingers, shook his head calmly, and said: "Second sister, you have too much imagination, what cheating or not, It’s nothing like that, it’s just that I suddenly feel very tired and want to go to England to study, alone, not with Brother Jin.”

Gu Chunlan folded her arms around her chest, and sat in front of Gu Qingshu, staring at her calmly smiling younger brother, although she had countless questions, she didn't ask any more, but nodded first: "Okay, what do you want?" Just go, but you tell me how can I help you? You want to leave quietly, just leave without saying goodbye? But this is impossible, Gao Xing doesn't know if he has hundreds of pairs of eyes, don't you Looking at him, he is watching you with all his attention, it may be very difficult to disappear as you said."

"But I think that Gu Jianfu may be able to help. He and the eldest sister are doing foreign trade. Although the foreign country is Africa, you can go to Africa first and then transfer to the country you like. I just don’t know what the eldest sister is. Will she let you go? She blames Xiao Gao for trusting her. She says she dislikes you when you are with Xiao Gao, but she is actually very relieved. If you go abroad alone and don't make a phone call every three days, how can she be willing? "

"Also, are you sure you don't want to elope with Jin Qian?" Gu Chunlan didn't mean to accuse her younger brother at all, she was very partial, "I see that you and Jin Qian seem very close after you come back, if you can just talk to me directly Honestly, it's nothing."

Gu Qingshu really couldn't say it this time: "It really looks like I've moved on?"

"Ah."

"I didn't know it would be like this." Gu Qingshu lowered his eyelashes, and each curly black eyelash was coated with gold by the sun, which was so beautiful that it took people's breath away, "Forget it, it doesn't matter, just treat me as empathy." Love it, sister, as long as you agree, help me deal with the big sister. I want to wait for Brother Jin and the others to leave, and I will leave too. It is spring and the weather is very good. I will have no problem flying. It's not that I haven't sat down."

Gu Chunlan paused for a moment, then agreed, "Yes." But soon, she asked again, "Have you ever thought about Gao Xing asking us for you, and if we don't tell you, what will be the consequences?"

"what?"

Gu Chunlan's rational eyes fell on the younger brother: "Gao Xing may always be very accommodating to you, so you forget how terrifying it is that he can grow himself to become the youngest entrepreneur in Beijing in just three years. His connections, wealth, and status are enough for him to destroy the waste collection station that eldest sister and Gu Jianfu have finally built from scratch."

Gu Qingshu nodded, and said: "I have considered this issue, he... is sometimes more impulsive, but as long as he calms down, he will know that it is useless to do these things, and he will not do useless things. Of course, for the sake of To avoid accidents, just pretend you don’t know where I went..."

"He won't believe it."

Gu Qingshu was stuck, and asked his second sister for help like never before: "Then what should I do? Second sister, I want to leave, I can go anywhere, anyway, I don't want to be with him again."

"He treats you badly?"

"he treats me well."

"So you're tired?"

"No……"

"What's the problem then?"

"The problem is that it was wrong from the very beginning. It shouldn't be like this. He... At first I just wanted to borrow him to leave Brother Jin. I didn't think I would really like him, but it's not too late to stop the loss in time. "

Gu Chunlan was stunned by these words, thought for a while, and found that the reason didn't seem to be important, what was important was that Qing Shu really wanted to leave, to a place where no one could find him, to leave Gao Xing, otherwise he wouldn't hapiness.

"By the way, Second Sister, didn't you say that you heard a speech by a very powerful psychologist at school? You said, can hypnosis really make people forget a memory? It's like suffering from intermittent amnesia? "Gu Qingshu panicked and thought of what the second sister said a long time ago.

Gu Chunlan immediately shook her head seriously: "How is that possible? And I don't know it either. According to the ideal situation, it is indeed possible to delete memories. It is generally used for some patients who want to delete painful memories that they don't want to think about. But once processed Not good, the painful memory will be deepened, which will have the opposite effect, so it is not recommended to use it.”

Gu Qingshu said directly: "Then do you know how to do it?"

Gu Chunlan nodded. She has a superb memory, and she can't forget the materials she read: "What do you want to do?"

Gu Qingshu begged and said: "It's nothing, don't worry, I won't mess around, but second sister, please help write down the method of hypnosis. I will give it to Brother Jin tomorrow and it will be useful."

Gu Chunlan almost guessed what the little brother in front of him was going to do, and instead of agreeing directly, she waved her hand and said, "Let's talk about it when the time comes."

The next day, in the open space in the front yard of Jiangyang Central Hospital, the unconscious Director Jin was pushed into an ambulance, and there were many people in Jin Qian's van, who were going to escort Director Jin The look of an ambulance.

Gu Qingshu followed Brother Gao to send Brother Jin to the car. Jin Qian sat in the driver's seat, looked at him with a smile, and made a goodbye gesture to him, saying: "Little fox, see you in college."

Gu Qingshu looked at Brother Jin with guilty and nostalgic eyes, just smiled without nodding.

In the evening, he said that he wanted to talk to his sister, hugged the pillow, and left Gao Xing to rest in the opposite room. Before leaving, he kissed Gao Xing's lips very affectionately, and sweetly asked Brother Gao to wake him up tomorrow morning. Gao Xing dotingly agrees.

Unexpectedly, when morning arrived, Gao Xing was not about to go to the opposite door to wake up his recently misbehaving baby lover, but found that the opposite door was open, and there was no one inside.

Gaoxing leather shoes stood on the threshold of the opposite door, did not go in to check, but quickly locked on the suitcase with daily necessities, and made sure that the person did not leave without his knowledge, then took a deep breath, while Calling Fatty while walking to the next room and knocking on the door: "Is Elder Sister there?"

At the same time as the phone was connected, the door next door was also opened by Gu Yinghong from the inside, and the fat man was also inside. Gao Xing hung up the phone and put it away. He scanned everyone in the room in the dark with a sense of scrutiny, and became keenly vigilant. Ask: "Where is Qingshu?"

The fat man exaggeratedly put on a deflated expression, shook his head silently, rushed to the front to grab Gao Xing and was about to go out, and said, "Come out with me first, don't go in, Qingshu is inside... Well, something went wrong."

Gao Xing smiled: "What's the situation?" Mr. Xiao Gao has imagined any situation, and he has a plan for any situation. He knows Gu Qingshu.

"He lost his memory." The fat man frowned and said something he couldn't believe in the small hotel corridor with a simple red carpet, but it was indeed the truth!

"You, you can still laugh! Really! I didn't lie to you! Although you don't believe it, I can actually understand that as early as three years ago, Qing Shu had some brain problems, saying that he was reborn!" The fat man was afraid Gao Xing didn't believe it, and added, "Originally, this kind of thing shouldn't be loud, but now it's a special situation. I think he accidentally collided with the memories of his previous life and this life when he was playing a hypnosis game with his second sister last night. He had a strange reaction, there were many memory fragments, intermittent, some people simply forgot, some people had never seen it before, but he said he remembered it.”

Fatty said this, and wanted to continue talking, but he saw Gao Ge in front of him with a half smile and a calm look, as if he didn't listen to his words at all!

"You are still in the mood to laugh. I didn't bluff you. It's all true! That kid, Little Fox, just forgot about you and Brother Jin, and asked him if he remembered falling in love with you, but he didn't admit that he liked it at all. male!"

"It's over?" Gao Xing smiled, "Don't you think what you said is ridiculous? Have you read too many novels? Rebirth?"

The fat man twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "If you really don't believe me, go in and have a look, but the premise is that you don't force him, if you can't remember it, then you can't remember it, maybe it will be fine after a while. Uncle Gu said he would send it to you." He went abroad for treatment, otherwise he was afraid it would be bad for his brain. The second sister also said that there is a very famous professor of psychology abroad, you can go and have a look."

Gao Xing still had a calm smile on his face, and stopped listening to the fat man's nonsense, but his footsteps were out of rhythm. He quickly entered the room, and saw his Gu Qingshu among the Gu family surrounded by people: "Qing Book?"

Surrounded by his family and friends, Gu Qingshu was letting the eldest sister comb her hair. The long hair behind the ears was being stroked carefully by the elder sister. He was chatting and laughing with the second sister. Unexpectedly, he heard someone calling him, so he opened a pair of fox eyes and looked suspiciously. The emotions that Gao Xing could see in his eyes disappeared completely.

"You are... Gao Xing, right?" Gu Qingshu knew that there was such a person from the mouth of the eldest sister, and when he suddenly saw this person, he was a little embarrassed, and never admitted that he had any shameful relationship with this man, his face was slightly red, Seeing that the other party did not speak, he looked at the eldest sister as if asking for help.

The elder sister Gu Yinghong was also very helpless, she quickly stood up, stopped Gao Xing slightly, and said, "Xiao Gao, come out with me, I have something to tell you."

Gao Xing used to be very respectful to Gu Yinghong, ten times better than his mother whom he had never met before, but now...he had no intention of obeying, chuckled, and walked unswervingly to Gu Qingshu's place. In front of him, he squatted down, stared into Gu Qingshu's eyes, squeezed Qingshu's hand, and said with a gentle smile, "What game are you playing? Do you want me to cooperate?"

Gu Qingshu frowned suddenly, first struggled a little with his right hand twice, and when he found that he couldn't let go, he immediately stared at the man in front of him with disgust, and said: "Gao Xing, let go, don't mess around, I don't know you at all, even if They say we know each other, but I don't know, please be respectful."

Gao Xing didn't intend to let go, he squeezed Gu Qingshu's wrist tighter and tighter: "Stop joking."

Gu Jianfu, who couldn't see it from the side, stood up, pulled Gao Xing's arm away, and said, "He said he didn't know each other, but he didn't know each other. Why did he lie to you? Does he look like a lie? Don't Come on, wait for him to go abroad and come back when he is cured, if you force him now, it will only make him afraid of you, and when he thinks about it, he will hate you too, what should I do?" Gu Jianfu looked good for Gao Xing.

But Gao Xing's disbelief at the beginning was faltering after seeing Qing Shu's eyes, and turned into anger: "Of course he has a reason to lie to me! But it doesn't matter, if you want to go abroad, let's go together, let's go now."

Gu Jianfu immediately changed his face, forcibly pulled Gao Xing out, stood in the corridor and lowered his voice and said, "Gao Xing, you are meaningless, it was an accident, and Qing Shu didn't do it on purpose, why are you so angry? And Chunlan said about the amnestic deletion, it did happen, it was an accident, it would be fine if he recovered, but you have also seen that he doesn't look good towards you now, and he definitely won't let you stay with him Go, I'll go, I'll go with you, don't worry, you saved my life, even if we don't have the bond of Qingshu, you are my savior, I won't lie to you."

Gao Xing's proud rationality was defeated in the confusion of truth and falsehood, and he still trusted Gu Jianfu, the person he personally saved. In addition, it was difficult to go from extravagance to simplicity, and he was used to Qingshu being petty towards him. Playing temper, getting used to the days when Qing Shu saw him, and suddenly returned to the disgusted state of being annoyed when he first saw him. He couldn't adapt, and he was really afraid of making Gu Qing Shu unhappy, so he thought for a moment and chose to nod.

Gu Jianfu suggested that Gao Xing should not see Qing Shu for the time being, as Qing Shu didn't want to see him at all, well, he agreed.

When they arrived in Beijing, Gu Qingshu didn't remember that they had a home in Beijing, so they were about to fly abroad to get medical treatment, and he refused to even ask him to drop them off. Gao Xing didn't agree this time. I haven't seen the green book for a month, how can I not give it away?

Gao Xing even packed a lot of photos of Qing Shu with him from home, put them all in a photo album, asked Gu Jianfu to pack Qing Shu into a suitcase, and watched Qing Shu board the plane from a distance, what did he think? Feeling very uneasy, ridiculous, and scary, he regretted it instantly and rushed to the boarding gate, but the boarding gate wouldn't let him in at all.

Gao Xing wanted to buy a ticket to board the plane, but he had already stopped buying tickets.

Gao Xing immediately left the airport, found his car in the parking lot, and while calling Gu Qingshu with his mobile phone, stepped on the gas pedal to death, crashed into many cars blocking the road, and then made a sharp turn and rushed straight Heading towards the plane's take-off site, at the same time, a voice he hadn't heard for many days rang on the other end of the phone: "Hello?"

This voice is the voice of his master who gave him the happiest time in the past three years.

"It's me." Gao Xing said amidst the roar of the motor, "Get down."

The lover on the other end of the phone is still in a state of 'amnesia', Gao Xing rationally doesn't believe it, but Fatty's explanation is very reasonable, Qing Shu is a person who has the memory of the previous life, and the memory collision of the two lives, no one knows what will happen What, the hateful thing is why Qing Shu played hypnotic games with the second sister for no reason?This is clearly premeditated!

If Qing Shu really loses his memory, then it means that Qing Shu intends to torture him with himself, to forget him, it is too hateful, but if Qing Shu is pretending to have amnesia to lie to him, it is even more hateful to use Qing Shu to make him lose his memory. what?After three years, I can't warm my heart, do I have to leave? !Why? !Since you don't want to eat the soft ones, then you can come to the hard ones, whether you pretend you don't know him or really, you have to stay by his side obediently, and you can't go anywhere!

"Are you Gao Xing?" There was a little surprise in the voice of the young man who answered the phone on the plane, "Why did you go down? You are so strange..."

"I said, come down, you don't need to go abroad, can I just invite that professor to come to China?"

"No, I want to travel abroad. I've never been."

"Lie, I know you are lying to me. From the very beginning when you were willing to go back to Beijing with me, I knew you were lying to me, but at that time I thought to myself, I will get you to Beijing to separate from Jin Qian first." Well, I just wanted you to separate from Jin Qian, so I don’t care about that. I know you have long wanted to use me up and leave. I know you want me to help your family and rely on me to stay away from Jin Qian. At that time, I was holding me and crying on the train, but I couldn’t be with Jin Qian! What’s the matter now? I’m repenting? I want to get out of the golden cicada’s shell and get back together with Jin Qian?”

"You have a good idea! You don't love him at all now, you just feel guilty for him, you see him pitiful, why don't you pity me?! But even if you are with him now, he won't want you, Jin Qian Not the kind of person who will make you feel guilty, but I want, you come back, let's have a good talk, I know you haven't forgotten me, don't find any shit reason for amnesia, I don't believe it."

The roaring sound of the car became louder and louder. After a loud noise, it broke through the fence that had not been reinforced at the airport. The front windows of the car burst instantly, and the debris scattered, but the car still rushed towards the plane that was about to take off.

Gu Qingshu heard a loud noise: "It's so noisy over there, I can't hear what you're saying, I'd better hang up, the stewardess told us to turn off our phones."

"Your plane can't fly. I'll count to three. If you don't come down, I'll go up to find you."

Before the words fell for two seconds, countless police sirens followed immediately, and a police car rushed to the front and stopped in front of it. Gao Xing's speed was too fast, even if the steering wheel was hit to death, it would just crash sideways into the bus transporting passengers at the airport , but even so, Gao Xing bumped his head on the steering wheel, was bounced off by the airbag, and his head was bleeding. He didn't say what happened to him, but immediately opened the door, and while opening, he talked to the person on the phone. Gu Qingshu said: "Honey, I'll come up and catch you right away, are you sure you don't want to get off the plane?"

Gu Qingshu heard that Gao Xing seemed to be running, panting, and there were even countless voices calling Gao Xing not to move. He didn't know what happened. Unable to hold on, I leaned on the window of the plane and looked back. I could vaguely see the two cars on fire and dozens of police officers huddling together to suppress someone.

At this time, the plane had already entered the takeoff lane, and the speed was getting faster and faster. The stewardess came again and asked him to turn off his mobile phone. There were countless voices from the mobile phone in a chaotic manner, including Gao Xing's voice full of tears and requests. Most prominent:

"Qingshu, my Qingshu, if you really forgot about me, that's okay, I'll wait for you to remember, it's okay if you don't want to see me now, it's normal, you hate me the first time you see me, I'm used to it, But if you remember, can you come back? I'll be waiting for you, Qing Shu, don't lie to me."

"I know, you are kind-hearted, and you feel sorry for Jin Qian, but he doesn't know. If you see the hypnotist, tell him to just think of me, and don't think of Jin Qian. You must say that."

"Did I speak too loudly just now? Don't be afraid. I was wrong. I will apologize to you after you come back. I'll wait for you to come back... promise me, okay?"

When Gu Qingshu heard this, his dry lips muttered a few times, and he said softly: "...OK."

But I don't know if the other side heard the word, and the phone lost signal.

He patted his phone, but Gu Jianfu took it away, but Gu Jianfu handed him a tissue and said, "Wipe."

Gu Qingshu took it and simply covered his eyes, and after a while, he wet the tissue.

Gu Jianfu next to him hesitated for a moment, but he still leaned over, patted him on the back, and said, "If we don't get to the UK, we can buy the nearest ticket and come back?"

Gu Qingshu shook his head in a hoarse voice, and said: "No, let it be like this, say that I'm dead in two years, don't let him find me, I... hate... the person who loves me the most, when I think of me I can't stay with them for long, and I'm afraid of death, but I can't control this matter, so let them get used to the days when I'm not around, get used to it...they won't be sad."

"Qing Shu, you... When did you die in your last life?" Gu Jianfu asked a question that anyone would think was absurd.

Gu Qingshu took a deep breath tremblingly, and said, "Probably... there are still 15 or 16 years left..."

"Don't be sad, I've changed a lot of things in this life, I'm very happy." Gu Qingshu took off the tissue from his eyes, and for the first time spoke to this man in a gentle tone. Dad woke up, "Gu Jianfu, my nose is about to come out, do you have any more paper?"

Old Mr. Gu nodded, took out another piece of paper to blow Gu Qingshu's nose with his own hands, and said in a low voice: "Silly boy."

The author has something to say: The next chapter will directly jump in time and space~ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, everyone said it was too long. Meet Gu Jianfu's wedding event~

It's very sweet immediately after meeting, don't worry, Brother Gao is not willing to abuse Qing Shu, the two of them are considered to be in love with each other.

Yao Zuo: Damn, this operation, my brother Gao will be blackened!

Blackening Gao Xing: That's right.

Qing Shu who accidentally passed by: Ah, what, long time no see.

Blackened Gao Xing: Hey, hey, hug and hold high!

Yao Zuo:? ? ?

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